Diary 6th January 2016 - Feast of the Epiphany(Three Wise Men visited Jesus in the Manger); Women's Christmas

Little humour to start off the blog, hahaha, as I was writing the above Blog title, literally, I got a fit of the giggles. I recalled a quote from Mrs. Brown's Boys Christmas Special '14. Mrs. Brown herself says:

"Wise!!!They got fucken lost", what a class quote from her shows.

The Feast of the Epiphany aswell as being a religious aspect is actually also a day for the women, ie Women's Christmas or in Irish Nollaig na mBán. You may also hear down through your travels Nollaig Beag which means Little Christmas. Women's Christmas was actually started in Co. Cork and continens to be an Irish Tradition.

And now back onto me, hheheeheh,

I struggled along to get out of bed for Social welfare, sure who would. hahaha. But that said thou I was saying to meself, could I try tomorrow Thurs, but NO cause Dad wants my sis n I for the decorations to yank your chain down, hahha, Friday assuming he wants me at least back on Friday for the outside lights, ehhehehe so that would be a no no. I said I have to get up for the sake of the payments and more so my bank. Like at the time of writing I was €189 in DR aka DR. So I proceeded to go on in and then head to see Social Welfare. I'd prefer if I didn't but hey, nothing can be done. Besides my legs were killing me going in let alone going out. The guy then told me everything's in order. TO come back for the final time. He proceeded to give me an envelope and went to post it. I said that I wasn't ready for it. I've to get details as in Checklists ie I was to get my statements from the Bank and the Credit Union. So he told me come back with everything next week. I then asked, do I have to come in everyweek, like and he said it'll be put into the Post Office. So he told me come back with everything and that he'll post my DA for me. When he asked that I sign the checks ie the payments, he noted I was a leftie. heheheh. He also noted to me that If I had come back  a  day late that I would missed a payment. He was the exact same guy who clearly is gay who upset me the day I broke in front of the family. Hence why I have a +Furry Babys Stanescu called Kathleen as my mom cried into my arms comforting me. 

I then proceeded to head to the bank AIB to lodge my checks in. Still worrying thou no cash will go in, but nothing can be done thou. However at the same time I went in to get my statements for the Disability Allowance. Apparently it'll cost me €3 per page for them to send it out to me. Which is quiet bizarre. So I went to the machine however I tried it but it just gave me ONE page, so I'll try with my NEW card and pin. 

Then I went to the Credit Union for again to get Statements from the savings account I have. Only realised that the loan had been payed off in November a week before social welfare were going on about on my case. Hmmm.

So then I came back and decided to head back to sleep. Then while sleeping a memory came back of whereby I was l listing of all the home alone movies I have. Home alone 3 I was studying it r whatever I had watched it when I came back from a boat trip on the StenaHSS. We went over to Holyhead, Wales,UK. In a cold wet Nov. We looked around. I bought r whoever a PC Game on a Floppy disk 💾 god b the days. It was a Christmas 🎅 quiz game 🎮   there was a question about Wet wet wet a music band.

I then woke up for a few hours to do the last two Home Alone films. heheehh

Then just as I wake up I gave myself a horrible trigger point whereby when I recalled Social Welfare upsetting me on Wed 23rd and Mom comforting me. Then in the thought, I rush out wanting to cry further, however Dad being obsessed with his Christmas Lights Bulbs, warns me not to step on the ligts as at the time in reality my sis and my Dad were doing up the lights when Mom n I came back. I accidentally or whatever step on one of them. Then Dad gets angry and I squabble up or crumble to a pancake kinda shape ie embryo more so. I scream "get away from me". He then opens up and says come I want to hug you. So I in my infinite wisdom, actually go up and get hugged, however he continues to squeeze me rendering me breathless and then breaks my spinal chord in half. And then throws away my body like a rag doll down the bottom of the garden. My sis and Mom witness this and exclaim to the Emergency Services that "I have witnessed an actual murder". Remember "A life is NOT replaceable whereas , Christmas Light Bulb IS replaceable". So then I was putting on my Onesie, and I grabbed my sleeve and had at it and of course my arm while I was in teh toilet too. I was describing I use sleeves more so than arms. The arm is for private self harm or where no one is looking and the sleeve is ONLY for those who don't judge me ie my sis. 

Diary 23rd December 2015

Diary 23rd December 2015

Well today started off with a disappointment. Again I couldn't get out of bed. Me thinks its because I'm surviving on Green Tea. and of course Chrisps, which is shortly on their way out too.

So that said I got up slightly later than anticipated. I then headed to meet Edmund for some bizarre reason I kept calling him Edward. I even put it on the card. Like wtf, like, or as the American's puts it "ikr(I know right)", hahaahah. So that said I then headed on off to meet him. It was slightly later than anticipated. I first went to AIB to withdraw cash. However the machine said "Unavailable", so I checked to ensure its not the wrong card. I went inside to try and figure out what up. Then afterwards, I was assured its the right card. So I went to the teller to withdraw. Then I went to meet Edmund eventually. hahaaha. When I arrived another guy Ruairí was there. I never met him. So Edmund then said that he had to go for an event of "Anti-Christmas", of which I took serious. Like I would imagine there are people against it. Like Atheists, for Meat reasons and animals etc., etc.,

So then I headed on back home. On the way, I wanted to get vegan dinner for myself for Christmas Day, however it wasn't to be. I wanted to get stamps of trying to post two cards I left behind, in Ireland. Then I realised that I had the stamps with me all the time. But not the cards. I then came back home.

I was watching a few TV shows, then I headed on back out to first the Outhouse. I had planned on going to the Down to the Earth to see if I could get more Vegan Dinner food. As time was NOT on my side, I then headed to the Outhouse to deliver MORE cards. ahahha. I left them with Jamie. I chatted for a bit. heheheh. I then headed onto meet Todd for to see Star Wars. heheheh. Twas a pleasure seeing him again after all this time. I was disheartened to learn thou that he has been suffering depression as a result of his mother a few years ago, when he was back in Irl and she was over there, ie the US, that he couldn't be with her. Something to that effect. So then I told him of my diagnosis. etc., I ain't sure if its official thou. He brought up a soar spot of which was by no means his intention. How was he know. So I did a bit of self harm in the cinema toilets, the biting of rubber type and I saw something unusual so then I continuing having at it. Then after the film, I headed with him to his place.

I was lookinh aty my emails, sure whats' new. hahahaah. I then came across a very interesitng article whereby it was desceribing an art Technostaglia whereby it'd releave our wonderous Dial-Up days, theren there was the ENcarta. God be the day, I'd go every week over the Dial-Up update Encarta on a Friday ngiht while looking at the Late Late or whatever with Mom n Dad. My Dad or Mom would wanna get the phone however it'd take it up the Internet. hahaha. Ahhh mememories.

http://mashable.com/2012/09/10/tech-nostalgia/#gallery/technostalgia/53deb7dc97b2f8440800a52d

Diary 20th June 2015

Still wandering what to do. I was suppose to go to the STI Screening event int he Outhouse also the Marry Me! event hosted by Dublin Gay Men's Chorus. However with my feeling of being down, in the way, I didn't bother. However, my sis called down to me to do a bit of downloading, so with that in mind, I got up let her in. And decided to head to the next event, being Gear Ireland's PRIDE event. I was still apprehensive in what to wear. So I just picked two items of clothing. hahhaah. Running Shorts and a Tank top. I left my sis to her own accordance. I then headed off. With somewhat nervous as hell. That said I went into Fibbers where the month event is held, however I went to the wrong one. I went into the right one. I was charged €5 to get in. After 10 it would be €10. So I was bang on time. There wasn't much people around. That said, few hanging around. I eventually got talking to a guy from Brazil but living in Washington DC. Twas lovely. Then to a lassy who was on a Holiday Visa for 90 Days. Pleasure talking to all. I then got talking to a third guy whom told me in a nice way to "take a hike". As I said my Facebook profile "I know when am not wanted". The regout I had on, as above described would NOT be sports gear. So as I said to my sis earlier on, it looks like the one that you'd have to spend a bomb on. Which clearly I don't have. The shorts I had on were Running, and says I to the guy "aint' Running not a shorts" his reply It ain't "sexual" enough. Says I to meslef, that's my bday in Gear outta the window. According tot he guy on any NORMAL night, I would have NOT got in. Today is a PRIDE Event. So for "inclusiveness" reasons, they literally allowed anyone in. But on a normal Gear night, I would NOT have been allowed in.

Diary 23rd May 2015

MEMORY

As I was passing Barneys pub, on the way to meet O' Farrell in Ballsbridge Hotel, I remember I met Séamus in there with the group 20Somethings meeting a religious pilgrimage, whereby we met there to discuss a pilgrimage to Jerusalem. Mom understandably forbade me to go there with the conflict that was ongoing at the time.

Well what a day it turned out to be. After a historic vote, Ireland voted in favor of Marriage Equality. Citizens came home in their droves from all over the world to cast their vote that they are elegible. It was history in the making. I mean like IReland is the only country who voted by Popular Vote whcih means that Citizens of the country vote for a change to the Constitution ie Bunreacht na hÉireann. Over 1m citizens voted in favor of Marriage Equality. It was passed by a landslide. Vincent Brown himself had a special results show Live in the George. Or as he puts "iconic" gay bar. As such it was my intention to go their. Then onto Dublin Castle. However I had gone to bed too late, So I wasn't able to get out. So I instead planned on going to Mom and Dad's to celebrate with the Eurovision. However they themselves were in from Calum's First Holy Communion in Wexford. I headed on afterwards to the George for the Eurovision. Never expected such crowds. Like it was described as "Four Paddy's Day". So I then headed to O' Farrell where I was to meet Daniel whom I hadn't seen since the Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat(Review here). So all in all, we couldn't do anything. We were basically me anyways walking around for 3hrs. I was paying for it with my feet, and still am. I had thought about the Boilerhouse, but I'd need the cash for Dad's Father's Day gift or clothes in Penny's. I then headed home and did the Eurovision Night on my TV. hahaah

Diary 3rd April 2015 - Good Friday

I met Emil for to see Seventh Son(Review here). I was still limping from walking 4hrs+ to and from Dundrum in the RAIN. D'Oh. Says I to meself, on the day that Christ died for your sins, my foot(BOTH), actually start to let me walk MORE comfortable. Kinda weird don't ya think. ahahah. Hmmm weird if you ask me.

Diary 10th November 2014

PS This post contains NSFW content by means of sexual content.

I went to bed very late after looking at an emotional BUT very comical film The Worlds' End(REVIEW here).

Shortly before I was shutting down Lappy, I was looking at the Catholic Church and World War 1. From my understanding, you couldn't come out and be proud of your loved one being in the war or to say that your loved one faught for your country OR in Ireland's case(as the country is NEUATRAL - which means we don't fight in wars, we made a pact), The Irish joined the British Army to help out etc., etc.,

Mom rang me to say she has chips etc., for me. However with the "illness" - so called, I didn't want em, so I lied through my teeth so. I didn't wanna jepardise. Although when I was with my sis yesterday, I did have a chili overheat from Mom's take out she had.

I was looking at a Porn flick while doing my junior(you know what I mean - hahahaa - my gay friends would know what I mean - heehheeh). I love a porn that has a story line or a simple plot. e.g a guy has been thrown out, and hence needs a place to crash etc., etc.,In this instance, the gay guy brought around 2 straight guys round. Claiming to them that a Tiffany would be round. The gay guy said the Tiffany loves em all tied up. The guys bought that, and hence got tied up. Then the gay guy did the sexual act of Blow job on each of em. The white guy in particular was of most homophobic, although the colored guy was no better. Anyways, the guys would say stuff such as faggot, you're not sucking me, etc., etc., . The white guy was the most. The colored although he was homophobic, he in my opinion was actually enjoying it. But anyways as usual I get distracted. What I'm trying to say, these guys were actually the gay guy's BULLY. The straight guys, were saying you'd have balls to let us go, cause we're gonna really beat the shit out of you etc., etc., so the gay guy CLEVERLY says, there is a security tape, hidden but visible to the whole school if you touch me or even verbally abuse me etc., etc., HOW CLASSIC was that. I wish I had done that to my bully. So the gay guy says while the two are sucking him, "Who's the faggot now", they BOTH reply "Fuck you faggot". Bottomline, lure your bully into a place, RECORD and then threaten to relasie the video if they go near you or whatever. I thought it was well acted out Porn(ASSUMING  of course it was acting).

Then shortly before I got up, I had a dream of whereby I was constantly pulling my sleeve. When I was younger BEFORE Inflatables existed in my life. I was constantly biting my sleeve. Its a habit, I had over in Romania. Perhaps the longing of my Mom of which I have a dedicated FB Page for her. Obviously for data privacy reasons, I haven't anything incriminating mainly, cause I don't have that information. Even if I did, I would respect her privacy. heeheh. But anyways, when I was in the orphanage, the nurses etc., saw that I was bighteing my skin on a consistence basis. So they gave me a rag to bite on. To this day 30 years, later, I still have the habit. Now while the sleeve, has reduced significantly, I still have urge alrite. BUT the Inflatables(obviously if I were to bite em, they wouldn't be around for long - haahah). So to keep em, I just hug em to my delightful. heheeheh.

NEWS

Former RTE Current Affairs Prime Time host, etc., has died. Joined RTE 1962. He covered 2 major Election coverage. '73 and '77. Oversaw for the first time a Taoeiseach conseeding to defeat. Current Affairs output for 40yrs. He covered such on 7 Days and Today, Tonight. . He provided commentary for ceremonial occasions such as State Funerals and JFK's State Visit to the Republic of Ireland. Born in Manchester, moved to Ireland.

A MOCK referendum has been held in Catalonia, Spain to break away from Spain. Catalonians are wanting to be an Independent country, just liek the way Scotland tried doing September 2014 gone. A Court order was struck down, It has been said that Catalonia may NEVER be allowed to break away. But as it happens, It the referendum were to be held more than 80% would be in favor.

The Netherlands has held a Memorial Service today in memory of those who died in the MH17 disaster in the Summer 2014. All 219 perished in the disaster. Of which 193 were Dutch Nationals. 9 Are still UNACCOUNTED for currently.

Diary 13th October 2014

I was due to go to the last PDC Course last night ie Monday night, however as I wasn't in the mood, I didn't bother. I was going to go after the break, but was too late. So I just left it.

While getting ready for my hibernation after clearing the Sky Box with preparation for Budget 2015 RTE's coverage. While playing with my Puppies, I exclaim to myself"Human's lie to each other, causes conflicts" etc.,etc., So much evil in this world. As my puppies, can't talk, likewise my inflatables, blankies, and scarfies my Mental Health will be in safe hands. Otherwise my mental health will always be compromised due to my sensitiveness.

So then I got to sleep and had quite a dream. I'm meeting a group of people for a meal in a restaurant. As I live and breed, Dad, Eileen and Brendan are having a meal right beside my cubicle too. Then I move onto apply for some Government thing. Then I move back to a house, where i'm getting food. Fish and chips are taken out of freezer. As I'm a Vegetarian turning Vegan. I see Maura Coffey(My Dad's sister in law) there too.
My sis and I are in my Dad's car along with Mum and Dad(duhhh - he's the one driving - heeheh) are going to someplace. My sis gets agitated when we have to pass Dolores(Mom's school friend) and Ailish's(My sis' nemis, my Mom's Sister's Daughter) gaf.
Next am on a horse, riding to someplace, whereby am entering a DIY store. I make note of several beams vandalizes and other times broken with too high a lorry.

News

A document from the Vatican, has urged OTHER Christian's to accept Gay people. Quoting the letter: "Homosexuals have gifts and qualities to offer the Christian community". Gay Rights all over the world, in particular Ireland. GLEN(Gay and Lesbian Eqauilaity Network.

Diary 18th September 2014

Well I haven't slept yet. heheheeh.

I was to meet my friend Seamus, of whom I haven't seen in years. Due to my depression and my coming out I had unfreinded him. I didn't want any straight people in my life at the time. I had been involved with a Youth group called 20Somethings. A Religion group where we go on pilgrimages etc., I was involved in with them briefly. The last time I was with teh group was we were to go on a Pilgrimage to Isarel ie Holy Land. However when I told my Mom, she said NO WAY. We met in Bushfield the hotel on Kildare St. Then I met him I think before the group or after, for a cuppa in Bewleys on Grafton St., That's the last time I recall seeing him. WE of course were on Facebook since then. I had removed him as I said above for mental health reasons.
So I met up with him at the Cone(That's what I like to call the Spire(Monument of Light)). I just find the cone name so cute. heheheeh. We then met up and headed on over to Starbucks. I was trying to remember the name of the drink that my friend Vincent from Foursquare. He had posted on his account a drink that I never heard of and it had something like Early Grey Tea. I looked nervously while the sales guy looking at me. So I let someone else ahead of us. Seamus got his stuff, and I eventually found it. I asked if they had Matcha Tea(No they didn't have that) then I eventually found the drink I was looking for. London Fog. It consists of Earl Grey Tea and Vanilla Syrup. Then later on, I had the Vegetarian Pesto sandwich. We chatted and chatted for hours. I had told him that while int he toilet, that I noticed the lighting was of neon lighting. To get into the toilet, we needed a code which was on the ticket. Clever i says. THen the lighting was very neon as I said, and I of course understand why. Its used to catch drug users etc., However it would give a fit for an epileptic person. NO QUESTION. Then he was telling me the guy who's in his Seamus' group and is GAY and yet is AGAINST Gay Marriage. Personally I don't quite understand it why. Like your Gay and your DENYING yourself the basic human right. and that is the Basic Human Right of To LOVE. So after chatting for several hours, I actually CONNECTED with him, its like we were meant to be best buddies. He's definitely on my Christmas Cards Lists. hahaah.

While I was with Seamus, I got a call from Mom, of which I missed, so I attempted to ring her back. Bottomline, I rang Dad and he said "Call up to us, WE HAVE THINGS TO DISCUSS". I was frightened the shite of me life. I thought he was gonna enforce the getting rid of my Beloved Inflatables etc., I headed home to charge my phone for a bit. Then headed on up. But as it happens, they are still adamant that I move out. Cause now I've a new complaint. My Jnr(WINK, WINK p His name's Georgian Jnr.) in thtat its itchy. My sis told me its thrush. I said I have'tn had sex in years. Oh don't get me wrong, I have been trying haaha. But its actually from my gaf. So they have set a plan. BUT I'm still adamant on having Sky with me, IF I EVER MOVE that is.

Diary 3rd August 2014

After a wonderful night, with Brendan and Daniel, we all woke up eventually around 8am. We didn't chat as much as light night. hahaha. Daniel had recommended Coconut Milk last night. So I decided to get it. I waited til Tescos opened. But as it happens they were already opened. hahaha. So the three of us headed to Tescos. Then we all dispersed. Brendan went back to his house. And Daniel and I, headed on home. WE chatted, got to know each other. heehehe. On our way, We encountered Portobello College. Where I told him about the time I spent for the work experience. However I did notice something else, where I DIDN'T spot yesterday. The main building or the Administration Bullring of Portobello College is now some English Language School(Atlas or something). We then continued our journey and came across the Unitarian Church. He had asked me in advance about it. While there, we went in on a service. Two aspects of the service caught my eye. To take the word "God" out of the your daily lives. This remark was said if I can recall was actually to do with atheists. Something like that. Then the other was the congregation was asked if they were to receive an email from God, what do you think it would be said to you. But what caught my eye was actually the "Image of God".
So then we continued. While waiting at the lights, Daniel saw Brendan on the bus. I hadn't seen it. I was looking at the pot holes that was ont he road. Unreal. So Daniel and I dispersed. Daniel headed onto Baggot St and I headed down Kildare St.,

On my way, I encountered the area where TV3 and RTE1 do their interviews and reporting, on Molseworth St.,

I then noticed the amount of tourists. Its unreal. In particular students. Great to see such buzz alrite. No question of that. ahhaah.

So then I came home, in the middle of GAA matches which had started. Then I popped into Indian Taste, as I was starving me guts. I have been there before.

Mom yesterday, took my TV and Lappy, as she had the intention of me moving out IMMEDIATELY into their home. I have no intention of moving into THEIR home. Oh I will be moving out, NOT into THEIR HOME. So as I was rushing home(so to speak), to start doing yesterday News, and have a bit of space for Dallas Repeat. Then on the way home, I only thought that Mom has my Lappy and TV, so no Dallas this week :(.

So then Mom appeared shortly after I had finished my meal. So My sis and I were to go out to with the family. As it happens My sis wasn't available. She's feeling under the weather atm. So pls pray that she will
get well soon.

Oh and before I forget, Both Brendan and I, learnt some interesting American terminology from Daniel. He's originally from America. e.g. Wine Cooler is actually an Alcopops. How this came about, was that we were discussing drinks. And when Daniel mentioned Wine Cooler, I understood he was referring to the mini fridge cooler.

Me worrying about more flooding while I was at O' Farrell's last night, I started to get anxious or whatever, and mourning for my puppies: Patch & Sammy.

NEWS

Louise O' Keefe who won a landmark legal against the State European Ruling of Human Rights has criticized the Irish Government response to the ruling. Earlier this year, the European Court of Human Rights found that the State had indeed breached her Human Right. The State had denied responsibility.

A Special Mass in Dublin's ProCatheredal was celebrated for the 1,000s of Irishmen who fought in World War 1 were remembered. Its the first time in 40yrs that the Pro Cathedral has held such commemoration. The last time it commemorated for the Northern Ireland troubles escalated. Minister for Foreign Affairs exclaimed that the forgotten heros of the Irishmen were " airbrushed them out of history".  Because of the 1916 Rising ie the Home wars.

Diary 14th July 2014

Well just about as what about to hit the hay, for to do my common Hibernation, I Instagrammed my pics I take of my undies and posted em to Facebook, Twitter and Tumblr. I usually do this every night, so that I can catch up my undies pics to my Instagram account.

I had downloaded Films to my Box, then when I realised that the box would be full, I deleted them again. So I'll redownload em again at a later date. 

I then went to bed pretty late. ie 7pm.

NEWS

Giglio
The mammoth task of hauling the Costa Concordia has commenced where it is to be sent away for description. It gives the crew another chance to find a missing person who is from India - Russell Robello. With the reflaoting taking place, THey are hoping to find the last remianing body. It has now been refloated. and took over 8hrs. 32ppl were killed. It hit a reef and capsized in January 2012. Francisco Costino is on trial for Manslaughter. 

Pope Francis believes that 1 in 50 priests in are Paedophile. This means taht thte level is about 2% of the Catholic Church. 

Diary 13th April 2014

It was my intention to get up at half 1 in the afternoon. I had gone to bed around 6. Previously I used to go to bed around 8 or 9 in the morning and get up in the evening. But I recently attempted to try and change this. GO to bed earlier and get up earlier. So today I attempted to get up for half 1 in the afternoon. I have been having trouble sleeping immediately like I used to. So gonna keep trying to do so. So eventually today I got up at half 3. Slightly too late for the meetup I was due to go to. Of which the meetup was to see Rio 2. Review will be published in due course, as I had missed some of the movie due to my lateness. So after the movie, I wanted to lodge money into my bank account to get my sis her Birthday gift. Her birthday was last week, but due to my financial troubles and ignorance I finally have put in the order. So she's gonna love it. I felt so ashamed in NOT telling her the truth. But as she's helped alot in the past particularly of recent, I don't mind the amount to buy. I would go the ends of the earth for her.
So on my way to my sis', I took note of the following on Irish city roads.
A country woman driving breaks signs aka not following dem. She wants to turn right but clearly is not allowed. Cars beeping at her. I exclaim she mustn't know DA city as well as she thought. She's from the country side. Co. Galway. Well her car at least.
Then I witness another road rage:
Taxi coming out of a lane way bullishly forces a car who's in his way can't go any further or reverse is forced to reverse. He gestures to the driver who is in the way of the taxi to move up ie move outta my way.

Throughout yesterday i had thoughts of saying goodbye to my sis while a bus runs me down. Yesterday I took the lack of the invitation hard. I even took to Facebook and exclaimed that I'll never have a bf in Ireland - which is quite sad because of the bullying homophobes. Then in my mind I wanted to write on my Facebook telling the whole world that I'm in love with Brendan O' Farrell. There was another guy whom I was chatting to, I was starting to develop feelings for him or as I said to him, that I have "mixed feelings" between  O' Farrell and Mark P H. However throughout the night, my feelings for him was decreasing and decreasing. As firstly he says He likes Ros na Run. I then asked what does he think of Fiach(sexually), he replied: "Whose Fiach". He watched it last year. I understood he meant that he follows it like me. Then the persistent phone calls, and plus for a guy who's looking for a lover or whatever, to be looking for naked pics of myself(of which I didn't mind), My feelings was continuously decreasing. Then again maybe he was horny, cause If I recall he was drinking(2 pints according to him). Either way, If your looking for love, then ask the guy out or whatever JUST not sex. or send naked pics etc., He said "I wanted to go on a date with you last night". My reply. "U had a funny way of showing let alone asking"

Only today I can answer The Falcon's(Antohony Mackie mmmm) question took Captain America(Evans) "What Makes You Happy". Honestly I can now say Cinema and or gardening. Depends on da condition of my back.

On my  way to sis I did a bit of spring cleaning of da phone. In that I disabled(NOT uninstall) apps start up when da phone starts up.  U'd swear it's a brand new phone. But the moment of truth is when I go to update da apps via play store. Let's hope da apps will install smoothly instead of hours.

I eventually arrived to my sis. hehehe
I asked by sis what is she addicted to. She told me(of which i won't divulge for privacy reasons). I replied relatives are an addictive to me. I asked her then how long is she addicted. She said since 18.
We chatted about rels not inviting us. She's been having disturbing dreams of her uncle dieing n seeing her. Which is quite disturbing. I explained it cud b dat she didn't  go his funeral last year. So I suggested dat IF (Of which I said so several reasons for a reason - of which I will get into it in a mo.) dat she go to da anniversary in da summer. Now da reason I mentioned to her if several times is dat we weren't invited to da 80th. Later on mom explained dat another family weren't invited. The Bradys.
We then somehow got onto the topic of Religion. On my way to my sis, I was given a pamplet of Jesus7(A week long of events of where Jesus was for an exhibition on his last days - being held in Maldron Hotel, Parnell St., Dublin City Center). She pointed out that the Bible was written by a human, ie NOT GOD. Now I found this quite interesting. She makes out to be that the Catholics out there are believed that the Bible was written by God. I personally agree with my sis, in that if God really didn't like gays, then he'd have sure away of telling us. In fact there's Homosexuality amongst the Arch Diocese in Rome etc., etc., I told her that a friend of mine Sean W(aka Brandon) posted to me Bible Basher starring Martin Sheehan. He stated three particular items. One being If a Husband and Wife lie beside each other, they should be stoned to death; If you are anywhere near a pigskin like a saya  football or whatever, death will come you're way; If you work on a Sunday(Sabbath Day), you should be stoned. Like seriously honestly... If God actually wrote this particular version of the Bible, then I don't think the Human Race would exist. Afterall, the majority of the population sleep with men, women etc., they work on a Sunday to feed their family's, starving family might I add etc., Footballers in particular America who play NFL(which touches Pigskin football) yeah like seriously a God would write this. Get a life and an education.........Before I left to go home, literally I told her about Brendan's screaming. Of which I fail to understand why it happened in the first.
So I eventually headed on my way home. Twas most encouraging to learn that I have been loosing the weight. I can only thank my wonderful legs for the gift of course thanking God for providing such. So with that in mind, I decided to head home a different route. Twas most enjoyable. My rule of thumb is always go the same route back. So. e.g Home - Sis I go a particular route to her place, then instead of going a different route, go the same route as I did going to hers.
So I got home, I was updating my apps in my sis place then I continued updating 'em at home. However about an hour or so or not even that, I started experiencing connection droppings etc., My phone wouldn't download the apps, in fact it was restarting itself. For a split second, I thought a virus or whatever came aboard my phone. When I was logging in my route from coming home from my sis' on the dailymile site, it wouldn't load. I was sharing posts on my FB, and even that it was cutting out. So I went onto my provider UPC to see if there was any issues in the locality. No surprise that there wasn't. So while I did have the connection for a split second, I applied for Horizon WiFree. Which basically put, puts ur connection in a UPC enabled home. ie if you're visiting a UPC enabled house, you can use your own UPC Account via your own specially made Password. Its a fantastic idea. Then when that was sorted, no surprise the connection went. It was like never before. Eventually it came back up and running.
So with all this excitement(hahaha), I'm going to retire to bed after Lidl's tomorrow morning, as I want to get Spiderman tshirts and clothing. I wanna me babe on me. Even if its just Spiderman in question, I;ll just picture my babe on top. God yesssss.

Noah

Well what a movie. Twas the most powerful movie to date. As in a Biblical. The plot is quite simple, in that Noah is tasked with saving his family and "2 of every animal" after "seeing" in his dreams that God or "Creator" would destroy the world via a Flood. In "Rained for 40 days and 40 nights". Most powerful movie to date. I mean like the killing of the baby(which he couldn't bring himself to). I was in bits, my heart pumping in more and more. Then the killing of animals and when my mate explained to me that it was cannibalism when they ran out of meet, something like that. I had understood that they were selling the people to slavery. Boy what an image I got. Of pure disgust it was. So questions remain as to if actually of any of the acts in the movie actually happen in the Bible. Like Creationism was brought, Evolution was brought up. One thing I must protest thou was the decision as to wheter or whether or not to kill the twin babies. If they were girls, Noah had felt that he had to kill them. When Noah explained "I will not fail you(something like that)". It struck me that "He" stopped the rain, MEANING yeah go ahead and kill the babies. Geez if God actually wanted Girl babies killed, then one would wonder is he actually homophobic. Cause all that went through me is "I don't believe in a Homophobic God". "God Is Love". etc., etc., etc., One thing was moving other than the babies, was the girl who "was a good person" exclaimed by Ham(Logan Lerman(mmmm)). Noah being the good guy just left her to die and to even here the head crushing, that really went through me like a knife.
On the positive side thou, I must express my satisfaction as Noah puts it: "Let me tell you a story.... In the beginning...." I was most impressed with the Story of the Beginning ie the Genesis. Which I know that actually existed in the Bible. Then when the water was being delivered to the family, it was so effective. In that the water went through the ends of the Earth. Then I basically got another understanding of the movie. The Bible version I ain't sure. But the movie states, that God wanted Animals, and Birds to leave leaving NO man alive after the flood. It also stated int he movie, that God gives you the strength when one of the character stated I need animal and or cannibalism to live ie to have strength. I said to myself, technically NO. I'm a vegetarian turning vegan. I'm still here after almost 2 years of vegetarianism ie no meat or dairy products in my system. I'm currently living on SOya, and plant based food. So technically Meat eaters don't need Meat to live. So far I've seen the movie 3 times. All that goes trhoguh me mind is one word: QUESTIONS. Like Did God REALLY want to kill women, Did God want animal eaters etc., etc., Then another impressieve was the sky. Oh yeah the sky. Everytime I was seeing it, it was like Stellar. Seeing all the stars. Oh and any one who knows me will know the love of Music I have ie the Score in a  film. This film was no different. Defo Oscar worthy for Oscars 2015. No doubt. Naamheh(Jennifer Connolly), Ila(Emma Watson), defo Oscar Worthy.


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