Homophobia is a social disease. -Lauren Bacall

Diary 31st January 2014

After I went for a possible I got back into bed. I had an interesting dream. Where by I was with a group of lads. I don't get da connection but sure I'll give it a go. We were driving on a motor way  to collect my folks for a concert to Bring em to. I still don't get da connection.  Me da was in my place sitting down with me ma and he said something relating "this wouldn't be gud for my back. " then the most strangest I saw. In where I live there is only room for one set of lights.  However in the dream there were 3. One was almost falling down the other was in the wrong place.  Even weirder was the one that was in the wrong place I never even seen it.

When I got up I saw that I had 2 missed calls. Both from the day hospital me sis is currently attending.  I rang the number back. The nurse just wanted to see how things r going with me sis.  She basically just wanted to verify a few things.  She proceeded to tell me that our Aunty had told the nurse that me sis tends to pick this up wrong. That said the nurse was actually referring to the Christmas day episode.  I was shocked n appalled when da nurse told me that the Aunty told her she picked that up wrong.  How can she.  I mean like I was there when my sis past was racked up. I told da nurse u felt like I was at a movie and the dat da Aunty had no right to say such. She wasn't there. I was.

I was just on da call to me mom as I was wrighting in this blog post. I asked her to give dad my regards.  I then asked her had he started on da lights as he wanted me there to help him. She told me he was in da garage all day(where the lights r). I figured that's what he was at. He probably just hurting  but as they say the truth often hurts.

I had previously told her that words hurt and r poison n hence I'd say me paps is probably suffering.  Not sure.  If he's not then he seriously has a heart of a brick

Afterwards, when I had gotten over the shock etc., I listened to a few tunes while I was doing a bit of tidy up before I headed out to see a film. 

I, Frankenstein

What can I say about this film, but 1 word. FANTASTICO. It was shear brilliant. I was outpants when I saw the visual effects. Initially I was baffled with the lack of plot. My understanding that its a war against "immortal clans". From my understanding there were 3 groups. The Gargoyles, The Humans and the Demons. The Demons being the baddies. However the Gargoyles were against Frankenstein(Don't know why). Frankensinte(Ekhart), brought the Gargoyles to the enemy etc., It was truly a fantastic visual effects. I smell a multi trip to the cinema for this particular film like Batman's Dark Knight Rises. The musical score as I said to my friend, I love films that have a very good Musical Score. This one really out did itself.

I, Frankenstein (2014) http://goo.gl/8U38gk

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Diary 30th January 2014

I popped along to my sis. When I arrived, I was distraught to see how bad she was healthwise etc., with recent events as much as Christmas Day. U see what happened  was on Christmas Day my paps would say to her everytime my sis would complain about something small, he would say "Stop blaming George". We took it as a joke initially. But he kept going on and on as if it were a movie. What's even worse is that he brought up her past, which I'm still baffled to this day. I still don't get it. I relayed my confusion to him recently. He himself has been left baffled. But as a result of all the hardships she had been cutting herself etc., she had a cardiac arrest 2x. When she woke up eventually where was her mother? No where, cause she's far too judgemental. Even my therapist finds that very strange. But as she wasn't at her daughter's bedside, I was the next in line as one would say. With my sleep problem, that didn't help either. I couldnt even help her to be by her side. I still regret to this day that I couldnt be by the person who never did me wrong, who helped all the way. WHy da hell wasn't I dere when I got the call.

So in order to keep me sane, I go to all my LGBT Protests, and my Inflatables. aww and not forgetting my PUppies and Scarfies.

My heart rate is 61bpm.

My heart rate is 61bpm.

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Diary 29th January 2014

Before I woke up, I was dreaming about The Nanny. (Something that I'd need these days. hahha)

Priest is marrying 2 ppl.  Suddenly he outbursts with "I hate this room". It was then found that they were replacing a bulb which was hilarious. Not only that but they were repeating the same thing over and over again around the room.  It was a very much heartiest laugh.

Then I woke up to the real world. :(

I did a bit of tidy up of my place.

Then headed to the cinema with me mates. I went to see my two Babes hotties. Chris Pine and Alekansard(Character name - dunno the actor's name). I went along to see the film again as I was late for it the last time. As it happens the scene I saw that I had previously missed was actually KEY to the whole movie. It had involved terrorism(sadly the 9/11 attacks) which in the film had something to do with Russian's accounts - something like that. I went along with Brendan O' F, Scott and his fiance Willem. Scott and Willem had to head off early to catch the Leixlip train. Even after seeing the movie twice, I was still shaking with the suspense in it. Its dat brill.

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Diary 28th January 2014

I got my dole but as my bank card would not working,

then onto my Orthopaedic appointment. I had a back appointment otherwise known as Orthopaedic Muscoskeletal Triage Service. I had to do basic exercises such as bendging etc.,  Then the nurse told me that I have scoliosis(Curvature of the Spine). Then I proceeded to ask her if it was also possible as well as physical problem, to be a phscyologoical problem too. I had expalined why I asked her the question. I explained that I have Depression and she asked had in the past attmepted suicide in the past, and I said with great regret I have. So with that she more or less, yeah that would defo be a contributory factor. With that in mind, When Mom was leaving me home, I had the pleasure of informing her that WORDS are poisonous and in the long run will destory and that can be detrimental. She in reply said to me but u can't just take everything a person says in work or whatever. I said thats true, however theres one little thing ur missing and that is "You're dear to me," I said. She was speechless. I don't care what a stranger says, cause at the end of the day, I'll never see em again. But when a loved one says such crap and things, yeah that'd do it alrite.

Afterwards Mom treated me to a take away.

I went home, started to doing the cleanup. I jsut brought out the bags that I had filled them up with.

Diary 27th January 2014

As I stay up for the night or a phrase I've come to love "I pulled an all nighter". Everyweek I do this, as I'd be afraid that I would miss the appointment. I have the Physcotherapist appointment everyweek for about 50mins, talking to a person relating to my recent trauma(which happened a few yrs ago)

I proceeded to tell him everything as noraml. As I had an eventful week, I told him everything that happened within 20mins. My mouth went dry, tears coming outta me eyes. For the first time, my Phsycothereapist asked me if I was alrite. I had told him how upset I was when I was told that my sis was in the hosp(phicatric) then to top that off, I only recently found out that my Papi of whom I adored and came v close to was actually homophobic all along. When my mom was homophobic(she's not too bad now) and me AUntie, the words were bad, but was alrite to deal with in the long run, but me Papi and they coldness and the way he said it, that was like a bullet through me heart. Think about it, When I was coming out my mom was doing all the talking adn da bullying and my paps never said a word etc., I actually thoguht he was fully for me, just men don't talk - thats the reason I didnt think he was agaisnt me. But all along is was playing me for a fool.

Homophobia is a social disease. -Lauren Bacall

Diary 26th January 2014

My first stop was Aldis to get my Throw, that I wanted which was of cream color.

Then I proceeded to go ahead to my weekly Meetup of Gay Church in Accents. I inistally met Paul Hyland along with WIllem and his bf Scott(of whom I met in the OUthouse). I found him a bit aburpt, in that he didnt even introudce himself. Don't get me wrong, hes a lovely man and all, a little bit of manners wouldnt go amiss. That said, he had to head off, and Brenda O' F joined us. The convo really sotarted to hitch off as one would say. Twas most enjoyable indeed. After a few hours, we all dispersed to our own sepetare ways.

So when I got home, I had been tidying up the dishes, and washing em and drying em. LIkiewise glasses and Maureen's Pasta pots.

Diary 25th January 2014

I'm went along to a talk of which it was about  going Vegan from Vegetarian.  It was quite informing.  When I arrived I was handed a questionnaire.  One question that I was asked what diet are you on. Three options were handed to me.

Vegan
Vegetarian
Omnivore.

I checked off vegetarian turning to vegan. However I didn't know what omnivore was. I had seen this term in the film Walking with Dinosaurs: 3D Movie.  Review can be found here. In the movie it explained there were 3 types of dinosaurs.  Carnivores (namely meat eaters); herbivore(plant eaters) and omnivore (the narrator (bird) failed to explain this term)). I was explained that they literally eat everything.  So maybe omnivore is da human version of carnivore. 

When we were all seated down,  we were treated to a presentation.  The presenter gave a few examples of very well known sports stars. He was trying to point out that just cause ur vegan don't mean that your Ill health r anything.  Take Carl Lewis for e.g. Back in his hay days he won 9 Olympic medals. Voted Olympic athlete of the year and might I add of da century too.  Another more my time modern would be the Williams Sisters.  As explained by the presenter Serena was forced to go on a vegan diet for health reasons. She was diagnosed  Autoimmune disease.  So to support her sister Venus went to vegan diet too.

We were then invited to interact with each other including the presenter by naming

5 Reasons going Vegan might be difficult

Workplace lack of support
Expensive
FOR ME brand names, constantly looking "suitable for. .."

Gary Yurofsky: this name was given as a recommendation for to look up cheese and dairy products to wean u off it.

Stats were also a feature.
3% of US population (approx) are vegans
(Source: PETA US study). This is impressive. Considering. 

And just before he ended he gave another example of how we can all work together in saying vegan  the presenter was at a wedding of 200 guests.  He told the chef and the chef replied that he felt privileged special and appreciated instead of creating the same meal all the time. 

Another member of the society or building (not sure) made a very valid point.
"You have the right to a vegan diet in a public body or building".  ie prisons,  hospitals, carers places etc.

The talk was met with great enthusiasm and applause. 

With this amount of information before I headed off I took down the brand names of vegan products.

I proceeded to the outhouse while waiting for my next meetup. While having my cuppa tea I met John Lyons Td (Labor).  I had met him once while canvassing for him a few yes ago for the Irish General Election of 2011. He is an out and proud Gay TD. Twas lovely to see him. He explained that there is a Labor LGBT AGM being held here.

As I was leaving to early for my next meetup, I decided to head up to the new Service that is now available in the Outhouse: Gay Switch Board Drop In Service. The service was launched in Nov 2013. I went up to initially look at the layout and the information. However I proceeded to ask them how to tell the guys that I have Hep B, and wondered should I tell em and if so how to break it to em. I felt a bit of chill there. aka coldness from one of the guys. The other was most helpful. 

So anyways I proceeded to head to the next meetup for Vegan Community of Ireland in KC Peaches on Dame St. Again I was slightly early, while I was parking my bike, I over heard bagpipes music etc., So I just listened in, while waiting around. When they finished, I headed up to KC Peaches and to meet Rachel of which I hope there was more than one person. Thankfully there was. There was  great buzz there. I felt a bit out of place in that I couldn't get too much in. Not sure why. As the cafe was very noisy, I could hardly hear what Rachel and Richard were saying. WE chatted for a few hours. 

So I proceeded to head up to Mum and Dad's. I travelled along Dame St., Lord Edward St. Thomas St. The area around Hueston Station  and instead of turning right to go down the keys, I turned Left then and an almost immediate right onto Infirmary Road which then lead me onto North Circular Rd. I wanted to cycle all of the North Circular Rd., while travelling ahead I came across a beautiful building namely the Mater Hosp. It was exquisite to look at. Just wow. I had to even stop fully to admire it. It was that lovely. 

I had arrived at Mum and Dad's, noticing Dad's car gone, I just tried the door bell, you'd never know. As it happens, nobody was home, so I then was thinking should I go into AIlish and Noel considering I had last seen them 2 weeks ago. I said I'd go in til Mum and Dad get back. SO I popped into em, all keeping well. Noel was telling me that Ailsih' back gave out. Hope she get better. While we were chatting, I asked Ailish in particular the following: as asked for Maureen on Wed. 

"Do you believe that people are born gay"?

"Do you also believe that gay is also a phase"?

AND MOST IMPORTANT

"Do you believe that I'm going through a phase"

The above questions which is very simple. 

With no surprise she quite agrees with me, and believes that Gay is not a choice and hence, possibly relations shall be restored. We'll see

I then said I'd pop into Mum and Dad and try again. Noel told us that he heard a door closing, so good chance, they's home. And as luck would have it, they were home. So I stayed with them for a bit. Dad asked me to print a few forms for him in relation to NDLS(new regulations). I had been charging my phone cause the phone was really low in charge. 

Then I headed home, as I was putting my bike away, I saw a car, and thought to myself, is that Dad's car and wondered why is he here. First question was "You have you're phone". I had left my phone behind. Before he headed off I wanna to ask him the question what I asked Ailish tonight and what I had asked Mum previously the following: 

"Do you believe that people are born gay"?

"Do you also believe that gay is also a phase"?

AND MOST IMPORTANT

"Do you believe that I'm going through a phase"

The above questions which is very simple. . Nothing too hard to ask. 

He went onto say about the priests that Cardinals think gays need medication which what else would they say. But he then went onto say That Gays is not a choice(Something I was delighted to hear - but nothing was prepared to what I was gonna hear next). When I asked him about me, he was trying to avoid the subject, but he got their eventually. He simply and basically put, he hopes I'm going through a phase. I was gobsmacked and gutted completely. Almost every single Saturday since my depression started there has been some form of upset or whatever. He wants me during the week to tests the lights, I'm gonna try again and see. You'd never know. 

So when I went inside, Maureen rang me. I asked the same questions to see would she have change her mind or anything. The first she still believes we are born equal. However no one can answer even herself(Maureen) whether or not I'm going through a phase or not. Like it ain't a difficult question. Either yes or no. 

Diary 24th January 2014

Met my mate Brendan for the movies.  I went to see Jack Ryan: shadow recruit.  Review to follow. Click here.   totally enjoyable. 

After that we both went to the outhouse for to wait for the next film well i going. I had booked Inside Llewellyn Davis for 7. Review here 

After the film I headed back to the outhouse for to chat.  I was chatting to Gerry as i hadn't seen him before Christmas.  I met him in the outhouse initially.  I was truly inspired and moved by the way he described his Christmas.  Twas much better than mine. No doubt he had the best Christmas ever.  Nothing went wrong as he puts it.  He had Christmas with his sisters in a hotel.

Inside Llewellyn Davis

I went along to see what was Leonard Cohen and brothers sounded like. I had the heard the songs but never knew it was by da Cohen bros. The movie as a whole was impressive but that said it could have done with a better plot. Music was fantastic.  Totally mesmerising. 

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2042568/?ref_=fn_al_tt_1

Jack Ryan: Shadow Recruit

Went to see the most anticipated action flick. Highly recommended. I totally enjoyed it.  For a 2D movie it was so realistic.  Like da blast in da by hunky city river(NYC). Just wow.  Simple plot is jack Ryan is recruited. It involved Russians trying to bomb up Wall St. I personally couldnt understand it, like any other action movie. BOth PIne and Aleksandr(DOn't know the actors name) both hot. There were times when I was on the Edge of my seat, will it happen will it not happen etc., 

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1205537/?ref_=nv_sr_1

Diary 23rd January 2014

As I was sleeping I had a vivid dream of complex nature in that I don't know whether it was positive r negative.

DREAM

I'm walking into my parent's drive way. Dad comes in the driveway with a spanking hot looking car.  Green. One of these old cars. I noted on the reg num of 151. Something like dat. Ireland has a new Car Registration system.  Its to do with tax reasons. Mom is over at a neighbor talking.  Crina and I are chatting in moms car. The funny thing is mom opens her back of da car like da character from way way bk. Review here
And her last words were dont talk too loud.

END OF DREAM

I woke up back to square one,  biting my sleeve excessively.  Reason being gud chance cause of my dad's very strange behaviour.  I fear that he has been diagnosed with something and cant say anything even to his loving wife.

As I was opening the door a black cat with white patches was sitting on my doorsteps. I was freaked out by it. Afterwards when I got over my freakiness, I then began to think was it the cat that could belong to my sister's neighbor's cat. I guess we'll never know. 

Anyways I headed to me sis for a cuppla hours. 

Diary 22nd January 2014

I set about heading into town, to meet my aunty(Nun well Sr.) I had a very interesting chat relating to all forms. Relating to Gay Rights, Religion, Universe etc., 

From now on, I shall be asking ALL homophobes who did me wrong in the past, the following question, cause it will determine my future relationship with that person. 

"Do you believe that people are born gay"?

"Do you also believe that gay is also a phase"?

AND MOST IMPORTANT

"Do you believe that I'm going through a phase"

The above questions which is very simple. 

Anyways I proceeded to ask her the above. And to my surprise and shock n horror, she actually agrees with us. She believes that we are born the way we are. It ain't a phase etc., Now this is the person who called me devil etc., and she a Word of God etc.,

ON the topic of God and all dat, I found it quite amusing in all dat malarkey. WE were discussing the Evolution etc., When she was talking about how the Earth was formed and how God created the heaven and the earth, all I could think of was a clip from Family GUy in which the character Jesus farts and boom the Earth is made. I found it hilarious. 

After My Aunt, I left to go home etc., 

Then I headed back into town for Cineworld to see THe Railway Man. Review you can click here. 

The Railway Man

I went along to see the film of quite interest stakes. I found it uncomprehensible. I can't say it was bad. At the same time, I can't say it was Oscar worthy too. Simply put the plot was about a war soldier who endure hardship during the World War 2 between the BRits and Japan. It was quite upsetting indeed don't get me wrong. But I just didn't feel for the characters especially the brutality. The only thing that I came out with was all to do with revenge and forgiveness.

"Forgive but NEVER forget"

"HAtred will HAVE to go"

Throughout the most upsetting film, all I could think about is "Should I forgive my homophobes or not. etc., "

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2058107/?ref_=nv_sr_1

Diary 21st January 2014

As I got up at half 12 which was my intention of getting up at half 1, I decided to get my Dole(Ireland's Social BEnefits slang name). SO  I headed to my local Post Office where I get it.

THen I went to Tescos to get my 5x Milk(Alpro), few OJ. I asked was their Vegan Butter available and to my correctness(In that I kinda knew), the shop assistant told me h=perhaps try a bigger Tescos. As I had suggested that they don't sell it in any Tescos. I asked do you have any Vegan BUtter. SHe hinted no, so then I proceeded by saying do you don't have any here or in ANY Tescos branch.

So I proceeded to head up again to Mum and Dad's(Again) as they weren't there at all. TO my surprise Mum had only come back with Crina. SHe told me that Dad was at the Dental Hospital. So when I saw Dad's car, only for Mom just coming in, I'd have had to bring the plate home again.

So after MOm's I headed to get home to start on to the Kitchen. Which is very close being done. All's thats left to do is to wash up the dishes.

After a few hrs of tidying up, I headed to Crina's.

Diary 20th January 2014

I had stayed up cause of my sleep problem for my weekly Psychotherapist appointment. Twas quite informing I must say. I had quoted to the counsellor the following quote "If you're ever in involved with car in an accident, I will never forgive". This is what Mom told me when she saw that I wasn't wearing anything safety relating to bicycles. When I relayed this to my therapists, his quote "Sounds like your mother would not support you if you are in a hospital.". However I did say to him, but she said this as I didn't have any lights on me bike at the particular time. I then told him, that the one time I forgot to put em on, I was involved in the accident.

When I came, back I came back to abuse from my landlord's lacky(as I call em). He was trying to reach me. When I came out of my appointment, I noticed 5 missed calls from my landlord. I rang my voicemail, it was blank. So then I tried contacting him, I left a voicemail telling him I was heading to Crina's. He said that was grand. However before I headed to Crina's I got such abuse. The lacky told me that I had told  the landlord that I would be there and I wasn't. I told him no that was not the case, and to go and get his facts right. He ranted on saying is all i ever do is sleep. I proceeded to say to meself that unless you know what you're talking about, you have the right to shut up. He was so outta line. Anyone who says ANYTHING derogatory, I don't give em a second chance. Ill always have this 2nd sense to not be as nice or as close to em.

So after the appointment, I called to Crina.

Then after Crina, I headed to Mum and Dad's to drop up their plate and shopping bag to them. I only learned afterwards, that Mum had just arrived at Crina's 5mins after I left her.

So I headed to sleep for a few hours.

Dairy 19th January 2014

Mom collected me to head up to see Dad and herself. Like I do every Sunday. We sat down to Dinner. Twas lovely. WE were chatting. Then after that I headed home to see Crina(first to my place). On my mind while I was visiting them, I was interested in finding out what their opinion on the topic of Gay and phase was.

While I was having dinner, Mom noticed the pink watch and my Rainbow colored bands that I was wearing. It is under my illusion and my idea that I ain't gonna hide my sexuailtiy. People do actually come out for a reason. THat is to show the world that you ain't afraid of facing a problem that society want you to keep hidden. Well as long as their breath in my body and every fibre of my being, I'm gonna fight for my rights and those of our LGBT peers. If I have to be the next Matthew Shepherd or Harvey Milk(Which I doubt that), then I shall.

However I decided for Dad's sake to wait til I caught Mom on her own ie leaving me home. So while she was driving I plucked up the courage to see what her opinion was. THis was brought up my yesterday's meetup with the Vegan ORganiser whereby she thinks Gay is a choice etc., As I was quite disturbed, I wanted to see had my mother changed her tude(attitude). It was with great regret that she hadn't. She was under the illusion that as the Catholic Church had separate schools for separate Genders. While I agree to a certain degree, I am strongly against her advice of Gay being a choice ie a PHase. So I decided to ask her in 2014 had she changed her mind since I came out in 2009. However with my heart still crushing. She hadn't. She's still under the illusion that i shall find a lassie. I strongly told her that Gay is not a choice and hence you are born gay. I went on to quote a famous phrase which is as follows.

"Sexuality does NOT define who you have sex with". Sexuality is defined who you want to spend the rest of the my life with, etc.,

So I got out of the car visibly upset.

If there's anything to learn out of homophobia. Its one word. EDUCATION. Clearly people who are homophobic are either that because they ain't out or whatever OR they just don't know what the word mean. Then you have the extra ingredient is that of the Religion.

So I then realised why I have my Inflatables. Its actually because of the homophobia in question. I thought I was using em as a means of coping the loss of Relatives etc., HOwever as I'm loosing love for them, Its more evident its actually coming back to bite me in the ass.

So with that in mind. I brought Wormy, Hammy and Lippy along with me to Crina's.

Diary 18th January 2014

Today I went into town to another meetup. THis time it was for vegans. As it was just me and the organizer who showed up, we chatted over a beautiful cup of tea. We met in KC Peaches on Dames St. WE had alively discussion of various topics. Of which included Anonymity on the Internet, Gay Rights, her own profession of Performing Arts. 

I was quite amused over her teaching of Dancing. Of which I quite agree with it. Her idea is very simple, she teaches one on one and the minute you go in her teaching studio, she'd say "You're a Dancer". Automatically. If there's any bit of tension amongst the student, she'd ask why. Etc., 

I then proceeded to ask her why she has a picture of a tree on the site of which I was very interested in her answer. She went onto explain as follows: If she was to put her Gender and her name let alone her number, she'd have all sorts of guys running after her etc., She then continued whereas if she had just a picture of a tree or plant or whatever, then at least if the person is interested in meeting up with her, at least she'd say to herself, he has a bit of compassion(In this instance Veganism). 

When I took my coat off exposing my watch(Pink) and my Pride/Rainbow color Bands, I knew I was in for it. And boy was I not right. I noticed her body language. Twas quite distracting, quite annoying/rude actually. I was chatting about whatever, her body language was quite distracting. She went on to explain her reason for such behaviour. She told me that her mother had been abused viciously and took it out on her and/or the family. and so she had no Mother figure that any Daughter needs. So she went on to say that she was on the gay community for several years. However the thing that I found quite disturbing were hearing the words "Gay is just a phase". I replied but sure "You are either born gay or not. Gay is not an option or a choice". 

So after I left her on the bus, I went on to cycle home. I was quite frustrated that someone who claims to be on the gay community would say such thing. So when I got home, I continued to tidy up my place while looking at the tv show 101 Things You Don't Need A Builder For.

http://www.meetup.com/

http://www.meetup.com/The-Vegan-Community-of-Ireland/

http://kcpeaches.com/

Diary 17th January 2014

I headed along to the D.I.G.S monthly meetup. Today we all met up at Chai Yo on Baggot St. Twas truly a memorable evening. I had a 4 Course meal for 20. Not bad a price. For starters I had Tempura Vegetables.

• Starter
• Tempura Vegetables
• Main Course
• Vegetable CHow Mein
• Dessert
• Pineapple Fritter
• Tea

When we had all dined and wined, we were treated to a Muscial evening for about 5 or 10 minutes. Twas truly a night to remember. 

Staff were very helpful for a group of nearing 40. Totally awesome and friendly.

I honestly think that Ill b able to forget about my Rels if I continue to go to these Meetups. Its been a joy going to all and meeting new people. Gay or straight. DOn't care. Totally enjoyable.

www.meetup.com
http://www.meetup.com/dublin-international-gay-social/
http://www.chaiyo.ie/

Dairy 16th January 2014

Shortly after I got up, I got a visit from my landlord to test the Firearlarm, as per regulation of the Industry. HOwever due to my depression, I was very nerve racking. I hopped into the shower. ANd all I could to think of was him evicting me or raping me or whatever. Thats all that was going through me mind. But all in all, he was calm about the mess of my place.

I headed onwards to Lidls to get a few clothing items that were on sale. However as with all Stanescus as late per usual. They had a few left alrite. So I got a few. I also got a pressie for me sis before going to Cinema in da poind store. aka The EUR Store.

Then onwards to the Cinema, where I went to see Walking with The Dinosaurs: The 3D Movie. I have a review of it here.

Then after the cinema, as I had a spare time before seeing my sis, I went to the Outhouse. And saw my friend BRendan Searson. Twas lovely to see him in such spectacular ghetto. I thought he was on a date or something. HOwever it wasnt to be. He explained what was going on.

Then I proceeded to head to my sisters's place. I was in Dorset St Lower heading towards Drumcondra Rd., Lower when I didn't see the door of a car opened ajar in time, and crashed into it. The Driver was parking the car and was getting out. He never saw me. It didn't help when I didn't have any lights to help him, however that said, he should have seen a cyclist let alone myself, considering it was very bright with lights etc., Anyways I fell off the bike and crashed onto the ground with the bang on da noggin. I wasnt the best after it. Still amint. The driver was left shaken, so I told him not to bother giving me his number. POssibly for insurance reasons or da Cops. That said, I was at fault too, so I didnt want anyone involved. But the cursing I did. Twas unreal. A woman and the Driver helped me off da road as I was blocking traffic.

That said I still managed to arrive in one piece to me sis. WE chatted and looked at K-9: A Christmas Tale. Twas very nice. But too long drawn out. Not my cuppa tea.

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Walking with Dinosaurs: The 3D Movie

I was most impressed with the film. Very entertaining, however that said, with Carnivore activist i would advise caution with children amongst. But most educating. I mean like Herbivore, Carnivore, Omnivore, wow, I hear of them arlight but never knew the key difference. When the Narrator(Bird) was narrating the film, was most intriguing. In particular the part of the small legs of one of the Dinosaurs. I found that most comical especially when he was giving a detailed explanation of its sense of smell, its eyes, he kept focusing
on the small front legs. I found that hilarious. The only MAJOR flaw in the film, was when the animals were talking the animals lips or whatever were not moving. I found that to be of a disappointment. THat said thou well put together. MIght I also add the visual effects, the absolutely stunning effects. Just wow.

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1762399/?ref_=nv_sr_1

12 Years Of A Slave

A very promising film, no doubt. It already got a Golden Globe for Best MOtion Picture. Was very impressed with the whole thing. With the attention to detail, my friend with whom I went with, asked in the 1800s, which Political Party would I have gone with: Republicans or Democrats. My answer(Knowing Republicans passed legislation to free slaves etc., and Democrats prevented this), I obv said I would go with Republicans. 

                                         

LGBT Movies

Another Country

 Chuck and Buck

 Rules Of Attraction

 Weekend

Last Vegas

The most impressive film. Lots of comedy. You won't be short of laughs. I can guarantee you that, no doubt. That said there was a bit of sentimentally. Overall most enjoyable.



http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1204975/?ref_=ttfc_fc_tt

Mandela: Long Walk To Freedom

Very powerful and interesting film. No doubt. Idbris(Mandela) played a prominent role. Twas so moving. My heart beating like there was no tomorrow. Throughout the film, I acutally thought it was Nelson Mandela who was acting. THe voice, the hair and all even the little dance move that Nelson used to do. Great film to a great icon. 

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt2304771/?ref_=nv_sr_1

The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug

Most impressive film to date. Enjoyed it immensely. Benedict's voice was awesome. However I was disappointed with the abrupt ending to the sequel, however that said, I can tell its gonna be a fab ending to the trilogy.

The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug (2013) http://imdb.com/rg/an_share/title/title/tt1170358/