Diary 19th September 2015

Well what a day it turned out to be. Well night time for me. hhahahah. I was to see American Ultra. I expect to see it during the week. heeheh. So I just slept it out. My sleep was interrupted around 5 by Mom for food. So I woke up and collected and ate some of it as I hate the food hard as a rock. Then I went back to bed.

Then at around 11ish my sis called down to me, citing moral support. So I in my good wisdom provided such. I was astonished thou what she told me relating to Mom. She told me that Mom had shouted the name "Faggot" term to her. She being Biesuxual, Mom asked her to choose EITHER gay or straight. Which is ridiculous. My sis was BORN Bixesual, end of. Funny she should mention this however, a mate of my mine on the sex facebook whom my mate tagged me in, FORCED a guy to choose which is it gonna be, GUYS or GIRLS. No one can force another person who to choose. I was quite taken aback by his level of language. Normally I just leave things as be. BUt I had to put my head in.

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Diary 26th June 2015

Well after a long night of sleeping and then at times trying to sleep but more so struggling with my legs. I even slept ontop of Phenay, thinking he'd help me, sadly he didn't. eheheh. So then after a long time, I got up. Listened to voicemails. I did not appreciate the tone of Dad's voice and Mom's voice. I got the inclining or the vibe that I had done something wrong. So instead of ringing them of which I was gonna, I left my Mom a voicemail instead. She rang me back immediately. I declined and have done so to all calls.

So after that, I headed onto the Outhouse, was gonna pop into Penny's however they were closing up. So then, I headed onto the Outhouse. I saw Fire Brigade and Chemical Incident Unit, I said to my self, oh dear, hopefully it ain't the Outhouse. So I walked up slowly and saw that it was some laneway on the way to the Outhouse. heeheh. I was greeted by Bernard. Was great to see him. Went up to see the Men's night. hehehe. Not much around. But got a great welcome. heheehe.

I then headed to Cineworld to see Minions. (Review here). I then went to get my ticket at the machines, however it wouldn't work. So I saw that it had "expired", which was kinda weird. So I then saw that I had brought the WRONG, card. I said I'd give it a go, see would they let me in. However it wasn't to be. So I paid for a ticket. Then just before my cell went out of battery, I saw that my mate Todd, was saddened that I hadn't invited him. Says I to meself, Its not for the want of trying. I have asked him on numerous occasions in the past. Then shortly after the movie started, I could have sworn, I saw Todd himself in the front row. All that went through my mind, was that Todd would meetup afterwards and ask why I didn't invite him, etc., etc., but as luck would have it, it wasn't him. ahahah

NEWS

Tunisia has been hit in whats its been called a Terrorist attack, when a gun man opened fire on a beach. One Irish Citizen has been tragically shot dead.

France has been hit again in an Islamic Attack. The last time this occurred was when Charlie Ebdou was attacked for publishing an article on the profit Mohammed.

Gay Marriage has now been made legal in the US. ALL 50 States now has made Gay Marriage legal. Or as the leading Gay Marriage rights activist stated "not gay marriage, but MARRIAGE".

TECH

Facebook Messenger NOW does not require you to have a Facebook account to log into Messenger which is now a stand alone App. This was apparent, when I went to log into Messenger. It asked me for my cell phone number. Which at the time took too long, so I just skipped it. I vaguely remember this happened the last time.

Microsoft has now made Official Office Suite programs Word, Excel and Powerpoint Apps avaialbe for Android.

Diary 10th March 2015

Mom collected me. Almost sure she'd have forgotten. Dole n bank. Collected laundry. Dad saying "you can't say that" when I asked him abt the Muslim ppl. Mom saying she's fed up listening to neggers relating to bishops negative comments. Then onto My sis.

Diary 7th February 2015

Noel & Ailish don't understand why we need gay marriage. Nor does she she agree to same sex adoption. I explained legally why. She thinks that just cause a guy marrys a partner outside the country. Everything's hunky dorey. She compared to abortion. Joint accs solves everything according to her. I learned thou that Kyle was Her mom's home for rearing. Which I later learned is NOT the case. It was my Mom's Uncle Jay's house.

I was chatting to a guy on my sex acc. He demanded pics. I relented. He immediately blocked me. I messaged him. He read and continued to block me. So on my gaming acc i reported him.

Diary 20th January 2015

Course. Interview part 2. Yesterday concentrated on strengths and weaknesses. Advised on not using time management as my weakness. Today was S.T.A.R. Tell us abt a time when u were under pressure etc. During a break a course student was telling me about time management. He mentioned cock. I couldn't keep serious. Hahah.

Headed to outhouse. Waiting for O' Farrell. While doing so I was reading an article on two lesbians marrying and her son not accepting his mother. Was very moved by.

got my dole.

Then home. On the way I wanted to check if Drumcondra Credit Union to change DD method to credit card. Not allowed. Looking for Boxty. Mom collected me. Brought me home.

Rang sky. Was delighted  in one call to change my payment method My name and my username.

Went to My sis.

Diary 18th January 2015

Showered for the first time in about 2 months. Depression and shit delayed me. Updated my Dell lappy again with drivers. Saw that Leo Varadkar TD had come out publicly as a gay man. Mom asked me if I knew he was gay a few months ago.  Headed to my sis.

Diary 9th January 2015

Dad and I continued. Packaged completely. Dad got a call from Gerry his Bro. He wanted a lend of a jack saw. I met Siobhan my cuz's bf. I hadn't seen Gerry since Reggies funeral. We then went to Beaumont House(Review here). I took down the lights outside. Packed them up. I then headed to outhouse. First to Lidl as I left my hat behind. Manners of a pig. Racism. Cineworld for Taken 3. Homophobic.

Following is the Facebook Status I posted in relation to the manners of a pig in Lidls in Parnell, Racist remark in the Outhouse and sadly the homophobic treatment, both my friend and I recieved.

I regret to inform you all that yesterday was not the best. Although I helped my folks with decorations, that was grand. By all means.

I popped along to Lidl, on Moore St., to see if my Hat was handed in. I went to a security guard who btw was actually looking at his cell phone, I asked if my hat was handed in, immediately he said no, Not even a budge to see if it were handed in. So after I paid for my kettle, I in a fit of rage, went to a Staff member, who gladly helped and asked around. I wanna thank him. But the security in LIdls' Moore St., clearly NEED retraining.

I then went to the Outhouse for my nightly entertainment. At one stage in the Men's Night, I was racially attacked indirectly. By this I mean, the lads were referring to some guy in the French Attacks or something, and the person(of whom shall remain nameless) said he "should go to the Romanian Orphange". I attempted to intervene by telling "errr hello, I was there", however he failed to listen. My friend who was with me throughout the night, told me that he has been told in the past that I am from Romania, and that he told me that he is actually racist. Despite the person knowing this, he made the remark. I was deeply gutted that I was lost for words. I shall be taking this matter with the Management of Outhouse and the Gardaí. RACISM MUST STOP. It won't stop if I sit back and do nothing.

My mate also came with me to the Cineworld Dublin to see Taken 3. I was most not prepared for what was to happen next. We were BOTH treated to Homophobic abuse throughout the film. It was quite scarey. My mate got the bate thou. We were treated to heckling. Although security was called a few times, that did not stop them. We were both called faggots and my mate was called OTHER names too. I was literally sick to the stomach with the treatment. To the point I actually wanted to vomit in my nachos which I had finished btw. The security guard came with us for protection. We were afraid that they were gonna follow us. So we joined up with two females(whom we would like to thank PROFUSELY), for company. We then left them when we found that the lads disappeared. This continued throughout the night. We both wanted the Cops involved. We were told they were on the way. However we later learned, THAT was not the case. Although Cineworld Cinemas is a VERY LGBT Friendly cinemas, I know many staff who are LGBT Friendly at the very least, some are gay even BOTH male and Female, I was MOST distraught to learn that the Gardai had NOT been called. Again I shall be taking the matter up with the Gardaí. HOMOPHOBIA MUST STOP. People in Republic of Ireland say Homophobia and living as a gay man is grand these days, it's NOT. If you people knew what actually happened. Like we were thrown at. Recorded and more than likely will be published on Facebook. If any of my Irish mates(of those that are left) or indeed international, comes across a video or photo or whatever of BOTH My mate and I, PLS REPORT to Facebook for Homophobic. On the way when I was leaving my friend to his Luas stop, the friend noticed that I was being homophobically looked at. I told him what my mother says to me all the time. HATERS hate SILENCE. I ignore all comments and looks etc.,

Diary 13th October 2014

I was due to go to the last PDC Course last night ie Monday night, however as I wasn't in the mood, I didn't bother. I was going to go after the break, but was too late. So I just left it.

While getting ready for my hibernation after clearing the Sky Box with preparation for Budget 2015 RTE's coverage. While playing with my Puppies, I exclaim to myself"Human's lie to each other, causes conflicts" etc.,etc., So much evil in this world. As my puppies, can't talk, likewise my inflatables, blankies, and scarfies my Mental Health will be in safe hands. Otherwise my mental health will always be compromised due to my sensitiveness.

So then I got to sleep and had quite a dream. I'm meeting a group of people for a meal in a restaurant. As I live and breed, Dad, Eileen and Brendan are having a meal right beside my cubicle too. Then I move onto apply for some Government thing. Then I move back to a house, where i'm getting food. Fish and chips are taken out of freezer. As I'm a Vegetarian turning Vegan. I see Maura Coffey(My Dad's sister in law) there too.
My sis and I are in my Dad's car along with Mum and Dad(duhhh - he's the one driving - heeheh) are going to someplace. My sis gets agitated when we have to pass Dolores(Mom's school friend) and Ailish's(My sis' nemis, my Mom's Sister's Daughter) gaf.
Next am on a horse, riding to someplace, whereby am entering a DIY store. I make note of several beams vandalizes and other times broken with too high a lorry.

News

A document from the Vatican, has urged OTHER Christian's to accept Gay people. Quoting the letter: "Homosexuals have gifts and qualities to offer the Christian community". Gay Rights all over the world, in particular Ireland. GLEN(Gay and Lesbian Eqauilaity Network.

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Diary 9th September 2014

Well today was quite interesting. It all started when I was suppose to get up for 3pm, as I wanted to get my dole etc., on me own. I was due to meet my mom for 4 to get the laundry to the cleaners. However, as I only had less than 3hrs sleep, I was unable to get up for 3 and so I got up at 4. Mom bagging at the door etc., Eventually I got up.

So Mom took me to the launders. I had to bring two bags of clothing. hahaah. So Ill be collecting them next week, as with cash I'll be low on it. hahaha. So then I went ahead to get my dosh. And then into the bank. Then mom invited me up to her place for bit of grub. I said I'd go ahead and pay a visit, as I hadn't seen Dad to welcome him back. He then invited me on a holier like to DOnegal where his sister in law Maura is and of course her hubbie ie Dad's brother. So I was kinda intrigued. He was thinking as the weather would be nice to pay a visit. The last time, I went away with my Dad on our own, all I remember is his large cock, the image. hahaha. But then again, I wanted to see it. So then I began to put another idea into my and his head. In that if my landlord wants to renovate my place while I'm away, he may do so. This has been on my mind for the whole day now.

I then headed to me sis where Mom, dropped me down to her. So then Mom was chatting to her when I was getting a few items for my sis. Mom had mentioned to her that she should quit being "Impotent". Well my golly. My sis was completely insulted. I then told Mom that the likes of her(Mom) would be the cause of Depression and the stigma towards it. I gave an example of the guy in Cork, who killed the twins and then killed himself ie Murder Suicide. Bottomline, Education is the key here. Talk to a person your trust. So my sis was telling us that the hospital has taken Mom off the Next of Kin. And rightly so, cause if Mom's attitude is to stop misbehavin' etc., yeah she clearly can't handle it at her age anyways.

So then both my sis and I went in. I had expressed Dad's attitude towards me and my Mom in Romania, in that every time, I mention her that Dad's anger would show. So then I just thought that I try and connect the dots as to what could he be hiding or whatever. I told her, the night of the Mulligans coming down to the folks, that Dad looked down me top etc ensure, I wasn't wearing an offensive tshirt. The thsirt that I'm referring to is the Miss Panti one in which it reads:" Feck Off out of my life: I'm On Team Panti." Now obviously I ain't against it or whatever, but my folks are. So the way he looked down me top, I began to arsways connect the dots.  To date, I've failed so.
Told sis to ensure I Wasn't wearing any offensive TSHirt well according to them hahaha.

NEWS

Ringing Directory Enquires according to The Consumer Association of Ireland has found that it is doubly expensive. E.g €5 per sec. 1min €3.42 11811; 1min €3.40 11890; 1min €5.58 11850; 1sec €2.12 €11811; 1sec €3.40 11890; 1sec €5.58 11850; If you ask to be connected, you will be expected to pay a substantial amount: 10min €15.31 11811; 10min €30.96; 10min €12.31 11890;

Apple has launched iPhone 6 and iPhone 6 Plus. They also launched the Apple Watch. Innovation is key, however its also a problem at the moment since Job's death. The iCloud is also in controversial since the Jennifer Lawrence naked photos were found to have been in breach and the iCloud has been in the blame game. Apple even launched Apple Pay. This allows a user to use their mobile to pay for goods and services.

Diary 5th September 2014

Well after just a few hours sleep, I got up with a view of seeing Sex Tape(Review here) with the Best Buddies Meetup group aka Arwin's group. On my way, I bumped into Dave(who works behind the counter in Outhouse) and his friend. He too works their, Just can't think of his name. He was saying that there prob is a bunch of em, outside the Outhouse as they were closed. So I rerouted to pass the Outhouse to see if there was anyone. They all had gone.

I then went onto the cinema. Great to see it lively and bustling. Got my food and headed onto the screen. Was looking for Arwin. So I sent him a quick message just to let him know I was here. ie Checking myself in the Meetup. So he saw me. Then after the film, it was revealed that he had fallen asleep in the middle of the film. He had been at a previous meetup of a someone's birthday. So we all met outside. Had a bit of a chat. Then we all dispersed. Arwin and I headed on home. He lives close by me. So then shortly before I left him as he was quite tired, I had previously asked him, if I could add him on FB, I just couldn't remember if I actually did ask him. But eitehrway, I did ask him if he has any issues with gay people or gay rights etc., etc., Now considering his home country religion is Muslim a good chance. Am only guessing here, anyways, I was quite taken aback with his answer. His reply is he stands for Equailtiy. "If I help a poor person, don't mean I'm rich, likewise gay, If he sees a gay person in trouble and helps, don't mean he's gay.". So I said, cool, I think we'll be alrite. Ahem that his until he has to head off home due to his Visa restrictions of the Republic of Ireland.

I was chatting to a guy on Grindr. Imagine my first hook up in years. We were very close to closing the deal. heeheh. I obviously told him of my hepatitis status. BUT what stopped the meetup was his hairy chess. I ain't into a guy who has hair on his chests.

While surfing on Grindr too, I encountered a profile with an Aids symbol(In his case HIV), and I looked at his profile. I was very intrigued in what I saw. His quote NOT mine: "Seriously fellas, If you ARE going to message to ask questions: HOW I got it doesn't matter! But I'll give you a heads up lads: I didn't catch it  licking stamps. AND Yes I'm OK.". I just had to chat to him. I have taken a shine to him. He has helped me in ways no guy can understand. By that I mean, that I'm slowly accepting my  hepatitis B. Now this came from a guy who has HIV. He goes through the same stigma I go through, possibly worse. He is what I would call an Inspiration. I wrote back to him, and he said "Thanks fella". He reminded me that MOST guys are vaccinated against it or at least they should have been. I asked him, should I tell guys who I wanna have sex with or to just wait til I find that special guy. Bottomline must I tell of my status with causal sex OR wait til I have the relationship. His answer: "Grey area". He continued on by saying that "I think everybody responsible for their sexual health".

News

2 twin children have been found dead last night. It was then found that another person body has been found not too far from the twins bodies. It has been thought that it was a murder suicide. Now from my perspective, it is of my opinion that the older guy was suffering from depression, something like that. Now it is a possibility that the reason, that he couldn't talk about whatever was troubling him was one word STIGMA. Like my folks even would say it to me and to my sis, when I was battling depression. Oh get over it, or get out and about etc.,e tc., Its the likes of these that make people go physcotic or whatever. Bottomline, GET OUT THEIR AND TALK TO A PERSON YOU TRUST

Largest Dinosaur to ever walk the earth has been found in Argentina. It is thought to have been known as DreadNoughtis(aka Fearing Nothing) Shraanee as a plant eater. It would have weighed 65tonne. 11meter neck and a powerful 9meter tail. Measure 26meters in length

Dr. Martin Drennan , Bishop Of Galway is under fire for his comments on radio. He was referring to allocating money for Amach LGBT in Galway City. that was decided by the St. Vincent De Paul. Dr. Martin didn't want a Catholic Charity organsiation allocating money to an LGBT Group as it goes against the ethos of the Church of which he's a member of. No surprises there considering their past history of the Church.

Diary 24th August 2014

Well I got up tightly for the most anticipated March for Marriage march. It is hoped that it will be the last one as the Gay Marriage Referendum is on the horizon in Spring '15. On the way, I saw Christopher McGann. He was crossign the road towards the March in question. I then got talking to him. So we chatted and chatted while Marching too as well. I had mentinoted that he had disabled his FB. He explained that he was getting tired of it. Something liek that. I toghouth he had a young buck or something. But no. He mentitnoed healtihyl speaking, I could start off with Tumrik in my OJ. I could consdier it alrire. While marching we encountered Fergal. He said something like he's a "Homo". Now, I understood that he was taking the mikey or something homophobic. Cuase I remeber I said something of that nature abotu someone recently, and my friend BRendan O' F, (I think), I wouldn't say it too loud. But I think he was tryign to say that he's gay. He was representing Athiests Ireland. He had said he was on Parole. So he must have committed some crime or rather. So we all set about the march. We started off in Dame Street. The route is as follows.

Dame St - College Green - Grafton St - Nassau St - Kildare St - St. Stephn's Green - Stage.

We then stood for about an hr or so. We had the following Speakers.

Tara Flynn - Tara is a character from the Armagayddon Video. This is an LGBT Noise video. Here is a link for the video itself: LGBT Noise - Armagayddon.
She told us that a distressed man came up to her down in Cork(she being from Cork). and the young man asked her, "You might be upset when I tell you". He went onto say that he's from Dublin and is gay and he would like to know of any gay bars in the area. When she told him where to go, the "delight" and the gleam that came out of him. She went onto say that "If you don't like Pistachio ice cream, don't ban it from everyone. Just don't eat it." She gave this example as to what the Irish people are doing to the LGBT people. In that they don't like gay people, so they start telling their kids etc., don't go near em etc.,

Dil Wickremasinghe. She was the next speaker to come onstage. With a powerful speech. She brought in her cousin's memory. With a firm voice she told us a date in December, where a military came into their house took her cousin, and abducted him. The next day, his body was found beaten, and murdered bloodily in a river or something. He was killed because of his "Journalistic Skills". Might I add he was also gay too.

Finton O' Toole, who is a journalist, and I think a former politician. He gave a speech on TOLERANCE. As part of the anti-gay strategy, the group told us that the sky would fall, if Divorce were to be introduced(which it has been enabled now), and likewise the contraception. If that were made to be available. and likewise if condoms were to be sold in Pharmacists and shops. He added that if gay marriage is on the cards, the sky would fall too and as he puts "He doesn't see the sky falling. "
And lastly, he said if you're looking for a slogan: Here's one for ya: "If you want a REPUBLIC, put a ring on it". WE all roared and cheered.

Grainne Healy who is a Chairwoman of Marriage Eqauilty spoke of ICCL(Irish Council for Civil Liberties)

Vicky who is a Transgender(I think) BUT defo a member of TENI(Transgender Equailtiy Network, Ireland) spoke out in support of Marriage Eqauiltiy.

Eoin Da Bardue, who represents LGBT Travellers came up to speak.

David Carroll, Ray Haugthen(' Scuse the spelling)(BOTH from BelongTo)

Iam Gamble(The person's name who was at the March as a speaker - just can't pronounce the person's name let alone spell it). Eitehrway the person was representing INTO(Irish National Teacher's Organisation) LGBT.

Laura Harden who is the President of the USI(Union of Student's of Ireland) left us with some beaitful sayings. by saying "here in the USI we have a saying: "United We will never be defeated" and another, "Ní neart go cur le chéile"(There is no strength without unity)

Then we both headed off, Fergal caught up with his crowd, Then we both headed on off home. He was meeting a friend at Panti Bar. He then suggested that I also try Matcha.

So then we left it at that, and dispersed. On the way home, I got a voicemail from Mom saying that my sis wouldn't be able for a visit which I normally would on a Sunday. So I rang her boyfriend, to ask me what the hell's going on. He explained, of which I shan't get into details.

So with that in mind, I was between 3 minds. Go to the meetup/Visit Mom and Dad/ or just simpley stay in. I had seen Mom and Dad already. So that was a no go, and if I were to simply stay in, I would be lonely. So that left me with one thing, which is the Meetup. I had already met Arwin from Friday's meetup for Lucy(Review to be provided in due course). So I decided to pop along to the meetup to see Into the Storm again(Review here). We met up with a new person Erin. She was coming from Germany. Another guy was to come along, but failed to show up. So Erin headed on towards her accommodation. And Arwin and I headed on up. He lives just off the main road of where I go up. He was telling me that he's on a diet, in particular Carb Diet. In that he don't take any cinema food bottomline. He explained to me why he was wanting abs. As I said to him in the cinema, that if any guy or gal says otherwise, then there's something wrong. He explained that due to his depression, that when he goes on a diet, his depression LIFTS. Which is quite fascinating. I told him of my precious. My Puppies Sammy and Patch. and also can't forget my Inflatables.

NEWS

Almost 8,000 people took part in the annual March for Marriage. It is hoped that it will be the last one, as Gay Marriage will be put to the people in Spring '15. Some people were wearing sashes, and that was actually because the newly crowned Rose of Tralee Maria Walsh recently came out gay ie a lesbian.

Diary 10th August 2014

Just as about I was to head to bed, there was loud music. Lasted for about an hour or so. While the music was on, I was taking NSFW pics of meself. hahaha. Then I got to sleep

Then I woke up from a nice sleep, I then got myself ready for the Vegetarian Meetup. I was about 10mins into my walk to the National Botanic Gardens, when I got a notification from Meetup and saw that there were a few. Someone asked where to meetup, however Sarah(the person who organised this meetup and also the person I bumped into in Drumcondra a few weeks ago) replied to the person and said that she had cancelled the meetup due to heavy rain and weather. She had rescheduled to Aug 24th, which is when the Marriage Equality March is on. So I won't be able to make that. 

So as the meetup didn't work out, I have been looking at the News from yesterday and Ros na Run Órga(The Golden oldies as one would say.) Boy it was lovely seeing Donnacha. Awwww was lovely to see him after all these years. They had changed the Donnacha character to be that of a different actor. This one to be so cute. mmm. Then I another thing I noted in these episodes I have been looking at, was Tom was already out to the public as a gay man. He came out a few years ago. However, Tom was seeing Conor who only came out to his sister who is the Dr. of the village. More so the way he came out was he was about to kiss the Tom when his sister walked in on em. He then says to the reaction of the Dr. the following quote. 

"I didn't choose my "sexual orientation" as you put it, just to shock you. And if you don't accept it, then I'm sorry for embarrassing you! - Conor O Baoill(Ros na Run actor - who played Dr. Sinead Ní Bhaoill's Brother on the series)

As my sis wasn't available to meet, I was looking at the Golden Girls and an interesting Documentary on Irish Weather. Suitabley called the Four Seasons. As the Irish get all 4 seaons sometimes in one day. One point in the documentary was John Creedon the presenter asked the pilot, why is the pilot in the back and John the passenger is in the front. If your flying solo, for weight battle purposes and for other controls. They's all in the back. John was wanting to experience a cloud spotting as he puts it, he wanted to experience. The pilot recommended that he touch it ie hop on a plane and bob's your uncle. hahah. When the plane was taking off, ie off the tarmac, I actually felt it. Cause it did happen to me several times. Going to and from Doncaster and Italy. I was in bits. My sis gave me a valium on one occasion. But I still was aggitattied. The stewardess asked my sis if I was alrite. 

Diary 2nd August 2014

Well it is with great regret to announce that the’res a possibility of me moving out of my VERY first home due to flooding AGAIN!!!!. I’ve 2 floodings. And as they say “3rd times STRIKE Law, we’re out” as they say. I can’t quite recall the time frame or whatever. But the first time, I endured the flood, wasn’t the best, it was up to near the bed. I attempted to call the 911, but they couldn’t help me, as I was able to leave the premises. They could only do it, if I were stuck in the premises. This was the time when Dublin was under water a few years ago. In the meantime, the Landlord, had refurbished the place. Then afterwards it flooded again. However not as bad. So now with the 3rd time flooded, I’ve had it. A person can only take a certain amount. So firstly I shall begin the HUGE cleanup on Tuesday as we have the Bank Holiday weekend in Ireland. So I’ve plans made. Like for today Saturday Night, I will be with my friend O’ Farrell and his mates. Then Sunday will be with my Fam MY Sis at the very least and then Monday to see Todd for Gardening and a film. Now getting back to the actual event at hand, I had got up with a view of actually looking at Friday’s news, However when I woke up, I heard quite alot of trickling, So I got up to a flood(Says I to meself FUCK IT), So I in me boxers at 5am in the morning, with my leather(faux pas – to my knowledge), get out the window to block rain and water from getting in again. SO I dragged the Sandbags to my door and a towel I never use. It did help apparently. So then I got back in and salvaged what I could. My deeply beloved Inflatables did get a bit of a hit, BUT I managed to salvage em. Likewise my new clothing I purchased over the last few weeks.

So while looking at the news, I have been for a few hours, working around how to get my Pics from the Sammy (my old phone). The Drives wouldn’t work. So I had to work extra. First I had to make room on the SD Card so that I could use Lappy to transfer from SD Card to HDD on the computer.

So just as I was about to have a toastie before going to O’ Farrells, I saw Mom coming down the steps. She took me out for a takeout. She left me to the bus stops. But me wanting to walk to his, place. I cleverly waited at the bus stop just in case she’d come back when I go walking or whatever. So that when the bus went by, she’d know that I’d be “on” the bus. hahaha. So when the bus had come and gone, I then headed down Clonliffe Rd., to go back to my place for a toilet break.

Then I got ready for my length of a walk to my mate Brendan’s where he was to gather a few mates of his. ON my travels to Rathfarnham where my mate lives, I was walking in wet, rainy viciously etc.,I was amazed as to the amount of people that were out etc., Like considering it was apocalyptic. Oh I had my umbrella. There were times that the rain let up(very rarely), I would take down my umbrella. But it was found that the rain from the trees was heavy anyways. hahaha. But generally constantly raining throughout the walk. I was drenched from head to toe. hahahaah. I then passed a few landmarks. One being Portobello College, where I used to work for work experience in Whitehall College of Further Education. I was required as part of my course for two week. I remember I had to do paperwork as part of the Course work. I used Uncle Joe’s death as an excuse but as it happens its actually wasn’t required. The lecturer was easygoing. No question of it. Then I arrived in Rathmines. 2 memories came to mind. One of em was a guy I was to have sex with. I passed his house. I initially met him on Manhunt. I remember, I arrived late, and as such he suggested I stay over. However I wanted to go home(bearing in mind I was still living with my folks) to Lappy. And the other memory which is more of a recent one, in that I met Brendan Searson over at Swan Leisure, which I actually passed. hahaha. So then with a few hiccups(Not much btw – Thanks to Sammy 2’s assistance on GPS Navigation) I eventually arrived at O’ Farrell’s place. However as I wasn’t gonna carry a vodka bottle and a coke bottle all the way over from Fairview, I decided to get the supplies when I arrived. As there’s a Tescos beside where he lives, it was handy. It was BYOA/D(Bring Your Own Alcohol/Drink) event. ahhaah. So while I was in tescos, I bumped into a familiar face. He was surprised to see me there. He thought I was living there. I said, no I was visiting my friend Brendan of which both guys know each other. The guy in Tescos had another guy in tail with him.

So then finally I arrived at Brendan’s place. A 2 hr walk, on a wet rainy night. What a great and most enjoyable walk. Again despite the rain, I thoroughly enjoyed the walk. So when I went in, I came across Daniel. I met Daniel originally with Brendan at Pride. Twas wonderful and lovely to see him again. WE chatted for hours on end. With of course our alcohol. heeheh. I was constantly offering the use of Dips Nachos and of course Absolut etc., O Farrell thought that the Absolut was Russian. So I quickly in a fiery said that Russia is against gays, and if Absolut were to be of Russian product, kinda ironic and contradictory. So then I looked at the Bottle and as it happens it’s actually Swedish, to which myself I was relieved. As I know for a fact that Absolut do support Gay Marriage. They outstandingly support gay rights and marriage equality. Even the last time when I first found out in Panti that they don’t sell Smirnoff Vodka, BUT they sell Absolut Vodka and I quickly told the bar staff sure. The reason for the quick answer was that they support Gay Rights.

So then we continued on the harse topic of Water Charges here in Ireland. As some of you may know that Ireland for hte first time is getting Water Charge ie we will be charged for using Water. So I proceeded to ask the guys this. TO my surprise Brendan totally against it. I said that US have it, UK and NI have it, and I’m pretty sure other countries in EU let alone the world have it. Daniel could see thou the point if all of a sudden a person is to start getting a new bill that it would be annoying others.

I then told em of my misfortunes at the Annual Gay Pride Parade. I revealed to em that I have written a letter to the editor regarding the matter. That I was totally disgusted with the whole idea of gays discriminating there own. I went on to give an example of Country A and Country B analogy. They were in complete awww and agreement. I then asked is it right to use a “tactic” to the No side of the campaign for the upcoming Gay Marriage Referendum. E.g WE could say to the No side BUT you hid Babies for the Mother and Baby Homes, Molestation etc., etc., Brendan totally agrees, now that I think actually BOTH agree. As back in Pride Event of Pride Politics, we were refrained from doing such tactics

Then somehow Business Ethics comes up. I me being a Gay Rights activists, had to ask if you were working for a company who is AGAINST gay rights, marriage etc., and a gay couple comes up to you an employee and asks for a cake with a same sex on the cake or something. Brendan would say, while he would obviously agree, but for the sake of the job, he would have to decline them. Daniel however would just simply quit. I would have to agree with Daniel, ahem that is until Brendan made a very good point, in that there ain’t not much jobs out there. So there’d have to be some compromise or something.

I then came across something horrific. Whenever I’m with Brendan he would cross the road, here’s me thinking it was to do with his opposition of the Republican Sinn Féin shop that’s on the street, BUT whats above is what shocked me. Brendan told me ontop the shop, is another business called Life House. He describes it as totally Right Winged ie against Gays, Abortion etc.,

So then Brendan then asked me, If I believe in God, and then WHY?I of course believe in God, However I failed to answer WHY? I attempted to give him the excuse that I prayed to him that the Flood would reced, which miraculously it did. Daniel’s answer of course he believe’s in God, BUT his reason is very simple. YOU NEED Religion and Spirituality.

Brendan is very keen on learning why I wanna move to NY. My first was Homophobia, But now its the LGBT Community and how they treat they’re kind. Brendan asked if any of us heard the term INTERNALISED HOMOPHOBIA. I vaguely recall it. But I don’t think any of us knew. But anyways, Daniel recommends North East(NY, CT, Vermont(Personally recommended by Daniel etc.,et c., ) and Cali.

And finally before we jetted off, we had one last discussion of relating to one of the thoughts that I’d have when I walk everywhere. So in this instance, I told em, that one thought that came to mind was that do all countries have some form of civil war past history e.g US against the South(southerners and Red Necks), Spain with Basc Separatist and the Catalans, Italy with the South too, and who can forget Ireland and the Northern Ireland. Very delicate issue that is. Then Daniel reminded us that Spanish DON’T have a dialect. Unlike Gaeilge e.g Caide mar a tá tú(Donegal – Ulster), Conas atá tú?(Leinster); Cén caoi bhfuil tú?(Munster). As far as I understand Romania, French and perhaps other languages(well minus the Spanish language) DO have a dialect. Who knew. heheehe

So then We heard Brendan’s mother coming in, and we all quiten but continued chatting. However that was shortly curtailed as we had all exhausted our voices. So Brendan went off and then Daniel and finally me. heheeh

NEWS

Belfast have celebrated their Annual Gay Pride Parade on a WET Rainy day. Biggest of its kind in Ireland and Britain.

Galways City Center and Belfast played host to protest against the GAZA Conflict. Dublin by far was the biggest. From the time it took to cross the city center from the Gardenance of Remembrance to St. Stephen’s Green(Department of Foreign Affairs) the numbers partaking int he protest swelled up

100s of Foreign nationals have been leaving Libya over escalating violence. Its believed over 100 Irish Nationals are currently residing there. Chinese and British are amongst.

An Australian Couple have been underfire after a global campaign had been launched in lite of this. Its believed that Australian Couple didn’t want a unhealthy child and when they learned the child had Congenital Heart condition and Down Syndrome, they didn’t want it. So a Thai Surrogate mother has vowed to care for the baby boy.

Diary 19th July 2014

Another item, I forgot to mention was that O2 rang me last week. They had been trying to get through to me a few times. So alas they got through. All they wanted to know was how I'm getting on with my Plan. As in is there anything they can do to improve. As it happens, they were willing to offer me the Samsung Galaxy S4 as a free upgrade. As I understand S5 has been out for a while now. So why offer me an Oldie. He first asked me though what do I use less onto the network. I said DATA. So he asked which of the 3 do I use most: DATA, Calls, or Texts. I said DATA. So he said that he would double my Data to 4GB from 2GB.
I asked if getting a free double Data and/or a free upgrade would that extend my contract. He said, just getting a new phone, that would extend my contract.
Last Thurs with O' Farrell, I was getting the food and the sorbet as per usual. I couldn't enjoy the sorbet as I had forgotten to get the spoon. hahaha. So instead as the cinema was packed and the movie: Dawn of the Planet of the Apes(Review here) had started, I wasn't in the mood to start getting the spoon, so I just let it melt and just drank it.

While sleeping, Just before I headed on off to sleep, I was taking photos of my babes, the inflatables. I had low battery. I said I'd try a different approach. I use the flash light of the cell phone and use that and take the pics WITHOUT the flash of the camera. Low and behold it worked. heeheh

So I then headed to sleep for a few winks, as I had extended my sleep. So while sleeping I had dreams of me looking through a window at a concert ie people singing outside. Micheál Martin TD(Irish Politician - Leader of the Fianna Fáil) is dressed as a priest. Comedy ensues when I see a guy eyeing up someone. It so happens its Will Smith. He's in the bathroom, wetting his pants. I then attempt to get him back with his girlfriend and son.
I was while trying to sleep was trying to memories a scene from a movie or tv show whereby the character is asked how he did that. The character replies just use your "wrist buddy. "I then realsied it was actually Spidey from Amazing Spiderman 2(Review here). Andrew Garfield(Peter Parker) was replying to Dane DeHaan(Harry Osborne). I then fast forwarded myself in a Spidey Unitard suit for Halloween'14 for the Outhouse Annual party.

So I eventually got up around 6ish. Dispite the fact I had over 30hr sleep, I didn't care. But skipping tonight's event, was a big NO NO. So I got up and headed on off. On the way, I did my secretarial duties. I rang Brendan O' F, Mom and Maureen. I rang Brendan to see whats up. After much tooing and frowing He decided to come along. I rang Mom back to thank her for the grub she left me. It was sent to Voicmeail.
I rang Muareen back to see what did she mean by "Message from or about the Environment". I got this particular voicemail Friday evening. So I just wanted to see what exactly she meant.
On my way to the film, I encounter a woman, just as I was crossing the Kings Inn St., she wanted to know if I knew anything about Bus Stops. She mentioned she wanted the 16 Bus. I asked which direction is she going. She mentioned Drumcondra.  The location we were at is literally a stone's throw. So I said that if she wanted she could walk. It'd take about 15-20 mins to walk.  I did offer if she still wanted the bus, that she'd encounter it shortly. She was most appreciative. She mentioned that it was her first day here. Be it Ireland or Dublin. Not sure exactly. I said "Enjoy your time here".

So then eventually, I did meet with O' Farrell. He was slightly delayed with traffic. Which was kinda late. But he was here. That's the main thing. So I then went to pay for the tickets for the main event of the night. Andrea Rieu; 10th Anniversary in Maastricht. The machine declined it, even if it didn't ask for my PIN. I had checked my O2 Money account previous. Yet it was declined. Brendan found it strange that it didn't ask for my PIN number. Well it finally recognised my details. Got our food etc., and then headed on up to the screen, which was free seating in that we could sit anywhere. When we arrived, we were possibly the youngest of the lot. We didn't care. I sang or hummed to my hearts content. Music brings the greatest in me. every time. I was thinking of my Mom(Romania), I would get a bit teary, so that every time, I sang or hummed as I said, I would dismiss my Mom. My heart was palpitating on a consistent basis. Again every time, I sang to my heart's content, my heart would go back to normal. So yeah "Music Is My Life". The format of the show was as follows. There was an Intermission, and then Andre Rieu himself was interviewed. During the Intermission there was an older gentlemen telling another person that "Technology's a great thing". The reason this was said was that Andre's concert from Maastricht was LIVE from Maastricht VIA Satellite. The last time something of this was done was when Pope Francis, beatified two Pope's: Pope John Paul 2nd and Pope John 23rd back in April of this year. Throughout the concert, Andre mentioned a very interesting quote. As it happens he was introducing his next act. A woman who had fallen in love from another country. As in "Love no knows no Borders". The woman being from Ukraine and Russia. Not one mention of Current Affairs was brought up. Which I kinda thought so. As it happens, later I learned that Andre on his sight had actually extended his deepest sympathies on  his website relating to the Plane crash of the MH17 last Thurs. Andre introduced a 9 yr old young girl he found from Holland's Got Talent: AMira. She had such an amazing voice. She sang an operatic piece. Brendan told me that "Ode to Joy" is actually the National Anthem of Europe. I vaguely recall this. But never knew the extent of truth of this. We got talking to this couple: Marget and John who were beside us. They and the rest of the audience were totally mesmerized by the singing and the dancing. I actually and all the rest of us felt we were actually there at the actual event. Then at the end of the Concert, Andre himself was interviewed by the Presenter in Holland. It was translated for us into English. One quote that stuck by me was "Sell your gun and buy a violin.". Brendan himself revealed that he had attempted to play the violin. Andre's quote is very true indeed. His point was that instead of killing people with guns, is to kill em with love and of course Music.
So then when the Interview was finished, we headed on down to the tickets, to get get the Transformers 4: Age of Extinction(Review here). Brendan headed on home, as he had to get the bus.

So on the way home, from a wonderful night, I encountered the Salvation Army. I recognised the name quite well. Possibly the one in the UK and also possibly in the US(where they don't want any gays at all). Then when I came across the Kings Inn St road layout which is arseways, a car turned into the junction thats for cyclists and the taxi obviously knew where to go. He went ahead. He had a smile, however the car before him, driven by a woman, had  NO smile at all. Would ya blame her. Such arseways of thinking of the layout of the entering the street. My mom over here had such trouble at one stage.

NEWS

As it happens, there 2 Irish people aboard the plane that crashed. She had been visiting her mother from Australia. Originally from Palmerstown. As it happens Son his wife who was lost in the Malalysian Airlines MH370 back in March, now have lost step granddaughter n her husband.

Diary 13th July 2014

As I went to bed QUITE late aka 4pm, a half hour earlier than yesterday - hahaha. It played up on getting to my sis quite late. So I then got up and got ready. Then I ended up at her place. I did appear to be a bit of a distraught ie in grievance as in the death of my Paps, good friend Sean. May he RIP. WE chatted for a bit. Its all we did. Not even a TV show let alone a movie. hahaha.

There were things on my mind. As in when I went in, I was about to burst into tears cause of the grievance. As I said to my sis on FB, "only the good ones are going". I had mentioned that I had hope to have Ailish and Noel over in the Outhouse, but then noted that they NEVER go out and or have a chat. I've always chatted with em in their house. NEVER outside. So I've had to drop them. I shall consider Mulligan(Ailish's Sister) and Eileen(Ailsih's Mom, My Mom's sister) thou. It then occurred to me, that I never had my Aunty(Nun) over at the Outhouse. She claims she ain't a homophobe. So I shall put it to her very soon.

We then chatted about Sean's death and brought many fond memories of him. (which is quite limited). I had remembered him, in terms of me helping him with the Broadband and the Cards that they used to play. My Dad and his friends used to play cards every month or so. They used to play in each others houses. When it was time for our house, my Mom would get a Chinese in for the men, and that we eat the leftovers. However since they have moved on in years, eg. Frank who suffered a stroke a few years ago, then there John Cadogan who sadly passed away a few years ago, then there's Gilbert, who has difficulty in breathing ie Tanks literally every step in his house. So its a pretty sad state of affairs. So they don't play cards anymore.

Afterwards the issue of my Mom in which I brought. Ahem the one in Romania I mean. In that I expressed the "feeling of someone following me" and dark LITERALLY dark shadows. My sis advised that its a possibility that as I have NO contact whatsoever with my birth mother and she the same with me. So my sis was trying to say that someone's trying to deliver news or contact via means of shadows or at the very least the "feeling" of being followed. Even on the way home, I heard something fall, thought it was coins or something. I even put the flash light of my cell phone on to see if anything dropped. But nothing. Then shortly afterwards, I got the "feeling" of being followed again. THANKFULLY no shadow let alone a dark one. Thats freaky alrite. But the feeling is quite scary thou. Ever since the feeling I have been getting, I have had thoughts that my Mom is actually WANTING me, as I expressed to me sis, that I have the need of being WANTED. Of course I have my Mom over hear, BUT when she goes, I'll have my sis of course, BUT NO MOM. etc., etc.,

I explained the Croke Park Debacle of Garth Brooks. I asked my sis who does me Pops blame. He said Garth himself. I somewhat agree. BUT, I actually blame the Promoters and the GAA. Of course he wouldn't blame the GAA. He loves his GAA - hahahah.

Then a delicate topic was brought up. I brought it up as inspired by Touched By An Angel whereby a person was having an episode of Paranoid Schizophrenia. I asked her if there was a way, I could "see" what that person is actually seeing whilst having the episode.

Dad loosing buckets of weight in our opinion cause of the "potential" loss of medical card. As I explained already about his medical card entitlements, my Dad's Medical card will be revoked which will be a big blow if it is being revoked. Now we men, don't like to express our feelings or whatever, clearly by his Weight loss, that's a possibility. Now his Dr., did say thou to loose weight, BUT the amount of weight he has lost, its a bit of a worry. In that he's hardly eating unlike the way he used to. He's even giving me food that he can't fininsh. So my sis n I came to the conclusion that's its a possibility that he's ain't eating as much, so that he can save on Medical Bills, ie Medication etc.,


Shortly before I left my sis, I asked her what does she think of what my friend Todd had said. In that when I was with him at the bar after Mrs. Brown's Boys: D'Movie(Review here) he had expressed on the way to the movie, his concern relating to a post I had put up. He's referring to a Hangman post. In which it states that if you continue to push a person to the limits, he/she may die ie through suicide or whatever. I had denied of such. He said that it must have been on my mind at the time.

Then I had stated that I have lost the mojo, or moxi or whatever when relating to the Citizenship and getting the requirements. I had told her, that I was moving to New York NOT for homophobia reasons, BUT the lack of respect or love from the LGBT Community over hear. Then relating to the Gay Marriage Referendum that  as the Referendum has been moved to Spring of '15, that I've lost the mojo for that too in getting the Citizenship Documents prepped up.

My sis was worried that when she tags a person that her name will appear on her exs page. As I understand, if you block a person, you're name will NOT be visible to that person. As far as that person is concerned, the person will think you've deleted your Facebook Account.

So I arrived home safe and sound, after the weird visioning, I had been encountering on the way home. I found my remote, that I had been searching for a few hours. I had to resort to manual which is a pain. I had to use the buttons on the Box in question.

I finally can now continue to download my gay porn. I had to pause it as my router was reset with the amount of disconnection on a constant basis. It was annoying me. So I reset it and compeltly forgot about my porn connection. I had forgotten how to forward my ports which is required to download Torrents ie gay porn.

NEWS

Germany first to win as a Unified Nation. West Germany won 3 times.. No European nation has ever won the Competition in South America

Bill O' Herlihy bows out after 50 years on TV. Anchored 10 World Cups. The 1990 World Cup was a career highlight. Born in Cork. He started his career with the Cork Examiner.  Moved from Print to RTE CA then to Sport. His Swan Song is gonna be the FIFA World Cup Final 2014 between Argentina and Germany.

It has been announced that Minister for Mental Health Kathleen Lynch(Labour) has been confirmed as to staying in her portfolio with an added responsibility of Primary Care. The remaining Junior Minisiterys will be announced by An Taoiseach Enda Kenny TD on Tuesday.

Pope Francis has been quoted as saying that he intends on finding a "Solution" to the celibacy issue of the Catholic Church.

Diary 11th July 2014

Well after a hibernation period, I got up with a great view of a wonderful day ahead of me. I then got ready for my evening's socialising.
I first popped into the Outhouse. Met up with O' Farrell. There we attempted to converse with 2 women. 1 being a person who is learning English and the other whom O' Farrell told me is Irish teaching the other one. O' Farrell was trying to tell the one who is learning English, that you can say "Je besoin de" which is French for "I need". They compeltly ignored him. I told him, that's ignorant on their part. Compelteply ignorant. Then shortly afterwards, another guy came round. He apparently was a German representing PinkNews a German LGBT Radio, something like that. He was wanting to know how many trucks were on the Parade etc., etc., O' Farrell found that quite strange. So he questioned his authenticity.
So onwards the two of us went to the Cinema to go and see Transformer 4: Age of Extinction. On the way, I initially asked him, what is his definition of the term "Bisexuality". As Sven was behind me at the time of the question, I told him when we were on our way when Sven wasn't with us, why I asked the question. I explained that Sven had told my sis last Tues that Bisexuality was searching for Personality instead of Gender. Something like that.

So after I came home, I have been looking at TV and my sis called round after her appointment for a cuppa. Twas nice having her hear. hehehe.

NEWS

Leo Varadkar(FG) - Minister for Health

Alan Kelly(Labour, Deputy Leader) - Minister for Environment and Local Government

Jan O' Suillivan(Labour) - Minister for Education and Skills

Paschal Donoghue(FG) - Minister for Transport, Tourism and Sport

Charlie Flanagan(FG) - Minister for Foreign Affairs

Alex White(Labour) - Minister for Communications, Energy & Natural Resources

Simon Coveney(FG) - Minister for Agriculture & Defense

Jimmy Deenihan(FG) - Minister of State

Heather Humphreys(FG) - Minister for Arts Heritage & The Gaeltacht

James Reilly(FG) - Minister for Children & Youth Affairs

Jed Nash - SUper Minister at the Department of Jobs

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Richard Bruton(FG) - Minister for Jobs, .......

Francis Fitzgerald(FG) - Minister for Justice, Equality and Law Reform

Brendan Howlin(Labour) - Minister for Public Expenditure

Michael Noonan(FG) - Minister for Finance

Joan Burton(Labour, Leader) - Minister for Social Protection

Diary 2nd May 2014

Well after a hibernation period of several hours, I got up slightly earlier than normal.

Maura Coffey rang me on da landline for a bit of a chat, but more so on the technical aspects. She wanted to know why she couldn't get on the Internet. I asked that she go onto Network and Sharing Center and tell me the status(Color) of the Ball. She replied with Greenish and Blue. That then lead me to say that she has Internet Connectivity BUT she can't get access. So then I said its possibly a program or something is blocking access to the Internet. So I suggested that she disable her AntiVirus program. Bottomline, I couldn't' help her as shes on the phone, so can't do much troubleshooting over the phone. So in the end, it was found that she would have to disable as much programs that startsup.

Well today was to be of a very busy day. I was initially to go to the GNIB(Garda National Immigration Beuarau), after I learned with horridly that I have been living in Republic Of Ireland for 22 yrs WITHOUT an Immigration Card aka GNIB Card of some form. I know for a fact that my mother, sis and I(Not sure about Maureen thou), but the point being we three or four were there waiting in line. That I do remember. So what I keep asking myself: "So what the hell were we doing there". But plans changed when my sis wanted me to call up with the food that I don't eat.So I changed plans with as follows: Sis, GNIB and then cinema.

My first port of call was to try the Post Office take 2, after Wednesday's insults to get my TV License as it was due on said date. I was dealing with a different person. I did note however, that the person who left me short of 70 the previous week and also the person who didn't say an inch of a word, never once looked at me. A few weeks ago, I asked one of the staff, if my TV License Booklet will still work as flood damage would may affect it. At the time, the person said(of which I can't recall who it was.)it was alrite. So then I proceeded to show it to the clerk. She had to ring the Properietor of the Office, of which was eventually was grand. I was relieved to learn I didn't have to pay a cent. While doing the administration, I learned that person with the person I was delaying was actually the same name as the person who insulted me big time last Wednesday. Both of em are Sandra. One of the Sandra owne's the License to the An Post along with hubbie Niall. Possibly a family arrangement.

So I proceeded to head to my sis and have a nice cuppa tea. She explained to me that when Mom was on the phone to her, that Ailish had sustained an injury ie fell down a few steps. When my mother was explaining the tragedy, Sis laughed outrageously and hence my mom was very insulted or her wording "disgusted". Mom I mean. While I can understand my sis point of view, there was a lack of sensitivity on her part. She obviously realsies that now. But at the time, Mom was very hurt. So with that in mind, I had realised that I was getting late in meeting Brendan O' F to see the movie Tarzan.

So then I headed out to meet Brendan. As I was wanting to get my dinner aka my Nachos and the Sorbert(dairy-free might I add) we were delayed in seeing the film, but nevertheless we went in and enjoyed it immensely. Review will  be provided, as I was late in seeing the film.

So after the film, as it was my intention to see Pompeii which was also out today, we went to get the tickets, however it was found like a few weeks ago that I couldn't book the 8pm showing as the credits for the current one hadn't finished. We had to wait just 5mins, but at the same time, the film was already starting. So we decided to head to the Outhouse, and then I just had an idea that we go tot he half 10 showing too.

So we both headed to the Outhouse where we had a wonderful chat with Gerry one of regulars of the Outhouse. Lovely to see him. We chatted variously about mixed feelings of our sexuality. Gerry brought up a very interesting area in that Some gay men including himself(I think), when he was young he was turned on by men then women and then back to men. Some are like that. But for me I went onto say that personally I believe that you are born gay. So then it was time to move onto the cinema(well mainly because the Outhouse closes around 10). On our way out, we bumped into Ronan who revealed that he is "heart broken" which we were very disheartened to hear of such.

So then we went onto head to the cinema to get the tickets for Pompeii. We were still early for the film, so we both headed to the Cafe Bar where I treated him to a Pint. While I was getting the order, Brendan recognised Eoghan from CIneworld Craicheads. So we joined up seats and chatted for a bit. The topic of Homo Sapiens of which it came up in the film Tarzan. Review to follow up shortly.

So after the film, the three of us headed off. Eoghan went down the quays where he lives. Brendan wasn't in the mood to walk home(1hr - 1hr.5 to walk to his place). As he clearly missed the last Luas. So he got himself a the NiteLink Bus. With that we waited less than an hour. WE sat inside Spar and chatted. I had brought up the topic of Gay Marriage with relation to Firefox's debacle as announced yesterday. He then brought up that I should be more easier with my mother, as I possibly cause of her age that I can't get her back as one would say.

Gay Quotes

Homophobia is a social disease. -Lauren Bacall