Friday 31 October 2014

Diary 31st October 2014 - Halloween

Well it was quite an interesting day. hehehhe. Considering the day that it was ie Halloween. I got up with a view of getting myself a Halloween Costume. I was gonna get the Grim Reaper costume in Fiarview, however they had closed, kinda thought so. I initially was thinking a Dracula, but then you'd have to face paint yourself. So with that outta the picture, I went into LIdls' and got myself a Pumpkin Costume. So adorable - ahahah. I then went to Eurogiant, to get a mask. hehehe.

I then headed onto the Outhouse. With my regout on ie the Pumpkin hhehe. Now I knew the Outhouse was having their own Halloween Party. NOT the patrons ie us. However it was in the Cafe, I thought they were gonna have it elsewhere. So with that in mind, I headed on upstairs to Men's night. Declan and Patrick was their. Oh and of course Scott. However  there was another lad their, who couldn't stop laughing. Shortly afterwards, it was getting uncomfortable. So I said don't get a heart attack, I couldn't have that on my conscience. hehehe. So the lads tried to encourage me to stay on, well more so Declan. So then I headed afterwards, I headed onto the movies. Went to the movies. I went to see Fury(Review here).

Fury

I popped along to see Fury. It was quite interesting. The plot was slightly confusing. The descriptor of the movies was confusing. Bottomline, you'd have to have read up about World War 2 in the past. I would have been thought some of it, in school alrite. Anyways back to the film, the film surrounds Don(Pitt), Bible(LeBouf), Norman(Lerman) who was recently added to the group, Trini(Pena), Grady(Bernthal). As I understand, they go from Town to Town fighting and fighting. Literally that's the case. They encounter one town, whereby Norman and Don are at a house. And as Norman is so under stress and distressed. He plays the piano and a lovely piece. You can see the happiness in his smile. I found that heartwarming. Considering what he's been through etc., etc., Sadly ALL but one perish in the final town. The Tank fell victim to a mine. So with that, they were stuck. One cool thing about the movie thou was we got to see INSIDE a tank. It was so awesome. So overall not bad a movie.


Thursday 30 October 2014

Diary 30th October 201

Well what a day I had. At least in the positive sense. I got up around 2ish, when I had enough sleep from my hibernation yesterday. Afterall I was down in Meath yesterday. I looked at TV for a few hours.

Then I got ready to head out to the Outhouse, then onto the movies. In the meantime, I got a call from O' Farrell. So I headed to Outhouse first. I encountered Searson. We chatted. Told him of my Uncle's SLOW demise death. He's not obviously, but the painful waiting is bothering. Then O' Farrell popped along. I then asked if a guy who tells you just cause I won't send an ass pic, he says that I ain't gay. O Farrell is of the view it tells which sexual position you'd be, ie Top/Bottom etc., While there, I encountered David O' Toole. I got nervous at first. However, like I did to Paul the other day, I didn't talk to him at all either. Paul knows he did wrong. David I'm not sure. But I got the gut feeling, that perhaps he may know. Cause he left sad or whatever. I said his goodbyes to the two Brendan's etc., But I refused to talk to him in the first place.

So with that, Both O' Farrell n I headed on to see Gone Girl(Review here). Now he's seen the movie. SO he wanted my opinion. During the movie, I then taught to meself, to the above question I asked both Brendan's ie about the Ass question?? Sexuality DOES NOT define who you have sex with let alone who you share you're sexual body pics of ie ass, dick etc., etc., Its who you are ATTRACTED to.

So after the movie, I left Brendan to Camden St., where he walked home. On the way, I gave him Financial advice. Of which I quoted our Former Taoiseach Charles J Haughey(RIP), "We are living way beyond our means". What I mean by this quote in our case, is to cut back on the expenditure. Expenditure should be SMALLER than Income.

I was watching Late LUnch LIve from OnDemand on TV3. One of the episodes they had(This was from during the week) was Rory O' Neill aka Panti. They showed a clip from the Abbey THeatre whereby he gave a speech on Oppresion of gay. "Embarreased by his Gayness". His point was have you ever been with you GAY BEST FRIEND etc., and you feel embarrassed by his gayness etc., Now this is quite true of my mates BRendan S and a few other clowns. What I'm referring to is the Pride Regourt, whereby a few ppl where EMbarrest by my Gayness.

I went to attempt to look up if there was a way to download a few sections of the Late Late Show, I had missed from Friday just gone due to Box space issues. So as it happens, I looked on RTE Player, and went through it, ie whisked through it. And as it happened, didn't need it. I did download software, but as it happens didn't need it.

Gone Girl

Well, I was most looking forward to this particular film. The trailer was so intriguing. WHO killed the wife. That's the main plot. The plot unfolds, when Nick Dunne(Affleck) gets a call. He finds that he comes home to an empty house, ie the wife(Pike) has disappeared. He contacts the local police office. Detective Rhonda Boney(Dickens) heads the investigation. Each clue, and evidence faces towards Nick himself. BUT there's a twist. In that, Sociopaths Path is inside the wife's mind. IN that because she caught Nick cheating on her with Andie(Ratajkowski), she wanted to frame him for her murder and as Missouri has the Death Penalty to kill him. SO she herself disappears. She herself frames Desie(Patrick Harris).

That's all I can give without giving it all away. Overall, I am most disappointed with this film. In that, the trailer gave it all away, by that I mean, in the trailer, it is found that NOT ONE MENTION of Amy, the wife, is sociopath. All we're told is that she's missing and Nick is suspected. I would have loved that the WHOLE movie be surrounded by this plot. Instead half way through they introduce a twist. I detest this, as I got so confused, and simply put there was no need for it.


Wednesday 29 October 2014

Diary 29th October 2014

I got up eventually for half 10. As I was due to go down to Meath with Dad today. The last time, I was down in Meath was for the Funeral of Uncle Reggie last year, March 16th 2013(Death announcement). But I have been down their since once, but very nerve wracking. So today, When I was going down, NOT one bit of nerves was bothering me. Perhaps the Vegetarianism was bothering me to a slightest let alone Veganism.

I first collected the dole. Then I went across to the bank. As I AGAIN left my Bank details behind, I presented my passport(great idea to keep heheeh), however, I have NOTICED something of late with them. In that my name Georgian seams to be mistaken to be of my surname. So afterwards, that was sorted, Mom brought me up to her place.

Where Dad and I got ready to make the trip to Meath. As I had left my charger behind in my sis' place AGAIN. I'm getting really fed up with leaving stuff BEHIND. Its like my Dad would say to my Mom when they were younger, "Do I Have my Wife, My Wife's Bag, Coat" etc., something like that. So as a result of leaving my charger behind, I had to make do with charging my cell phone with my Lappy. I had to make do with HALF a charge on my cell phone. So we first stopped at Sean and Mary's. Well, what I can't believe when I arrived. As I only came out vegetarian to both Sean and Mary last year, I thought they would have forgotten. I would have expected such. Instead, Mary called him aside, while Dad n Sean(His bro) were chatting. Mary showed me, Pasta and a Sauce with Lentils, Chickpeas, Spinach(Cud swear there was there), etc., etc., I was overwhelmed. However it all came crashing down. When Sean passed on a  remark when he said, that I wasn't "Normal". So killing animals is normal, I see. Says I to meself.
Then afterwards Dad n I headed onto Nancy to mainly get Potatoes off Nancy as her son Gerard Martin, had picked potatoes for Mom n Dad. So I along with Dad, put the 3 bags of potatoes into the car. Two things struck out with me in the convo: Water Charge and the Mairiah Cahill controversy. I would be most curious as to what's gonna happen. heeheh. SO the two of us headed on home. Remembering the Strawberry Beds. Dad explained that the barriers had to be erected up, as Lorries used to get winded up, and there was a danger of them falling down off the bridge.

So Mom left me home. And one thing on the way was, that I had the feeling of relaxation from teh country. IN which I quite agree. Considering. heeheh.

Tuesday 28 October 2014

Diary 28th October 2014

Today, I was due to meet Mom for to go to the LGBT Friendly restaurant Foam Cafe(Review Here). So Mom collected me and left her car at the Bus Terminus. We hopped on the bus. As we were passing, there was an auld fogie in the field or something, and waved at us. Now whether he was drunk or high or whatever, it brought great memeoreis. In that everytime, I got on a bus as in a school trip or something, I would see people waiving at us. Or even how about this, that everytime, my Dad n I would go down "Home" as he would put it, as he's from Meath. There would be people be waiving in their cars as in a gesture of a hello etc.,

So we got off the bus. And my THANKS to Google Maps, told me exactly what bus to get, where to get off, and obviously the directions to Foam. I was most overwhelmed I had heard about this service recently launched by Google a while BUT in the States.

So after the restaurant, we got the bus back home. We had a nice chat. As per always. heehhehehehe. I got off the bus earlier for my place.

I then headed onto my sis. WE had a nice heafty and deep chat. I can quite tell ya that. My dreams have been of negative. Nothing new. In relation to my Uncle. This time round my Uncle Brendan(Eileen's hubbie(Eileen being my Mom's sister). As I had left my Passport ie with my Social Welfare Card behind in my sis' place, I couldn't get my dole.



Foam Café, Strand House, Dublin

I popped around to the Foam with my Mom, I was SO overwhelmed with all the CAMPNESS obviously in the positive. We were greeted with such lovely warm welcome. We were offered the Couch or the Table. As we were eating, we chose the table. My mother ordered the Soup of the Day likewise myself, which was Butternut Squash and Sweet Potato Red Lentil Soup. She had a salmon Omelette for the main, and I had the Spanish Tortilla. They both were exquisite. The whole place was such an experience. I was first introduced back at the Day after Pride Day: The Ceremony of Love and Remembrance. A friend of mine brought me to the cafe of which at the time was closed, so we couldn't go in. However I said I'd bring my mother along. Well I never. It was MOST nondenominational. Like there was Buddhism, Catholicisms. There was a feeling of relaxation ambiance. Cute guys. haahhaha.

Butternut Squash and Sweet Potato Red Lentil Soup



Spanish Tortilla




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Monday 27 October 2014

Diary 27th October 2014

I had done my hibernation. Whats new - hahaha. I had planned on getting up in the middle of my hibernation to make room for the Late Late Show, as I understand, it was a fantastic episode, and I missed BOTH due to low space issues. I've had for quite a while now. I desperately wanted the episode.

I attempted several times to download my Current Affairs On Demand. Failed Umpteen times. So I just gave up to hell. I unplugged, BOTH the TV and the Sky WiFi, STILL nothing. I  just gave up and went to bed.

Sunday 26 October 2014

Diary 26th October 2014

Shortly before I went to bed, I got a Viber call from a mate, saying, that he got a call on his Ground(Landline) line, stating its from Microsoft and to download a program. I recommended to him , that as he knew himself, YET he still downloaded it. I remember I myself got scammed a few years ago, it sometimes, is still on going with my folks. Bottomline as I explained to my mate, that you NEVER receive  a call from a major corporation, let alone Microsoft. I said that Microsoft have Millions or even billions of Windows and their products Users. They are not gonna start ringing cause first its AGAINST THE LAW and second, time and financial costing. SO yeah its obviously a scam.

So for the next few hours, I was recording the State Funeral of Albert Reynolds who died in August of this year. This lasted 4hrs. Then afterwards, I headed onto my sis. We chatted mainly tonight. Twas nice and calm. Considering during the week she had a relapse. But all's well now. heheeh. WE looked at TV what else hahaah aswell. Then suddenly, I asked what if AIlish(Mom's Neise), and all the Dots, can't pin point anyone, but what if they were influencing Mom to say things like say Homophobia etc., I wouldn't put it past em, is what I'm saying.

Saturday 25 October 2014

Diary 25th October 2014

Well after a bit of a hibernation, I got up around 1ish. I was looking at TV.

Just before my sis popped down to me, I was setting up an Email account with Gmail for both my Puppies and my Inflatables. As I intend on create an FB account for both my buddies. heeheh. When I went to put the Birthdate of my babes, they were born or bought last year, so naturally against Google's Child Protection Policy, my account was declined. So I waited a period, and tried again, cept this time, I put my date of birth down. And that was accepted.

My sis popped down for moral support. She was feeling a bit down. Then my Mom popped down with a Chinese. It was my intention to go out for 5pm as the Outhouse closes at 6 on a Saturday. Then my intention to go and see The Maze Runner(Review here). However that wasn't to be. So after Mom left, which she didn't stay long, I finished off the news, which is what made me delayed.

While doing the news, I attempted to create the FB accounts for my babes. The names,  used were Puppies Stanescu. However Facebook denied this. And blocked me. So I attempted to use my current cell phone number, but that didn't work, as I had used it for my sex account to change privacy settings the other day. So with this in mind, I left for the movie trying to figure out away to get me babes up, I arrived around 20 past 7 way past the film start time. But as I have fallen in love with Dylan O' Brien and Co. I just have to see his sweet face mmmm. When I arrived, the place was booming. Long queues at Tickets/Box Office, Food Stand, so yeah place was bouncing.

So when I arrived home, I tried Take 2 of attempt of going to get my babes up. So I applied for ONE O2 SIM Card to unlock BOTH my FB Accounts. The things you have to do for love. ahahha

Friday 24 October 2014

Diary 24th October 2014

It was my plan on going to the Outhouse for about 9ish then to see the film Gone Girl for 10pm. However, I couldn't be bothered, so instead I stayed on in bed.

I've noticed that with me staying on in bed, comes the dreams. Oh! the dreams. etc.,

My sis comforting me me when I reveal to her that we will have to deal with Dad's eventual death.

Me in Tescos buying 2 Vegan Products. Of which one looked very weird.

Me murdering a few people. Dad, Mom and my sis head off to the Moran's to visit them in the States. On my way, I encounter Ken Barlow(From Corrie) getting married. A note is handed to him. Judging from his reaction he walks off in such a state. And I wouldmint mind NOT his Wedding Suit????? Then I encounter, one of my FB Buddies. Mike Campeau. As I want to turn my self in I look to do the  honoruable and decent thing, but don't know what. Condiereing the crime was done back home, a scene I've encounteres somewhere else with Mick Nolan(Fair City's Ray) and knowing what happens I immediately go for it. However they have a more sinisnters plan. One of the characters cuts her ear off like Van Gough, but then cuts another part or at least attempts to. So I do something, by running or something.

Thursday 23 October 2014

Diary 23rd October 2014

Well I got up slightly tirelessly. heehhe. I was due to meet O' Farrell. I had apparently forgot to turn on the Sleep AutoSMS. He texted me. So I got ready. However when I arrived at the Outhouse, he wasn't there. Declan told me that Brendan was looking for me. But he had to head as his phone ran outta battery. So I was chatting with Declan for a few minutes. I decided to go and see The Maze Runner(Review Here). Shortly before I went, Paul came in. The guy whom, did the bitching behind my back, hence my self harm. Joe who was serving my Green Tea, looked anxiously and answered smartly to Paul as much to say, No bullying is tolerated in the Outhouse. So then I was chatting to Declan, when Paul asked me how things were. The nerves that were in me, so nerve wracking. As I have said in the past, and I mentioned to Mom recently, I don't have the balls to confront a person but VIA Facebook only. I have a plenny a mouth on Facebook. Words hurt on Facebook, just as they do in person. Well Paul must have seen it, as he was acting so nice. hahahah. Or as Dracula would say Buhahahahahah. Or "Let the games Begin".  So then on the way home, as I reported yesterday, that my cell phone battery was running low and the display WOULD NOT switch off. So I decided to do a little test. During the above movie, I decided and just thought could it be the Fitness Apps I have running in the background. So when I got home, I tested ALL fitness apps, that I use ONE at a time. Nothing. So I tried them all, as if I were walking. So low and behold it was found that Runtastic Pedometer is the culprit. Which is actually a shame. Ill see if I can contact the developer or something.

Wednesday 22 October 2014

Diary 22nd October 2014

Well as I lie awake just when the alarm went off, I was thinking due to tiredness to cancel the plans. But me being a nice dude and all, attempted to contact Brendan S as I was to meet him for 8pm in the Outhouse. I was going to ring him to see where he was. If he was on the way, I would go out of my way and meet him, however if he was say at home or whatever, I'd say i'm not up to meeting. However as I couldn't get through, So I tried FB Call - nothing, texting no answer, Likewise O' Farrell, to see if he was at the Outhouse if he could pass on the word. But again nothing. Now I eventually got through to O' Farrell, but he was attending a US Embassy Election function. I attempted to ring Ronan to see if he was at the Outhouse that he could pass on the message. However he wasn't. So in the end, I had to head on off.

Now add this extra to the potion. What I mean, I got a call of Mom yesterday while I was with my sis to say that I left my Passport behind which included my CARD and my cash when I was with them. The card being for the cinema. So I had to struggle up to my folks to get the passport.

I then headed on to the Outhouse. When I arrived, Severn told me that Searson had left cash for me of which he owed in the past. He had told me jokingly something about me raising Searson as a son. Which I didn't get. hehehe. So I went into the cafe. It was close. Possibly NO volunteers available. So then Searson hugged me, of which I didn't understand. He was like a ghost. So then I sat for a few minutes, as I was heading to the cineworld to see Dracula(REVIEW HERE). I was chatting with Bernard, Scott and of course Brendan. They were discussing that films are only after money. I said "You need money to live". They were bemnused ie unimpressed with this.

So I then headed onto the cinema. While the movie was on, I was thinking to meself a few things such as self harm everytime someone hurts me. etc., etc.,

Then I headed on home with a cautious and worry face. As in, when I was walking from my folks to the Outhouse my cell phone wouldn't turn off the screen. Everytime, I was pressing the Power button NOT holding, it would turn back on immediately. The killerest of the battery. I was getting anxious. However as God was on my side, It was down at 1% and made it. heheeh

NEWS

Canadian Parliaments is in lock down. Its feared that two gunmen are on the loose. ONe gunman opened fire in Parliament. It comes after two days that two Canadian Soldieres were attacked. One was killed. 

Tuesday 21 October 2014

La Costa Takeaway, Clontarf, Dublin 3

My sis and I ordered a takeout from La Costa. She has ordered from these in the past. She loves their food and service. We ordered the take out. I got Veggie Kebab and Chips Butty. The first pic is the Veggie Kebab. I must say its the most delicious Kebab I've ever tasted. And the most FILLING. By golly. Although I have to admit, I had previous meals BUT hours ago. That said the Kebab was MOST FILLING. I then had the Chips Butty which was absolutely lovely. A Pita that surrounded the Chips and Mayonnaise. Gawjuss. Amazeballs, I must say. Price fairly reasonable. I found the Kebabe tad bit expensive, then again the amount quantity provided. Delivery very reasonable both price and service. PS Their Pizza(Vegetarian Pizza) is to DIE for. mmmmmmmmmm








Diary 21st October 2014

Well what a day I woke up to and a busy of a hella one. eheheh.

I had an early start, considering I had slept according to App: Sleeping as Android 18 and a half hours.

So I first off started with getting my dole or dosh as I would sometimes call it. I then headed on off to my folks as my Dad asked last Sunday(LINK HERE). As I had just arrived on the dot of closing for lunch for the Post Office, I wasn't able to lodge my savings as they had shut down their machine for the Lunch hour.

SO then afterwards I headed onto the bank. I only relaised that I left my  bank details behind. Luckily I had my passport, which I always bring with me all the time. So I had to get to Customer Services to get my details. I never use my Bank Card, cause of the charges. And also I keep loosing it. hahaha

I then headed to tescos specifically to look for Vegan Pasta ie Egg Free Pasta. But usual Stanescu always gets distracted. So I looked around. I saw a new particular product saying "Suitable for Vegetarians, Vegans and VULCANS(Now WTF is that). So after much confusion, I bought a few other things. I went to purchase. When I finished, I realised I walked out the store and says I to meself "fuck sake". So went back in and thankfully they were still there, considering there was another customer at the SAME computer self service.

So I then popped back to my place, to drop my stuff home and then traipsed up to my folks. We had a quickie of a cuppa tea. My folks have heard about the moneygrabber. They are trying to get me to stop seeing him and giving into him money wise which as I said to my sis later on, easier said than done as one wud say. So afterwards, we had a bite to eat. Again with the recent depression and the Outhouse. They suggested another place for LGBT. So I introduced to em Foam that Laurence introduced to me back in June after the Pride Events. So I shall show Mom around next week hopefully. Then I got started on speeding up Dad's lappy. Likewise on Mom's.

So after awhile, I then headed on home for a wee bit. Then headed onto my sis. We had a chat. As some of you may know, I reported back in July/August of the sexual assault my sis endured a few time within a week. Well today she was paid a visit by the Investigating Cops, regarding the said assault, that the Case shall be approaching very soon. As any natural reaction, she was totally in shock for a few hrs. So I just let her talk it out and be the brother that I can be. I just listened and advised of her of court proceedings etc., With the help of god, it will all go in her favor. We of course looked at Tow and A Half Men. We continued chatting for the night. WE got ourselves a takeout from La Costa(Review here)

Monday 20 October 2014

Diary 20th October 2014

I was looking at TV for part of the day.

I then headed onto sleep for a few hrs.

While sleeping, I had the following dreams.

Sexy Simon Harris TD telling me to be back on time. Something like that.

My sis telling me that her brother was shot in the head. We're on a Malahide Roundabout. My sis gets lower down on a pavement while looking at something.

Bryan Dobson announcing that one of their reporter is to retire in a place in Germany.

Dream of my Dad dieing and telling some people.

So question for yeee guys,  how do you STOP dreams from occurring.
E.g. I was congratulating a guy on his relationship on FB and realsied two guys were on my Friends list. They were pointing out to the guy that he's rushing and jumping from relationship to relationships etc.
Another E.g. A girl I know who's from Romania who is gay was nearly jumped on by a druggie.
SO my point being, is how does your day contribute to dreams. Like there was no drugs, love , same sex etc., etc., NOT in my dreams YET, a sexy politician(who is real - Simon Harris), who is playing my Dad. etc., Then there is 2 dead (My sis' bro and our Dad). So where's the connection. As I see it, its lost.


Sunday 19 October 2014

Diary 19th October 2014

After sleeping quite a number of hours, I got up. I got a call from my sis saying that Mom n Dad n herself obv, are heading out for a meal. I was a bit apprehensive at first. Then I said yeah, I would go.

So we all headed out to Regency Hotel restaurant(Review here). On the way, I wanted to show Mom my puppies on the phone. However the phone is very sensitive ty in that touch anything other items might appear etc., So with that, I threw up my puppies, and low and behold with Mom being so figgity, she touched the screen and my pic of me in my undies appeared. Well, I never,  the embarrassment that I came out with. heheeh.

I compare Water Charge to Abortion in terms of the controversy. In the Dáil etc., So Mom asked me if I was for Water Charge or against. I said I was against, as I literally don't have the cash. Then I went on to say the way the Govt brought it in was horrible arsed. We all had a great laugh. We were discussing Dad's lappy, in that its been misbehavin' of late. So after the meal, we headed back home to Mom and Dad's gaf. Dad wanted to send an email to Jim(The guy I failed to show up recently for. As in my Dad's relatives). My sis and I had told our folks, that its Jane's Birthday today, ie Jim's wife. My sis had said that she has aged. So Mom wanted to see her on Facebook. I logged in. Me shaking in my booths with both my folks looking at my content. So I then searched for Jane, couldn't find her. etc., etc., So to make a long story short, we just left it. I along with my sis Dad left us back.

So then I headed on towards my sis. I got my cell phone topup. Then eventually

NEWS

The Synod, has ended with Pope Paul VI being beatified, and in the controversial document that said that gays "have quailtys to share with the christian community". The controversial was rejected after it failed to get 21/3 majority. Pope Emeritus Benedict XVI has been made Cardinal. The former Pope is just one step away from Sainthood.





  • Pope Paul VI led the Catholic Church form '63 - '78. 
  • He was born Giovanni Montini, in Lombardi, Italy 1897
  • Ordained a Priest when he was 23
  • Became Archbishop of Milan
  • He was chosen as Pope in 1963 after becoming Archbishop of Milan
  • He presided over the Final Stages of the 2nd Vatican Council
  • He is remembered on reinforce the Churches Ban on Artificial Contraception on which Pope Francis current agrees. 
  • Pope Paul VI was the most traveled pope of his time. First trip was to the Holy Land in 1964. This visit included an historic meeting with the Greek Orthodox Patrioarch in Jerusalem. 
  • Died in 1978 in the Papal Palace of Castel Gandolfo (Papal Summer Residence)

Regency Hotel, Restaurant, Swords Rd., Drumcondra, Dublin

I headed with my family to the restaurant in the Regency Hotel, here in Drumcondra. Its situated in a nice area. I never knew the name of the restaurant. Although my Dad paid, We were treated to a 3 course for 18.95 per person. It ain't too bad considering. I had a LOVELY Salad. That was the best of the lot. It consisted of, pasta, couscous, coleslaw, potato salad. It was absolutely scrumptious. Then I had Penne Pasta with Tossed Vegetables. I wasn't the best of it to be honest. There was hardly any pasta. More Vegetable. Very crunchy. Then I had the last course: Dessert. Again labels was a failure here. I got two lovely desserts. And a fruit cocktail as I would call it. heheheh. The chocolate aspect of the dessert, was very strong as in Dark Chocolate. heeheh.



Saturday 18 October 2014

Diary 18th October 2014

As I'm watching TV, I hear a doorbell. So I immediately mute the TV to make the person think I'm asleep or not in. As it happens, It's my Aunty(Nun). So I got her grub. I ate it. Her pasta was slightly different than normal. The Wedges were a bit more wettish than normal. So after I finish the meal/grub, I immediately run to the toilet. And sadly get rid of it via diarrhea. Its a possibility that there could have been cheese or something etc., etc., MY sis rang me via Facebook, it was so cool. As I was gonna give my Aunt a ring etc., I then spoke to my aunty, she's under the illusion that I'm making it up. So from now on, I shall be giving the pasta and wedges to my sis. I just can't risk ANOTHER diarrhea.

As I was about to close up, I get a call from my sis saying she needs my support. So she called round to me. Just as she was heading off she gets a call from Mom saying she's outside. So Mom and my sis head on off.

Then I get to sleep. ehehhe FINALLY. Throughout the night, I get up for a few secs, to clear up a bit for the box so I can get Dallas. heheeh.

One recurrent dream, I get is as follows:

Am on the way home from Church practise. I stumble upon a port where I'm explained told about a ferry disaster that took place 50 years ago and today is the 50th anniversary of it. I then  get emotional for the ppl and escape via Cheryl Cole the judge and singer from the X Factor tries to comfort me. But I realsie and get comforting arms. I am going down my steps to open my door on a beautiful hot summers day when I get a fright from my sis. My Mom, follows then my Aunt(Nun) and Dad in the car. Clearly they have had a disagreement. Saying to myself, had a great day(minus teh fery disaster) then I have to come home to this. hehehe. This used to happen in the past, whereby I come home from a conference or college or whatever, then I come home to bitching or even something negative. Bottomline, there was ALWAYS something negative in my family TREE. Like an eg, I was coming  home from a Fine Gael Conference. At the time, it was in the middle of an Election Campaign for 2007. Former Minister for Health James Reilly TD. He was delivering a wonderful Universal Health Care package as part of Fine Gael's manifesto. However when I got home, I was extactic even on the way home, and the second I told my folks of the manifesto the Universal Health Care, I was received with NEGATIVE comments. "It ain't gonna work" etc., etc., Ever since then, I have been in ANTI-Government camps etc., etc., hence my negative thoughts. It seams, I don't have any postivity in my life anymore.

Friday 17 October 2014

Diary 17th October 2014

I was due to travel along and pop to see Maze Runner(Review here), however considering I went to bed EARLIER than recently ie 10am this morning, I still couldn't get outta bed. Perhaps its my new throws, that's my paps got me yesterday, awwwww. Or it could be the food. Then again I did get a bit of grub from the folks, so perhaps it prob was the throws that wanted me to stay in bed. OR how about this guys, could it actually be perhaps that my Patch puppy was covering the sunlight. mmmmmm That STOPPED any sunlight coming in. I have him in the window. heheeheh.

So I got up eventually for 8ish. So I set in motion and got ready and headed off to the Outhouse. It was my intention to see The Equiliser(Review here). I encountered Gerry((The Teacher), David(The guy who works behind the door). Great to see it alive. Oh and of course Ronan. Then when I went up to get my Green Tea(Reaspereabrry), Joby who works as a volunteer, gave me quite an interesting advice. He was referring to my recent happenings at the Outhouse and my outbursts on FB relating to bullying. Joby was saying that there is a policy whereby NO patron shall be bullied. The Outhouse is a safe environment for LGBT. I had made the point that there ain't any other LGBT center like the Outhouse, its the only place my sanity lives. So Joby offered me a chance to send a Letter of Complaint to management. So then I popped upstairs to see Men's Night, I saw a handful of people. heeheh. Scott, Bernard, Cathal(Only recently met him), Ollie, Patrick too. While he was downstairs, in the cafe, I had asked Patrick that I'd like to ask Bernard a question. So I went outside on the steps to meet him. His point is why am I worried of what people think. I said its normal that I don't care what a person thinks. I just wanted his view on my puppies etc., So it was time for me to head onto Cineworld. To collect my tickets.


The Maze Runner

Well I quite frankly find hard to what genre put it as. It was quite entertaining actually. Quite alotta cuties too. eheheh. Thomas(O' Brien -mmm), has shown up literally in a box. He is sent to a weird place of which is unbeknownst to anyone. He befreinds a group of lads: Alby(Ameen), Newt(Brodie-Sangster), Minho(Lee) who is an elite group of Runners. Bottomline of the plot, the boys of which Alby was the first, must live by Primitive surroundings such as building a house to live etc., etc., all live in this surrounding. The Runners are a group  of elite boys. They go into the maze to find a way to escape. It is then found in the end that Thomas actually was one of many people that sent them all down, hence why Gally(Poulter) Never trusted him from day one. When Alby and Ben(Sheffield) both say "It's all your fault", Thomas begins and continues to rethink. During ONE courageous move by Thomas, he and the Runners encounter a Greever kill it. Then they see a device that leads the lads to a possible escape. During the film, a "girl" by the name of Terasa(Scodelario) arrives. They find it so strange. 1 girl and several lads. So overall wonderful film, very difficult to place a genre on it. heehehe


Thursday 16 October 2014

Diary 16th October 2014

PS This post contains NSFW in the form of Self Harm.

Well after a quite interesting BUT upsetting night, I got up . I kept singign to my self, "Let It Go", from the film Frozen(Review here). It did work for my homophobia trauma. But why couldn't it work for this particular time. I don't understand. I even attempted "O Danny Boy". So I got up earlier than schedule. I had got a voicemail from my Mom yesterday saying taht both she and Dad would be going to Lidl to get Trows(I had previously mentioned this a few days ago to her). I love me some throws. mmmm. So I was between circles as to whetere or not to go up to Lidls without Dad or with. So to make a long story short, I went up with Dad.

So to get ready, I first showered. I had my nice emotive realsiing pain ie self harm. Scratching my Mom, Mariana n the two Brendans initials. My sis has been done. While doing the letter M, It wasn't doing anything, until I realsied there was a scratch NO pain thou. So I saw a bit of hair on my knuckles, that I wanted to remove. When I attempted several times, I nicked meself thereby relasiing the pain.

Then Dad collected me, we had a nice we chat of which on the way, I asked Dad if my Uncle(His brother) Reggie, had been "doing up" pigs. I had been getting dreams and nightmares from this and showing the guts of the pig over a barrel. To my surprise shock n horror, he actually DID. So to think my dreams and nightmare was actually TRUE. Wonder what else would be true in my PAST dreams I have posted. So we went to Lidls first. He treated me to a grub and my babes, clothing too. We then went into Tescos too. I didn't get much there. So we went back to his gaf. I haven't been there since September almost a month now. So we went on home. And on the way an Electric Blanket. While up in the house, Mom was trying to figure whats wrong wtih me. I just said its bullying. So Mom brought back my old bully days. In that MOm and her sister Maureen(Nun) brought me down to their family home town(Baltiginfalss) the slaney to teach me to say "FUck Off" to the bully. So with this, she was in the inclancnation. That I jsut simply stare him firmly as if I was going to say a few words and say "SO WHAT"

I then had a bit of time to look at TV ie the Budget reaction on Current Affairs. Then I headed on to the Outhouse for a bit. I met Brendan O' F. While waiting for him, I bumped into Mike. PS UPDATE, he LOVES my puppies. So he's DEFO staying on my list. Regarding Bernard, I'll ask. Continuing on, while waiting for O' Farrell, I bumped into Barry. Was great to see him. He obv knows whats going on with me. He did suggest that people can be nasty. But what I added was that Paul the main culprit, wasn't just the trigger but a guy I actually paid for in terms of cups of teas, etc., was part of the stabber in teh back. That really killed me. So the prhase that Barry's father came up with, which I quite agree, "Laugh, and pepole will laugh with you, BUT cry and your alone". THis I quite agree. In that when my Uncle went last year, I cried myself to sleep ALONE. When I was alughting, I was looking at Mrs. BRown's with my sis last year too BUT ended up in hospital ER with back pain(spasms), was diagnosed then with Scoliosis. So after awhile, O' Farrell showed up. Barry headed off. After awhile, I encountered Paul, the main cuplrit, who don't have the balls to confront me. Well by jaysis as I live and breath and wright this post, he actually showed up. He said hello to Brendan BUT IMMEDISIRALTY turned his head. He couldn't even look at me. He was that disgusted EITHER with himself(I DOUBT IT) or whatever. So afterwards, I said to O' Farrell, I wanna get outta here. So I finished my Green Tea, but as it happens Brendan wanted to look up his FB. So Paul headed on off. I heard him chatting to Mike quietly. So I made sure to hear anything that was being said. Outhouse is a PUBLIC place, so why whisper as me ma would say. So Brendan and I headed onto to see Dracula Untold(Review here). So I left him to the bus after the film.

Wednesday 15 October 2014

Diary 15th October 2014

Today, was a quiet day. I was suppose to head onto a meetup, in particular the Vegetarian Meetup in Milanos. Like the other day, I was suppose to go to Umi Falaefel, but didn't bother. I of course cancelled the last minute well in this case.

So I just stayed on in bed. In the middle of the hibernation, I got up for a leak and making room on my box.

Then I got back to sleep and had the following dream.

Am with a group of people. We head into a restaurant. I keep looking at a waiter. He's so brazen. I go to pay .15c and I hand over €1. He gives me no change. I then am writing a review. Clearly it'd be a terrible review I'd be writing.

NEWS

The Budget 2015 "hangover" has occurred. As traditionally, both Ministers for Finance and Public Expenditure(Noonan and Howlin respectively) took to the airwaves on RTE's Seán Ó Rourke to listen to the public on Radio. There has also been confusion in yesterday's Budget announcement whereby Social Welfare recipients and Tax Payers receive €100 off their Water Bill per year and Tax Credits respectively. It was my understanding yesterday, that EVERY single Social Welfare recipient despite there allowance, will receive it. However it has come to my attention that this is NOT the case. Those on the Disability Allowance, Fuel Allowance and obviously if you have the Household Benefits Package will receive. Jobsekker Allowance, and Jobseekers Benefits will NOT be eligible to receive the Water Allowance. This has also come tot he Tax Credits. In order to receive Tax Credit on your Water Bill, you MUST pay the bill, then apply to your local Tax Office and then get the amount off your NEXT bill. The Government will reassure and if needs be change a few things when the Finance Bill comes into force.

U2's Bono has apologized to iTunes for their latest single that was sent to ALL iTunes users. SOme wanted the single BUT others DID NOT.

Serbia and Albania has been charged by UEFA for a Political motivated brawl. Both countries got into a brawl when a flag bearing a "Indigenous" was lowered. A Serbian player took it down. Albania team players were against this, and got into a fist fighting. Serbia have never gotten over the Independence of Kosovo back in '08.

Tuesday 14 October 2014

Diary 14th October 2014

PS This post contains NSFW of Self Harm content.

Again, as I had horrible dreams of my Mom finding me with my head cracked open while trying to AVOID her. I fall and crack me head over. She tries to get help but screaming. And of course the issue of guys bitching about me, etc., etc., I even removed 25 bitches within a space of 5mins on Facebook, I had the need to self harm. So while Showering, I did my normal bits and bobs. Then I attempted to scrape my sis name. ie CC, my mates initials BS and BOF.

Well after quite an interesting night, from thoughts mainly and slightly nonsensical dreams, I got up slightly earlier, mainly cause I wanted room on my Sky Box for the Budget 2015 coverage on RTE. I unfortunately had to deleted ALL episodes of Touched By An Angel and new TV Series(well an old series, but just new to TV Network), I felt sorry about that, but what could I do. hahaah. I needed BOTH the speeches AND the Opposition reaction to the speeches. So after my butchering or slicing n Dicing as one would say, I got myself ready. I looked at yesterday's news and Current Affairs as I would put it.

Then Mom and My sis appeared. Mom wanted to bring my laundry, of which I refused. She also wanted me to go with Dad for the Lidl's shopping I told her last week about. BUT I intend completely my food in my apt FULLY. What I mean, is that I intend clearing the food in my apt. I said that I'm going to Parnell St branch of Lidls for my clothes shopping.

So then after the quick visit, I headed off to get my Dole. I put the dosh into my bank account. Then headed on back home. There was this cute adorable lad in front of me, while crossing the road. He had a gray top(zippable), and a navish trackie shorts with a green line decoration on the side. And a ginger hairy legs. Oh he is so scrumptiouslious. heeheh

So then I headed onto see my sis. WE watched Two and A Half Men. Great laughs was had by all. hehehe.


News

Budget 2014

  • First time in 7 years an austerity budget is NO more. 
  • Child Benefit INCREASES by €5 per child per month(as I understand)
  • 25% of Social Welfare of the Christmas Bonus will be paid, has been restored. 
  • The €100 charge that goes towards the Water Charge, currently available to Household Benefit Package to Disability Allowance recipients, will NOW be extended to ALL Social Welfare Recipients who is on Fuel Allowance.

Monday 13 October 2014

Diary 13th October 2014

I was due to go to the last PDC Course last night ie Monday night, however as I wasn't in the mood, I didn't bother. I was going to go after the break, but was too late. So I just left it.

While getting ready for my hibernation after clearing the Sky Box with preparation for Budget 2015 RTE's coverage. While playing with my Puppies, I exclaim to myself"Human's lie to each other, causes conflicts" etc.,etc., So much evil in this world. As my puppies, can't talk, likewise my inflatables, blankies, and scarfies my Mental Health will be in safe hands. Otherwise my mental health will always be compromised due to my sensitiveness.

So then I got to sleep and had quite a dream. I'm meeting a group of people for a meal in a restaurant. As I live and breed, Dad, Eileen and Brendan are having a meal right beside my cubicle too. Then I move onto apply for some Government thing. Then I move back to a house, where i'm getting food. Fish and chips are taken out of freezer. As I'm a Vegetarian turning Vegan. I see Maura Coffey(My Dad's sister in law) there too.
My sis and I are in my Dad's car along with Mum and Dad(duhhh - he's the one driving - heeheh) are going to someplace. My sis gets agitated when we have to pass Dolores(Mom's school friend) and Ailish's(My sis' nemis, my Mom's Sister's Daughter) gaf.
Next am on a horse, riding to someplace, whereby am entering a DIY store. I make note of several beams vandalizes and other times broken with too high a lorry.

News

A document from the Vatican, has urged OTHER Christian's to accept Gay people. Quoting the letter: "Homosexuals have gifts and qualities to offer the Christian community". Gay Rights all over the world, in particular Ireland. GLEN(Gay and Lesbian Eqauilaity Network.

Sunday 12 October 2014

Diary 12th October 2014

PS This post contains NSFW in the form of Self Harm.

Well I got up with much agitation. I got up slightly later than anticipated. SO I texted my sis. I hit the shower. I first wanted the pain of what I have been going through. By that I mean, I had cut with NO pain. I was getting slightly frustrated. HOWEVER, I then noticed, all along that there was a mark by means of a line and a few marks around it.

I then got ready for my sis. Headed on to Centra to get my milk. I then headed onto my sis. We were given a takeout. WE were looking at TV. Great to see her as per always. heehehe.

Saturday 11 October 2014

Diary 11th October 2014

Shortly before I went to bed; my doorbell rang. It was Maureen my Aunt(Nun). I DON'T talk to family members cept my sis of course, as they don't understand depression. That's my view. Like my Mom backing up the LGBT ppl ie CONSERVATIVE gays. This horridly bothers me. She agrees with them in that I shouldn't have worn that regout on Pride. Maureen was dropping pasta for my sis. As per always, Ill be giving her the pasta(Ahem, my sis).

I headed to sleep for a few winks. Then got up struggley after a few hrs sleep. I was to cancel. BUT I really wanted to see The Maze Runner(Review here). WE then went to the cafe bar to get a pint and a vodka, coke each. heehehe. We chatted for a bit. Then we headed onto our next film, The Equalizer(Review here).

News

Paul Murphy(AAA(Anti Austerity Alliance)), has just taken the Dublin South West By-Election as vacated by Brian Hayes who was elected to Europe. He won on the 8th count.

Michael Fitzmauraice(Ind) has won the Roscommon/South - Leitrim By-Election which was vacated by Luke Ming Flanagan as he was elected to Europe. He won on the 7th count.

1000s turned out for the Water Protest held in Dublin this afternoon. They came in their drones from all over the country. They came in all forms of transport. Bus loads. etc., etc.,

Friday 10 October 2014

Diary 10th October 2014

Well as I had yet to get my dole AND to get to sleep for a few hrs, I had a hella to do today. I first finished up my Social Networking skills - hahaha. I got my dole. Then headed to AIB to lodge the dosh into the bank. I then headed onto Tesco to get my milk, of which they didn't have Almond Milk from Alpro. So I got Almond TESCO Brand. I then headed onto Ryan's hardware, as I wanted to get a weighing scales. They did have em, but I would have preferred if they could connect to my device. So I didn't get any. Shortly before I went out, I got a call from my credit union, saying that my loan has been finished and to what to do. So I just for the time being, reverted back to the 10 a week to my Savings account.

So I then headed off to sleep for a few hours. I had initially setup a meetup with my mate Todd. I hadn't seen him since the August Bank Holiday Weekend. So it was my intention to see Maze Runner, then the Outhouse and then to meet my mate. However it wasn't to be. So I got up slightly later than schedule BUT I eventually got up. So I set about heading off to meet my mate Todd. I first told him, that I was wanting to head to the Outhouse to find out what up with what Ronan said on my FB. I was deeply upset about that people had been talking about me behind my back and not in the good way. So poor aould Ronan is another My sis. With this I mean, if anything happens to me, my folks would be asking my sis questions etc., So I apolises in advanced to Ronan. I asked him who it had been. In the interest of privacy, which by right these bitches n bastards don't deserve, but I'm a nice guy. But buy golly, they will both get a very nice message on FB in the morning. Something to wake up to in the morning. So afterwards, Todd met me in the Outhouse instead of the Gresham Hotel where we were suppose to meet. We both then headed on off to Cuicneas(Review here), WE wined and dined as one would say. eheheh. Then we headed on off to Cineworld to see Dracula Untold(Review here). After we got the tickets, we eyed a few hotties. mmm. We WE were chatting while at the same time eyeing the hotties. I had said to him about a fact. He said that he learned something knew. I said, "You learn something new everyday". His response, if you don't, then you will have wasted your day. Then onto the actual film. After the film, we both headed onto his new place. I must say its a lovely little place. While there, I noted a cross on the wall. He then told me that Jesus original language was Aromathea. I had heard of Joseph of Aromathea. Bottomline, I learned something new today, ie Didn't waste my day.  hehehe. On the way to his gaf, We encountered the Gresham Hotel. Whereby I shared a story that I was meeting a guy during my homophobia days for a cuppa tea. So I headed on home.

NEWS

Malala Yousafzai, has won the Nobel Peace Prize of 2014. She's the youngest ever winner to win the Laureate Prize. Kailash Satyarthi is the other winner who jointly won along with Malala, the Nobel Peace Prize 2014. She was shot in the head 2 years ago by the Taliban for speaking out FOR children's rights and education. She became a campaigner for ALL the children to have a right to Education. She was shot also for speaking out AGAINST the Taliban. She fended off competition from the Pope, the US Whistleblowers: Edward Snowden and Chelsea Manning(Transgender person). Malala now joins Nelson Mandela(RIP) and Aung Sang Suchi(Burma activist)

Gerard Craughwell has won the controversial Seanad By-Election. Fine Gael's John McNulty, had been asked NOT to vote for him. His name was too late in being struck off the register. As I understand from a friend, someone within the Fine Gael Parliamentary Party went the WRONG way in nomenating the controversial TD. My heart goes out to him personally. Questions rose throughout the few weeks, from WHOM did Minster Humphires get the name from etc., etc., Fine Gael has been accused of "Jobs for the boys" et.c, and "Cronyism". Catherine Seely(SF), John McNulty(FG) were amongst  the other candidates in the election.
Following are the results of the By-Election.

Gerard Craughwell(IND) - 87,
John McNulty(FG) - 84,
Catherine Seely(SF) - 22

The By-Election was called in the first place was because of Deirdre Clune(FG) election to Europe

Voting is underway in the Roscommon South-Leitrim BY Election and the Dublin South West By Election. Luke Ming Flanagan and Brian Hayes who departed for Europe who won Seats in the European Elections

North Korea's Leader King Jun Yun has been missing for over month. His health has been of close attention. He's missed yet another key public event.

Thursday 9 October 2014

Diary 9th October 2014

Today I was suppose to meetup with Ronan, I sent him a text, NO reply. And a message on FB. Although he did say he was getting off FB for awhile.

Following are the dreams as I stayed on in bed.

As I lay in bed, I'm naked going to the post office to collect my dole. I don't give a rats ass of why ppl are looking. I then am asked for my card and realsied I don't have my card cause I don't have any clothes on. So I get up in a foetal position and attempt to hide under their post box they have in store. It's raining heavy. So I run out in the rain. I hide again, in a nearby house which is just after the Sales agent. When the cops catch me, I yell "He raped me": while at the same time crying my heart out. So in a last ditch attempt I escape BUT this time sadly I get knocked down and I get thrown into the sky. I wake up in St. Vincent's Fairview(Funnily beside where I live). I tell the staff, that am a Veggie turning Vegan therefore I want no animal in me in any form. Be it tablets, food, drink etc., They say they  have nothing of the sort. I refuse to let Mom and Dad and Maureen in, the Nun in. As they are too old for this. Although this time they ain't the cause of the depression, I don't think its suitable.

I'm in a march whereby we are celebrating something. We are told to turn right onto a street from Dorset St., possibly onto North Circular Road Rd., or something. We then go through a pub. Apparently causing annoyance. As later Mom myself, and someone else are called in by the VP(Vice President) of the pub. The VP invites a customer could be a regular one to tell his version of events. He maintains there was a lot of racket. I dispute this as there was hardly anything. So the VP takes off tot he lavatories. The guy hugging person beside me. I've seen the him somewhere before or at least I regoncise him. So Mom and I have a huge argument. I see a familiar pic. A Pic of Two Scotsman who described as starting up something. Like a comic, a drink, or perhaps a TV program etc., etc., I had seen these two recently.

Then a more recent thought came to mind. In that I'm told by my friend(who has been described in my posts as the liar), has told moneygrabber that the posts that George has on his Facebook, relating to "a moneygrabber" is him. I somehow find out. When I can't find him on FB. So I use underhand tactics to find out why. By that I mean, I search for him on my Sex FB. And contact him there. I then ring him etc., etc., Get hung up on. So I immediately get back to my friend who spilled the guts in the Outhouse, and ask him why would he do such a thing. I tell him, that the reason, I can't tell him, its him from MY mouth or as they say the horses mouth, is because I am possibly in love with him. I then get a sixth sense that he's down at the bottom of the stairs, and that he's listening. And most recently, that my friend gets wind of this and comes to the Outhouse, and beats him up. Both Todd and the "moneygrabber" are barred from the Outhouse oh and obviously myself.

Wednesday 8 October 2014

Diary 8th October 2014

I was supposed to go to a Meetup to Umi Falafel ie Vegetarian Meetup. I cancelled a few hours in advanced for administrative reasons aka the restaurant would have to be told in advanced that a cancellation has occurred. The Meetup Group would have to be told this.

Shortly before I cancelled, I got a call from my Mom. I wanted to thank Dad for the jacket of which I gave to my sis. Didn't like it. Any food or whatever I don't like including money ie cash, I give to my sis. etc., etc., She wants me to start riding my bike. I've NEVER in me life ever tried a if you do this Ill do this under hand tactic. Yet I did so with my Mom today. As I said she wants me to ride my bike for safety reasons. So I said well why don't you take me off your insurance. She said no. Now why did I use tactics of such. Have I fallen in S***n's ways. I've never grovelled, yet I did so.

So instead of going out, I took to the bed. heheeh

One of my dreams, is as follows. Mom reading a letter, a very heartwarming one. There's a scene whereby Mrs. Brown is at home. A Visitor comes by. The light is too bright for him. He sits in a chair and she asks him is that alrite for you. He first says No and then after a few attempts finally says yes.

Martin(Mrs. Wegmonts (My Mom n Dad's neighbor after the Dots) NEW gardener. I retired cause of my back. my dad quite cause of his age. )comes to Mrs. Wegmont to pull something out of the ground.

Tuesday 7 October 2014

Diary 7th October 2014

So I continued sleeping. Had somequite but scary dreams.

I'm going to the Outhouse, as I near it, I realise I forgot something. So I had to go back to my gaf. When I come back, I see Maureen my Aunt(Nun). She let herself, haahah. Then I told her of my self harm and also NOT to mention Relatives ie Mulligans, Dots etc., The tears that came out of her eyes. I mean like the thickest tears I've ever seen. By thick, they were cylindrical in shape as they fell. You'd swear a pipe was coming out. Thats the shape I saw. Quite freaky alrite.

Another: I'm with my sis up in our house where we were raised. I look out the window and see Mary Doherty(Eileen's(My mom's sis) daughter), pull up in the Kelly's drive way(Kelly's being the CURRENT neighbors of my folks). Likewise on the other side, I see some activity. I'm looking out the window in my old bedroom. As I've still relationship problems, with the relatives, I go in next door with my sis, BUT I get the nervs. So in a last ditch effort, I hop out the window like a kangaroo and escape. I had seen someone moving behind the curtains and movement, made me uneasi. So I just had to get out. So then I realsie, when I went back up to my room and look out the window, I see it was someone else they were welcoming or giving a surprise.

Then shortly afterwards, I repost a phrase I saw on my FB recently, that UNIVERSAL Facts: That if someone appears in your dreams, that means that person MISSES you. I put this to my sis later on, and she says it means that I've to patch things up with that person.

I'm in a flood that has taken the whole apt. I try and poor Sammy ontop Fridge, likewise Patch ontop wardrobe. The flood gets high. In that I'm smothering ie drowning like that poor Filipino, who drowned in her Basement apt last year in Donnybrook. Am naked at my bay window and I loose consciousness. My mother looks frighteningly as she sees her son drowning. The Fire Brigade breaks me out. I regain consciousness. I grab my puppies who are soaking wet. The Fire Brigade team, tell me that I must let go of one. SO I let go of both. My heart is broken. I then relaise, I that I should have joined them, my puppies.

My Da is in bed NOT sleeping. I'm showering. The shower is beside him, literally. He times me cause of the water charge. He then stops the shower and pulls back the curtain. I of course pull it forward. I says "Hey, "I've yet to do me hair"

I'm in Kennedy's Pub where I used to work in Drumcondra. I haven't seen Gerry for awhile. To find out when roughly, I search for him in my Blog and to find out he ain't t here. As I started my blog in just under a year ago(Jan '14), I possibly haven't seen him since then. heheeh. He then invites me as always to say hello to George, n Eddie(Regular customers, I used to serve while working there). I says that I only hangout and go to Gay bars. He replies "Fucking faggot". I scream out balling crying. The boss Michael(who owns Kennedys of Drumcondra), is out side and notices somethings up. When he realsies why, he beats me up.

To prevent what happened on Sunday night, my folks come to pick me up. I don't wanna, due to Dad's attitude, from the American Cousins However, they have a spiral leg thing, that gets caught in my leg. They drag me back into the car. I yelp out for help. Someone takes pics. Me undergoing hardship, I misinterpret the person. And I yell to the person, "if anything happens to me", it'll be on your conscious. However I later learn, that the folks have been called in for questioning. They say "He's our son, we just wanted to give him a lift". The cops say, he maintains that he was "forced". Here's pics to proof. The cops says, "I don't see a person who has a spiral yolk as WANTING to be offered a lift". The cop continues, "Your both looking at life for this behavior".

Then I realsie after all this dreaming, that I was too late for my dole. So I just stayed on and slept. While sleeping thou, I was having terrible cramps in my legs.


On my way to my sis, I encountered Frank my landlord. He was most respectable to me. hehehe. He even asked how my sis was after her epileptic fit. As my sis said, he prob was having a bad day or something when I last saw him. heheh. I ain't sure. So then I headed on off to my sis for my weekly visit. As per usual had a great time. We watched Two and A Half Men and Golden Girls. Great. ehehehe.

NEWS

Former Minister of State at the Department of the Environment, Fergus O' Dowd TD, has hit back at Irish Water, with the way its being operated. He's questioned the need for PPS Numbers and their sheer ignorance. He says it "comes across as arrogant and uncaring" without properly explaining why they need PPS Numbers.

Dublin Airport Authority along with Irish Aviation Authority have BOTH been alerted by Ryanair, after BOTH aircraft came into contact with each other  "slightly" scraped amongst each other. Both aircrafts, were being taxied to runway to headed to Brussells and Edinburgh Chareloi respectively. The winglet of one plane scraped the tale of the other aircraft.

Monday 6 October 2014

Diary 6th October 2014

I was due to get up for the weekly PDC Course, I have been attending since the beginning of September. However, I just didn't feel like it. So I stayed on in bed. There are 6 classes in total. I am fascinated by the number 5.  I haven't been the same for the last two or three classes since the American Cousins.

Yesterday, I learned from Two and A Half Men that Sacramento, California, USA is the State Capital of California. So that got me thinking, how is a state capital city indicated. A capital city of a country is dictated by the  location of the Government Buildings of that country. eg., Bundestag, Berlin Germany; Assemblée Nationale(French Assembly)/Élysée Palace, Paris, France; House of Commons/Westminster, London, UK; Dáil Eireann, Dublin, Republic of Ireland; Stormount, Northern Ireland; Capitol Hill, Washington DC, USA etc., etc.,

So after interesting much thinking, I got up for during the night and my LONG hibernation - haahha for a piddle. I also freed up space on my Sky Box for Morning Edition.

Sunday 5 October 2014

Diary 5th October 2014

Well I had set my alarm for half 5, I failed to get up. Would appear, I had forgotten to get the Snooze function working. Unfortunately my sis thinking I was self harming or whatever, she came down in the heavy rain. God love her. She kept getting texts saying I was at a Movie. This is enabled by my AutoSMS app, I have. Bottomline is that I was late in getting up and my poor sis had to come down in the pouring rain. As she was so worried about me, she contacted my folks, and they came down. My Mom banging at the door. Whats even amazing is that my sis had told me she was shouting etc., yet I never heard a thing. So they offered me a lift, as I was highly late for my sis. So on the way, I didn't say much. I did note however, that Dad never even looked at the sight of me, let alone me. He's prob still raw about my no show when the American cousins arrived.

So we chatted for a bit, when I arrived at my sis' place. I revealed to her, that I can't just simply dump my mates that have caused my anguish. As I view them as a "relationship", and that if they were to simply exit my life, I'd be seriously self harming, BUT at the same time, I can't stand their lies and the money grabber as I describe one. So I shall be seeing MORE of my other mates, that I rarely see, and see my other mates that are causing my depression once a week or whenever I bump into em.

NEWS

A mass grave has been found outside the city of Iguala. 40 trainee teachers were reported missing the end of last month. It is believed that the police who had been investigating got corrupt in Drug Cartels. The students were on their way to a protest in relation to better teacher rights etc., The police appeared and shot some of them dead. So far 22 Officers have been arrested in connection to the shooting.

Pope Francis has said mass at an inaugural of the Synod. A questionnaire setup by Pope Francis was circulated last year globally.

Saturday 4 October 2014

Diary 4th October 2014

Well after last nights events which turned out to be in the morning, I got a few hours rest. As some of you may know, I started going out with NEW friends, as I was getting fed up with lies and deceptions etc., oh and the money, oh lord the money etc., So with this in mind, I met my friend Emil. I hadn't seen him in ages. The last time, I saw was for the film The Way Way Back(Review here). We were seeing Dracula Untold(Review here). It was an absolute pleasure. I totally enjoyed myself, for once. hahaha. So after the film, we chatted for a bit. I last saw him at Nicos Takeaway(Review here) when my sis was getting a takeout in Nicos. So after the film, Emil and I chatted for a bit. He noted duly, that I don't have my bike. I use my legs as public transport. He was surprised to hear that I was knocked down, off the bike last January hence why I don't cycle anymore. However music was given my ears, you ever hear the phrase "music to my ears". Well that is so certainly true. In that , Emil was telling me that he's in debt with a company, and he pays them back whenever he can, YET he can still pay his own way. He paid about 17 + 7 = €24 for both Food and Ticket. Now my mate who has the exact same position, he owes companies money, YET he still sponges off me. Now who should I run after....hahahaah. Its most obvious.

Friday 3 October 2014

Diary 3rd October 2014

Well what a night I had. After I got up with a bit of hesitancy, by that I felt like just forgetting about my exciting day, ahem night - hahaha. I then started looking for my glasses(GREAT timing Stanescu - Grrrrr). SO as I had ran out of time, I just got my other glasses.

Then I went to the Outhouse, before last orders as I say - hahaha. I bumped into Brendan S, Patrick(Auld lad), Bernard, Declan, David(PDC Course and works behind the counter) and David O' T. Brendan and I chatted for a bit. I then headed off to the see the most anticipated movie of the month - haahaha. As I say in my review, of Dracula Untold(Review here).

Then shortly after I got home, I got a call off Brendan O' F, saying that something had happened in his home of which for obvious reasons, that I am not gonna get into it. But I tell you this much, that after spending the entire several hours, into the morning I felt so awesome. I helped someone. Now, I ain't a doctor etc., etc., So I got him cups of tea and OJ, and after such a horrible night weather wise, he was frozen body shaking etc., So, after leaving him to the bus stop, he left on such a happy note. Now if anyone says that talking it out with a trust worthy friend, does not work, then I guess you could say, they are in denial or whatever. Cuase if it works for me, and it works for Brendan. To each is their own. Thats what I say.. hahaah

Dracula: Untold

Well what to say about this film. It blew me off my mind. Blew my jockstraps off - hahaha. I most looked forward to all the time, the fight scenes. It was absolutely heaven to watch. Bottomline, the plot being, Vlad(Evans) along with his mates, encounter a dark force of supernatural forces in the form of The Master Vampire(Dance). We are introduced first to a "history" lesson kinda thing which I can now reveal that actually Vlad was taken in by the Turds. Then afterwards, his two men are killed by The Master Vampire. A few years on, Vlad is trying to beat an army full of Turds. While at a dinner, Vlad being the Prince of the Kingdom, is forced by the Turds to confront Mehmed(Cooper). Mehmed reveals that he wants a 1,000 men to join the Turds, ie History is repeating itself. So Vlad to get help turns to The Master Vampire - claiming: "I'll find a way". He has a confrontation. The Master Vampire says: "How supremely noble", when Vlad returns back to the supernatural forces. While  asking The Master Vampire for help, Vlad cunningly says "Men do not fear swords, they fear monsters". Continuing "Sometimes the world no longer needs a hero, sometimes what it needs is a monster". The Vampire reacts harshly "and you believe you know what it is to be a monster". He convinces Vlad to drink his blood and is NOW Dracula.  Vlad will have "the strength of a hundred men, speed of a falling star". So he goes on fighting and fighting with extra powers with Bats etc., Then the Turks want 1000 men and the Prince's who is now Dracula's son. So he is even more enraged, and more fighting ensues. Then so that he can get extra help, he then "converts" some of his allies to Vampires. When they were about to "change" his son Ingeras(Parkinson) to a vampire. Vlad/Dracula didn't want this so he sent the Monk with the son. A few years later, we learn the Son has become the Prince as the father Vlad had "died". Then we later learn that he was reincarnated by The Monk, if I can recall rightly. Vlad was given 3days by the Master Vampire to do his job and defeat the army of Turks. When the 3rd day was up, sadly the Princess went. And she gave him permission to live on as a Vampire
ie Dracula. So he bites her to become a Vampire. He was told to resist blood, and that if he actually got into the blood, that he would be permanent as a Vampire. Oh he resisted alrite. So then what an ending we were given. The Master Vampire became "whole" again. And left us with a a chilling line in a modern city: "Let the games begin". Bottomline, fantastic.Then the last scene of where the scene has now int he MODERN era. Vlad meets another woman Ima. And Dance being Master Vampire claims: "Let the games begin". I find that FASCINATING.


Diary 2nd October 2010

WEll again today I hadn't the moxie to go out. I was due to go to a new Meetup, I was due to go along to a Photo Expedition meetup, whereby we take pics of the sunset. Then it was my intention to go and see the iMax of The Equalizer(Review here). However as I had yet to get my dole, Take 3 hehehe, I couldn't be bothered. So Take 4 will be tomorrow in getting my dole.

So when I got up at 2 in the morning, I woke up to a lovely feisty Phil Hogan's hearing of the Commission of Agriculture of which he was awarded recently. How this came about was that a Sinn Féinn MEP said about the Irish Water fiasco, his reply was to read a letter from a Minister of Agriculture in Northern Ireland from the SAME party ie Sinn Feinn. His reply to the MEP and I quote: "There seams to be a breakdown in Sinn Féinn. I hope you won't get into trouble over it". He got a round of applause. hahahah

As I wasn't gonna miss out on my Dole for this week, not that it didn't matter now, BUT bills have to be paid and a certain landlord will b banging on my door if he ain't paid. ahahah. Anyways, I went to get my dole along with the pensioners. They get their payments on a  Friday. There were two young lads there about my age. Very cute, might I add. haahah. Great joke was made to a guy. heeheh. Then I headed on back home, as I left my Passport details behind and my bank details. I need the Bank details for to put the cash in, and the Passport for the credit union to  withdraw from. I asked about the loan, with regards if I can get a higher amount. They value it based on the income AND the amount in the savings in question. So I got those two.

When I had dealt with both Financial Institution, I headed on back to Tescos to verify if the Tesco Pastas are vegan. I had told Vegi and Vegan Dublin(Facebook Page), that any pasta that Tescos has are made from egg and hence are NOT vegan. They maintain that they are. I don't know. Ill just keep to Health shops such as Nourish and a new crowd up near me in CLontarf, beside where my sis lives.

Diary 1st October 2014

Well today was Take 2 on the Dole. I again didn't bother with it. As I said, I would try a test to see would me going without food in the Cinema, help me. Its a shame thou. But what can be done. I tried the exact thing, whereby I get food, and let my friend who loves money, just do without it. But as I said in the last blog post, it didn't work out. So its a possibility, I'll have to do without food in his possession. WE had a great time. However my guts was killing me, however I just can't spend money in front of him while at the same time telling him to fuck off with his money problem. We all have financial issues ever since the ressession and Freddy Macs and Fanny Mae in the States. Ever since their banks crashed, the whole globe went. So with that in mind, I'll just try this test. It may or may not work. He may get the message. It may be negative. But time will tell. So anyways, I'm getting off course, as per usual - hahaha. I met O' Farrell for The Equailizer(Review here). We then after the film, headed to McDonalds to get Coke. I then left him to the stop.

Wednesday 1 October 2014

The Equalilzer

I popped along to this amazing movie. I was slightly hesitant at first, after all, I had heard quite disheartening things. At the end of the day, you have to experience it for yourself. YOU are the reviewer. The plot was quite interesting but at the same time understanding. McCall(Washington), is a lonely man, sitting in a flat in what I thought was San Fran BUT as it happens its actually in Boston, MA. During one of his frequent visits to a local diner, he encounters Alien/Teri(Moretz). They become friends. He gives her plenny of words of advice. One of being "You can be anything you want to be". She's working as a Pip. She unfortunately gets beaten up and lands in a hospital. He witnesses all this from the diner window. When he's not alone, he works in a building suppliers company. One of the days he's working, Jenny(Mousis) is mugged of her Mother's ring and the company cash. So as they did wrong to Jenny, McCall beats the robber up etc., It was a pity thou, that they kept that scene out of the film. You were promised plenny of action, and action is what you got. hahaah. So to continue, Raphie(Skourtis) who is a colleague to McCall. Raphie's house is burnt down. So McCall is told when he show's up for work, that Raphie quit. McCall finds out eventually that corrupt cops have been doing the rounds for Mexicans. So he blackmails them and beats them up. This continues throughout the film. There is a pattern you know. Someone does wrong to a person. He mightened know that person, but he goes out of his way to CORRECT the wrong. The crowd who beat up Teri, McCall runs after Slavi(Meunier) and his crew. Pushikin(Kulich) sends another guy Teddy(Csokas) and his crew. With McCall around he makes sure he dimensehses the lot. "Body by body" he eradicates em all. After a fantastic finished and eradication, I was saying to myself, perhaps McCall will run after Pushkin in the next Sequel, be another Taken series. Except with Taken it was dealing with kidnapping. However it wasn't to be. They finished the film by McCall getting an email requesting help from him. So that's prob the sequel alrite. One thing I have to mention thou, was the MUSIC score. It was fantastic. I have mentioned in the past, that my love of Music is a must. This film, lived to its MUSICAL expectations. Everytime, there was action accoming, we were accompanied with Music. It was unreal. Or as I said AMAZEBALLS.