Monday 29 February 2016

Diary 29th February 2016

I was there’s for a few hrs trying to work out why I was having three runtsstic ACC. It only dawned on me that I was using runkeeper for comparison. Haha. Whats happening here, is that I was trying to figure out why all my latest updates on the Fitness was not regarded. I had been using my Nexy. I then found out that I had created a new account on the Nexy, which is an awful shame. hahaha. So I was there trying to figure out on my Lappy, why I was having THREE accounts??? Couldn't put my head together. haahah. So that said I only realised that I was actually looking at RunKeeper instead of Runtastic. hahahah.

I was looking at the election coverage for the whole day after finishing Knots Landing. What a momentous occasion, to see Fine Gael being reduced in numbers but more so Labour being wiped out. ONe's thing for sure. That Fine Gael/Labour is no more. As John Bowman (Former RTE Broadcaster) puts it, we have "more question than answers"


And then there infamous pedophiolia guy. Hmmmmmmmm. This triggered me big time in relation to my dreams. As per will be told. What happened was that I was chatting to this Filipino guy. We were getting on great til he brought about sex with a minor. He told me he loves it and THEY love it. I kept repeating to myself that its not possible as they ain't mature. etc., etc., So the short of it all, I reported the convo and reported the convo to Facebook and of course Unfriended him and Blocked him and when Facebook told me "We're sorry this has happened to you, it may AFFECT you" that went through me. This caused my 37hrs sleep. 

So as I said to Sarah last week that only for POlitics or Current AFfairs, my life would be empty. hahaaha. 

Sunday 28 February 2016

Diary 28th February 2016

After some weird dreams, I got up and started my spell or marathon of looking at Election 2016 the Coverage of it. 

My sis popped down to do her downloading. After a while, we headed to Centra so that she could get stuff, and we headed back home to my place. Then afterwards we both headed off again, again this time to her place. On the way I saw Liam Mulready. It was unreal. hahaah. LIke the last time I saw him was in Junior Certificate in Rosmini. hahaha. He walked the exact same way as I last saw him except this time with earphones, so perhaps he mightened have seen me let alone heard me. I don't know. A memory came back thou to me. ONe time I was advised by Mom n Dad to get over my shyness to get in with Liam. As I was a shy kid growing up. They had somehow met LIam or perhaps met his folks of which they know now. However there plan was thwarted as I was following him around, and hence he reported me to my folks. AFter that I don't remember. eheheh. Then another time as I write this particular paragraph another memory pops in. In order for me to get up in time for Mass or something, or Easter Sunday, I remember my Mom "answering" a doorbell, of which it was "Liam", and Mom had said to me that LIam gave me an Easter egg, or something and I replied with "Ahh isn't that nice of him". hahaahah. 

So then we headed onto Tescos, to get milk, and then headed to her place. We looked at Cameron Dallas' Expelled movie. It wasn't too bad a movie. However Cameron himself awwww, so precious. 

The way MOm n Dad LIE to me, don't help me. AS I said to my sis, I get anxious because of I can’t handle the truth. Which is truth. HOWEVER I will have to be told anyways. 

Saturday 27 February 2016

Diary 27th February 2016

Today was quite and what a day or as someone would a MOTHER of a day. hahahaah. 

WHilst going through the History of the Constituencies of the Republic of IReland, and in particular PRE-Irish Free State(now known as the Republic of IReland), I saw Queens County Constituency for the United KIngdom and Kings County Constituency for the United KIngdom. So I began to investigate this further. When I looked closer I saw the QUeens COunty is NOW Laois and Kings County is NOW OFfaly. How amazing is this and interesting. hahaha. 

Looked at the election coverage for the whole day as well as the lead up to it. What I mean by that is I hadn't seen teh current affairs in the LEAD up to it. hahahah. I signed up to Twitter’s SMS feature of which I thought I had it enabled. So that said I got an SMS saying that Eoin Ó Broin of Sinn Féin got elected. When I read it, I was so sure it was Eoin O' Farrell my mate. ahahaah

So throughout the day, I got myself some grub as in dinner of which Sausage, BUrgers and LAsagne was on the menu. hahahah. It was unfortunate that I burned the sausage and burgers. Hahaha. I still ate them hehehe they ain’t cheap. 

Friday 26 February 2016

Diary 26th February 2016

Well today is the day that the country went to the polls to vote the 32nd Dáil ie General Election 2016. However thou I was unable to vote to have my say, as I was too late to apply for voting as I had applied for my Citizenships, of which I got by the way a few weeks ago. But that said because I applied for the citizenship too late I was unable to have my say.

So putting that aside, I was due to go and see Deadpool, however as I went to bed too late, of midday, I was due to get up for half 8, yet after 8hrs sleep was unable to.

Thursday 25 February 2016

Diary 25th February 2016

I'm in a sinn féin led govt whereby they've won the general election. They next then there eye on bringing the 32 counties. Hmmm

I get dreams of Barry my friend hanging around with me, and wonders off quite alot. Then of Emil acting like O' Farrell in terms of shouting at a child or whatever and me being embarrassed AGAIN!!!!. 


While taking a leak I ensure there is space for Campaign Daily on the Box. While doing so I look at a repeat documentary on What Do Women Want presented by Maia Dunphy.  I spot a hot guy(s) cause there were two of em. The segment was about fame then back to work. Senator mark caldy was on the tresure islands  reality show. Now he's a Senator. Awwwws

So then I eventually woke up. ahhaahah. It was quiet funny. I went to pick up my baby or my +Furry Babys Stanescu Sammy. And I wasn't looking where I was going. ANd of course he had to bring the TV with him. awwwww. But that said thou, the fire was on, so yeah I got worried, and threw him. awwwwww. Nevertheless he landed safely on his butt. hahahah. 


I then started my errands: of which was the following: 

An Post - Dole
Cineworld - Movie
Folks - Fix printer
HOme
Meetup GayDublin

So I then got started. I collected my dosh, then I headed onto the bank. Then afterwards on the way back to the bike, I saw Sarah. Had a lovely chat. Haha. I asked her if she was Vegan first then I asked her if she found vegan pancakes and she said her mother made them for her as her sister n herself are lactose intolerance or at least digestive issues

I then on the way to the cinema, saw an advertisement for ADIFF(AUdi Dublin INternational Film Festival instead of JDIFF(Jamesons Dublin International Film Festival). wow. APparently AUdi must have taken over Jamesons sponsorship. ahahah. Then I again I should have known as it would be advertised on TV. EVery year they always advertised. Yet this year, it never crossed my mind. hahaha. So I went to see my precious babe Dylan an aspiring actor or whatever. 

I then headed up to the folks. But FIRST thou getting the cable required for me to fix the printer. hahahah. I went to PC WOrld, nothing, so I went to Maplins. THey were most helpful. I brought up three of them. THey all looked the same, BUT the M were different. hahahahah. So I arrived. Got a meal. Then Replaced the cable, and bodabing bodaboom. hahah


Went to Front Lounge to go to a Meetup known as GayDublin, a new group. I was told they are at the end of the Room. So I asked around. THe barman was suspicious. So I headed out. I was disappointed but at the same time meh. I was indecisive as in making up excuses if it were all females or even 1 male. Like at the end of the day only 4 were going. 

So on the way home, I counted 5 homeless ppl. I was gonna give money, but then I just remembered that I actually do give money anyways to MQI(Merchants QUay Ireland - homeless charity whereby they help the homeless by putting them up for the night or whatever). 

Wednesday 24 February 2016

Diary 24th February 2016

First it was yesterday whereby someone screams my name in English GEORGE with a bit of an echoie voice and now This. The latest behind I'm at home in my apartment. I look out the window. There is a young lad outside looking constantly inside. He rings the doorbell. He says drink this and the smell immediately throw it left, towards left and it explodes. I mean like wtf.

So then after failing to sleep a proper min 8hr sleep, which I only slept 4hrs, I had to get up to go and get my Medical Cert from Fairview Medical Cert. When I arrived it was just on the dot of half 5. heheeh. So I was lucky in that respects. haha. But that said I asked when the Receptionist gave me tude, what time does the Surgery closed. She said half 5. She also noted to me that I she was the one who left the voicemail to collect my Cert. She said that I'm suppose to collect my Medical Cert on a TUesday. However thou me ignoring her tude, I noted a patient came in for an appointment for 6pm, So if they close at half 5??????

So moving on, I went to my sis to hand her groceries. I revealed to my sis that without the General Election that I have nothing. I love Elections. Its a "buzz" as one would say. Like my next "buzz" will be the Brexit aka British InOut Refernedum. We had a chat. It was brief as I had to head onto to hand in my Cert. hahaha. 

So I came back and headed to bed to catch up on much needed sleep.

Tuesday 23 February 2016

Diary 23rd February 2016

WEll today was quite interesting. heheeheh

It all started when I didn't bother getting my Medical Cert required for my Injury Benefit payment. I got a text off my sis telling me that Dad wants me to go up to him to sort out the printer. I went up their, Following is what I troubleshooted the steps.

  • I went through the Maintenance tools as provided by the Drivers. 
  • Secondly, Checked the cables by means of blowing into the ports on BOTH the printer AND the computer. 
  • And lastly I reinstalled the printer. 
And unfortunately the above methods didn't work for me. Dad and my sis who was printing stuff for our Aunt, wasn't printing properly. It would print partially etc., 

So my next plan was to head to my sis where we chatted mainly. She got a Chinese. I didn't bother. I wanted to keep the cash for the clothes. mmmm. hehhe. While I was surfing Facebook, I saw that a friend of mine had posted on his profile that Mary Lou McDonald a candidate for Dublin Central in the General Election 2016, I was so overwhelmed to the point I actually got emotional with excitement. And not only that the guy who was beside Mary Lou(could be her Party colleague - I ain't sure), sang I wish I was in Carrickfergus, I even got more emotional with this. And I've saved the best for last, that this particular evetn as part of her campaign was held in the OUthouse. hahahaha. 

Monday 22 February 2016

Diary 22nd February 2016

WEll today was not that busy a day. I resumed my duties in relation to me tidying up the kitchen RUBBISH. heheeh.

I then answered the door twice, might I add in one day. Twice more than normal hahaah, ie I never get any calls to the door. I thought it'd be Candidate for Dublin BAy North, but as I said to Ailish the other night, I NEVER got one so far of a candidate asking for my Number 1 vote. So that said the two that called to the door, FIrst was An Post devliering my two babies the +Inflatables Stanescu in the shape of Guinness Red and the REgular Guinness. Awwww. I was delieverating of whether I should get em or not. I was basing my decision on Veganism aka GUiness ain't vegan as it contains fish parts or wahtever in the making of the drink. BUt the fact that I WOULDN'T be eating em - awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww I decided to get em. PS The delviering guy aka An Post was a pig. I mean Its not like I was naked or whatever, yet he just may as well through at me.

My second door bell was a guy wanting to sell electricals. Says I to meself "More than likely STOLEN". I said no to the Electric Blanket, and he replied how about this other. I said no to all.

Sunday 21 February 2016

Diary 21st February 2016

Well what a day after so little sleep of about 4hrs if even that. hahaah. Although I did get a bit of sleep heheeh. I was due to visit my Mom in hospital between 3-4pm as I understood it was the Visiting hours. However it wasnt too be. hehehe. Lemme explain in detail. heehe.

So I got up eventually after so little sleep due to me going to bed late. hahaha. Then I got up and ready. So I cycled up to my Mom with me leaving around 3.34 when I should have been up at 3.15. hahhaah. I arrived at 3.55pm, so I was very tight. I dropped in, however she was asleep. So I was about to head off when I got a call from Mom to say if I was dropping up to her. So I popped up to her. Was great seeing her. hheeheh. I spent a good hour with her. Then I headed on off home.

I headed on home to get a few things for my sis. heheeheh like my Sleeves, my Green Tea. I then got a few things in Groceries namely milk. I was ecstatic to learn that they sell VEGAN wraps. mmmmm

Saturday 20 February 2016

Diary 20th February 2016

Today was not bad a day. Although a bit of a shock, but yet was quite cool. hehehe

My day started off with me getting up to get ready for Ailish and Noel as per my monthly schedule of meeting up with em. heheeh.

As I had yet to pay my rent, I lodged my €35 that was supposedly for my Driver's License Application.

So then I headed on up to Ailish and Noel. We chatted. Showed Noel my Nexy and my GoPro. heheeh. A great chat was had by all. heheeheh

So then I popped into Dad who clearly was very lonely. Afterall his wife is in the hospital, of which I realised that had they not found out the cause of Mom's Virus etc., I was clearly getting very upset. AFterall Savita Halappanavar died of a Septicemia ie INfection of the BLood. Dad was telling me Mom's relative died of the same except his was not detected properly. Navan General Hospital has been severely downgraded. So they placed him induced Coma and sadly never came out of it.

Friday 19 February 2016

Diary 19th February 2016

Well what a day, it turned out to be. hahaahah. I had gone to bed around 5ish in the morning. I didn't sleep a wink. Could it be becuase of Finance, or that I was meeting MAureen. I guess nobody will know, NOT even me. heheeh

I first started off with by going to the bank to sort out my Rent issues. So my first errand was to withdraw from the Credit Union. Then I headed to An Post to get my normal cash. On the way to the bank I only realised that I left my cash witch was to form part of the Rent. However as I said to myself "ya fuckin ass". I was mad at myself that I had left the cash behind which is in my safe.

So with that I rang Ailish to see if I could call up tomorrow night Sat, as per my norm once a month. Then I decided that on the way to Ailish, that I can go and lodge money then I'll head to her place.

So then it was time to get up for to meet Maureen my aunt. I had only learnt that my Mom had gone into the Hospital. She was brought up by Dad on Wednesday Night. She thought she'd be out the next day hence why she never said anything. So that said, Maureen told me as she's still there and will be for over the weekend. She had diarrhea and vomiting. This was caused by Blood Infection and something with the liver. So I expect to go and see her on Sunday with my Aunt and Sister.

ANyways Maureen and I trodded along to Govinda's.hehehe. I warned her thou that these are against gay people, that they are highly Christian crowd. Then we were chatting away. I had a lovely scrumptious Broccoli Soup, Bread, then the main dish being Rice, with Lentil Sauce on it and of course some pastry yolk. Oh and one last thing, it's VEGAN. mmmmmmmm

Thursday 18 February 2016

Diary 18th February 2016

Today didn't go to plan. Awwwww, HOWEVER thou, hahaah I got up eventually.

I was suppose to go to first get my dosh then put it into the bank. I then was supposed to go and investigate why I haven't received any letters or packages. hehheeh. So I decided that I go and do that BEFORE I meet my Aunt(Nun) which is tomoz.

So then I got ready to go and get ready for to see Goosebumps with Andrea. hahaha. Twas great to see him. I again had ideas of me being in yellow shorts and white tank tops as reported yesterday. hehehe.

Wednesday 17 February 2016

Diary 17th February 2016

Today was a quiet day. heeheheh.

After some dreams, of which I cannot recall, I then headed onto Cineworld. heheeh to go and see Star Wars for the LAST time, oh!!!! noooooooooo. hahahaah. Throughout the film, I was of course mouthing the quotes, hahhaah, and then of course myself dressed in the WHite tank top that has a pic of Minions on it. heheheh and of course my Yellow shorts. Now this has been going on for several years, whereby I think I'm in the future in terms of SEXINESS. hhehehe.

Tuesday 16 February 2016

Diary 16th February 2016

Slept like a babe except the constant dreams of whatever like a few months ago. 

I then got up and ready for my appointment. I was advised to distance myself from the abortion debates. Like that will happen!!!!. I asked what about the marriage equality. Hmmm. Sure ur not conflicted. It was yes all the way. But with the abortion I am conflicted. I was told that I was suppose to receive a referral letter from St. Vincent's Hospital in Fairview ie my next door neighbor hahaha. . I asked if I could just talk to the team only, however she said the Team only dispense Meds etc., She also told me that she is in GP Training and that her next assignment is to "Deliver new babys" in the Rotunda Hospital. I wished her well in her new role. 

So then I collected my medical cert. Then I headed onto Store St. to post it.

Went into a very heavy sleep whereby Taoiseach Enda Kenny was being inaugurated. The place I was located amongst others looked like a church gallery where singers are normally


While so I was hanging out with Noel Hughes. Then at the same time we was on a bus to Ryus Hospital where my friend had escaped to. So I went in their. Came out shaken. It was like primitive times. 

I then headed onto my sis. We chatted invariably. haahaha. Then I was getting anxious over have NO income for myself for TWO whole weeks due to me mixing up new bills. 

Monday 15 February 2016

Diary 15th February 2016

Was looking up General Elections Candidates for 2016. Was shocked to see a guy who btw is a "Looker" or very cute, is actually a member of the Munster Council for Communist Party of Ireland. Technically he's an Indo ie Independent.  Why are all the cuties, something very dangerous or whatever?

I finally got round to started my clothes tidying up. hahaaha. I had been putting it off as I it was all over the place. But I got round to dismissing my procrastination. I have two sets. One being what the laundry company had done for me and the other being what was yet to be used. So bottomline I have divided the two up now. So now from now on I shall use the NON laundry clothes first.

Sunday 14 February 2016

Diary 14th February 2016 - St. Valentines Day

I was dreaming of Patrick BArrett(a former mate of mine before he found out I am gay) and I are taking pics of the Artane Boys Band coming down Clonliffe Rd., Patrick calls me up towards Drumcondra while still taking pictures. So when I got up, I was visibily upset as I had lost a good friend. So I have 5 Duckys, one of the Duckys can be called Patrick. So far I have Ducky, Baby, and NOW Patrick. heheeheh.

Normally I get up to my sis as per norm on a Sunday. However she wasn't herself. I pray that she gets well soon. So instead Mom had invited me up to keep Mom n Dad company. hehehe. So while there we were chatting away. Had a nice meal. I fixed Mom's phone by taking off selatape she had on. The previous time Mom rang me before I was going out, I was literally shouting down the phone trying to figure out what she was saying. hahahah. So it was found she had sellatape on it, as her Phone cover was falling off, something like that. I advised her aswell to call into Three(her cell phone carrier) that she see if there is a plan whereby she can ring ANY network. She kept admiring and complimenting my hair. hahahaha. So I took a few selfies WITH glasses and WITHOUT glasses on her phone and my Lumy.

Saturday 13 February 2016

Diary 13th February 2016

Well my latest dream is of me being asked to choose who I will be voting for in the General Election 2016. I'm given a list of Political Party. I still don't know who to vote for. hahahah. Its being held by the Irish Times AND the Red C Poll, who are the Polling company that does Political Polls.


I then got up for to see Star Wars. hahaahh. I unfortunately lost my hat. Awwww. During the film, Maura rang me. So I rang her back afterwards. I was delighted to hear that she had won money on the scratch cards I got her. heheheh.

Friday 12 February 2016

Diary 12th February 2016

I am there walking to a village in Co, Tipperary. I spend the whole dream with my sis trying to figure out the exact name. hahaha. We are with two old fogies or bachelors who try to help me remember. hahaha. I pop into a Centra look around. This is now on my own. Then I walk back from this village back to Dublin to my sis. heheheh. I remember thou, that I continue walking on my own down passed the village. I encounter a main road.

So then I got ready quick as lightening. heheheeh as I couldn't' afford to miss this payment. As I was in debt of over €200. So that said I got hot on me tails. heheehe. I was quite surprised thou when Niall who is the other proprietor, actually said "Good Evening", hmmmmm. So then afterwards, I headed onto the bank to lodge money in.

Then I came back to watch a movie and then quickly I headed back out as I wanted to look for Tracksuits ie Matching stuff in Pennys. hahahaah.

Then I headed onto the Outhouse where I encountered Gerry. I was telling Gerry of the above dream. He thinks it may have something to do with my recent trip to Leixlip. David and I talking about Batman V Superman. I had taken issue with two Superheroes FIGHTING each other while David had taken issue with an Alien(Superman) and Batman(human) would be fighting. Superman would win in a split second. Then I went upstairs to see the guys above in Men's Night. Ronan and the gang were talking about Star Wars and Rey etc.,

Then I headed onto the Cineworld to see Dad's Army. When I went into the screen, there was nothing on screen when at least ads or trailers/previews should have been shown. Then when the film came on it had subtitles some had no issues, I personally meh!!!, don't mind the subtitles, but reading every single line.... but there was a few against it. I felt a war would break out. hahaaha. Was given a free ticket. haahaah even FREE iMAX, mmmm

Thursday 11 February 2016

Diary 11th February 2016

Shortly before I went to bed, I was charging my new Nexy(Google Nexus 9). I had the charging atop Ducky. Then I got a sudden image of whereby my place would be burnt alive, as the case it was seen in the last few weeks, whereby a charger went alight as it was ontop of MATERIAL. So with this I decided against it and put Ducky elsewhere. awwwww

Then I went to sleep. And when I got up to take a leak, I realised that I actually forgot to get my Social Welfare. Considering I'm in debt of over €141, how I acutally forgot to be up in time for it? hmmmm. Just can't get my head around it.

So then it was time in actual time to get up. However I had gotten so cozy, that I just decided to sleep it out. hahahaha. LIke I was far too late for my Social Welfare. Goosebumps was only realsied in Cinemas. I was due to go and see Goosebumps aswell.

So when I got up then eventually which is 1am, I noticed that one of my programs I wanted to record Prime Time dedicated to General Election 2016, only to realise that it ran out of space. ANd added to that the 12.30 News Bulletin clashed. Oh boi!!!!!.

Wednesday 10 February 2016

Diary 10th February 2016

Well my first port of call was to get up. hahaha. I listened to voicemails. One was Fairview Medical Center(my GP surgery) telling me I had forgotten to collect my Medical Cert for my Injury Benefit. The other voicemail was Mom telling me she had found my Passport. Well what a gleam that came outta me. hahaah.

So I set about getting my Medical Center. While there I was there writing my card and obviously collecting and signing my Medical Center. There was a patient there commenting on my scratch cards which was a birthday present for my Aunt. She also mentioned that she loves the Telly Bingo show where the Declan the presenter used to dress up in Drag etc., She is known as Veda in The George. The lady was saying twas a shame that Declan was forced to cut down on the dressing as a girl or Drag as it "was great craic". Twas lovely. hahha

Then I headed to the post office to go and get the card Registered. I had arrived at 17.29 which the Post Office closes at half 5 on the dot. The proprietor asked me what do I want. I said to register a letter. She wanted to tell me the system is closed, however she said instead "Give me the bloody letter". Granted I arrived late, but for her to say that to a customer!!!!!. haahahah. As I said to my sis, she always pisses me off. Ever since she gave out stink to me, of accusing me of "scratching my arse", etc.,e tc., She has disliked me. hahaah. If she took the time to "Get to know me", however she's just too judgemental.

So then I moved on to Mom and Dad's to go and collect my Passport that Mom had told me. hahahah. I was over the moon. I had turned my place upside looking for it for several weeks. hahaha.

So then I went onto Store St Social Welfare to drop in my Medical Center. heheheh. On the way, thou, I encounter a motorbike with Fat wheels. I was admiring it, then afterwards, I got the willies, that it could be in use or whatever in gangland killings.

So then I came back home to get ready for tonight. O' Farrell rang me to know if I were interested in seeing Spotlight with him in Rathmines. I told him that I had smuggled my sleeves into Cineworld so that I could bite on it as the film was playing. I told him I only saw it as it was up for the Oscars 2016. So then I headed on off to Cineworld to see Star Wars. Before thou, I wanted to give my new GoPro camera a go. However it didn't have any SD card in it. hahaaha. 'twas a shame. hahahah.

WEll I unpacagked my Google Nexus 9 tablet. heheheh. Well the amount of System Updates, from Android Lollipop 5.0.1 to 5.0.2 to 5.1.1 then a few small System Updates and then the Mother of a Android Marshamellow 6.0.1. OH boi.

Monday 8 February 2016

Diary 9th Febraury 2016 - Pancake TUesday(Shrove Tuesday)

Well after a dream of whereby I leave my Cineworld card behind while I'm very close to the cinema, and then also my Dad's friend who is currently in hospital with a Brain ANurism. In the dream, he dies and I of course cry my eyes out in reality.

So then eventually I got up, as I had a few errands to do, such as getting a card for my dad's Sister in Law Maura(Dad's brother's wife). I went to Scribbles first to get the pressie and card. heheeheh. I saw a few teddies, of interest, hmmm. However with the price tag, I said I'd leave it.

So that said I then headed off to the GP to get my Medical Cert. However as time was not on my side, the GP was closed which I was shocked as I thought it'd be closed around 6ish, it actually closes around half 5.

So then I headed on into town to get my sis' teddys she wanted. Then I was looking everywhere for Vegan Pancakes. So I popped into Holland and Barretts in Ilac Centre and the sales person told me, that there's no such thing, as Veganism ain't as popular as Vegetarianism. However that said, I can still make them BUT I want it READY-MADE. hahahaah. Then afterwards, I then headed on up towards my folks. I had gotten a voicemail of my Mom, to come up to them for to have Pancakes as today is Pancake Tuesday aka Shrove Tuesday. I was looking everywhere for Pancakes and this reminded me of Sabrina who "I want Pancakes", hahahaah. Mom reminded how Pancake Tuesday came about. It is a Christianity thing, whereby people give up something or do something they've been putting off on the long finger. In relation to Pancakes itself, its a starter to Lent whereby they eat everything before they begin the actual fasting at hand. Quite interesting to learn. haaha. Then I headed on off to my sis. We looked at Mike and Molly. Great comedy. hahaah

Diary 8th February 2016

Well today was a quiet day. hahhaha. Well as per my norm TV shows etc.,

I also was getting my dinner too. hehehe. Did a bit of tidying up as the rubbish was in my way of the Oven. So I got the cooking going. hahaha. However thou, I soon realise that the soup I wanted to cook up was frozen obviously BUT, that I wanted there and then. However I have to defrost it first. :(

While I was doing a tidy up in the living area, I noted a brand new heater that wasn't even opened. hahahhah.

Also It was my intention to start on the Reinstallation of Windows 8.1 but firstly Windows 10. However when I got there, I came across my Norton product I purchased in PC World recently. I was wondering the price of €39 instead of €109 etc,. So I looked it up Apparently I got €55 off as part of the January sales.

Then I was also gonna open up my new GoPro which will be used for recording videos of my whereabouts on the bike and then the Opening of packages like I did with my Lumia phone. hahaha.

I was going through some music videos and James Corden who has videos of Music artists with Carpools. When I go to Thumbs up a Video ie a Like in Youtube, I have it setup so that Twitter receives a tweet saying I have Liked a video. However on Facebook recently, it posts several times, and I just can't for the life of me understand!!!!


Sunday 7 February 2016

Diary 7th February 2016

Well I had a half half good and bad night. What I mean by this is that I had a dream whereby I was being diagnosed with cancer of the Colon which my Uncle Reggie went with, then I was diagnosed with heart cancer(which I don't think it exists - to my knowledge anyways) also diagnosed with the head, something like that.

So then I got up. As my sis wasn't well upstairs, I didn't go to her immediately. So looked at Rebellion and the start of Superman 4. Then I got the call to head to her. So I got my cereal AND her cigs. Then onto her whereby I kept her company.

Saturday 6 February 2016

Diary 6th February 2016

Well I endured quite harrowing severe thoughts last night. Not the best of the lot as they say. This all was sparked when I went to see Spotlight yesterday. Then more of a thought occurred when I got it through my thick skull that I may have been abused as a child over here in Ireland. How this came about was that a memory came back to me when I remember I went to the CHildren's Hospital complaining of my willy being very soar. There was white stuff coming out of it, ie cum. Now normally cum only comes out IF and only IF it is jerked off. Now I don't recall myself ever doing it at a very young age. Cause the cum that it's not cleaned out would result it in being very soar. I will have to get this double checked thou.

So then I eventually got up. And headed to the cinema for to see Star WArs. Then I headed on up to Mom n Dad's to see how Mom is and of course to give back bags and lunch boxes. heeheh

Friday 5 February 2016

Diary 5th February 2016

Twas a nice and quiet day. hahahaah.

I had initially wanted to go into Pennys in O' Connell St., and to get teddys for my sis in EuroGiant. However, I had horrific diarrhea BEFORE going to bed and in the middle of the night.

So with this, plans were to change. So instead I actually went to the Outhouse and then to the cinema. heheheh. The lads all congratulated me on getting my citizenship of which I obtained last week. George said a phrase "You can't get a bog out of a man, BUT you can get a man out of the bog". So I was welcomed with open arms. heheheh. I had asked Stephen whom was also there as a British Citizen would he be allowed to vote in the upcoming General Election 2016. Con confirmed that Stephen will not be allowed as he is NOT resident in ROI. hehehe.

So onwards to the next place of interest ie the cinema to see Spotlight. I of course had my sleeve with me, in the bag, of which I smuggled him in. hahahah

Thursday 4 February 2016

Diary 4th February 2016

Well I got up in the afternoon, to look at the most anticipated aspect and that is the General Election 2016 Campaign. eheheeh

So afterwards, I then got ready to head out. My first port of call was to get my Rent Allowance and the Basic Supplemental Welfare Allowance. I then put the money into the Bank. However it wasn't adding it. So I just put a basic amount in, as I do like a bit of pocket money. So then I looked closely at the receipt, and it noted that I was being deducted cash for to pay back the moneys I owe them. I was told in January to go back to them, with a LETTER, and then that they would come to an agreement with me. However that wasn't to be.

So then I popped into Gerry. I had a fit of laughing when I asked Gerry how his mother is and his reply being "Vampires don't get colds or flues". Well what a laugh. hahaahah. He made a good point thou relating to General Elections Campaign. He was saying that the shorter the campaign the less "boring" it becomes. or less "daunting".

Then I headed on to my sis to see how she is. I told her of the above SW issue.

Then it was time to head on off to the city to do a bit of shopping. I headed to PC World in Jervis to get my gadget for the GoPro which is a stand kinda thing. However it wasn't to be. So I got replacement gadgets for the GoPro and a Norton Security. heheheh.
So then I headed to Tescos in Jervis to look for Vegan Pancakes. Couldn't find em. So I got Butter instead. So my next place was to head to LIdls. On the way I encountered  Dealz and thought to ask if there was Vegan Pancakes. However that wasn't to be. So I headed into Lidls. Got a few grub.  I then headed into Tescos on Parnell to see if they had any Vegan Pancakes. There they didn't. But got stuff for myself. hehhe. Then onto Aldis, where my foot saved my fall. hahaha. There they didn't know Vegan Pancakes. I then was to go to EuroGiant, where I was reliably informed that they closed at 9, however they were closed around half 8. So I don't know what happened. hahaha. So I popped into Pennys to get more clothes. However I couldn't find any Small trousers anywhere, not even shorts. hmmm I was surprised. I'll try again tomorrow. hehehe.

I then headed onto the Outhouse, where I got myself a Raspberry tea, and a chat. Then it was time for to see Ride Along 2. heheeh

Wednesday 3 February 2016

Diary 3rd February 2016

Well today was fairly quiet. As I  had stayed longer than anticipated. It was anticipated that I head to bed straight AFTER the Superman films. However I was adamant that I wanted to get all coverage on the Dissolution of the 31st Dáil, so I waited to see if THe12.30 on TV3 or the 1 O' Clock on RTE1, and as they didn't extend I headed on off to bed.

When I went to take a leak, I quickly checked to ensure I had enough space.

Tuesday 2 February 2016

Diary 2nd February 2016

My sis called down for a period. Then she headed back home.

I went to collect my Medical Cert. and dropped it at Store St., Looked at further TV and then got ready for to see my sis.

However she herself wasn't feeling well. So I didn't stay too long.

Monday 1 February 2016

Diary 1st February 2016

I spent the day looking at much missed shows. hahahaha. Last week, I was in bed with the flue or virus. Take ur name at it. hahaahah. I also was doing a bit of tidy up in the kitchen by means of washing all the dishes.. heeheheh.

THat was my whole day spent. hehehhe.

Sunday 31 January 2016

Diary 31st January 2016

Today was a very quiet day. Although I can't fathom why my PRE - cold issues came back. By that I mean my pissing still seems to be coming out without "my permission", hahahaha. Then the sleeping which takes a few hours to actually hit the pillow and sleep??

Then I headed to my sis for a nice reminiscent movie ie the Other Guys. Awwww what great memories and laughs. We also watched the White Chicks. hahahaah. Then during the night, I then got a sudden back ache. Was I holding the rubbish bag, I doubt it. But it happened.

Saturday 30 January 2016

Diary 30th January 2016

I'm with my mom queuing up for drivers license. Then out of the blue these men come out of nowhere. I tell mom to go and get down n hide. However they spot her n shoot her in the leg. I cover up her mouth to prevent screaming. N she does what Clarkes father did in that she don't want to be saved. So the guy holds her by her hair n the screams!!!!! Then he rips off her head. I go into manic n can't scream anymore. So in a fit I attempt to jump off the floor. I tell everyone down below to move away. A woman then catches me. But she herself is caught. So that said the men them throw me off as per my wish. 

So then afterwards, after being in bed for almost a week, today was my first day officially out of bed. So I headed out to see Star Wars. 

When I came back, I put away shopping I had bought last Sunday. 

Friday 29 January 2016

Diary 29th January 2016

I'm at a hotel. A trick is played on me. Whereby my bikey is sold. So I get him back when am told that a dog is woofing in the courtyards. I become so emotional when reunited.

I then have another dream whereby a guy flies me off into a room. Then this happens a second time. On both times, pictures of women's boobies etc is found on display. The first time I don't do anything. The second time I'm abt to attempt to delete em by selecting, however they disappear when the guy tells me they're deleted and you're fired., I react so badly to the point I scream out loud. I tell them first Am gay n second for u to first not to interview other people you automatically assume. You're some leader!!!!!! 

Maureen, My sis, mom n I are in someplace in Romania here called duag r duaw. On a white bus with the name in gold.  My sis talks to locals and I breakdown exclaiming "Il never have that"

Dad came to collect me. I got ready for to meet him. We registered the citizenship letter and then got a bite to eat in scrumptious cafe. It was scrumptious alrite. Haha. Then afterwards I came home.
For ready for the Dr appt. He examined basically. I told him abt my back trouble he wouldn't hear of it. Then with medication I told him I don't take capsules. Yet he gave em. So went to pharmacy n they told me to go back to the reception. The reception asked me with a stern face something wrong I told em. So she came back possibly from the Dr.  Then having seen no change I then decided to try n chance me arm n head to lydons pharmacy. They were so kind to change it to vegetarian Ie no capsule. So yeah. Delighted. 

Thursday 28 January 2016

Diary 28th January 2016

Sad thought but happyish towards the end. I've been diagnosed cancer as a result of the lump on me back. I tell my folks. They recommend I don't tell me sis. However I would tell her in person. I then proceed to tell her. I'll be going into hospital n chances are of me coming out of it are slim. So on my dying bed I'm there saying my goodbyes n then just abt me going that I see Mariana n her two daughters aka my two step sisters. Its what they call a miracle. I then proceed to say Mama. But then when I see Him I say oh. So I scream Mariana instead. I threaten the cop with the European court of human rights cause I know Romanian courts are as corrupt as themselves if u ever touches her with anything. I then lastly exclaim that my life was over when I came out. Enjoying family unity. Kathleen's Doncaster trip etc. Janices house Asda  with my sis meal out with the Mulligans in campo......

Maureen called by to give me grub. Then went back for further sleep. Then got up for mom. We were to collect my social welfare and then head to ndls. However with the rain, and of course traffic to add onto of all that not a chance. So we left it. The guy in post office me thinking he is Italian is actually Romanian. He told me "I'm Romanian. I see yuo are too".  Says I back to him "God You took your time. Hahaha".  So wet left it at multmesc, his reply cu placere which means you're welcome. I thought it was funny thou. Hahaha
So went to moms house for a grub too. Waited for dad to return from his lunch which he has every month with his retires teachers. Dad returns. He told me a memory which I got a fit of laughing. wherreby when my sis n i came over from Romania we went to this house in fox rock to have a meal. Then on the way home my sis says to mom or dad can we go to McDonalds. Aweee. This woman was teaching with dad. Her daughter worked out in NV orphanage. I checked up on dads computer one last time. I defaulted his email program to the original. Hehehe.

Headed to my sis. Then a cuppa. So while I was with my sis Maureen rang to congratulate me on my citizenship I told her off this memory and hence it came back to her.

So came home. 

Wednesday 27 January 2016

Diary 27th January 2016

Supposed to have gone to NDLS. However my cold in the way, I couldn't be bothered. So I continued onto my folks.

I started by installing Windows Vista Service Pack 1 that was on my drive. I then removed Norton as the Norton uninstall tool had been corrupt. So I removed.  I continued on for a few hrs. So while waiting around I had heard that the Taoiseach (Irish Prime Minister) is to dissolve the 32nd Dáil). So I said to Dad I had best free up space on my Box. Hahaha. Shortly before I gave up I decided to try the emails once more and low and beholds it actually out worked. So Norton was working, updates were still downloading and emails yeah. I had re-imported the settings for dads Account settings is the Emails pop n smtp etc etc. Even though I had done this previousl, it still didn't work. 


Then I came home only to realise that the letter I had received  hadn't been opened. It was to tell that my citizenship had come through. 

Tuesday 26 January 2016

Diary 26th January 2016

After a near 24hr sleep it was time to get up for to be medically assessed for my injury benefit. 

I first went to collect my medical cert albeit it took longer. The receptionist weren't calling numbers at all. 

Then I rushed onto oisin house. The nurse brought me into the assessment room. Then I was asked questions as per the form the assessor was required. He brought up my uncles death which started the whole thing with back pain etc. 

Then went to mom and dads to figure out what to do about his lappy. So I put it down to lack of updates.  So spent several hrs installing. 

Then afterwards I headed back to my place to collect my sleeves and Boi were they came in very handy tonight. I was non stop at them while I was with my sis. Reasoning being the bringing up of my uncles death then the st Stephens day massacre etc etc then whether or not Il b STARTING on disability allowance etc etc.   We looked at Alvin 4. Happy king Julien day from the film  Madagascar.

Monday 25 January 2016

Diary 25th January 2016

Mom was to collect me for the Driver's License. 

So my first port of call was the Garda station. I was afraid the Garda would notice the days of my OLD passport as I can't find the newest r current. That went well. So my next was to go onto
NDLS(National Driver's License Section). As I had failed to bring in a Proof of Address that THEY wanted, I was placed on rejection list as I failed to have a proof of address. Like I had brought in a proof of  address from my bank, but it was a Correspondence from the bank. They wanted a STATEMENT. 

Bike
So Mom left me at the bike shop. However thou when I arrived, I was hit with a €30 bill. I was charged an extra €20 although he took a fiver off at least that was something. When he mended the old tyre it burst on him and hence he couldn't get my permission to meet me know as he wasn't given a contact number.

So then afterwards, I went back to bed for the whole day until my appointment tomorrow with Social Welfare in Óisín House. 

Sunday 24 January 2016

Diary 24th January 2016

Well what a night of health endurement I went through. It involved piss and cumming. Which the latter I don't understand. I wasn't even horny. I wouldn't mind but I did go to the loo during the night.

So then I got up eventually. Looked at yesterday's news. Then afterwards I got ready for to head on my long trail of going into town to go and get "Marianna" and my sis's care bare and of course my two Birth Sisters. hehehe. I left at 17.18. I arrived at 17.40. So I was very close. heheheeh. The shops were closing at 6pm. They close early on a Sunday. haahahah. So then my first shop was Toymaster for to get my sis Care Bear, I had seen the other day. Then next to go and get my BIG teddy bear. I then quickly googled opening hours, for PC World. As it was closing at half 6, I said I'd go. As my GoPro didn't come with any memory let alone Internal Memory. heeheh.

So then I struggled as ever hahaha, with my trousers falling off me with severe weight loss, and then. So I came back to my place for a brief period to get my sleeves, and to drop Marianna and my Sis 2 back at home. heheeh.

So then I headed onto my sis. I wanted to get Coffee and Cereal ie the Vegan Cereal. So I headed to Centra in Fairview. Then I headed on to my sis, again struggling with my bags. I then headed onto her. We chatted invariably. I told her of my episode of what happened to me when I was with Ailish and NOel last ngiht. She put it down to a Virus, that I may have picked up. Then I made a point of why I name my teddys after my birth family ie Mariana and my two birth sisters. Like with me I don't even know what my Mother looks like let alone my two sisters. My sis ova here  was saying that it might be an idea to wait until am ready. However with my age, I think it'd be better if I were told EARLIER in life than if I were to wait.

Saturday 23 January 2016

Diary 23rd January 2016

One of many weird but sad dreams whereby my mate Brendan S' mom might be on deaths door. Then another one whereby my cousin Dara is after someone who  murders his mom.

Then eventually I woke up with a slight pain in my throat. So took ibuprofen. Then tirelessly brought the bike to the cycle shop to mend as a result of a puncture on Thurs night coming home from Cineworld. Then I headed on towards the folks, and reaslised that I left my glasses behind so I had to go back all the way to my place go get em. Then up to mom and dads. So when I arrived, I had a nice meal. Then I got down to business or as one would say got down and dirty hahaha. So my first job was back up his documents etc., and his emails. then the reinstallation. Then afterwards we had meals in between. Norton was giving me hassle in that I wasn't able to give him the newest version. So rendered him with an old version. Then the emails wudnt work, which this it kept asking me to enter his username and password, however that didn't wouldn't work. The updates took their time. So in the end I left it at that.


I was also due to pop into Ailish and Noel. While there I began to feel dizzy, very cold and my fingers were getting numb. I felt faint consistently, even my body getting very cold constantly. To the point my teeth were clattering. I put it down to the fact that they didn't have any heating on. But then I just  remembered that I shitted out every single shit previously. Could it be that I got rid of too much!!!!!  Who knows. So I went back into mom n dad's shivering. Twas quite harrowing. Twas a bit frightening. But thou getting back to the actual topics or chats thou. We chatted about various things such my new Nexus Tablet etc., Then Ailish went to ask about the Mulligans. I found out recently in the last few days, that JP had blocked me on my old account which of course I was distraught at the time. Then afterwards, Ailish then asks me "Do you think she don't like Gays". She's referring to Kathleen btw. I said there's no doubt. Like I explained to them that she never replies to any of my emails or even Facebook Messages. So then Noel asked me how do they deal with Christmas lights. heheeheh. Like everytime they take down or even put up the lights they end up tangled. So I explained that whatever way you put them up, then you go the opposite. Then I had told them that I really enjoyed doing up my Dad's lappy. hahhaah. Everyone knows a computer. BUt these days, jobs are in developers. 

Friday 22 January 2016

Diary 22nd January 2016

Well the most anticipated day finally arrived where I was finally gonna get "Mariana" Teddy bear or whatever shape or form. hahaha. 

I had asked my mate Barry to come out with me to Leixlip whereby he told me that there is a toyshop that I would like. He made it out to be a huge shop with plenty of teddy bears etc., etc., 

So then I made my way. As reported yesterday I had a puncture in my back wheel and as such I would have to walk in. Now I had aspirations and ambitions as to how to get "Marianna" home, would I need to get it delivered home or what. 
On the way thou, I brought my two "gloves" which techncially are my Neck Scarfs. HOwever one of them had gone missing. As I could not in good fatih leave him behind, I had to trawl all theway back to get him. hehehe. He's my everything. With this thou it rendered me being late for Barry. We were to meet at the BUs Stop. 

When we arrived at Leixlip, We had a subway, sub. Twas delicious. They have a new Veggie platter yoke. Twas scrunmptious and of course my precious Olives. mmmm. Then came the time to bring "Marianna" home, hwoever when I arrived, it was unreal.It was a pokey of place. I was deeply disappointed. I didn't even buy one, not one. Then I went across the road to go and have a lookise. However the disapsobiulityes of the children in the shop of which is a shop that sells to Children with INtellecutal Disabsiltyes, brought too much harsh memroeis of the Orpahange. So I just left. We then went on a lovely walk but very deep walk by means of convo. I revealed that I was a result of a rape. He's under the illusion that women are aborting everyday regardless of the law. If the referendum is passed that it'll just be easier. So between me saying Yes or No, I still am conflicted. 
So then we got a drink of cafe. We were sitting beside a beautiful firelit fireplace. OH it was homeley. heheeheh. We were sitting relaxing and calmly. I did my usual biting while in the restauartnt bathrooms. I couldn't hack that I thoguht I could get a clearer picture of wherther to get Yes or No. 

Then we got the bus back. He got off at his stop. Got myself a teddy as a rep of my birth sis' of wich I don't know her name. Awwwww

Then afterwards, I relaxed for a few minutes, before I was to go out again. hahaah. So I got ready and then headed on my merry way. I chatted to Gerry for a few minutes. and litereally said hello and goodbye and then headed onto my film. heheeheh. 

Thursday 21 January 2016

Diary 21st January 2016

Well while I was sleeping Afterall I hadn't slept for the day Wednesday heheheh.

So as such I had the following dreams.

Whereby I throw the bomb into the Domican College grounds which is a secondary school up the road from where I grew up. hehehe. However the red light is flashing and as such I throw it at the lights of Grace Park Road. We all are affected.

The above dream in my opinion was as a direct result of when Mom told me thaat American's say "Get a life" relating to my sis' personal issues(which obvious I ain't gonna get into).

Then a thought entered my mind, in which I actually got up was I'm with my partner and that I have an episode of stress ie crying consistently and that the partner can't handle it. So he dumps me into Kilduff and he says he loves me with all his heart, but he can't hack this with this "Mental case", so Kilduff then says its at this time he needs all the support afterall his FAM in Romania dumped him. The partner says he didn't even know he was from Romania let alone his background.

So eventually I got up. I was to collect my 2nd payment of €101 from Basic Supplement Welfare Allowance. hehehe.

So then I came back did a bit of recording. Then afterwards I popped down to my sis to see her. Had a wee chat, as I was in a rush for to see Star Wars. haahah.

However when I arrived, I again got my times mixed up. hahaahah. So I waited til 9.20pm instead. haahah. So shortly after I left Cineworld, for to head home, that my bike got punctured. I was not in the mood to walk home with the bike. So I cycled albeit, not the best in the world, hahaha, but hey. But after Quinns, I walked home from there. There was a terrible noise of a gunshot consistently coming from my bike. hahaha.

Wednesday 20 January 2016

Diary 20th January 2016

Today was a semi-quiet day. hahahah. What I mean by that is simply put I was to go to the Dr.s Appt to be precise the Blood Test. So I headed down their. When I was getting one of the Blood Test I noted one of the tubes wasn't filling up fully. So I joked perhaps all my blood has been taken, hahhaah. But axs it happens its just the structure of the Test Tube.

So onwards to my next errand. Which was to go and get my NDLS Driver's License form filled out my the Cops ie the GArdaí. However I regret to say that as I don't have a passport with me or PHotoID, they weren't able to fill out at all.

So that said, or moving on as one would say, My next errand was to withdraw more money for my expenditure. hahaahah. So I went tot eh ATM only to find out that it wasn't working. So perhaps they were maintaining it or whatever. So I went in. Withdrew. Then I said I may as well ask. When I go to log into my INterent Banking Account, they at times ask me for my Home Phone and Work Phone. Of which my House phone, my OLD phone were in use. So they updated needed information.

Then afterwards, I then headed as I only remembered on my way that I was to collect my glasses. THen on the way I decided to go and get the GoPro aswell while I was at it. hahaah. ON the way of getting my glasses  I noticed this boat like statute I took pics of it, by plenny it. hahaahah. So then I got my glasses refitted. hahaah.

Then on the way back up to PC World where GoPro was to be born, mmmm, I encountered a 1916 Memory Tour bus which by the way costs €20, but anyways I took a few pics of the bus in question and of course the old style bus they are now using for Tourist buses.

I then went to PC World, so then I went to get one and I was told it don't come with a MicroSD card at all, not even a Built-in memory, so I asked what's the recommended size of which I was told 32GB HC. Then I wanted to get a stand for the actual GoPro. I would have had just the bare amount, unfortunately the Insurance was what took it all away. So the salesperson was telling me that I would be able to bring it back if anything happens to it. So to be a smart ass, I asked what if I literally drop it on the ground and stamp on it. Well the laugh I got. hahaha.


So then I headed towards my bike from Specsavers, I encountered Amnesty International. I wanted to subscribe to them, however I was tied for time, So I went to Specsavers, did my business, then I went back to collect my bike, before I head on off, I approached him. I asked that I sign up. He was quite taken aback. Highly appreciative. He's never had anyone approach him, cause normally they approach the people etc.,

However on the way to PC World, I encountered a shop known as Jean Stop, whereby they were selling clothing and of particular type. I was interested in the undies that has "explicit" sayings like "Av ya seen my nuts", "Makin' bacon", etc., etc., So I went with Av ya seen my nuts.

So then I went back on home. In the meantime, I noted thou that it was 13.04 in which my time to finish the recording I had left on while I was out.

So then I decided. to get my food shopping done too. hehehehe. So I rang Mom as she has a car to help me with my soon to realise €145 in Tescos(€71), Lidls(€24) and SmallChanges(€50.55). Then I realised that I had left my Coffee and Cereal behind. So I went back out to Tescos in Drumcondra to SOCALL get my Coffee however they were too expensive as I left behind more coins. hahahah.

So then I popped into Centra to see if I could get any coffee, but as it happens, they didn't have. I then went into Pizza Dog, to get meself some hotfood. While waiting, a woman came in to hand in her CV. The worker who served me, was talking to her. He asks for experience etc., HOWever thou, she was wanting to apply for a driver's job. When the woman left, he told me, a woman driver abnormal, something like that. I didn't like this tone. So I said back to him: "Times are achanging man".

Then I came back home to get some needed rest. hahahah. I then started to undo the shopping that I got. and put them away into Freezer, Fridges and the dry food too. hehehehe

Tuesday 19 January 2016

Diary 19th January 2016

Well today was quite a day. hahahah. After my hibernation, mmmmmmmmmm, I was to get up for half 2 so for to get ready for my doctor's appointment. However I had to get up slightly earlier as the rubbish that was against the door, where I left it yesterday, I spent time in moving some of the rubbish. And putting stuff away. hehehe

So I headed to my drs appointment for to get him to fill out a Medical Report for the Driver's LIcvense. He told me that there's no need for me to get a Medical Reporter as my General Health hasn't changed since my last driver's license issuing. I said what about my back or even my "Lovers" ie the eyes. hahaha. The back he was very against it. He went on by saying "You don't want to drive", I said of course I do. hahahah. So he said don't put it down. So he got me to read letters as per the Eye report.

Then onto Drumcondra to get my big Mother of a savings. I went to credit union, and I said to him I'd like to withdraw from my account and leave a couple of euros to keep the Account opened. So that said I gave him my Member number and he said that's back in the stone age, ie donkey years ago. So with that in question he asked for security questions. Apparently I had left out the digit 4 in my membership number. hahaha

Then onto An Post to get my Rent Allowance. While waiting there was a kid with his mother and brother or whatever. And the kid told the clerk that he'd wish to put €10 into the account. So adorable to look.

Then onto my Medical Cert to be put into Store St., Then onto my infamous Specsavers debacle. As reported on Sat, Maudy was making a racket. So I brought in the glasses for to drop them in for repair. I rang Maureen to find out what exactly did she tell the Supervisor. Cause I did get it for €33.50 which my aunt had said. She told me that she had said to them I'm a good Customer. Says I to her for a person whom the MOTHER pays??? how am I a good customer? She then answered it was in relation to that I give them custom ie walking in etc., etc.,

Then onto Easons for to get +Inflatables Stanescu R2D2. However I was distraught to learn they ain't selling anymore. None in the warehouse etc.,e tc.,So then I asked if my Easons Voucher is working anymore she put likely no. As there is no balance. I in the meantime purchased a 1916 Magazine. While the salesperson was doing up my purchase a noise or something was heard. Says I to her perhaps a "Ghost", haahaha.

So then just passing a Garda Stop van, I decided to try my luck and see if he could fill out my NDLS form, he said he's no stamp, which is required.

So I continued onto Pennys to get the stuff I failed to have enough for the last day. Then Mom rings me, while on the way to H&M, she brought up my Mom, my birth Mom. She was saying there's nothing can be done, until I brought up Andrea. I started to get teary. So I said to Mom am here in the City, so with that she changed the subject.

So then I headed to Tescos on the way to sis to get a few goodies. Then I headed onto my sis, of which I brought my sleeves - awwwww. Then while I was on the way up to my sis, I described this to my sis. I had two Neck Scarfies on the middle of the handlebars. While gaining momentum or speed, the scarfies were "flying" and eventually flipped over. I thought this was so adorable. Says I to me sis that If I had my GoPro, I would have recorded this and shown it to her. hehehe. She then noticed my Sleeve agitation, hahaah. Reason being its all non-too familiar. aka Social Welfare and an odd time my Mom but defo SociaL WElafre. As reported, I will be faced with a €400 bill of owing them back money they overpaid me in the coming weeks. My sis and I did a few calculations. So following are the calculations:

IB 84.50
SWA 101
RA 77

So the above I normally get would be 265 approx.

So with the deductions. The highest I can afford to payback would be €50 a week to SW. Which would last two months. So following is what would be the week WITH deductions

IB 84.50
SWA 51
RA 77

So that brings it to 191. That's just bare minimum for Bills. So I would be having for myself about €10 a week, I would double it when I want to see a film in iMAX ie for the iMAX Fee AND the food of course. When I go to iMAX I LOVE food in their ghahaha. It adds to the movie. or as they say "Be a part of the movie".

Monday 18 January 2016

Diary 18th January 2016

Well today was a relaxation day. eheheheh.

Was looking at my last Dallas, for in like forever. Quite emotional to be honest. hahhaah. And I wouldn't mind I had a dream of Sue Ellen and Cliff of whom they had an affair in the series, and Cliff wanted an abortion whereas Sue Ellen wanted to keep the baby but Cliff didn't want If I recall was NOT in the series. In the series BOTH parties wanted the baby, but sadly she lost it.

I rang for a Blood Test appointment to for Kilduff. She wants my Blood Results.

Then it was time for the Vantage Point film. I seen it about 2 or 3 times. The plot was very simple, but the construction so confusing and all over the place. BUT the music was just so compelling. Quoting myself: "Music adds to the film" Well this particular one was fantastic. heheeh

So while looking at it, I was cleaning beside the bed more so down at the end of it. hahaah. I came across MORE Christmas Lights that I never put up, whoopise. hahahaha. then the dust got to me, so I quet for the night. hahahah.

Sunday 17 January 2016

Diary 17th January 2016

Today I got up after my sleep out hahaha. I then proceeded to listen to 9 voicemails. Maureen was saying and complaining that her legs were cold, despite me telling her that I ain't gonna do such. Then I continued to listen to Mom's. Her first voicemail was a very jumpy mood saying I will pick you up and then the next voicemail was from Mom again this time in a sombre mood as much as to say she was disappointed. Although I had heard from one of MANY voicemails from Maureen saying that things didn't work out for my sis. She was to have shown Brooklyn to Mom and Dad. I had seen it already.

So that said we were to meet for Brooklyn take 2 with my sis. ehehehe. Afterwards then I joined with Mom, Dad , and my sis to go and see the movie up at the folks. My mom found it very emotional as she recalled her Aunt Eleanor emigrating to the USA. They all found it funny when I got "hot". hahahah what a  laugh. SO we then had a dinner first then the movie and then shortly before heading home, we had a cuppa.

So then I had hoped to go and get my new baby R2D2 and of course the clothes in question. I really wanted to show me sis. However timing wise, it wasn't to be. I do hope on Tues. heeheh

So then onto what I unexpected what would happen. I made my way to my sis with first getting food for her and myself. Then a few hours into the night, I had made up my mind to go and ring Fiona Brennan - Spitari to ask questions relating to my long wanting Mother ie Birth Mother. Likewise my sis wanted the same for her family too. In the interest of privacy I shall leave out my sis' privacy. On the other hand, for me personally thou, I will outline the points.

  • I was told that my Mom NEVER saw site of me and immediate put me in the Orphangage. However that wasn't the case. I was with my mother for TWO WEEKS(Which brings a large smile to my face as I write this).
  • Fiona told me that I "copied" the other orphans behavior like banging heads, biting sleeves etc., etc., And as such did NOT display Mental Health problems at the time. 
  • However one thing I was most shocked was that I learned that the orphans EXCLUDING my sis and I were actually experimented. I ain't sure exactly what was the actual product or whatever. Then my sis explained as such why the behavior ie the side effects of the experimentation. 
  • I was told by my Aunt etc., that my Mom didn't want me cause of the step father as I was had as a fling. This was clarified. Fiona told me the same, however, extra info was added. In that I had 2 Step Sisters ie My mom had two girls WITHIN marriage, whereas I was OUTSIDE marriage. Back in those days, Sex outside marriage was totally frowned upon. I'd imagine its still is. My stepfather who btw is actually a Police Man, don't know shit about me. hahaha. If he were to find out, things would not result the best. 

Saturday 16 January 2016

Diary 16th January 2016

Well what a day it turned out to be.

I had told my Aunty last night saying I'll cough up the money myself eventually. However my aunt came to the door, banging all sorts, windows, doors and obviously doorbell. I had told her spcailly NO.

I was to go up for to watch Brooklyn(Review here) with my family. However I wasn't really bothered and continued sleeping.

Then I was to get my new baby +Inflatables Stanescu R2D2 a Star Wars figurine. heheeheh. I saw it yesterday with Maudy. We were coming out of Easons, and wanted to know if it were for sale. The woman said yeah. Says I, I thought you only sold Books, hehehe and she said no sir we sell everything. hahaha.

So then I just slept it out the whole night.

Friday 15 January 2016

Diary 15th January 2016

Two very weird dreams. One being Sue Ellen wants to have Cliff's baby, however he wants the procedure BUT she don't.

I was to call to O' Farrell to go and contact him in 3 weeks time.

I got up eventually hahahah for to meet my Aunt on my monthly meetup. We had a nice pleasant chat. hehehehe. A bit emotional relating to my Mom in Romania, but nothing can be done. Then we chatted of the recent goings on with Social Welfare and now the Mother issues, On my way to the bike, I saw my baby +Inflatables Stanescu R2D2 which is a character from Star Wars franchise. I was overwhelmed. hehehe. I intend on getting it. heheeh.

So then afterwards, I headed then to Specsavers for Take 2 in terms of my glasses. I had found my old glasses that are rimless. So I asked if they could just put my old lenses on the new frames and the woman said no, as they are rimless and they can't be put into Framed glasses. So I left it at either I find my lenses or pay up. hahaah

So I popped up to my sis for a brief period. We had a nice cuppa tea n chat. heheheeh. Then afterwards, I headed n back home.

Then afterwards, I headed on back home for a period. before heading on back out for to see Star Wars.hehehehhe. So while I was at home, I got a doorbell ring. It was a courier delivering a package for Flat 6. While answering the door I accidently hit off my drive and it then stopped my recording which was an awful shame as I needed the space on my Sky Box for the Batman movies. heehehe. So then it was my intention to get clothes that I couldn't get yesterday and to get my R2D2 +Inflatables Stanescu . hheeheh. However both shops were closing at 8, and I received 2 phonecalls which delayed me ie I wasn't able to get the stuff.

So then I headed onto my night out, hahahah. I was getting slightly nervous with being in the Outhouse. Like I hadn't been there since before Christmas. So that being the case, I had a chat with the lads. Twas lovely and pleasant heheeeh. Then I headed onto the cinema.

Thursday 14 January 2016

Diary 14th January 2016

Today finally came the day of my Psychiatric App. My main objective was to get the required help on how to deal with my recent trauma of Social Welfare or as Dr. Christina puts it as Financial Stability. But moving on thou, my trauma from Romania too. So I met my sis for moral support.

So then afterwards, I then headed on back home. eheheheh. I was looking at the news. Then I started to look for my Driver's License and my glass lens. hehehe.

So after awhile, I got ready to head onto Cineworld to see Star Wars. heheheh. It's the only movie that's out there that am interested. Like there's Oscar 2016 Nominated movies out at the moment, but I've no interest in em. hahaha. So just as I had my arm exposed as I was changing into my Star Wars tshirt, I just ate my arm as if it were my sleeve. Its my new baby now. awwwww. So then I headed on out.

I wanted to get Google Chromecast which allows to "Cast", videos, pictures etc., to a TV. hheeheh. Also DVD Recordables for to create a Windows 8.1 Installation Recoverable Media. heheeheh.

So then I headed to Pennys to looksie around, Initially, I wasn't gonna bother, but one of the mannequins attracted me to him. mmmm as he was wearing a Black Short Shorts, and Bright Red/Orange Tshirt Workout or Performance. So then I picked out few items, however I then went to check out the cash in my bag, and surprise surprise I had nothing but the "clothes on my back" as they say. I just had enough for food in the cinema. I had miscounted. So I just left the clothes back.

When I got back, I was looking for the rope cable that I usually tie my bike along with the lock, and I noticed it was missing. So I checked inside. Me thinkgs it was stolen.

Wednesday 13 January 2016

Diary 13th January 2016

I got up pretty early for to get a few errands done. My first was a nice start to the day, by means of having a cuppa with my sis.

Then my next was to get to Social Welfare. Today was simply to collect my last payment via check. hahahaha. Then I told them that what was on my mind for several days to weeks, in that they were overpaying me. Now I was advised by my folks not to say a word. However, this would render me being broke in weeks to come when it comes the time to repay them. So I decided that I bring it up today so that they can start the repayments asap. So I'll get a letter n I'll pay them back over 400. It was on my mind for days to weeks

So then I went to Specsavers to fix glasses more so a replacement. However as it wasn't a manufacturing fault Il b charged €56 unless I get my lenses. However, that said, I did in the meantime find my older glasses. So I'll try my luck and see if anything can be salvaged.

I then went to An Post to get my rent allowance as per standard. You may recall guys, that the guy who served me a few months ago, and I had a huge smile on my face. Spitting image of Gerry's wife PAuline's Sister's son Aaron. But this guy is so cute. heehhe. He even dresses like as O' Farrell says: "He's one of us", ie I bet u a €1000 that he's gay. hehehehe.

So then I went onto AIB to lodge money from both the Cheque and the Rent Allowance. The AIB Lodge machine got my cheque stuck and got worried. I tried getting it out. heehehe. I got it out eventually.

So then I headed into Gerry to chat with Gerry. While chatting he had a TV with beautiful pictures on and the music. He told me its an app known as RTE Gold. hehehe.

I then headed onto Mom n dad's to return their lunch box and bag. I then wanted to check dads computer 💻 original installation dates being 2007. He wanted to check his UPC(now known as Virgin Media) however He or I didn't know the password.

So then afterwards, I headed on home for a sleepy bed, as I was to get up early for tomorrow's PHysciatric App.

Tuesday 12 January 2016

Diary 12th January 2016

Today was not bad. Twas alrite. heeheheh

I woke up at midday. Couldn't sleep any further. So I turned on my Electric blanket, to half way. It eventually helped. When it did, my sis had arrived. hahahah.

So my sis did her downloading. I told her that my baby, Windows 10 had arrived. Awww my baby. heheeh. So I told her to ensure she gets everything she needs BEFORE the upgrade which will result in loss of files. So then we headed to her place via Tescos. Got a few things there. hehe. So I headed on off early. She has an appoitnemten tomorrow. heheheh

So when I came back, I continued on to look for the Driver's License. I'm getting this sense that I have actually seen it in my apartment.

Monday 11 January 2016

Diary 11th January 2016

Well today was quite an emotional day. So I coped with it my self-harm which as I said to my sis, that I use my sleeve BEHIND the scenes and the skin ie biting the arm when I got a chance. It all started off when my Pops collected me to objectively to go and get my printer. I was using it to go and reconnect with my pops and obviously of course to print in my place instead of my folks.

So like I said my Dad collected me, we headed on up to Airside to go and get the printer. We headed to PC World. I saw the printer I was interested in. ehehhee. Then afterwards, I wanted to get a network cable aka RJ45 for my connection between the Sky Box and the Router so that I could get my Sky Box Sets and the HD channels whcih I will add onto my subscription very soon. heheeheh. I had hoped for tomorrow, however my Payment for the week that I missed my payment of the MEdical Cert aka the Injury Benefit. hehehehe. SO we'll see. But that said thou, that I do intend, on applying for that extra subscription, hehehe.

So conetinetueing on I saw a Hard Drive for 5TB for about €200. At first I didn't get it, I wanted to see price wise in Harvey Norman's. So my Dad and I headed there, and compared prices. hehehe I was most suprised thou with their prices. heheeheh. However thou it was 2TB of CLOUD storage, which I've no interest in at this moment in time. Then I headed back to PC World to get the HDD. In Harvey's thou, my Dad and I looked at washing machine. heeheh. I was amazed at Harvey Norman's staff responded when I told the staff member that the HDD was more expensive than PC WOrld's.

So then we got a bite to eat in TravelLodge what used to be the Little Chef. I had meself a Vegetarian LAsagnae. heheeh. However the fact that it was so creamy and not forgetting the cream or maynossaie on the salad. SO yeah I had the shits for the rest of the day.

So then I headed back home with Dad to his place. Put up my decorations in the attic for Christmas. hehehe. In his place of course. Then afterwards I was joined by my sis to head to my Aunt Colette. She is currently in an Orthopaedic Hospital. As I said previously she had suffered a mini-stroke back in November of 2015. So seeing her really through me off. HOWever thou' I greeted her by "Queen Brady", hahaahah. But seeing her so frail or with grey hair etc., etc., I just was not prepared. Like aging etc., then to hear of my Dad's friend with Aneurysm, so yeah as u can gather why it was an emotional day.

So I continued self-harming on my arm in Mom's car etc., etc., even when pissing etc., So then we went back to Mom's place to go and get a cuppa. hehehehehe. I then headed back to my place with my new printer, my new hDD etc., etc., heheheheheheh.

I also got a chance to question about my Driver's license. As Mom wants' me to drive again, I need my license. However I have lost it. So with that in mind, I was going to find out the procedure on Los/Stolen License. So what I've to do is Medical Report/Eye Sight Report and obviously firstly get my glasses fixed. hehehehe. So then I fill out an Application form with €35. hehehehe

Sunday 10 January 2016

Diary 10th January 2016

Well today was not bad a day. Fairly quiet to b honest. As I had gone to bed late, I was slightly late for my sis. When I woke up, I awoke to 2 voicemails ALL from my family home. Quiet curious I was. So I listened to my voicemails, all I could here was Dad saying Printer and to veto it or something like that. I was under the illusion he wanted something printed off or whatever or that maybe there was an error. So on the way home, I got a thought whereby, I was being put into a trap ie that they find out am buying my +Furry Babys Stanescu for my sis as well.

So when I arrived up, I got a bit of grub. Then I said to Dad where's ur baby something like that. I was acclaiming what's the issue or whatever. So he says to me, "Here's ur baby", hahahaha. So that said it was Maudy's printer. I said to myself, wow, a junkyard. That I get second hand stuff. So I said at the time without acknowledging a lie that it ain't compatible with my computer which at the titme would have been the truth cause I looked it up and it only stated WIndows Vista being the latest version. So then I also noticed that it does not have a Photocopier aspect. So in the end I did not take it on the basis of the lack of the photocopy function.

So then I headed back home to collect my sis' new +Furry Babys Stanescu and my sleeves. heheheh. So we both watch Drake n Josh

Saturday 9 January 2016

Diary 9th January 2016

Several but weird dreams
I'm in a party or whatever and as a dresscode is undies. I get so Horny that I wanna release myself. While releasing I do so in the toilets, However there's a situation of whereby there's a couple of peoples waiting outside. It finishes when they disappear.

Cristiano Ronaldo does a strip tease mmmm. He strips down of Undies over undies etc., then just about we see his ball(wink wink!!!), He gets a stage fright.

Then separately my folks n sis' pop down however I don't want em however they see my head. So I open the door. They have a looksie around.

Then as I couldn't further sleep, I then put on my onesie, I then started to mess with cables, as I needed space for my PVT recordings. So for that I have two HDDs, but no cables. So I looked tirelessy for the cables. Of which I eventually found it.

So then I was looking at TV well more so movies. WHile doing so, I was sadly taking down decorations. HOwever that said, witht eh Christmas just gone, I honestly didn't have any sadness taking em down, not even taking down my pop's decorations with him.

So then I got ready to head out to get my sis and I the puppys of which I saw over the Christmas a husky for my sis and a PAtch Jnr exact twin. As I wasn't terribly excited of another Patch Jnr, there was another one just like my sis's Floppy but mine's called Kathleen. However this one is a bit sturdier. So that said, I said I'd get him and name him NOEL. heheeheh. My folks they'd be named after. So I then headed to Lidls to get a few Workout gear. hehehe

So afterwards, in the terecoruceries rain, I came back home as I wasn't gonna hang around for a few hours for the film.

So I came back to learnt that my PVT had cut off my recording of Meet THe Fockers which was a huge blow. But I had ran out of space on my USB Device. :(. So I obviously wasn't gonna restart as I was heading to a 2hr and 13mins film. So bottomline, the film started at 20.50 and finished at 23.15. So If I were to start a recording on my PVT ie a 2hr film, I'd have to start it 20.30 and it would finish at 22.30. Now my film would STILL be on, by the time I'd get out let alone home, it'd be too long the file. heheheh

Friday 8 January 2016

Diary 8th January 2016

Thinking of moving to Galway however CineWorld prevent me as I'm subscribed to them they've no other branch I realize I'll never b able to leave Dublin so I just self-harm via biting viciously my arm. 

So then I had slept again. As I failed to sleep right up to what I had hoped, I got up an hour beforehand. hehehee. 

Again I was to be up for 10 for Dad's decorations, however, one extra ingredients. and that was to Take 2 to go and get the Bank Statements. However this time, I had my card and PIN. That said I could have done this without a card, eitherway I did print all my printing in the Bank of the statements. 

Then I headed on off back to Mom's car and we both headed on off to Folk's place to coneitnet on with the decorations. This time we were in the back garden. Again continuing on, with breaks etc., etc., Then Mom dropped me to the Credit Union to withdraw for the Printer I hope to get on Monday. 

So then afterwards, I then headed back to bed as I again failed to sleep. 

Thursday 7 January 2016

Diary 7th January 2016

I'm in a restaurant of the worst service in my life. Initially, I see singing about gay people like a laugh or whatever. I ignore and sit down with my mates. We have a great meal except main meal in which one of my mates asks the waitresses where is it. In the meantime, the waiters start stripping tease which was hot. Mmmm n yet I felt nothing. Is it cause the appropriateness of the action. Cause I went to the gay party then but was told to go back or I was given dirty looks. However, there was one strip tease that got me going thou, hahaha in which he starts to use a scissor to rip his undies. mmmm

I slept until about 3am, in which I had the above dream. Then afterwards, I just laid awake with my legs paining me. so with that in mind, I eventually got up for to get ready for to take down Dad's decorations with him. So my sis n I were collected. Had a bit of grub. Then we got to work,  Afterwards, Both my sis n I headed on home. 

So then afterwards, I headed on to sleep as a failure of lack of sleep previously.