Diary 4th November 2015

Today, as I had no plans of going out, I decided to stay up a bit and do a bit of recording. hahah.

I was looking at the Dubliners Vicar St concert. Well by George did it bring some fond memories, some painful but fond. Depending. Now what I mean by that is, that I was singing a song, and I dedicated it to Martin Mulligan(Kathleen's hubbie). Had rush thoughts of Michael Doherty looking at my video on Youtube, and making a mockery of while passing it around to others on New Years Eve kidna. How he gets hold of it is, that I email it to him, WHICH I will be doing so, eitherway. hahaha.

The other was after Sabrina, was a music video from Lady Gaga - Bad Romance. Now again more painful memories came back as I was singing the song, the Take 2, ahahah. Which as I explained in the video that my ex and I were picking "our song" etc., etc.,

Diary 4th November 2015

Diary 1st July 2015

Going to  bed last night, was upsetting for me, as I couldn't for the life of me understand why my cell ain't charging. All I remember was that it fell, a few yards if even that. From the window ledge to the bed. So its just baffling, why all of a sudden. Like I was telling my sis, today that it took 12hrs and half hours and it NOT at 100% only at 85%. So I just don't get it it. And it even now decharges rapidly. So something is defo not right. As I said as well, Georgian and Batterys don't fit in the same sentence.  My sis came down to me for to download thinking I would be up and about. I was due to do errands. I hadn't slept too bad. I was teary for a few hrs, with the above battery problem. So afterwards, I said I'll have to use my birthday money AGAIN on my battery. So I got up at half 5, obviously too late for Dole. So I just left it at that looked at Everbody Loves Raymond episode of where the clan go to Italy. Bringing great memories of Italy to us. hehehe

News

Greece is the first country who failed to make a payment to the IMF on time ie making it the first developed country to Default. The deadline was 11pm IRISH time, 30th June 2015.

Minister for Foreign Affairs, Charlie Flanagan TD, became the first Foreign Minister to attend the Battle of the Somme

US and Cuba have reached a deal between Washington and Havana whereby the full diplomatic ties between the two countries were cut in the early '60s will be fully restored and an Embassy will be opened in both countries representing each country. Both President Barack Obama and Cuban President Rahul Castro made formal

Tech

Apple's Music streaming service Apple Music has gone live today. Apple will offer users free for 3 months. After 3 months, you are charged $9.99. You would be streaming the music instead of downloading. For me personally I'd rather download the music so, that I can keep the music. That said Apple Music does offer you a chance to "keep them offline for playback later".

Diary 23rd May 2015

MEMORY

As I was passing Barneys pub, on the way to meet O' Farrell in Ballsbridge Hotel, I remember I met Séamus in there with the group 20Somethings meeting a religious pilgrimage, whereby we met there to discuss a pilgrimage to Jerusalem. Mom understandably forbade me to go there with the conflict that was ongoing at the time.

Well what a day it turned out to be. After a historic vote, Ireland voted in favor of Marriage Equality. Citizens came home in their droves from all over the world to cast their vote that they are elegible. It was history in the making. I mean like IReland is the only country who voted by Popular Vote whcih means that Citizens of the country vote for a change to the Constitution ie Bunreacht na hÉireann. Over 1m citizens voted in favor of Marriage Equality. It was passed by a landslide. Vincent Brown himself had a special results show Live in the George. Or as he puts "iconic" gay bar. As such it was my intention to go their. Then onto Dublin Castle. However I had gone to bed too late, So I wasn't able to get out. So I instead planned on going to Mom and Dad's to celebrate with the Eurovision. However they themselves were in from Calum's First Holy Communion in Wexford. I headed on afterwards to the George for the Eurovision. Never expected such crowds. Like it was described as "Four Paddy's Day". So I then headed to O' Farrell where I was to meet Daniel whom I hadn't seen since the Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat(Review here). So all in all, we couldn't do anything. We were basically me anyways walking around for 3hrs. I was paying for it with my feet, and still am. I had thought about the Boilerhouse, but I'd need the cash for Dad's Father's Day gift or clothes in Penny's. I then headed home and did the Eurovision Night on my TV. hahaah

Diary 15th October 2014

Today, was a quiet day. I was suppose to head onto a meetup, in particular the Vegetarian Meetup in Milanos. Like the other day, I was suppose to go to Umi Falaefel, but didn't bother. I of course cancelled the last minute well in this case.

So I just stayed on in bed. In the middle of the hibernation, I got up for a leak and making room on my box.

Then I got back to sleep and had the following dream.

Am with a group of people. We head into a restaurant. I keep looking at a waiter. He's so brazen. I go to pay .15c and I hand over €1. He gives me no change. I then am writing a review. Clearly it'd be a terrible review I'd be writing.

NEWS

The Budget 2015 "hangover" has occurred. As traditionally, both Ministers for Finance and Public Expenditure(Noonan and Howlin respectively) took to the airwaves on RTE's Seán Ó Rourke to listen to the public on Radio. There has also been confusion in yesterday's Budget announcement whereby Social Welfare recipients and Tax Payers receive €100 off their Water Bill per year and Tax Credits respectively. It was my understanding yesterday, that EVERY single Social Welfare recipient despite there allowance, will receive it. However it has come to my attention that this is NOT the case. Those on the Disability Allowance, Fuel Allowance and obviously if you have the Household Benefits Package will receive. Jobsekker Allowance, and Jobseekers Benefits will NOT be eligible to receive the Water Allowance. This has also come tot he Tax Credits. In order to receive Tax Credit on your Water Bill, you MUST pay the bill, then apply to your local Tax Office and then get the amount off your NEXT bill. The Government will reassure and if needs be change a few things when the Finance Bill comes into force.

U2's Bono has apologized to iTunes for their latest single that was sent to ALL iTunes users. SOme wanted the single BUT others DID NOT.

Serbia and Albania has been charged by UEFA for a Political motivated brawl. Both countries got into a brawl when a flag bearing a "Indigenous" was lowered. A Serbian player took it down. Albania team players were against this, and got into a fist fighting. Serbia have never gotten over the Independence of Kosovo back in '08.

Diary 11th September 2014

Well I eventually got up. I cleaned myself up. Then shortly as I had to head to Lidls to get myself some slippers.

So that was my first port of call. It was my intention to do my archival shopping as I like to call it. hahaha. So I first headed into Lidls, then I realsied that the slippers were actually in Aldi. I mistaken this. So I just got OJ. While here, I noticed while at the stalls, that there was a customer asking questions about a product to the security guy. Well as I said to myself, the manners of a pig. The mouth of him. More so the body language. While on the way to LIdls, I called into US Shop. I came across a deal for €15.More or less what Lidls would be charging for shoes. I had guessed that the sales person was an American. She's actually from Tampa in Florida.
Then I headed onto Aldi. This was the place, that I was spoz to get the slippers. When I was lining up for to pay for the slippers, a Filipino couple offered me there place ahead of them, as I was just getting one thing, and they were doing a large shopping. Twas really nice of em to be honest. So I thank you, them.
On the way to Tescos, I encountered a guy playing "Somewhere, my Love" on the flute. I beautiful rendition of an Italian Classic. Reminded me of the wonderful Holiday, in Lake Garda with the family. The best holiday I ever had with the family. Then onto Tescos, I went to get some milk and more OJ. Oh boi, love me some OJ. heheeh.
I then headed to the cinema to see Lucy(Review here), as the last time, I had seen, I had missed some of it.
I then headed onto the Outhouse, where I always feel safe and be myself. heheeh. I bumped into Mike, David and Brendan O' F. I then introduced myself to a guy Gar, who has been there and I've seen in in the past, but never got his name. So when I was getting something, I got talking to Mike. I had said some phrase or rather, and he then said something I don't think Ros na Run would have such language or whatever. Then we got talking about Gays in Soaps. Was quite intriguing it was. I reminded him that there is a gay male in Ros na Run currently, but he don't have any storyline currently. Although back in the late 90s, they had 2 gay characters. And he said that he actually remembers his Mom talking about it. Likewise in Fair City. There was 2 gay males back in the apparently late '80s. Now obviously I had seen this. But just couldn't remember the year. As it happens, it was in the time, I was in the Romanian Orphanage. So then I got my stuff, and headed onto the group. We were chatting and chatting. And told him my true inspiration of the HIV guy, I was chatting on Grindr. David was most intrigued. And as it happens, was possibly the same guy he was chatting to. As I said throughout the night, Such a small world. I then was intrigued with David's saying that a guy being straight is a turn on. I was quite intrigued by this. And then thought to myself, but sure, I see em all the time, and look at em. So yeah I quite agree with him. heehe
So then Brendan and I headed onto the cinema to see The Guest(Review here). On the way to the screen, the security guy, helped me bring my bags to the screen. Such a nice guy. heehehe. So then afterwards, I struggled with heading on home with heavy bags of the shopping. I had just past the pub Meaghers and to my surprise one of the customers who was smoking asked "If I had been fucked out". I said "Oh, Lord no". Then I passed the new Chinese name at least beside the pub. It has changed names twice. heeheh.

NEWS

America remembers Sept 11th 2001. 13yrs ago today America was under attack.. 2 Plains were hijacked and crashed into the the Twin Towers aka World Trade Center. America was completely UNPREPARED. Another Plain was hijacked and set for the Pentagon of which it was het. Then there was a 4th one I think it was going to the White House or Congress, I can't quite recall. The plain being hijacked, was actually intercepted by passengers aboard. The Plain crashed in a field in Pennsylvania.

The Jaws character who was the villain in two Bond Films has died at the age 75.

Diary 4th September 2014

Following are the dreams I had last night.

WE're marching down O' Connell St., Then I encounter trouble with opening my Quorn Ham. So I ask someone. When they tell me cool. Then me and my buddy is with me in the Secret Garden. It's circular in shape with plants everywhere. However magic arises when my buddy presses something. Then I'm in trouble when dandelions etc are trying to eat me. So my friend attacks the guy who is controlling the giant. My friend defeats him and in turn the giant, falls over the ledge. I then strip down as it's a nudist colony. However I see a cute guy from far and wide in swim trunks with some girl. Now funny thing is this particular place, ie the Circular Secret Garden, I have had this particular dream or place before in the past.

I then eventually got up. I was just gonna stay on. However I wanted to get Fair City as there's a gay character coming out. And I didn't want to miss it. So I started to get ready. I was between of not bothering with Lidls or not. If I miss the Inflatable ball, big whoops etc., I had forgotten to get up for 7am as I explained in a previous entry that I shall be getting up or staying up for Lidl or Aldi. Well this morning I actually had forgotten.

So onwards and upwards to errands. My first was to get a second key cut for my sis, as she has since lost my original key that I copied for her. So I went into Ryan's Hardware. I had my phone positioned so that the clerk could see my photo I had on Swarm(Formerly Foursquare). I was changing my Profile PIc. He complimented nicely on it. I was well chuffed.

So then I went onto Drumcondra Credit Union to get a €100 quid for the Lidls items. While there, I noted on my received that my Irish name ie George was on my Account. So I asked that I changed it to my Romanian name. ie Georgian.

Then I went back home to my gaf, to free up some space, as this time, I wanted to get the news, again for the same reason that my box was low. Actually to zilch.

So I set about again to get my grub in Lilds. I got my stuff. TO my surprise, I was actually surprised that the stuff I wanted was there. I got the last two items, of the Deep Fat Fryer. and the Inflatable Balls ie the Exercise Maps.

It was my intention to go and see Lucy and some other movie, of which I cannot remember. Lucy was beginning at half 6. However, as I was starving me guts, I headed to the Outhouse. Initially it was for just a quickie ie cuppa green tea. I encountered Dave. (Not the guy behind the counter). Hes a lovely guy. WE chatted for a bit. Then I also encountered Ronan. Hadn't seen him in ages. The last time I had seen Ronan was for Guardian's of the Galaxy(Review here) back in mid August. So the three of us chatted amongst each other. Twas great. I was getting a pot of tea for Dave. While getting milk for the tea, Mike who was behing the counter, was figuring out why he wasn't getting any milk  out of the machine. Well when he realsied what the true extent was, I got the fits of laughing. The carton of milk was inside the machine where the milk is suppose to come out of. It was so funny. Then I headed on to get ready for the next showing of Lucy for 8pm. Shortly before doing so, I was just about heading out to get ready, when I got enticed to a great but sad topic. The topic being HIV JUDGMENTAL people. MY friend Dave told me that when he was at Men's Night last that he was totally disgusted with how the gays, the men were being totally judgmental towards HIV. I can clearly relate. While I don't have HIV, I have its next neighbor the Hepatitis B. I was completely intrigued. And in that I learned that with the meds, that you must take them like a religion. His attitude towards the HIV, is that he DON't tell for casual or SEX partners BUT for RELATIONSHIP yes, a biggie. I was quite intrigued, and pondered to myself, should I do this. Cause If I NEVER told anyone, about my Hepatitis, that I would have buckets of sex all the time. But I was advised that I let my partners know in advanced. With his HIV he takes meds every single day. He told me that at one stage being with HIV you had a 50% chance of living. These days, over 90% of living a perfectly naturally healthy life. He also told me that if he weren't to take the meds, that he would be in critical condition. You see that's what the world needs. A guy like Dave here. To EDUCATE gays and guys alike. Like I have been preaching this continuously over the years. We need a guy like Dave to educate us all. I recently myself said to a guy on Bender, to go an educate himself. So then at Men's Night, Dave also reveled something startling, in that a VERY CLOSE friend of mine, had said something along the lines that HIV is diseased etc., etc., in other words he was being judgmental. I was so surprised to hear of such. And still can't.

So Brendan Searson came along, and was joined by us. However as I was in a hurry for the film, I popped along to the cinema, however  I was too late. So I looked at the time for the next time for Into the Storm(Review here). And it wasn't for another hour and a half, at Half 9. So I headed back into the Outhouse. And had more cuppa teas and a sandwich etc.,

So then I bumped into another "Friend". He was meeting some guy for what was supposedly for a date or whatever, the guy invited him to his place. Where I would have expected to meet in a public place like Waterford City or Dublin or whatever. Well I yet got into another fit, when I put the idea of him showing the ropes of Waterford City. I instead got the fits of the guy showing his privates as a tour of Waterford city.

SO then after such a wonderful time, at the Outhouse, I headed onto the cinema to see Into the Storm. I had 2 bags from the Lidls shopping. A staff member of whom I don't recognsie asked if I needed help in bringing them to the screen. Come to think of it, another member of staff again whom I don't recognsie also asked gave the suggestion that I didn't want to distub anyone. She asked when getting a ticket, what seating would I like. I said middle of the middle. However she suggested perhaps one where you wouldn't be disturbing anyone. I was quite bemused and well chuffed.

Oh what a night it it was hahaha. To think I was gonna miss such a great night. I think not. haahahah

News

Joan Rivers an American comedian has passed away. She suffered a cardiac arrest within the last week. Her daughter announced her passing this morning(Irish time)

Tech News

Following are the products that Samsung launched at the IFA in Berlin.
Galaxy Note 4 - Samsung's flagship Phablet product. I have the older variant. Loving every minute of it.
Galaxy Note Edge
Gear VR(Virtual Reality Headset)

Diary 2nd September 2014

Well after some freaky dream yesterday, I  set about my normal errands for the day. Firstly thou, I was listening and looking at the Music Videos for a few days.

So then afterwards, I headed on towards to get my payment.

Then I headed to Tescos to get my batchful of Bread.

So then I headed to my Aunty(Nun) who is minding my folks house as they's away atm. We chatted for a minutes. I had told her, that if a rape victim goes back to her attacker, does NOT mean she gets raped again. No one has a right to be raped again, just because she goes back to the attacker. So then afterwards, she was very disappointed to learn that I don't take vegetables, despite me being a vegetarian. Kinda ironic alrite. Eitherway, I just don't.

So then I headed onto me sis. We chatted and looked at TV. One of the items we chatted about was when I brought up my Mom. How I brought her up was I asked my sis if I had a brother. As when I was tagging someone on my FB, obv my Mom came up BUT anotehr guy came up in the search. Says I to meslef, do I have a bro. As It happens, I don't. She did reveal taht I do indeed have a sis, BUT (get this) WIHTIN wedlock.. That means that my Mom had her daughgrer WITHIN marraige. And me OUTSIDE. I asked when does she think my MOm had me, BEFORE or AFTER. I was qutie taken aback when my sis AFTER. SO that means, my sis came, then me. And then perahps more(I ain't sure). Bottomline, She CHEATED on my step father. So then I asked the fact that I caught my ex RED HANDED last Saturday, had my ex cheating on me AND my mom cheating on the step father ANY CONNECTION whatsoever, no surprise OF COURSE not. hahaha

So then after my sis, I headed onto Nicos'. Now as per my review, they didn't have the gloves. As per expected. Aww well, they will soon enough I'd say.

I had forgotten to mention that the loud noise I heard last Saturday, was actually to do with the Croke Park Classic. My Dad told me this on the Sunday ie the next day.

NEWS

The Children Ombudsman for Ireland is to step down, and take up a new role as a Chief Commissioner of newly created Irish Human Rights Equality Commission in October. The Ombudsman was set up 10 years ago when Mary McAleese was President of Ireland and Bertie Ahern(FF) was Taoiseach(Irish for Prime Minister)She has launched her final report in which it states a continual upward trend in the number of complaints made to her Office. 10,000 complaints have been received since she stepped into Office. Now this don't mean that she's has done a horrible job or anything.. More than likely, things have been hidden from her. She oversaw the Children's Referendum last year, in which it was won and hence was enacted. She released a report previous to today's of the Romanian's Roma community, in which 2 children were taken off them, for fear of the child NOT being the parents children, when of course it was. The child had blond hair which was thought to be from Greece or something. She would like the new successive Ombudsman to enable the Gardaí to intervene when necessary

The parents of Ashya King have been released from custody. Ashya has a brain cancer. Th parents took him out of the Southampton Hospital to seek better care and some form of a drug or Treatment from Prague, Czech Republic. They were seen in Spain after an Interpol man wide search. They have proved via Youtube, that they can very well look after THEIR son.

TECH News

Windows XP Refuses to die. As I said in my commentary "WHy won't it DIE. DIE, DIE, DIE(Bart Simpson's qoute)".

Microsoft is to shut down Window Live Messenger after 15 years of service. It has seen a decline. No spurspise since we  have now Mobile Apps messaging, Facebook etc., Ahhh Lord. I must be growing old. That were even remembering good old days. My first convo was with my sis Crina. I'll never forget. As Sophia Petrillo says: "Picture this". NCI, 2004. (You see what I did. hahaaha)anyways as usual my mind wonders. NCI, 2004. My sis and I are chatting on this NEW Service. My first convo to her was when I was parking my bicycle in the College Car Park, I noticed this monstrosity of a car that looked like a hearse, but was some form of a car. Can you guys remember your first convo with MSN Messenger or the more recent name Windows Live Messenger. RIP dear. You were the first port of call to my World Wide FRIENDS. You were also my first port of call to my HOMOPHOBIA days(again I ain't rehashing THAT memories). Windows LIve Messenger will shut down in October 31st. China is the last country it will shut down in. As recent as 2009, the service still had 330m users. Users is being asked to transferred over to Skype

A report for iOS V Android when it comes to viewing Porn on your mobile device has resulted that iOS rules this field. This is kinda a surprise. Considering Android is MORE customizable. Like I have a NON-Google Play Porn Store. In otherwords, if I were to be with iOS, I wouldn't be able to download OUTSIDE iOS' Apple App Store whereas with Google Play Store, I'm able to download apps such as above OUTSIDE Google Playstore. Beside iOS is far to restrictive for me anyways.

Nokia's HERE Map service has just been launched on Google's Android Operating System. It was originally launched and anticipated to be just for Nokia devices. Samsung and Nokia struck a deal recently.

Diary 1st September 2014

Heya guys. I had forgotten to mention that on my way to my folks yesterday that I encountered the memories of me listening to Rebel songs. While I listening there was this guy smoking outside the pub, I was taking pics. He told me there are more pics inside if I wanted to get more pics inside. I would have gone inside, cept I was in a  rush.

Then my latest dream is whereby my place is being subletted. Then the place is torched. So we all move to another vicinity.

Diary 28th August 2014

Well after a brief sleep of about 2 half hour sleep. I set about heading off to the movies. I first stopped by Into the Storm(Review here). Then I popped into the Outhouse. I saw Brendan S. Twas great to see him. I also saw Mike Kelly too. Great to see him too. Brendan was gonna come to the next film, however due to it being finished late, ie for the bus, he decided against it. So I went to see The Expendables 3(Review here).

Yesterday when I was at my nerves ending with The Mulligans and the Dots(Eileen and Brendan), I noted that JP(Kathleen's Son), was drinking Hennessy. Says I to himself. "Good on ya boi".

Then I popped into Nico's Takeaway(Review here), then I headed on home. heheeh. When I got back, I came back to a BLUE Screen on my TV. I attempted to change channels, but that didn't work. Yet when I was recording, they played. I then attempted to record a bit of a show. That didn't work properly. So I just reset the box as advised on the Sky Forum.

While listening to Music videos on the TV from Vintage TV(Great channel might I add), I was posting as a status for EVERY song I was listening. My mate Todd, was getting very annoyed with the amount of Notifications. He thought it was an app or something, which I still think he does. But anyways, IN the past, I have tried using Facebook's settings whereby you can leave a person out of a particular post, therefore they wouldn't see it at all. He was under the illusion that he shouldn't have to disable my notifications until I have stopped. Then I said I try and experiment. So I went ahead and posted a song, WITH the audience of Friends MINUS my friend Todd. So it posted as normal. I asked him and some other guy and my sis too. If they each got a notifications or at least to let me know what was the latest post they could see. I was delighted that it had actually worked. Facebook apparently have changed their settings. Cause the last time, I attempted to leave a person out, it would revert to Only Me, therefore NO one getting the notification let alone the post in question.

Diary 14th August 2014

Well I was totally exhausted after the wonderful performance and musical. My voice was very husky. You'd swear I had been out on the town. ahahaha. Ill tell you this much guys, I'mma never gonna forget the experience. So with that I got up eventually. Like  I had plans on getting up around 5ish to listen to the music I had recorded for to free up space. Yet I was exhausted. Couldn't lift a leg hahaha. So eventually I got up around 7, when I was suppose to be at the Vegetarian Meetup. I was half thinking of giving the meetup a skip. However as I hadn't seen the Vegetarians for a very long time, I decided to get ready and head on out.

So I set about heading off to the meetup. Then I realsied as I always check my pockets for my keys, everytime, I head out. However this time, I noted I couldn't feel em. So I says, I actually left em behind, when I was checking for the post upstairs. Says, I "Fuck it". I need my keys. So I was within two minds, to forget about the meetup. So I went back to check if they were in the door, of where I sometimes I'd leave em. However they weren't. So I was getting increasingly anxious. So I went back. Knocked on the door. However with the loud music they couldn't hear me. I was then half thinking of going to my sis, however she has since lost my other key that I gave her. So that was out of the question. So I decided to try the doorbell thing  ie the Intercom. Low and behold they answered. The guy then told me that the keys were left upstairs on the floor. Which I found it highly strange. Eitherway, I thanked him profusely. So then I set about take 2, to head to the vegetarian meetup to be held in KimChi(Review of Restaurant here), mind you a place where I pass by everytime I go to the cinema, yet I couldn't never find it.

So then after looking for the place, I eventually found it. haahah. Now I hadn't been at a Vegetarian Meetup since February. When I arrived, Jacob the organiser of the meetup in question, suggested jokingly as I had arrived late that I sit at the table beside that was empty as the table that I had seen was full in question. I said yeah like fat chance. hahaah. So then shortly after another guy showed up, Marcin. The two of us got talking. I moved on over to the other table with Marcin. Then shortly afterwards, Mirin('Scuse the spelling) arrived. So all in all, we weren't left with alone. ahahha. Mirin asked Jacob, relating to Israel. She was very nervous in asking him. I never knew Jacob was Israel. Then Marcin says that both Religion and Politics are very hot topics. While I can agree on Religion, but Politics not really. As I see it as a debate. So then shortly before we all dispersed, Marcin and I were the only last two left of the whole group. So as the restaurant was closing we both headed on outdoors. I was very intrigued with his produce he's currently a distributor for. I very much look forward to seeing it on World Vegetarian Day. Then, we started discussing how soya makes man boobs etc., as my friend on Facebook told me. Then out of the blue, he comes up with this upsurd thought that having too much oestrogene makes u gay. I told him you're either born gay or ur not. He still refused it. My body language of which he saw, made him think otherwise. I'm having none of it. People need to be educated. No question of it. Like alirte Having too much oestrogene is bad for you granted. But has NOTHING to do with sexuality. I asked him where'd he read this bull. He said the net.

So with that in mind, I then  headed on home. I got myself a takeout. Might I add a lovely one.

SO for the past few hours. It was the turn of the pots and pans to be washed after several months, possibly years even. Then shortly afterwards, I then continued on doing the flood cleanup, the flood that occurred back in Aug 2nd. The only way for me not to put my back out or whatever, is that I take a section of the room and tidy it. Likewise the kitchen. I don't do everything in one go. I don't have the energy of a 14 yr old anymore. hahaah. Same goes for food intake. I've reduced my food intake severely due to Budgetary reasons. Like take for e.g my Dinner is actually Nachos from the cinema and of course my Sorbet. Thats my dinner.


NEWS

Another Trayvon Martin style shooting has occurred in the US city of St. Louis, Missouri. Michael Browne was shot death by a policeman. Witnesses say the teen was backing off the policeman, but still was shot. Some say it was of racial intent. Others say as the teen was trying to get access tot he policeman's armory, that that's the reason he was shot. Demonstrations have been ongoing for 6 Nights.

South Korea is celebrating 25th Papal Visit. Its been 25 years since a Catholic Pope has visited Asia let alone South Korea. He plans on Beatifying 124 Korean Martyrs. And of course recruit to Catholic Church. Within the 25 year history 5m Catholics and growing have been increasing steadily.

Joseph & The Amazing TechnicColor Dreamcoat

Today I popped along to the most anticipated Theatre production of Joseph & The Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat. It featured the biblical story of 600 or 700 years BC(BEFORE CHRIST). It was set in Egyptian and Pharaoh times. From what I could gather, Joseph was born to 12 Brothers and his Father(Jacob). He was the youngest. Two brothers didn't like him. SO they betrayed him. He was sold to slavery(something like that). They then told the father, that Joseph was killed by a wolfe or something like that cause they mentioned blood or something. But as it happens Joseph was alive BUT imprisoned in an Egyptian prison. One of the brothers Benjamin if I recall, went down the market to get something for the family. Eventually he was reunited with the father. Twas so emotional to look at the reunification. Joseph had a gift of whereby he could Interpret Dreams. HE did so with the Butler and the Baker. I was so impressed with the Narrator Danielle. Such a powerful voice. At times, I would think of Idina Menzal. Then of course the main character of the whole production Joseph played by Xfactor former candidate Lloyd Daniels. He was fantastic. Such a great body(mmmmm) and most important of all, the voice. Oh it was out of this world. Throughout the whole show, I was thinking to meself, on a constant basis, that my future is musicals, concerts. If I were to be a of toughie of a critic, I would only critic ONE item. I didn't see the need for the "The King" ie Elvis character. As Elvis wasn't born 3000 years ago. THe Biblical story is set in 600 or 700 BC. Elvis was born in the late 1900s (AD-Anos Dominos(AFTER Christ was Born ie Christmas Day)). Shortly after the story had been told. We had all been treated to a wonderful thunderous belting of the tunes. Once again, I of course joined in. haahah. I would have first been told of Jospeh and the Amazing TechniColor Dreamcoat, back either when I was in school(ELementary/Midlde School) for a concert OR when my Mom n Dad came home from a holiday, and gave me the CD of it. They had been at it years ago.

Diary 12th August 2014

As I was falling asleep at the computer, of which I hate - hahahaah I headed on to bed earlier than normal. So then I heard a doorbell ring my Aunty rang the doorbell once, of which I ignored. Nothing new hahahah.

However, at around 2ish half 2, my sis called round. She was in a state. I tried calming her down. She uses alcohol to her help her etc., However she couldn't stop. She told me hundreds of times, that her ex(of which shall remain nameless, he doesn't even deserve space on my Blog) had raped her. She was "Coherent" as she puts it, he even threatening that he'd shoot her with a rifle gun if she didn't do what he said. Thats what I could gather. I got her a cuppa tea. I thought that would help her, It did to a certain. But she was getting increasingly agitated. So she took another can. Of which we then learned was to be of her last. She rang the cops. But as she was severely intoxicated, the cops couldn't take a statement from her. So the other Garda interviewed(informal of course) me. I told him of my disgust that I didn't have time for the likes of him etc., So she then went into an epileptic fit, banging her head etc., That scared me really. Me not knowing what to do. The Garda told me to help him as had got a call on his cell phone. So it was found in the end that she would be required to go to the hospital. SO I'm hoping that she'll be transferred to a psychiatric facility(which as it happens is beside me). So she's currently safe and sound in the hospital. Hopefully all things will be grand. As I said, the road to recovery has started, the fact that she came to me. She was clearly highly suicidal. So she now has the help alrite. I then went back to the hospital as she left her meds etc., behind. She was asleep when I arrived. Oh I had a little cry or distress or whatever u wanna call it when she was having the fit. Like me not knowing what to do. Oh and get this, My Landlord came round when my sis was having the epileptic fit. Says I to myself, "Great timing". Like I had rang him regarding the flood, a few weeks ago and he only shows up today of all days.

Well at aleast he's done his bit now. Until the next flood. hahahah. So I asked if he needed me for anything, as I was heading out to get my dole. He then asked me if he could move the Sand bags. I was initially gonna say to him to leave him, but then I began to think of my back. So I said yeah sure go ahead. I then headed to onto the dole. I told the clerk that a person has left keys behind. She sniggered in that something like "God he left a lot behind". She then asked if there was anything else. I said nope, "Just your machines". So then I moved onto AIB my bank. There was an auld lad there ahead of me, standing at the machines. He tells me and I quote, "Why the fuck wouldn't they have just one working at least". BOTH machines were being maintained BUT at the same time. So we had to wait. Just as I was about to head out, the machines were working away.

So then I have been looking at TV at home. I was looking at Dr. Phil. An interesting topic was being discussed. In that the mother Darlene(I think) was very worried that her daughter Abby who recently converted to Islam. However the daughter being from Texas, USA, has been subjected to Racism as she wears Muslim Clothing. She plans on moving to Saudi Arabia. Now the culture in Saudi Arabia for women, is they cannot be seen let alone heard. Abby is under the illusion that she has lived her life int eh USA, ie Education, Driving etc., and she just wants to be "Hidden". Like an example. One rule in Saudi Arabia is Women are NOT allowed to Drive. Her attitude. So what, I don't like Driving. Something like that. When Dr. Phil was reading out the Rules on his screen to Abby, I noticed her body language. To that of worry etc., ie she don't know whats she putting herself into. I can see where the mother, Darlene is coming from. BUT to call the faith Islam to be of Terrorist, yeah I think that's a bit far fetched in my eyes. Its like in my opinion Gays being Pedo or whatever or Priests in Catholicism being Rapists etc., My point being is NOT EVERYONE in Islam is a Terrorists, Likewise Gays  and Priests. So Darlene's accusation to think that Islam is a Terrorist Religion, yeah that's a bit far fetched alrite. Dr. Phil asked Abby what does she NOT like about America. She claims America has TOO much freedom, might I add. She explained thou that she'd rather OLD culture.

Then on my sex Facebook, I had gotten a message from one of my mates, and noted that all my messages were marked as Spam as in to protect me etc.,. I initially ignored it. However when the friend told me that he WOULDN'T report me, I then began to investigate. I Goolged(being my best friend). One was found that if I use a Mobile app, then my friend thought something appeared on my  Lappy. So then I said I'd try and log into my FB account using the App. That did though bring something about. It would appear that my account could have  been hacked into. As their was a pic(of which is hot btw hahaha)  had a guy being given a blow job BUT the dick being covered by a football). I vaguely don't recall uploading the pic, considering the content that FB is totally against.

Good point made on Midday, relating to Robin Williams tragic passing. In that one of the panelists was saying that no matter how happy he was ie while acting etc., that deep down is was really really sad. "He'd fought the fight for so many years, and it just got the better of him. He jsut couldn't beat it. "t

NEWS

It is with great with regret that Robin Williams has died at the age of 63 of an apparent Suicide. He voiced Genie in Aladdin. Few other films. Where I would personally fondly remember him in Mrs. Doubtfire. And the other film August Rush. He will be fondly remembered and missed dearly. He was battling severe  Depression and Alcoholism. He won an Oscar for Best Supporting Actor in Good Will Hunting in 1998

Spanish Priest who had contracted Ebola virus in Africa, was flown back to Spain however has sadly passed away. He's the first European to die of the Ebola virus.

It has now been revealed that An Taoiseach Enda Kenny under the Freedom of Information Act, that he received 1000 emails from Gareth Brooks fans.

Diary 26th July 2014

PS THIS POST CONTAINS NSFW MATIERAL

Well what a day, I had today. My first of hopefully POSITIVELY and HAPPYness. I woke up groggy after just less than 2hrs sleep. Mom was to collect me for gardening with Dad at 11am. I was only going to bed at around 9ish.

So I got up eventually, I had my morningful of diarrhoea. Then Mom brought me to her place. WE had a bit to eat, with a cuppa tea. Then we got down to business. Dad had first started about 2 hrs ago the Pond Cleaning, which was one of many tasks. I just cleaned up the pond of what was left to cleanup. Then he just refilled the pond. Then the two of us got to shaving the top of the Laurels. He did the snipping, while I did the saving of the ladder from toppling. It rained after a bit. So we both headed inside. While waiting for the rain to clear up, Dad asked me if there was a way, he could look at his matches online. He was told by his hardware guy who looks at the matches online. So I looked up. But was found that ya have to be outta the country and obviously Pay Up. So we both headed back out and attempted take 2. We this time, mulched the toppings of the Laurels that Dad had cut off, We continued and as our last task for the day, I weeded the patio. We had dinner afterwards. Somehow Mom came out of nowhere, discussing my recently troublesings of my Birth Mom(Romania). In this instance is the orphanage. Mom mentioned that the name Negru Voda still actually exists as an orphanage name. I initially was totally against the idea of having a horrific name still connected to present. My point I was making was, its as if one of the Mother & Baby Homes were still around, but just different function. But THEY actually closed BOTH the name and the building. So when Mom mentioned that Negru Voda still exists, EVEN THOU it has a different functionality. I am totally against that. But as it happens, I just did a Google Search, Negru Voda is actually a town name in Constnata County which is a County. I was actually born in Constanta Town, (Country Town of Constanta). Mom then mentioned  the trenches underneath the capital city Bucharest, Cheasusacu in his hey day Dictator had a communal Heating system for the city. But as its now extinct, its now used by Homeless in which they perish. They'd be the forgotten. I  had mentioned about the Four In The Morning, I had experienced to Mom. She mentioned that the only possibility why they were following me or whatever was  that they thought my phone was food. So then Mom dropped me home after the dinner.

When I got home, I was extremely anxious throughout the day, in particular when I was working with Dad, would I be late for my plan or more important TIRED. But luck was on my side for once. hahaha.. So then I headed to bed for a few winks. Considering my back wasn't too bad, I thought he'd be a bitch or as I said my tiredness as in the legs in this case. So I just went to sleep for a further 2 hours. I was to get up for 7ish. However, I was tired as expected, so I snoozed. As the film was for 9, I wasn't gonna miss the start of my plan.

So I put the plan in motion for my BELATED(no thanks to my depression) 30th Birthday plans. I insitnally was  gonna have it on the WEdnesyda, leaving asside the depression and mental health of my state of mind, I decided to leave it for the Fri. As they'd probbably be more aaround over the weekend. But then it was found that I'd have to be up early for the Saturday(which is today) work. Then again, no difference was made anyways, as I went to bed quite late Friday Night going into Saturday morning. hahaha. So all in all, no difference. But eitehrway, I would have needed the energy anayws. So bottomline is as I wouldn't bee sseeing my sis til late eveing on the Sunday, taht I just go and do my belated Birthday celelbs for the Saturday night. So the following was my plan of action as I said to my friends. Panti, Front Lounge and then The Boilerhouse.

So my first port of call was to see My precious Jack Reynor in Transformers: Age of Extinction. Review here. I made a note of what happened last night with Brenden O' F in which there was severe disruption. But my main point was that I told the sales person regarding yesterday's events. He asked if there were adults with them. And I said yeah. He said well if there were adults, there's nothing they can do with admittance. I was actually surprised. Considering, Transformers as someone described recently to me a bit more "darker" than previous sequels. Like the language is for one(The word fuck is used once). For me personally I don't mind the language. I go for the action and the humour and comedy in it. BUT for the kids who are still growing up. If kids today are growing up with such parents. Then there future is bleak. The salesperson did note however, that if they continue being disruptive, to keep pressuring the staff member or just go to the security guy as "they love" throwing ppl out. hahah. I had to laugh at that. I sure will though will be keeping that in mind. I encountered a gay couple(female). The one beside me was playing with her phone, of which was quite annoying. But was kinda used to as Brendan S does the same, so no different. Her partner looked quite like Anne from LGBT Noise. She was clapping continuously and the one beside me stopping her. So its a possibility maybe she has  a disability. I don't know. Then just before the film started, an older gentlemen, obviously knowing them, was saying something about seating. The girl beside asked me, something, of which I didn't hear clearly. I asked she repeat. She said it don't matter. Well it kinda does, as she was in my seat. But thankfully no one ran after me. heeheh.

So onward towards to my next venue which is none other than Panti. I was there yesterday. Twas quite enjoyable. I got my Mjoito. Twas no better than a Vodka's Dash a coke. Twas nice and pleasant. Nice n relaxing too. A woman first danced in front of me, then introduced her self. Couldn't here her with the loud music. She was actually wanting to introduce her friend Carlos. He was quite alrite. However, as I had later plans, I aint was gonna go home with him. He was literally bursting my eardrum, the way he was talking. Sure u couldn't blame it. hahaha. We chatted for a bit. I just stood and sipped my drink. There was a guy beside me, which was quite amusing literally, alone and using his from what I gather my new baby Sammy 2(Samsung Galaxy Note 3). That's what I could make it out to be. heheeh. Tonight's theme in Panti was "Cruise, Chat, Music, Dance". I thought that was nice. Easy going. So like last night, Music stopped at 1am sharp and obviously orders.

So onwards to my next venue: Front Lounge. Boy jasus, it was booming with energy. No question. The noise was deafening. I could hear MORE talking more so than music. That was a let down. Yet Panti was the opposite. ahahah. However, I totally enjoyed the drink. I again had my Vodka and Dash of coke. Vodka in this case was provided by none other than Absolut. They completely support the Gay Rights movements. I was Absolut delighted. heeheh. When I checked into Foursquare into Front Lounge, I noted that my foursquare friend Vincent McCool had also checked in an hour previous to me. I was as the American's put it: "Amaze Balls". I was actually who I thought was beside the actual guy Vincent. I stayed around. My shyness got int he way. I finished the drink, then headed to the Men's Gents. When I came back, I couldn't see site of any of em. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. More than likely he has a Boyfriend. Eitherway, don't care. Would have been ideal to meet my VERY FIRST Foursquare Friend. hahaah. After about my 5th drink, I was stoned off me head. heehhe. Got a great buzz. Or what some would say Tipsy. The last time I was at Front Lounge was with Brendan O' F in New Years Eve 2012. Cause the New Years Eve 2013 I had slept for 48hrs. I had a bit too much. Sure why not, Its not everyday your 30. heheeh.

So then I stumbled tipsy and drunk towards my next and last venue. Of which I was asking people, bouncers, etc., etc., where is Crane Lane. Still couldn't find it. Going around in circles. Eventually about 15 or so minutes, I found it. As it happens its just off Dame St., its parallel to Parliament St. Stupid drunk Stanescu couldn't even tell what was written on the signpost being the street names let alone common sense. hahaha. Eitherway I arrived at the cruising highlight of the night.

PS FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS NSFW FOLLOWS. IF YOUR EASILY OFFENDED - DO NOT REPORT - JUST DON'T READ - DUMBASSES

The Boilerhouse was my next and last venue for the night. The Boilerhouse is a secret place(so to speak) where you can have a sauna, Zacusi and Steam Room. AND an extra ingredient SEX. Its a place where Men go and "cruise" and have sex with men. etc., etc., Men of all ages go to this place. The Boilerhouse is divided into 4 Floors. Of each have different "functions". One floor has CRUISE, Another Zacusi Sauna Gloryholes etc., et.c, etc., I described the whole experience in the Boilershouse as a means of forgetting your problems, then the reality HITS you in the ass. hahaah. I found whether you cruise on the Internet or in Gay bars etc., the same in the Boilerhouse, that guys YOU'RE into they ain't interested in you, BUT guys interested in you THAT I'M not into them. Kinda annoying really. I went into town in night time and came out in the DAY time. It was so cool and awesome. I hadn't been t here since Todd treated me for my birthday a few years ago, in which there I met an Aidan. Can't recall his surname. But he sucked me dry and was sleeping the next day the whole day. I was mentally and physically exhausted. Oh god yeah, I remember this particular aspect of tonight's visit. Prob one I'll never forget. I was going to get my credit card I think to pay for coffee or something. Then this ass of a guy let his cell phone drop on me head. At least he had the decency to apologise for that. So for that, I'm thankful. But the soreness n pain on my head went away after a few minutes to a half hour. The cell phone, from what I saw was Samsung Galaxy S3, possibly the baby I have now, that I'm currently replacing. So I went to the coffee to relax and try and get my head sorted again. It hurt like a bitch. The Server who is a hottie in his pink shorts, stroking his cock. My I wouldn't mind a job like that, imagine guys, seeing all these hotties in front of ya with the towel on thou(Regulation of the Boilerhouse). One aspect thou, I will have to recommend the next time I go back there, would have to be the infuriating  of trying to open my locker. Everytime, I wanted to get something, I would have a hard time opening the locker. Someone actually thought, I was trying to break in or something. Its'a security feature. But a bitch of a feature. While relaxing in the Sauna, I was conversing with the lads. The lads were all surprised of my NEW age and of how Irish I am with the phrases that I have. hahaah. Overall a wonderful experience. A memory now to store. hahaha. Anonymity very high. Which is understandable. Sometimes you have to experience life on your own, even thou it may be a lonesome one. it didn't take me too long for me to unshy myself. E.g da Sauna some lads would be naked obviously with the towel on their shoulders or whatever, So I eventually went into the amenities naked. As I couldn't get anyone in the Gloryhole let alone the cruising, I did the job myself. I fucked meself via 2 fingerings(well attempted - too tight da ass is) and wanked til the cows come home - hahahah. Then I stayed in the zacusssi to wash the "juice" off etc., Visited the amenities several times. haahha. Couldn't get enough of the building. One of the times, I was in the Sauna, I banged me head shortly after the Cell Phone fell on me. Not the best idea for a drunk guy to be getting his head banged. hahaa. Oh and another thing, I was continuously getting lost. Eventually I got it. Jaz for €22 it'd wanna be. hahaha. I even got myself Andrew Christian Undies. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH. Then when I was looking at the porn, there were older gentlemen assing me, of which I turned em down. They took it nicely. Some not so. But I aint gonna go down the route of having sex let alone a BJ with a guy I don't find attractive. NOT ANYMORE.

NEWS

Many fans of Garth Brooks  came to Ireland despite the actual concerts being cancelled. Some were upset but others were still content with what was provided to them.

Diary 21st July 2014

I just remembered, that I can now recall why Johann Strauss' Radetzsk Marszch means so much to me. AS well as its fantastic score, I remember that I got a Johann Strauss CD from my Mom when she was in Prague with her long time friend Joann(who sadly is with us no longer - RIP). I remember I was studying my Leaving Certificate(State Exams) in my bedroom and had the CD playing in the backroom.


I then headed to bed for my more frequent hibernations of late. I had thoughts throughout the sleep and hibernation. In that one of the thoughts were, that I would ask my Mom(Romania) what advice would she give when I underwent homophobic treatment at the time. My Mom over ere(KC), she says simply says to ignore of which I value it and completely ignore the naysayers. I would be however interested in what my Mom in Romania would have said. If of course she is supportive that is of the LGBT.


Then later on throughout the night, (of course, I'm still having thoguhts), I'm being told by letter and I get it translated that she's gone. I naturally am devastated and attempt to take the "ultimate step and take me own life"(Mrs. Doyle - Father Ted(Going to America)) on a number of occasions and types of attempts: By bridge into water or injecting or the bus on O' Connell or the more than likely bang my head til I conk out. and somebody finds me.


My folks ere attempt to tell me. And I reply "So much pain"(Professor Charles Xavier(younger self of 50 yrs previous) - Xmen: Days of Future Past)


I would like to remind you all or to recall how all this Mother story started for me. Lemme tell u a little story. It all started when my fathers best mate went. Father I mean the one here in Ireland. I started getting the feeling of being followed etc. constantly thinking of her ie my mom In Romania. Ie she perhaps wants to "get to know me" - Chris Salvatore(Eating Out 3 : funnily having a cam to cam session with Daniel Skelton). Then on Thurs during the Dawn of The Planet of the Apes movie I suddenly got this vision of a ghost-like human. I kept looking at it. Then I asked my friend later on if he saw something of the same. He said no. So ever since I have been fearing the worse, that perhaps my Mom(Romania) has passed on.



NEWS

The Bodies of the Plane Disaster have left by a refrigerated train to Karchev,North East Ukraine. There was a delay in realising the bodies of the 274 who perished in last weeks Air Disaster. Two Newcastle United Football Fan have been found to be on the plane in which it perished.

Diary 19th July 2014

Another item, I forgot to mention was that O2 rang me last week. They had been trying to get through to me a few times. So alas they got through. All they wanted to know was how I'm getting on with my Plan. As in is there anything they can do to improve. As it happens, they were willing to offer me the Samsung Galaxy S4 as a free upgrade. As I understand S5 has been out for a while now. So why offer me an Oldie. He first asked me though what do I use less onto the network. I said DATA. So he asked which of the 3 do I use most: DATA, Calls, or Texts. I said DATA. So he said that he would double my Data to 4GB from 2GB.
I asked if getting a free double Data and/or a free upgrade would that extend my contract. He said, just getting a new phone, that would extend my contract.
Last Thurs with O' Farrell, I was getting the food and the sorbet as per usual. I couldn't enjoy the sorbet as I had forgotten to get the spoon. hahaha. So instead as the cinema was packed and the movie: Dawn of the Planet of the Apes(Review here) had started, I wasn't in the mood to start getting the spoon, so I just let it melt and just drank it.

While sleeping, Just before I headed on off to sleep, I was taking photos of my babes, the inflatables. I had low battery. I said I'd try a different approach. I use the flash light of the cell phone and use that and take the pics WITHOUT the flash of the camera. Low and behold it worked. heeheh

So I then headed to sleep for a few winks, as I had extended my sleep. So while sleeping I had dreams of me looking through a window at a concert ie people singing outside. Micheál Martin TD(Irish Politician - Leader of the Fianna Fáil) is dressed as a priest. Comedy ensues when I see a guy eyeing up someone. It so happens its Will Smith. He's in the bathroom, wetting his pants. I then attempt to get him back with his girlfriend and son.
I was while trying to sleep was trying to memories a scene from a movie or tv show whereby the character is asked how he did that. The character replies just use your "wrist buddy. "I then realsied it was actually Spidey from Amazing Spiderman 2(Review here). Andrew Garfield(Peter Parker) was replying to Dane DeHaan(Harry Osborne). I then fast forwarded myself in a Spidey Unitard suit for Halloween'14 for the Outhouse Annual party.

So I eventually got up around 6ish. Dispite the fact I had over 30hr sleep, I didn't care. But skipping tonight's event, was a big NO NO. So I got up and headed on off. On the way, I did my secretarial duties. I rang Brendan O' F, Mom and Maureen. I rang Brendan to see whats up. After much tooing and frowing He decided to come along. I rang Mom back to thank her for the grub she left me. It was sent to Voicmeail.
I rang Muareen back to see what did she mean by "Message from or about the Environment". I got this particular voicemail Friday evening. So I just wanted to see what exactly she meant.
On my way to the film, I encounter a woman, just as I was crossing the Kings Inn St., she wanted to know if I knew anything about Bus Stops. She mentioned she wanted the 16 Bus. I asked which direction is she going. She mentioned Drumcondra.  The location we were at is literally a stone's throw. So I said that if she wanted she could walk. It'd take about 15-20 mins to walk.  I did offer if she still wanted the bus, that she'd encounter it shortly. She was most appreciative. She mentioned that it was her first day here. Be it Ireland or Dublin. Not sure exactly. I said "Enjoy your time here".

So then eventually, I did meet with O' Farrell. He was slightly delayed with traffic. Which was kinda late. But he was here. That's the main thing. So I then went to pay for the tickets for the main event of the night. Andrea Rieu; 10th Anniversary in Maastricht. The machine declined it, even if it didn't ask for my PIN. I had checked my O2 Money account previous. Yet it was declined. Brendan found it strange that it didn't ask for my PIN number. Well it finally recognised my details. Got our food etc., and then headed on up to the screen, which was free seating in that we could sit anywhere. When we arrived, we were possibly the youngest of the lot. We didn't care. I sang or hummed to my hearts content. Music brings the greatest in me. every time. I was thinking of my Mom(Romania), I would get a bit teary, so that every time, I sang or hummed as I said, I would dismiss my Mom. My heart was palpitating on a consistent basis. Again every time, I sang to my heart's content, my heart would go back to normal. So yeah "Music Is My Life". The format of the show was as follows. There was an Intermission, and then Andre Rieu himself was interviewed. During the Intermission there was an older gentlemen telling another person that "Technology's a great thing". The reason this was said was that Andre's concert from Maastricht was LIVE from Maastricht VIA Satellite. The last time something of this was done was when Pope Francis, beatified two Pope's: Pope John Paul 2nd and Pope John 23rd back in April of this year. Throughout the concert, Andre mentioned a very interesting quote. As it happens he was introducing his next act. A woman who had fallen in love from another country. As in "Love no knows no Borders". The woman being from Ukraine and Russia. Not one mention of Current Affairs was brought up. Which I kinda thought so. As it happens, later I learned that Andre on his sight had actually extended his deepest sympathies on  his website relating to the Plane crash of the MH17 last Thurs. Andre introduced a 9 yr old young girl he found from Holland's Got Talent: AMira. She had such an amazing voice. She sang an operatic piece. Brendan told me that "Ode to Joy" is actually the National Anthem of Europe. I vaguely recall this. But never knew the extent of truth of this. We got talking to this couple: Marget and John who were beside us. They and the rest of the audience were totally mesmerized by the singing and the dancing. I actually and all the rest of us felt we were actually there at the actual event. Then at the end of the Concert, Andre himself was interviewed by the Presenter in Holland. It was translated for us into English. One quote that stuck by me was "Sell your gun and buy a violin.". Brendan himself revealed that he had attempted to play the violin. Andre's quote is very true indeed. His point was that instead of killing people with guns, is to kill em with love and of course Music.
So then when the Interview was finished, we headed on down to the tickets, to get get the Transformers 4: Age of Extinction(Review here). Brendan headed on home, as he had to get the bus.

So on the way home, from a wonderful night, I encountered the Salvation Army. I recognised the name quite well. Possibly the one in the UK and also possibly in the US(where they don't want any gays at all). Then when I came across the Kings Inn St road layout which is arseways, a car turned into the junction thats for cyclists and the taxi obviously knew where to go. He went ahead. He had a smile, however the car before him, driven by a woman, had  NO smile at all. Would ya blame her. Such arseways of thinking of the layout of the entering the street. My mom over here had such trouble at one stage.

NEWS

As it happens, there 2 Irish people aboard the plane that crashed. She had been visiting her mother from Australia. Originally from Palmerstown. As it happens Son his wife who was lost in the Malalysian Airlines MH370 back in March, now have lost step granddaughter n her husband.

Diary 17th July 2014

I got up around half 6. I got a missed a call from O'Farrell. I  had sent him a message if he wants to see Dawn of The Planet of The Apes. Review here. So I set about heading on off to meet him in the OUthouse.

On my way, I encountered 4 young lads cycling together. THey's all were very sxc. mmmm. One had a black say TShirt with braces and a tracky shorts, another had a shorts and a black tanktop with Sunglasses. Another had a Blond dyed hair, red top and combat shorts. 2 of the 4 had sandals. mmmm all the way.
On my journey after meeting the sxcs, I then encountered 3 large groups of students who are studying English as a foreign language. 2 at least. Not sure about the last group. More than likely thou, I'd say.
Then I saw an Ambulance struggling to move on. Then all of a sudden, I got thoughts of me in a situation of me in heavy traffic and there's an ambulance behind me. I go manic, to Mom who's in the passenger seat. I get out of the car in manic state and tell Mom, she can move the car. Although a space is made, I can't monuvere the car and hence I get the Ambulance to move to the space. But they want me to move to the space. I couldn't move the car with the panic attack. I don't deal well when I'm under pressure.

So I then arrived and saw O' Farrell sitting waiting for me. heheeh. Bernard came round for a wee chat. Bernard mentioned a post, I posted on my FB a few days ago "How Gay Are You". I took the test. And it was found I am 33%. My sis is 67%. Bernard however 13%. And O' Farrell if I recall about 27%. How a woman can get up to 67%, yeah rightttttt. I said its total bull. Then Bernard mentioned as we were going to the newly released movie Dawn of the Planet of the Apes, that Laurence(whom I was hanging around with day after Dublin Gay Pride Parade) had said that when he went to the movie, that 6 ppl left the film. It was compeltly horrible. I then said that Sue Murphy from Her.ie on Ireland AM(She does Movie review) she totally enjoyed it, a bit emotional at times. So the two of us headed ontowards the movie, and I then asked O' Farrell, that Declan's remark, is it NOT a nice thing. Declan the previous day, had said that he "didn't recognise me with my clothes" - possibly referring to the Pride debacle as I like to call it.)

Ahh the sooner I get to the States, the better. Clearly I don't belong to the LGBT Community here in Ireland let alone Dublin.

So then afterwards, I walked O' Farrell to his bus stop. While doing so we stopped beside a sxc guy. O' Farrell then moved onwards. I then asked why you move from a sxc guy. Something liek that. He quoted to me "Age Majority" from the Irish Statute website. He assumed the age of 17 of the cutie. Legal age of consent of sex is 17 in Ireland. Of Adult its 18. I said to him a few weeks ago, that as long, as I don't express my feelings/attraction or whatever to him, OR that I don't have any sexual activity, why shoudl the law be quoted to me. He was most strict with this. I don't care. Unless I DON'T have sex with an UNDER 17, OR I have ADVANCES then, I should be alrite.

Age Majority

NEWS

Malysisain Airline MH17 has crashed above Ukrainian Airspace just beyond Donetske. Over 200 were on board. It was hit by a missile. There is blaming game. This comes after the previous Malaysian Airline MH370 disappeared without a trace back in March 8th of this year.

Ticketmaster(Ireland's ticketing Requirements for concerts etc., etc.,) has  started the refund of over 400,000 fans. This is a devastating loss to the local economy. 70,000 Overseas visitors will be affected. Dublin City Council has although to entice the visitors and fans of the affected cancelled concert to stay on in Dublin for the "Dublin Goes Country". The refund process, has made the concerts Officially cancelled.

Diary 15th July 2014

There was no end to my dreams. Here's just a flavor of what I have been enduring for the past 15hrs of sleep. From 7pm to 3pm the following day. 

I am seeing a pic of myself as a kid and the guy in the middle is "Jimmy" and my sis on the other side. I learn a disturbing secret that Jimmy's father murders his mother. I'm wearing a green top. I was acutally looking at my self as young lad. 

I am at home with my folks and of course with my sis(AS ADULTS). WE are all looking at pics of ourselves when my sis n I were kids. When I see a pic or vid of myself I run out of the back room balling crying. 

Its a possibility that both my sis and i have to b told stuff regarding our stay at the Orphanage.

Arrested and fined 150 of which the Cops pays for me. It was so clear as to being handcuffed. Not sure exactly the crime in question. 

Maureen n Mom meet me in a restaurant of which I introduce porter to Maureen my aunty. 

While messing with by sis in my gaf I cripple my bk that I need to lay on my back for several hrs. 

While waiting for help, life passes me by. The nurse  wants me to point out the pain so George from Kennedys is in swimwear. I ask George to turn around and I show the nurse. One of the ideas or life's mishaps is the idea of where I am going through a set of walls into a lonesome house. This particular house is in an area surrounded by a brick wall in a country side type. The freaky thing about this particular house is that I've dreamt about this particular house in the past.

Now from the back problem of the above, I go straight to a scene of whereby I'm in a hospital due to breathing difficulties. I'm at a corner when I encounter Richard and Hyacinth Bucket (Pronounced bouquet - hahahaha are filming an episode. I says to Richard "go long Richard". He makes a beautiful dish of pasta of which he is blending. Hyacinth's dish is a mess in that when she goes to blend, she pushes the wrong button or something as it is as if she pressed the button to release like slurry. 

I then encounter Mary Byrne in a room. Mary sings a beautiful song and I congratulate her. 

My old school principle passes me on the corridor. And my top part of the oxygen tank dismantles. I have struggling breathing. The principle helps to me to put it back together. And so I breath in the fresh oxygen of from the tank.

So after I woke up and eventually got up. I was looking at yesterday's News Bulletins(14th July) when I saw Mom coming down the steps of the my place. So I went up to greet her. She was wanting to bring me down to get the Dole. I said that I'm going to see Mrs. Brown's Boys: D'Movie with my sis. Mom says that, that may be cancelled as she's got a headache. As it happened it was cancelled. So with this in mind, I set about heading off with Mom to the Dole. Mom was very disheartened to learn when I told her that I don't want anything. I made a sorry ass of an excuse so that I don't get cash or cheque or whatever for the phone etc., etc., You see, I first said to Mom that I have the tickets. She was so annoyed. She even said that the family "lack in communication". She then put it that it don't help when I don't answer the phone. I had explained to her that when I expressed an interest in Joseph and the Technicolor Dreamcoat Theater show that's' being put on in Bord Gáis Energy Theater in August. It never crossed my mind that she and Dad were getting me tickets. So with this in mind, she then asked that I be with Dad on Tuesday(the day before the birthday) so that he can give me a "cheque". It was then found out actually that he wanted to pay for the phone IN FRONT of me at the clerk in town or more than likely in his local O2 store up in Artane. I later revealed to my sis, that I can't allow that anymore. As he has told me that I need to "get my priorities right". I find that horridly annoying. He probs mean well. But I just hate it to the coar. Everytime, he buys something BIG for me, like a new gadget or a new phone or whatever, he passes on a comment to the sales person. Which is HIGHLY embarrassing. I get this sinking feeling. He would say something like, "looks like I'm buying". Something like that. So I got my Dole sorted and my banking. So Mom and I were arguing that I get a takeout. I personally didn't want it. But Mom got it for me anyways. The 3 in 1 was absolutely scrumptious. But the Vegetable Curry, I wouldn't be so quick or as me Da would say, "I wouldn't be first in line" to get the curry. 

When Mom left, shortly afterwards, I saw Maureen leaving food for me and for my sis of which I later learned from her, that I was to drop it down to my sis. We chatted for a bit. When she first saw my place, her reaction was actually interesting. "Jesus, Mary and Joseph". I said Jesus isn't here". When me Da would say Jesus as in being annoyed with me or whatever, I used to say all the time, that "Jesus isn't here". He hated that. I said this to Maureen. She had a hearty laugh. hahaha. She expressed that the environment can cause Depression or whatever. I said "People cause Depression NOT environment". She then told me the story of the Joseph and Amazing Technicolor DreamCoat. It was so interesting. I really can't wait NOW. 

So then afterwards, I headed on to see my sis. We chatted and had a mixture of TV too. WE were looking at the old episode of Two and A Half Men and of course Golden Girls. On the way I got sugar for her, and I saw different flavorings of Green Tea. So I decided to get em. We both tasted the Strawberry flavor. IT was so scrumptious. I expressed my dreams to her. She is very concerned. I also said that I noted that everytime, someone I knew very well or became close to, that I get into a deep state of depression, as occurred since last Thurs when my sis told me about SOD's untimely death. So the two of us, headed on out to get a few groceries. So now I'll be adding the Green Tea to my diet on a permanent basis which is SO cool. heeheh

NEWS

Junior Ministry or Part 2 of the Cabinet Reshuffle was announced by An Taoiseach, Enda Kenny. It was reported that the British Prime Minister, David Cameron(Conservative) announced his Cabinet Reshuffle of BOTH Senior and Junior Ministers(Secretaries) with this, he announced a whole "string of" women in his portfolios. However across the pond here in Ireland, The Taoiseach failed to do such. He himself brought in legislation to change this behavior of having no women in politics. 

Another controversy has arose now. In that newly appointed Joe McHugh TD has been assigned the Minster of State at the Department of Gaeltacht. Now reason being this person is a controversy is that he's been assigned to a minstery of which he has little to no Irish.

Simon Harris TD(FG) - Minister of State at the Department of Finance
The youngest male member of the Dail, and the sexiest(heheeh) replaces Brian Hayes. Who's gones to Europe. He was voted as Dublin's MEP last May. 

Darragh Murphy(FG) - Minister of State for European Affairs

Paudie Coffey(FG) - Department of the Environment

Aidahaon O Riodan(Labour) - 

Kevin Humphires(Labour)

Ann Phelan(Labour) Minister of State, Agriculture

Damien English

Michael Ring TD - Minister of for Tourism & Sport

Joe McHugh TD - Minister for State at the Department of Gaeltacht

Sean Sherlock

The following are the losers ie, they have been demoted. 

Fergus O' Dowd(FG)

Dinny McGinley TD

Ciaran Cannon(FG)(Former PD)

Joe Costello(Labour)

It is with great regret that Garth Brooks has officially announced that he will NOT be playing any gigs in Croke Park this Summer which was due to be held at the end of the month. Garth Brooks himself issued a statement "Crushed is an understatement". 

Diary 13th July 2014

As I went to bed QUITE late aka 4pm, a half hour earlier than yesterday - hahaha. It played up on getting to my sis quite late. So I then got up and got ready. Then I ended up at her place. I did appear to be a bit of a distraught ie in grievance as in the death of my Paps, good friend Sean. May he RIP. WE chatted for a bit. Its all we did. Not even a TV show let alone a movie. hahaha.

There were things on my mind. As in when I went in, I was about to burst into tears cause of the grievance. As I said to my sis on FB, "only the good ones are going". I had mentioned that I had hope to have Ailish and Noel over in the Outhouse, but then noted that they NEVER go out and or have a chat. I've always chatted with em in their house. NEVER outside. So I've had to drop them. I shall consider Mulligan(Ailish's Sister) and Eileen(Ailsih's Mom, My Mom's sister) thou. It then occurred to me, that I never had my Aunty(Nun) over at the Outhouse. She claims she ain't a homophobe. So I shall put it to her very soon.

We then chatted about Sean's death and brought many fond memories of him. (which is quite limited). I had remembered him, in terms of me helping him with the Broadband and the Cards that they used to play. My Dad and his friends used to play cards every month or so. They used to play in each others houses. When it was time for our house, my Mom would get a Chinese in for the men, and that we eat the leftovers. However since they have moved on in years, eg. Frank who suffered a stroke a few years ago, then there John Cadogan who sadly passed away a few years ago, then there's Gilbert, who has difficulty in breathing ie Tanks literally every step in his house. So its a pretty sad state of affairs. So they don't play cards anymore.

Afterwards the issue of my Mom in which I brought. Ahem the one in Romania I mean. In that I expressed the "feeling of someone following me" and dark LITERALLY dark shadows. My sis advised that its a possibility that as I have NO contact whatsoever with my birth mother and she the same with me. So my sis was trying to say that someone's trying to deliver news or contact via means of shadows or at the very least the "feeling" of being followed. Even on the way home, I heard something fall, thought it was coins or something. I even put the flash light of my cell phone on to see if anything dropped. But nothing. Then shortly afterwards, I got the "feeling" of being followed again. THANKFULLY no shadow let alone a dark one. Thats freaky alrite. But the feeling is quite scary thou. Ever since the feeling I have been getting, I have had thoughts that my Mom is actually WANTING me, as I expressed to me sis, that I have the need of being WANTED. Of course I have my Mom over hear, BUT when she goes, I'll have my sis of course, BUT NO MOM. etc., etc.,

I explained the Croke Park Debacle of Garth Brooks. I asked my sis who does me Pops blame. He said Garth himself. I somewhat agree. BUT, I actually blame the Promoters and the GAA. Of course he wouldn't blame the GAA. He loves his GAA - hahahah.

Then a delicate topic was brought up. I brought it up as inspired by Touched By An Angel whereby a person was having an episode of Paranoid Schizophrenia. I asked her if there was a way, I could "see" what that person is actually seeing whilst having the episode.

Dad loosing buckets of weight in our opinion cause of the "potential" loss of medical card. As I explained already about his medical card entitlements, my Dad's Medical card will be revoked which will be a big blow if it is being revoked. Now we men, don't like to express our feelings or whatever, clearly by his Weight loss, that's a possibility. Now his Dr., did say thou to loose weight, BUT the amount of weight he has lost, its a bit of a worry. In that he's hardly eating unlike the way he used to. He's even giving me food that he can't fininsh. So my sis n I came to the conclusion that's its a possibility that he's ain't eating as much, so that he can save on Medical Bills, ie Medication etc.,


Shortly before I left my sis, I asked her what does she think of what my friend Todd had said. In that when I was with him at the bar after Mrs. Brown's Boys: D'Movie(Review here) he had expressed on the way to the movie, his concern relating to a post I had put up. He's referring to a Hangman post. In which it states that if you continue to push a person to the limits, he/she may die ie through suicide or whatever. I had denied of such. He said that it must have been on my mind at the time.

Then I had stated that I have lost the mojo, or moxi or whatever when relating to the Citizenship and getting the requirements. I had told her, that I was moving to New York NOT for homophobia reasons, BUT the lack of respect or love from the LGBT Community over hear. Then relating to the Gay Marriage Referendum that  as the Referendum has been moved to Spring of '15, that I've lost the mojo for that too in getting the Citizenship Documents prepped up.

My sis was worried that when she tags a person that her name will appear on her exs page. As I understand, if you block a person, you're name will NOT be visible to that person. As far as that person is concerned, the person will think you've deleted your Facebook Account.

So I arrived home safe and sound, after the weird visioning, I had been encountering on the way home. I found my remote, that I had been searching for a few hours. I had to resort to manual which is a pain. I had to use the buttons on the Box in question.

I finally can now continue to download my gay porn. I had to pause it as my router was reset with the amount of disconnection on a constant basis. It was annoying me. So I reset it and compeltly forgot about my porn connection. I had forgotten how to forward my ports which is required to download Torrents ie gay porn.

NEWS

Germany first to win as a Unified Nation. West Germany won 3 times.. No European nation has ever won the Competition in South America

Bill O' Herlihy bows out after 50 years on TV. Anchored 10 World Cups. The 1990 World Cup was a career highlight. Born in Cork. He started his career with the Cork Examiner.  Moved from Print to RTE CA then to Sport. His Swan Song is gonna be the FIFA World Cup Final 2014 between Argentina and Germany.

It has been announced that Minister for Mental Health Kathleen Lynch(Labour) has been confirmed as to staying in her portfolio with an added responsibility of Primary Care. The remaining Junior Minisiterys will be announced by An Taoiseach Enda Kenny TD on Tuesday.

Pope Francis has been quoted as saying that he intends on finding a "Solution" to the celibacy issue of the Catholic Church.

Diary 10th July 2014

Singing proclaimers songs  via a karaoke style.  Guy who tries robbing my phone stands on such a position for the concert n readys himself for the production.
Woman says if I don't want my phone stolen put it away. I put it down my trousers he attempts to then my I put it in my trousers pocket. Again he attempts to.
In chatting to someone. and I mention my mother in Romania thinking I'm ready. I go manic which i had to awaken myself.

Well I was suppose to see Chef with O' Farrell. Review will be provided in due course. However, I checked my phone, for missed phone calls, or texts and even FB Messenger. Nothing. So I just stayed on in bed and got up later than normal as a result of the dream I was getting of me Ma(Romania). Then I noted, that my box was low on space, so I just watched the Days News Bulletins.

I also forgot to mention that when Todd yesterday after the movies asked me if I was feeling sexy at pride and when I said yeah his reply well "fuck what anyone thinks." Which was  and is my attitude.

News

Its official .We have a South America V Europe FIFA World Cup 2014 Final. Argentina and Germany will go head to head in the final. It will be a repeat of the 1986 final in which Argentina won the final that year and the 1990 final in which the-then West Germany won that year.

A Texan faces per capital murders faces the Death penalty after shooting 6 ppl. After 4 hr standoff. He shot his estranged wife. 2 adults and 3 children were shot dead. 4-13 yrs old were the age bracket. a 15 yr old girl who was shot in da head, alerted the police, is critical in hospital.

The latest in the Garth Brooks saga aka(otherwise known as) Garth Gate. Garth has been offered by Dublin City Council's City Manager: Owen Keegan. He has been offered 3 of the five concerts and the last 2 of the 5 to matinee. As I understand Garth has he himself rejected it and his promoter(Aiken) stating "It's not feasible".

Earlier on he held a press conference where he expressed a "its also under a cloud". He hopes that "joy will eventually shine". He expressed "Everything was rockin'" He continued "Up to 10 days ago, 2 weeks ago, It was nothing but love".Emotionally he stated "Don't sell a show to people and get their hopes up that you're gonna just cancel on em and that's ok". Beggingly he said "and if the prime minister(In Republic of Ireland, we call him Taoiseach - which is Irish for Prime Minster) himself wants to talk to me", he would "crawl, swim". He would even "fly, over there this weekend. Sit in front of him, drop on my knees and beg". 

Expressing being a loser: "Anyone in Ireland, anyone on the planet is sad about this, you're not one billionth as sad as I am". He expresses that he is the  "Real looser" and is just looking for a "simple yes".