For the very first time, I had a dream, whereby Sammy my +Puppys Stanescu was in my dream. He was just simply sitting in a corner on a chair. What does this signify, I wonder? hmmmm
So then afterwards, I got up headed up to my folks. We had brekkie. I asked about Granola that I had bought. mmmm. Mom says I should steep with cold or hot milk OVER NIGHT. So then Dad and I got onto the job of hedge trimming, and the back ie the Laurels.
Maureen came by. I don't know why exactly. hahaha. But her face expression was the MOST WEIRDEST. Its as if she was telling me that she caused the rift between my sis and I and the Dad and I. Of which I ain't gonna get into. But its a face I'll never forget. That's all I'm gonna say.
So then she left, Mom, Dad and I had a meal. heheheh. I then headed off for home.
So then after a bit of TV I headed onto town for to see Mission IMpossible: Rogue Nation(Review here) with Andrea.
My first port of call was to do a few errands. Namely Aldis for Fruit and Tescos for yoghurt. So that was all's well. heeheh. I then decided about 5mins BEFORE I was due to meet Andrea, that I was going to Pennys. I saw an image on Pennys that I looked at more than once, and posted the image on FB. THe image is that of a guy ie Model for Pennys whereby he's wearing a Beanie hat, Jumper and trousers ie denims. As I was encouraged and did really look nice, I saw that I might as well get it. However it came at a hike of a price tag of which I had hoped to keep the cash for the Friday nights movie. hehehe.
However after all the errands, though I saw that I had finished in Penneys at 18.58 ie almost 7pm. I was to meet Andrea at 6.45. The film being on at 7pm. So I got myself moving. So I rang ANdrea to find what seat he was in as when I went to the Outhouse where I was to meet him, I was told that he was in the cinema. So I headed on over to the cinema and then rang him. He hung up, so I was getting a bit anxious as to where to sit. He told me in the call that he was in the back. So I just took a guess as to where in the Back he was in. hehehe. So then I went to the desk and asked to be seated in the back. The person at the desk was very helpful. He showed me the screen. There was a one person on their own in seat 7 and another person had two seats taken. So I assumed the person who was on their own, was good chance himself. So I got the seat eventually. But as it happens, he was actually further down. WHen I arrived, I was surprised that their was an elderly woman on her own looking at an action movie. ahhaah. Twas good. THen a couple came up beside us. She instantly reminded me of my mate Karen from Florida. The way she was laughing etc.,
So after the cinema, I decided that I wanted pics for the Wolrd Prevention of Suicide Day Go Orange Campaign. So I went round by Trinity College, Bank of Ireland on College of Green, and the Mansion House. I had hoped that Grafton St which was on the list would be lit in Orange, surprisingly no. Then I headed on home.
NEWS
Northern Ireland's FIrst Minister PEter Robinson has stepped down with Arlean Foauster stepping in temporarily. She is currently a Finance Minister. This was due to the murder of McGuigan. Bobby Story one of the three arrested for Kevin McGUigan's death has been released.
Primarks has opened in Boston. IT is the first branch to open in USA. ANother store is due to open in Pennsylvania in NOvember
The Banking INquiry has held its last PUblic INquiry. AJay and MInister of Finance MIchael Noonan were the last two witnesses to be called. The Inquiry is now to compile a report and publish it.
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Thursday, 10 September 2015
Tuesday, 8 September 2015
Diary 8th September 2015
DREAM
One of the dreams, I had was quite interesting, but at the same time troubling. I'm in a queue for a job or something. I'm wanting to apply for a job BUT while MARRIED. I ask about SameSex, the employer whistels a tune, and then I notice the word Jesus, so I just assume he's a bigot and not a chance I'll get a job.
Next and final dream, was most weird, but very disturbing. Its as follows. I'm on a bus tour with kids. This particular kid keeps messing and although we've arrived at our destination makes the bus go further down a road to a bridge. I with my Driving skills, step on the Gas(Accelerator). Even as a I right and recall this dream, its as vivid as if I were dreaming right this second. So I drive the bus back towards where we were suppose to stop, however we are forced to stop. We stop outside a restaurant and we notice the road where we were on initially is actually a place where Food is delivered to the restaurant. There is a crate(wooden) of lettuce and vegetables and then to wash the food it is emptied into the water then sent to the restaurant. I then see the food again and this time it is emptied and I exclaim: "What a waste of food". So the food is emptied crates again and we see the road again, as the road itself is visible and turned around.
END OF DREAMS
What a day today turned out to be. I had been on the Facebook before going to bed onto Darragh my cousin on my Dad's side. I had apologised to him for my outburst last year for getting involved in my business on FB when he had said to me stop airing my dirty laundering on FB, something like that. I replied to him to Fuck off. So I apologised for that outburst blaming it on my depression. So then I also asked if I could re-add him as a friend on my Facebook. So he accepted and he asked if I could help him do fencing. I initially turned him down with a view of sleeping until it was time for my dole which An Post closes around half 5 and I wake up at five to 5. However my body woke up and 11.54am ie five to midday. I was rethinking of whether I should stay on or not. It was a lovely day out. So I got up. GOt a voicemail from Maureen saying that Dad was doing gardening of shredding, something like that.
So then I headed up to Darragh's with a view of helping him with fencing. I initially actually messaged him on FB first. But no answer. So I just went up just in case he was sleeping or whatever or maybe he left the cell inside the house and he himself working outside. But as it happened no one was there. I even jumped up and down at the side gate to see if he was there. But couldn't see anyone.
So then, I rang Dad to see if he wanted help. he said he had started if I recall. So I headed to my folks. When I arrived, Mom and I hugged with here being teary. Dad had nothing to say. We just chatted in general. I noticed that the garden had been done, but the hedge on the balcony had not been done. So I said what gives, Maureen had told me otherwise. So then I said that Darragh was onto me relating to Fencing. I said to Dad he hadn't aged a bit. hahaha. So I just had a meal(back to square one - says I to meself). So in future, I'll strictly keep to visiting my folks once a MONTH, like I do with AIlish and Noel. Like after all that's happened, as I said to my sis, later tonight, I've lost all respect for my pops. He really pushed me. Just before I headed off to Darragh's for the fencing, Dad asks me if I had enough money. Now he gave me €100 of which I gave to me sis, yet he asks me. I'm getting mixed signals........
Darragh in the mean time, had messaged me saying the offer is still there. So I told Mom n Dad that I wanted to help Darragh. So back to Darragh, when he messaged me saying that he still is around. He was leaving his girlfriend Sarah to the Airport. So I spent a few hours with Darragh. Darragh had emigrated to Australia a few years ago for no jobs reasons. He's home for a weeks. He had an encounter with his next door neighbor Maureen. He was helping a neighbor across the road with a leak in the pipe. The main reason I was half thinking of the fencing was one I wanted to sleep but on the other hand, I REALLY wanted to see him. Afterall, I haven't seen him since he emigrated even before then. hahaha. It was really great to see him.
So then we finished up around 4.34. Just in time for the dole. Then into the Bank, while getting change, Brian who works in Kennedys was curious if all i'm gonna be getting is the change. So I'll attempt to change in the future either from the Post himself OR when I go to put in Money into the savings and the TV License stamps.
Then SmallChanges. As Darragh paid me, I used his cash on food in SmallChanges. hahahah. Great shop it is. Got myself different flavors of Cheese VioLife and also enquired about SATCHED soup instead of Cans. He checked if they were vegan as there was no label "Suitable for Vegans"
Then I came back to watch a documentary on how the replacement Twin Towers that was sadly Terroisitically Attacked in Sept 11th 2001. It went to document how it all came about the World Trade Center Memorial and One World Trade Center. Twas quite emotive to look at actually. So then afterwards, I watched Mrs. Brown's Boys. heheeheh.
I then headed to my sis. I initially met her in Centra to get grub for myself. We headed to her place. Had a grand ould time, full of laughter with Comedy of course with Everybody Loves Raymond and Golden GIrls. hahahah.
NEWS
Alexander Pacteau has been sentenced to 23 years to jail. He was charged a month ago. He was charged with the murder of KAren Buckley. Karen from Cork, moved to Glasgow, UK a few years ago for to study Nursing. She was on a night out. She disappeared for several days. She was found on a banquet after 4 days missing.
Transgender people or People who identify as Transgender can now get a Gender Recognition Form, following the passing of the Marriage Referendum in May, and the President signing it into law last week. The Marriage Referendum paved the way for Transgender Equailtiy as well. So now if you wish to change your Gender in the eyes of teh law, you must apply to the Department of Social Protect with a form
The makers LucasFilms who makes the Star Wars saga, has been given the all clear to continue filming more on Skelling Micheal in CO. Kerry.
One of the dreams, I had was quite interesting, but at the same time troubling. I'm in a queue for a job or something. I'm wanting to apply for a job BUT while MARRIED. I ask about SameSex, the employer whistels a tune, and then I notice the word Jesus, so I just assume he's a bigot and not a chance I'll get a job.
Next and final dream, was most weird, but very disturbing. Its as follows. I'm on a bus tour with kids. This particular kid keeps messing and although we've arrived at our destination makes the bus go further down a road to a bridge. I with my Driving skills, step on the Gas(Accelerator). Even as a I right and recall this dream, its as vivid as if I were dreaming right this second. So I drive the bus back towards where we were suppose to stop, however we are forced to stop. We stop outside a restaurant and we notice the road where we were on initially is actually a place where Food is delivered to the restaurant. There is a crate(wooden) of lettuce and vegetables and then to wash the food it is emptied into the water then sent to the restaurant. I then see the food again and this time it is emptied and I exclaim: "What a waste of food". So the food is emptied crates again and we see the road again, as the road itself is visible and turned around.
END OF DREAMS
What a day today turned out to be. I had been on the Facebook before going to bed onto Darragh my cousin on my Dad's side. I had apologised to him for my outburst last year for getting involved in my business on FB when he had said to me stop airing my dirty laundering on FB, something like that. I replied to him to Fuck off. So I apologised for that outburst blaming it on my depression. So then I also asked if I could re-add him as a friend on my Facebook. So he accepted and he asked if I could help him do fencing. I initially turned him down with a view of sleeping until it was time for my dole which An Post closes around half 5 and I wake up at five to 5. However my body woke up and 11.54am ie five to midday. I was rethinking of whether I should stay on or not. It was a lovely day out. So I got up. GOt a voicemail from Maureen saying that Dad was doing gardening of shredding, something like that.
So then I headed up to Darragh's with a view of helping him with fencing. I initially actually messaged him on FB first. But no answer. So I just went up just in case he was sleeping or whatever or maybe he left the cell inside the house and he himself working outside. But as it happened no one was there. I even jumped up and down at the side gate to see if he was there. But couldn't see anyone.
So then, I rang Dad to see if he wanted help. he said he had started if I recall. So I headed to my folks. When I arrived, Mom and I hugged with here being teary. Dad had nothing to say. We just chatted in general. I noticed that the garden had been done, but the hedge on the balcony had not been done. So I said what gives, Maureen had told me otherwise. So then I said that Darragh was onto me relating to Fencing. I said to Dad he hadn't aged a bit. hahaha. So I just had a meal(back to square one - says I to meself). So in future, I'll strictly keep to visiting my folks once a MONTH, like I do with AIlish and Noel. Like after all that's happened, as I said to my sis, later tonight, I've lost all respect for my pops. He really pushed me. Just before I headed off to Darragh's for the fencing, Dad asks me if I had enough money. Now he gave me €100 of which I gave to me sis, yet he asks me. I'm getting mixed signals........
Darragh in the mean time, had messaged me saying the offer is still there. So I told Mom n Dad that I wanted to help Darragh. So back to Darragh, when he messaged me saying that he still is around. He was leaving his girlfriend Sarah to the Airport. So I spent a few hours with Darragh. Darragh had emigrated to Australia a few years ago for no jobs reasons. He's home for a weeks. He had an encounter with his next door neighbor Maureen. He was helping a neighbor across the road with a leak in the pipe. The main reason I was half thinking of the fencing was one I wanted to sleep but on the other hand, I REALLY wanted to see him. Afterall, I haven't seen him since he emigrated even before then. hahaha. It was really great to see him.
So then we finished up around 4.34. Just in time for the dole. Then into the Bank, while getting change, Brian who works in Kennedys was curious if all i'm gonna be getting is the change. So I'll attempt to change in the future either from the Post himself OR when I go to put in Money into the savings and the TV License stamps.
Then SmallChanges. As Darragh paid me, I used his cash on food in SmallChanges. hahahah. Great shop it is. Got myself different flavors of Cheese VioLife and also enquired about SATCHED soup instead of Cans. He checked if they were vegan as there was no label "Suitable for Vegans"
Then I came back to watch a documentary on how the replacement Twin Towers that was sadly Terroisitically Attacked in Sept 11th 2001. It went to document how it all came about the World Trade Center Memorial and One World Trade Center. Twas quite emotive to look at actually. So then afterwards, I watched Mrs. Brown's Boys. heheeheh.
I then headed to my sis. I initially met her in Centra to get grub for myself. We headed to her place. Had a grand ould time, full of laughter with Comedy of course with Everybody Loves Raymond and Golden GIrls. hahahah.
NEWS
Alexander Pacteau has been sentenced to 23 years to jail. He was charged a month ago. He was charged with the murder of KAren Buckley. Karen from Cork, moved to Glasgow, UK a few years ago for to study Nursing. She was on a night out. She disappeared for several days. She was found on a banquet after 4 days missing.
Transgender people or People who identify as Transgender can now get a Gender Recognition Form, following the passing of the Marriage Referendum in May, and the President signing it into law last week. The Marriage Referendum paved the way for Transgender Equailtiy as well. So now if you wish to change your Gender in the eyes of teh law, you must apply to the Department of Social Protect with a form
The makers LucasFilms who makes the Star Wars saga, has been given the all clear to continue filming more on Skelling Micheal in CO. Kerry.
Tuesday, 9 June 2015
Diary 9th June 2015
Today I did Hedge trimming with me pops. Had a bit of grub, then back to work. haaahh
Then onto my sis. Had a grand old ball. haahahah
Then onto my sis. Had a grand old ball. haahahah
Tuesday, 12 May 2015
Diary 12th May 2015
I called up to the folks, from yesterday, as Dad wanted the mowing done. My sis was down. I got my dole, then I tried getting my tumblr of coins into cash in the bank, they clerk gave me bags.
Thursday, 19 March 2015
Diary 19th March 2015
Today wasn't that busy. I booked the tickets for to see Mamma Mia with Todd. So can't wait. Or as I says on Facebook, "It's Gonna be Epic"
Started the day off with me struggling to get outta bed. hahaa. Despite me going to bed EARLIER, I still failed. hahaah. Then again the fact that I got up in such a fright when I saw on my cell 2 missed calls, from Mom. I thought I was late. I was to be collected for 11. This was 10 to 11. Mom brought me up. I helped Dad with installing his new Water Butt. hahaha. We had a nice meal then. Afterwards we got the mowing done. heeheh.
I then headed to Corrigans to collect my sis' meds as shes currently in the Hosp. On my way to the cinema, I encountered James who has crutches. So then I headed onto Cineworld to see Kingsman. Shortly I headed to Euro Giant to get a looksie. And saw Ducky's twin Baby. awwww.
Started the day off with me struggling to get outta bed. hahaa. Despite me going to bed EARLIER, I still failed. hahaah. Then again the fact that I got up in such a fright when I saw on my cell 2 missed calls, from Mom. I thought I was late. I was to be collected for 11. This was 10 to 11. Mom brought me up. I helped Dad with installing his new Water Butt. hahaha. We had a nice meal then. Afterwards we got the mowing done. heeheh.
I then headed to Corrigans to collect my sis' meds as shes currently in the Hosp. On my way to the cinema, I encountered James who has crutches. So then I headed onto Cineworld to see Kingsman. Shortly I headed to Euro Giant to get a looksie. And saw Ducky's twin Baby. awwww.
Friday, 5 December 2014
Diary 5th December 2014
I was due to get up earlier for to see if I could download the USB Ubuntu file on my sis' connection. However, As I failed to get up in time, Dad collected me. We did a bit of gardening. Today we were just connecting up the lights.
Dad treated me to a takeout. DiLucia's and for my pics for the decorations.
So came back to the folks and downloaded the USB installer for Ubuntu. Sadly it didn't work.
Headed off to the outhouse. On the way to Dunnes then into outhouse n cineworld where I went to see Penguins of Madagascar. (Review here)
Dad treated me to a takeout. DiLucia's and for my pics for the decorations.
So came back to the folks and downloaded the USB installer for Ubuntu. Sadly it didn't work.
Headed off to the outhouse. On the way to Dunnes then into outhouse n cineworld where I went to see Penguins of Madagascar. (Review here)
Wednesday, 17 September 2014
Diary 15th September 2014
Well as Mom was collected me to do gardening with Dad, I stayed up ie another LACK OF SLEEP. hahaah; I have been looking at TV the whole night. hahaahah. So then Mom arrived. As I had a few errand of my own to do especially my Bank, I had stressed to her that they's VIP. I had AIB to pay, as I mixed up the dates for my Sky Bill which WAS due on Friday ONTOP of my Loan Payment. I mixed up the lot completly. So that left me in debt of €95 which I wasn't gonna let the bank get the better of me unlike last year. Now my next worry was to try to figure out for my next errand which is Lidl how am I gonna get the cash for that when I realsied that my Credit Union was closed on a Monday, which is normal. So I withdrew from An Post, but as it happens it wasn't enough. I lodged my required €45 for my debt, to AIB, then onwards to Folks place. Whiel withdrawing and heading to wartds back to mom's car, I saw Phil. He was a barman, when I working in Kennedy's back when I was younger. hahaahh.
To start on the gardening. He was doing the hedge. Mom had asked when we last did the hedge. She thought likewise, I did too, it was back in April or at least the beginning of the year. But as it happens, its actually June 24th. So we continued. We did mulching. Then afterwards a break was deserved by all. While having a break, more so a dinner. Mom pointed out to me that Paisley was a bigot. Didn't I think that he was against gays or whatever, but actually against CATHOLICS. She even quoted him as saying that he referred to us as "Vermins". I have notice though however, that Mom has changed alrite, ever since she went to Pride march back in June. Why I say such, was joking with me about guys et.c, and "Oh you don't say that" etc., etc., So then Dad and I got back onto work. I was mowing his lawn. I can't even remember the last time, I mowed his lawn.
So then Mom brought me up to Lidls in Artnae. TO get a few stuff. There was a lady ahead of me, who dropped all the coins, likewise me. I had dropped my note etc., I then headed to pay for the stuff. Then we went back to her place, as I was to type out an email to Jim(Dad's relative in the States). So then Mom thought as she MIGHTNED be around tomorrow as she may have to go to a funeral, to collect my laundry, that she go today to collect the laundry. When we did so, it was found that they hand't started as I had specified Tuesday. So bottomline it wasn't ready.
So then I got ready. While I was getting ready, I heard Frankie(the landlord). THis has been his second visit, and to date, NO phonecall, NO attempt to even contact me, assuming he knows I'm inside. But at least a little phonecall wouldn't go amiss. But eitehrway, I'm living it i up to him. When he wants to do renovation, he tells m when, I will gladly go along.
I popped into Lidls to get more clothes. hahaha. I'm trying to achieve one goal. And that is to LOOK normal to the public. I'd to feel that I ain't. LIke to day for e.g, I had a heavy jumper, Tshrit(WIHT COllar), Vest, Trackies Trousers. EVen that didnt' still satidsfiy the pub.ice.
So then it was time to get ready for the PDC(Personal Dvelopment Course). Today's lecture was based on ASSERTIVENESS. Twas quite a difficult one, However I still maintained my understanding.
Our first task was to do a memory game. Person 1 would say their NAME, and their one thing ABOUT THEM e.g Sammy, Person 2 would say Sammy, Puppy and my name is Patch and I'm a puppy etc., etc., Examples of others quite amusing. Such as Dragging a boat, works at Unibar, Marathon, Florists, etc., etc., When i twas my turn , I said my name Georgian and of course what I like about me is Green Tea.
Self Assertiveness:
Is defined as follows:
Then the 4 Methods of Communications:
Passive - Point out the Pet Peeves
Passive/Aggressive - OMGLike, Don't answer phone etc.,
Aggressive - Explosive/Violence
Assertive - Advising/SAY in Nice tone/ Being you/ Being angry BIT physical ie Compromise
WE were broken up into groups of 3. And asked to give an example. Our group consisting of Dave(Who works behind the counter),
Passive
Let some one skip queue
Assertive
Telling sis that I'm gay
Aggressive
last out after Overnight study
Then it was time to get onto Assertiveness Skills
Be Specific
Repetition
Compromise
Self Disclosure agree with true feed
Disagree if untrue
Aggressive if Started BY YOU
e.g ppl who won't shut up through film.
Then as we went for a break, I was brought as side, by one of the peers Eugene asking about my phone usage and being a distraction. He was actually really nice about it. I explained, that I take notes down and as the notes, which I checked on my email is so difficult to understand. Like I can speak English no problems, BUT when it comes to written, I get completely lost. So the the stuff they say in the actual class, that I understand. He thought it would benefit the class After the break that I got and tell the class. I was actually getting nervous thinking they'd think I was recording them or something.
So then the second part of the class commenced in which we started with Self Esteem.
Inwards
Sexy
Going topless
Self Esteem is defined by the relationship between you and the Inside
Self Approval
compliments
Self Esteem Scale
1.......5,6,7.......10
Most
People
can change with events, etc.,
Start with small
Learn to appreciate your yourself
Avoid negative people
Doing something your good at
Acknowledgement
Shortly before the class finished, a member asked about a homophobe who constantly quotes the bible etc., Twas quite distributing. And get this, they's the best of buddies, YET when ever the subject of homosexuality appears he does this. He just wanted to find out which part of the methods of Communication would it fit in, namely Passive/PassiveAggressive/Asssertive.
I bumped into Ronan. Great to see him. And Bernard. who else. hehehehe. After the class was finished, Bernard gave a little lecture of Henry 8th and the way WOMEN are treated in India, etc.,e tc., Quite intriguing but as Martin(who's part of hte course) says anything Positive. ahhahahaah. So then Martin and I headed on home. Martin who is from Waterford(originally Germany) works in Waterford had to head home, as had to be home for work(florist) for the morning. Imagine coming up to Dublin for 2 hrs every week. Wow. So after I left him, I headed to Indian Taste, the Rice could have done with more flavoring. Then onto Nicos, I thought Nicos was the best of the lot. The owner of Nicos was telling me, after I enquired that he was getting the outside painted or something. He explained for his 40th Anniversary in Dublin, he is renovating. Buy means of pain at the very least and a party in the New Year. Then I noted and told the owner that the Chinese next door has changed the name YET AGAIN!!!! hahaaha. He explained possibly for Tax reasons. Maybe tax evasion?????So then I went into Bao Trans and got myself a takeout. I found the curry to be of sweet flavor than normal. So then I enjoyed my feast and my sis' wine of which she DIDN'T want. I had BareFoot Red Wine, It was so strong. I kept throwing it out. However hers wasn't too bad.
Finally Found or why my wallpaper kept changing. Everytime, I wanted to set my wallpaper on my Home and Lock Screens, after a few minutes, the phone would change the wallpapper. Well on the Home Screens. IT was quite infuriating. So I Googled and even Google himself was baffled. Bottomline, it was actually my IFTTT I had initially setup, that 500px Wallpapers would change every few minutes. Its a recipe I had setup. You may remember the last time, IFTTT was playing with my older cell phone, and it now its after catching me out yet again. hahaah.
NEWS
The Garda Penalty point abuse system, has come to light again, after Sr. Maurice McCAbe(Whistelblower - who blew the whistle on the whole debacle).
To start on the gardening. He was doing the hedge. Mom had asked when we last did the hedge. She thought likewise, I did too, it was back in April or at least the beginning of the year. But as it happens, its actually June 24th. So we continued. We did mulching. Then afterwards a break was deserved by all. While having a break, more so a dinner. Mom pointed out to me that Paisley was a bigot. Didn't I think that he was against gays or whatever, but actually against CATHOLICS. She even quoted him as saying that he referred to us as "Vermins". I have notice though however, that Mom has changed alrite, ever since she went to Pride march back in June. Why I say such, was joking with me about guys et.c, and "Oh you don't say that" etc., etc., So then Dad and I got back onto work. I was mowing his lawn. I can't even remember the last time, I mowed his lawn.
So then Mom brought me up to Lidls in Artnae. TO get a few stuff. There was a lady ahead of me, who dropped all the coins, likewise me. I had dropped my note etc., I then headed to pay for the stuff. Then we went back to her place, as I was to type out an email to Jim(Dad's relative in the States). So then Mom thought as she MIGHTNED be around tomorrow as she may have to go to a funeral, to collect my laundry, that she go today to collect the laundry. When we did so, it was found that they hand't started as I had specified Tuesday. So bottomline it wasn't ready.
So then I got ready. While I was getting ready, I heard Frankie(the landlord). THis has been his second visit, and to date, NO phonecall, NO attempt to even contact me, assuming he knows I'm inside. But at least a little phonecall wouldn't go amiss. But eitehrway, I'm living it i up to him. When he wants to do renovation, he tells m when, I will gladly go along.
I popped into Lidls to get more clothes. hahaha. I'm trying to achieve one goal. And that is to LOOK normal to the public. I'd to feel that I ain't. LIke to day for e.g, I had a heavy jumper, Tshrit(WIHT COllar), Vest, Trackies Trousers. EVen that didnt' still satidsfiy the pub.ice.
So then it was time to get ready for the PDC(Personal Dvelopment Course). Today's lecture was based on ASSERTIVENESS. Twas quite a difficult one, However I still maintained my understanding.
Our first task was to do a memory game. Person 1 would say their NAME, and their one thing ABOUT THEM e.g Sammy, Person 2 would say Sammy, Puppy and my name is Patch and I'm a puppy etc., etc., Examples of others quite amusing. Such as Dragging a boat, works at Unibar, Marathon, Florists, etc., etc., When i twas my turn , I said my name Georgian and of course what I like about me is Green Tea.
Self Assertiveness:
Is defined as follows:
- Force
- Mutual acceptance
- not being a fraid of who you are
- Boundaries
- Communication
- Feelings
- Behavior
- Open to Criticisms
- Context
- Self Expression: For this bullet point, I gave an example of the gays dissing me at Pride, they were quite interested. Listened attentively. Bottom line, I explained that I was trying to bring US to Ireland ie American Gay traditions over to Ireland.
Then the 4 Methods of Communications:
Passive - Point out the Pet Peeves
Passive/Aggressive - OMGLike, Don't answer phone etc.,
Aggressive - Explosive/Violence
Assertive - Advising/SAY in Nice tone/ Being you/ Being angry BIT physical ie Compromise
WE were broken up into groups of 3. And asked to give an example. Our group consisting of Dave(Who works behind the counter),
Passive
Let some one skip queue
Assertive
Telling sis that I'm gay
Aggressive
last out after Overnight study
Then it was time to get onto Assertiveness Skills
Be Specific
Repetition
Compromise
Self Disclosure agree with true feed
Disagree if untrue
Aggressive if Started BY YOU
e.g ppl who won't shut up through film.
Then as we went for a break, I was brought as side, by one of the peers Eugene asking about my phone usage and being a distraction. He was actually really nice about it. I explained, that I take notes down and as the notes, which I checked on my email is so difficult to understand. Like I can speak English no problems, BUT when it comes to written, I get completely lost. So the the stuff they say in the actual class, that I understand. He thought it would benefit the class After the break that I got and tell the class. I was actually getting nervous thinking they'd think I was recording them or something.
So then the second part of the class commenced in which we started with Self Esteem.
Inwards
Sexy
Going topless
Self Esteem is defined by the relationship between you and the Inside
Self Approval
compliments
Self Esteem Scale
1.......5,6,7.......10
Most
People
can change with events, etc.,
Start with small
Learn to appreciate your yourself
Avoid negative people
Doing something your good at
Acknowledgement
Shortly before the class finished, a member asked about a homophobe who constantly quotes the bible etc., Twas quite distributing. And get this, they's the best of buddies, YET when ever the subject of homosexuality appears he does this. He just wanted to find out which part of the methods of Communication would it fit in, namely Passive/PassiveAggressive/Asssertive.
I bumped into Ronan. Great to see him. And Bernard. who else. hehehehe. After the class was finished, Bernard gave a little lecture of Henry 8th and the way WOMEN are treated in India, etc.,e tc., Quite intriguing but as Martin(who's part of hte course) says anything Positive. ahhahahaah. So then Martin and I headed on home. Martin who is from Waterford(originally Germany) works in Waterford had to head home, as had to be home for work(florist) for the morning. Imagine coming up to Dublin for 2 hrs every week. Wow. So after I left him, I headed to Indian Taste, the Rice could have done with more flavoring. Then onto Nicos, I thought Nicos was the best of the lot. The owner of Nicos was telling me, after I enquired that he was getting the outside painted or something. He explained for his 40th Anniversary in Dublin, he is renovating. Buy means of pain at the very least and a party in the New Year. Then I noted and told the owner that the Chinese next door has changed the name YET AGAIN!!!! hahaaha. He explained possibly for Tax reasons. Maybe tax evasion?????So then I went into Bao Trans and got myself a takeout. I found the curry to be of sweet flavor than normal. So then I enjoyed my feast and my sis' wine of which she DIDN'T want. I had BareFoot Red Wine, It was so strong. I kept throwing it out. However hers wasn't too bad.
Finally Found or why my wallpaper kept changing. Everytime, I wanted to set my wallpaper on my Home and Lock Screens, after a few minutes, the phone would change the wallpapper. Well on the Home Screens. IT was quite infuriating. So I Googled and even Google himself was baffled. Bottomline, it was actually my IFTTT I had initially setup, that 500px Wallpapers would change every few minutes. Its a recipe I had setup. You may remember the last time, IFTTT was playing with my older cell phone, and it now its after catching me out yet again. hahaah.
NEWS
The Garda Penalty point abuse system, has come to light again, after Sr. Maurice McCAbe(Whistelblower - who blew the whistle on the whole debacle).
Tuesday, 5 August 2014
Diary 4th August 2014 - Bank Holiday Monday
Well so far as I right this Diary as at 5th August 2014 at almost 1am, I have NOT slept. Throughout the whole day, I had been so worried of my sis' whereabouts, I had been ringing her, rang hospitals even the cops. Nothing. So I was left throughout the night that she was dead. Not the best feeling. So on my way over to Todd's, for a different entirety, I decided to try her once again. No surprise. So then, I deiced try something that I'd NORMALLY wouldn't for COST REASONS. So I rang her via Facebook's call function. TO my surprise she actually answered. I asked that she hang up so that I can ring on the O2 Network INSTEAD of the Data(Internet) which is COSTLY. Without going into details of her whereabouts, I'm more than happy to announce that she's safe and sound. That doesn't' mean that she's happy as larry or anything. She is undergoing treatment for her mental health. That's all I can give you for privacy reasons. Rest assured she will be looked after by myself her brother, and of course her family and friends. But I am so happy that she's alive and well. Its all we want, for her to be happy and most important SAFE.
So with that in mind, I continued onto Todd's for mainly to do gardening for him, as he's moving out to a another place and he wants to put the place into ship shape before he moves into his new place. He set out the plan for the day. We do a bit of gardening, while he does cleaning inside, then to go to a viewing, then he'd have to wait for his Tescos groceries and finally finish the night off with the Movie.
So I started my job of gardening. Pruning the rose bush ie the prickly one, and weeding the patio. I did this for awhile. We then sat down to a cuppa tea. As he don't have soya, I tried an Earl Grey. He said that Earl Grey should be tasted with Sugar. Of which I did. It attracts its strength. I guess I will have to get use to Early Grey.
So then we got ready for a viewing out in Belmayne, Malahide, Co. Dublin. We waited for a bit. We were taken aback by the amount of enthusiast of the landlady and her (probably boyfriend - as I later learned). I learned myself that there's a Fr. Collins Park that you can walk around. The landlady who is a young female teacher is renting the place out. She lived there for 6 yrs and is now letting it. So expressed a bit of a missing say her TV Furniture and blinds etc., I found that a bit abnormal but Todd told me that's normal. She then thought that we were together moving in. So that suggest that's she's acceptance of gay people or whatever. However her boyfriend, of which I later learned that's why she was moving out, to probably move in with him, I kept looking at him. So hot he was. He was wearing very tight Grey Jeans, and very tight tshirt or at least on the smaller size as I could see his belly button or at the very very least his undies. He's hairy, But I just kept looking at him. I later on in the day, kept telling Todd this. That I've never felt like this after seeing a "straight" guy.
So then when we came back we continued on the gardening. We brushed up any dirt on the ground. He asked that I prune a plant that his mother gave him, when she was over here in Ireland for the first time a few years ago and then to transfer it to a different pot.
So then we went inside. Entertained ourselves for a bit. I meself was getting a bit sleepy(NOT good news as I wanted to see the film. ). So I asked Todd if we could get a takeout, as I was starving me guts. So We agreed that I pay for the Cinema Food and he get hte Tickets and the Takeout(as part of my birthday pressie and my pay). We eventually got the takeout. Mind you it was lovely. It was actually Spice n Rice(A place I had planned on trying at one stage anyways). Todd had ordered Tescos groceries for today(Monday) for between 4pm - 6pm. It was approaching 6pm and no groceries delivery. So he started ring around. It was found that the van had broken down. So he is to get his ordered tomoz night(Tues) around 8 - 10pm .
So Todd invited his friend Steve Kendell along to the cinema. I found him at first to be a bit insulting (obv joking - but as some of yee might know, I don't take jokes too well). But I like any other NORMAL human being got to know him UNLIKE other ppl who shall remain nameless who constantly judge ppl. I got to know Steve. He's actually a cool guy and NOT forgetting a hottie. hahahah.The three of us popped along to Guardian of The Galaxy(Review here). So after the film, we were going to go for a drink, however Steve had to head off and the Gibson Hotel bar was closing at half 11. SO then we dispersed and headed on home.
NEWS
Today marks 100 years anniversary of the beginning of World War 1, where Germany invaded Belgium. The conflict was hoping to have been ceased by Christmas of 1914 the year World War 1 began. Europe instead witnessed Slaughter on an industrial scale. It instead dragged on for 4 yrs. The collapsing of Empires were experienced or witnessed and the birth of New States. Úachtarán na hÉireann Michael D. Higgins joined heads of States from more than 70 countries including German's President: Joachim Gauck, UK's Duke of Cambridge: Prince William, French President: Francois Hollande, Belgian King Philippe of Belgium
Sunday, 27 July 2014
Diary 26th July 2014
PS THIS POST CONTAINS NSFW MATIERAL
Well what a day, I had today. My first of hopefully POSITIVELY and HAPPYness. I woke up groggy after just less than 2hrs sleep. Mom was to collect me for gardening with Dad at 11am. I was only going to bed at around 9ish.
So I got up eventually, I had my morningful of diarrhoea. Then Mom brought me to her place. WE had a bit to eat, with a cuppa tea. Then we got down to business. Dad had first started about 2 hrs ago the Pond Cleaning, which was one of many tasks. I just cleaned up the pond of what was left to cleanup. Then he just refilled the pond. Then the two of us got to shaving the top of the Laurels. He did the snipping, while I did the saving of the ladder from toppling. It rained after a bit. So we both headed inside. While waiting for the rain to clear up, Dad asked me if there was a way, he could look at his matches online. He was told by his hardware guy who looks at the matches online. So I looked up. But was found that ya have to be outta the country and obviously Pay Up. So we both headed back out and attempted take 2. We this time, mulched the toppings of the Laurels that Dad had cut off, We continued and as our last task for the day, I weeded the patio. We had dinner afterwards. Somehow Mom came out of nowhere, discussing my recently troublesings of my Birth Mom(Romania). In this instance is the orphanage. Mom mentioned that the name Negru Voda still actually exists as an orphanage name. I initially was totally against the idea of having a horrific name still connected to present. My point I was making was, its as if one of the Mother & Baby Homes were still around, but just different function. But THEY actually closed BOTH the name and the building. So when Mom mentioned that Negru Voda still exists, EVEN THOU it has a different functionality. I am totally against that. But as it happens, I just did a Google Search, Negru Voda is actually a town name in Constnata County which is a County. I was actually born in Constanta Town, (Country Town of Constanta). Mom then mentioned the trenches underneath the capital city Bucharest, Cheasusacu in his hey day Dictator had a communal Heating system for the city. But as its now extinct, its now used by Homeless in which they perish. They'd be the forgotten. I had mentioned about the Four In The Morning, I had experienced to Mom. She mentioned that the only possibility why they were following me or whatever was that they thought my phone was food. So then Mom dropped me home after the dinner.
When I got home, I was extremely anxious throughout the day, in particular when I was working with Dad, would I be late for my plan or more important TIRED. But luck was on my side for once. hahaha.. So then I headed to bed for a few winks. Considering my back wasn't too bad, I thought he'd be a bitch or as I said my tiredness as in the legs in this case. So I just went to sleep for a further 2 hours. I was to get up for 7ish. However, I was tired as expected, so I snoozed. As the film was for 9, I wasn't gonna miss the start of my plan.
So I put the plan in motion for my BELATED(no thanks to my depression) 30th Birthday plans. I insitnally was gonna have it on the WEdnesyda, leaving asside the depression and mental health of my state of mind, I decided to leave it for the Fri. As they'd probbably be more aaround over the weekend. But then it was found that I'd have to be up early for the Saturday(which is today) work. Then again, no difference was made anyways, as I went to bed quite late Friday Night going into Saturday morning. hahaha. So all in all, no difference. But eitehrway, I would have needed the energy anayws. So bottomline is as I wouldn't bee sseeing my sis til late eveing on the Sunday, taht I just go and do my belated Birthday celelbs for the Saturday night. So the following was my plan of action as I said to my friends. Panti, Front Lounge and then The Boilerhouse.
So my first port of call was to see My precious Jack Reynor in Transformers: Age of Extinction. Review here. I made a note of what happened last night with Brenden O' F in which there was severe disruption. But my main point was that I told the sales person regarding yesterday's events. He asked if there were adults with them. And I said yeah. He said well if there were adults, there's nothing they can do with admittance. I was actually surprised. Considering, Transformers as someone described recently to me a bit more "darker" than previous sequels. Like the language is for one(The word fuck is used once). For me personally I don't mind the language. I go for the action and the humour and comedy in it. BUT for the kids who are still growing up. If kids today are growing up with such parents. Then there future is bleak. The salesperson did note however, that if they continue being disruptive, to keep pressuring the staff member or just go to the security guy as "they love" throwing ppl out. hahah. I had to laugh at that. I sure will though will be keeping that in mind. I encountered a gay couple(female). The one beside me was playing with her phone, of which was quite annoying. But was kinda used to as Brendan S does the same, so no different. Her partner looked quite like Anne from LGBT Noise. She was clapping continuously and the one beside me stopping her. So its a possibility maybe she has a disability. I don't know. Then just before the film started, an older gentlemen, obviously knowing them, was saying something about seating. The girl beside asked me, something, of which I didn't hear clearly. I asked she repeat. She said it don't matter. Well it kinda does, as she was in my seat. But thankfully no one ran after me. heeheh.
So onward towards to my next venue which is none other than Panti. I was there yesterday. Twas quite enjoyable. I got my Mjoito. Twas no better than a Vodka's Dash a coke. Twas nice and pleasant. Nice n relaxing too. A woman first danced in front of me, then introduced her self. Couldn't here her with the loud music. She was actually wanting to introduce her friend Carlos. He was quite alrite. However, as I had later plans, I aint was gonna go home with him. He was literally bursting my eardrum, the way he was talking. Sure u couldn't blame it. hahaha. We chatted for a bit. I just stood and sipped my drink. There was a guy beside me, which was quite amusing literally, alone and using his from what I gather my new baby Sammy 2(Samsung Galaxy Note 3). That's what I could make it out to be. heheeh. Tonight's theme in Panti was "Cruise, Chat, Music, Dance". I thought that was nice. Easy going. So like last night, Music stopped at 1am sharp and obviously orders.
So onwards to my next venue: Front Lounge. Boy jasus, it was booming with energy. No question. The noise was deafening. I could hear MORE talking more so than music. That was a let down. Yet Panti was the opposite. ahahah. However, I totally enjoyed the drink. I again had my Vodka and Dash of coke. Vodka in this case was provided by none other than Absolut. They completely support the Gay Rights movements. I was Absolut delighted. heeheh. When I checked into Foursquare into Front Lounge, I noted that my foursquare friend Vincent McCool had also checked in an hour previous to me. I was as the American's put it: "Amaze Balls". I was actually who I thought was beside the actual guy Vincent. I stayed around. My shyness got int he way. I finished the drink, then headed to the Men's Gents. When I came back, I couldn't see site of any of em. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. More than likely he has a Boyfriend. Eitherway, don't care. Would have been ideal to meet my VERY FIRST Foursquare Friend. hahaah. After about my 5th drink, I was stoned off me head. heehhe. Got a great buzz. Or what some would say Tipsy. The last time I was at Front Lounge was with Brendan O' F in New Years Eve 2012. Cause the New Years Eve 2013 I had slept for 48hrs. I had a bit too much. Sure why not, Its not everyday your 30. heheeh.
So then I stumbled tipsy and drunk towards my next and last venue. Of which I was asking people, bouncers, etc., etc., where is Crane Lane. Still couldn't find it. Going around in circles. Eventually about 15 or so minutes, I found it. As it happens its just off Dame St., its parallel to Parliament St. Stupid drunk Stanescu couldn't even tell what was written on the signpost being the street names let alone common sense. hahaha. Eitherway I arrived at the cruising highlight of the night.
PS FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS NSFW FOLLOWS. IF YOUR EASILY OFFENDED - DO NOT REPORT - JUST DON'T READ - DUMBASSES
The Boilerhouse was my next and last venue for the night. The Boilerhouse is a secret place(so to speak) where you can have a sauna, Zacusi and Steam Room. AND an extra ingredient SEX. Its a place where Men go and "cruise" and have sex with men. etc., etc., Men of all ages go to this place. The Boilerhouse is divided into 4 Floors. Of each have different "functions". One floor has CRUISE, Another Zacusi Sauna Gloryholes etc., et.c, etc., I described the whole experience in the Boilershouse as a means of forgetting your problems, then the reality HITS you in the ass. hahaah. I found whether you cruise on the Internet or in Gay bars etc., the same in the Boilerhouse, that guys YOU'RE into they ain't interested in you, BUT guys interested in you THAT I'M not into them. Kinda annoying really. I went into town in night time and came out in the DAY time. It was so cool and awesome. I hadn't been t here since Todd treated me for my birthday a few years ago, in which there I met an Aidan. Can't recall his surname. But he sucked me dry and was sleeping the next day the whole day. I was mentally and physically exhausted. Oh god yeah, I remember this particular aspect of tonight's visit. Prob one I'll never forget. I was going to get my credit card I think to pay for coffee or something. Then this ass of a guy let his cell phone drop on me head. At least he had the decency to apologise for that. So for that, I'm thankful. But the soreness n pain on my head went away after a few minutes to a half hour. The cell phone, from what I saw was Samsung Galaxy S3, possibly the baby I have now, that I'm currently replacing. So I went to the coffee to relax and try and get my head sorted again. It hurt like a bitch. The Server who is a hottie in his pink shorts, stroking his cock. My I wouldn't mind a job like that, imagine guys, seeing all these hotties in front of ya with the towel on thou(Regulation of the Boilerhouse). One aspect thou, I will have to recommend the next time I go back there, would have to be the infuriating of trying to open my locker. Everytime, I wanted to get something, I would have a hard time opening the locker. Someone actually thought, I was trying to break in or something. Its'a security feature. But a bitch of a feature. While relaxing in the Sauna, I was conversing with the lads. The lads were all surprised of my NEW age and of how Irish I am with the phrases that I have. hahaah. Overall a wonderful experience. A memory now to store. hahaha. Anonymity very high. Which is understandable. Sometimes you have to experience life on your own, even thou it may be a lonesome one. it didn't take me too long for me to unshy myself. E.g da Sauna some lads would be naked obviously with the towel on their shoulders or whatever, So I eventually went into the amenities naked. As I couldn't get anyone in the Gloryhole let alone the cruising, I did the job myself. I fucked meself via 2 fingerings(well attempted - too tight da ass is) and wanked til the cows come home - hahahah. Then I stayed in the zacusssi to wash the "juice" off etc., Visited the amenities several times. haahha. Couldn't get enough of the building. One of the times, I was in the Sauna, I banged me head shortly after the Cell Phone fell on me. Not the best idea for a drunk guy to be getting his head banged. hahaa. Oh and another thing, I was continuously getting lost. Eventually I got it. Jaz for €22 it'd wanna be. hahaha. I even got myself Andrew Christian Undies. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH. Then when I was looking at the porn, there were older gentlemen assing me, of which I turned em down. They took it nicely. Some not so. But I aint gonna go down the route of having sex let alone a BJ with a guy I don't find attractive. NOT ANYMORE.
NEWS
Many fans of Garth Brooks came to Ireland despite the actual concerts being cancelled. Some were upset but others were still content with what was provided to them.
Well what a day, I had today. My first of hopefully POSITIVELY and HAPPYness. I woke up groggy after just less than 2hrs sleep. Mom was to collect me for gardening with Dad at 11am. I was only going to bed at around 9ish.
So I got up eventually, I had my morningful of diarrhoea. Then Mom brought me to her place. WE had a bit to eat, with a cuppa tea. Then we got down to business. Dad had first started about 2 hrs ago the Pond Cleaning, which was one of many tasks. I just cleaned up the pond of what was left to cleanup. Then he just refilled the pond. Then the two of us got to shaving the top of the Laurels. He did the snipping, while I did the saving of the ladder from toppling. It rained after a bit. So we both headed inside. While waiting for the rain to clear up, Dad asked me if there was a way, he could look at his matches online. He was told by his hardware guy who looks at the matches online. So I looked up. But was found that ya have to be outta the country and obviously Pay Up. So we both headed back out and attempted take 2. We this time, mulched the toppings of the Laurels that Dad had cut off, We continued and as our last task for the day, I weeded the patio. We had dinner afterwards. Somehow Mom came out of nowhere, discussing my recently troublesings of my Birth Mom(Romania). In this instance is the orphanage. Mom mentioned that the name Negru Voda still actually exists as an orphanage name. I initially was totally against the idea of having a horrific name still connected to present. My point I was making was, its as if one of the Mother & Baby Homes were still around, but just different function. But THEY actually closed BOTH the name and the building. So when Mom mentioned that Negru Voda still exists, EVEN THOU it has a different functionality. I am totally against that. But as it happens, I just did a Google Search, Negru Voda is actually a town name in Constnata County which is a County. I was actually born in Constanta Town, (Country Town of Constanta). Mom then mentioned the trenches underneath the capital city Bucharest, Cheasusacu in his hey day Dictator had a communal Heating system for the city. But as its now extinct, its now used by Homeless in which they perish. They'd be the forgotten. I had mentioned about the Four In The Morning, I had experienced to Mom. She mentioned that the only possibility why they were following me or whatever was that they thought my phone was food. So then Mom dropped me home after the dinner.
When I got home, I was extremely anxious throughout the day, in particular when I was working with Dad, would I be late for my plan or more important TIRED. But luck was on my side for once. hahaha.. So then I headed to bed for a few winks. Considering my back wasn't too bad, I thought he'd be a bitch or as I said my tiredness as in the legs in this case. So I just went to sleep for a further 2 hours. I was to get up for 7ish. However, I was tired as expected, so I snoozed. As the film was for 9, I wasn't gonna miss the start of my plan.
So I put the plan in motion for my BELATED(no thanks to my depression) 30th Birthday plans. I insitnally was gonna have it on the WEdnesyda, leaving asside the depression and mental health of my state of mind, I decided to leave it for the Fri. As they'd probbably be more aaround over the weekend. But then it was found that I'd have to be up early for the Saturday(which is today) work. Then again, no difference was made anyways, as I went to bed quite late Friday Night going into Saturday morning. hahaha. So all in all, no difference. But eitehrway, I would have needed the energy anayws. So bottomline is as I wouldn't bee sseeing my sis til late eveing on the Sunday, taht I just go and do my belated Birthday celelbs for the Saturday night. So the following was my plan of action as I said to my friends. Panti, Front Lounge and then The Boilerhouse.
So my first port of call was to see My precious Jack Reynor in Transformers: Age of Extinction. Review here. I made a note of what happened last night with Brenden O' F in which there was severe disruption. But my main point was that I told the sales person regarding yesterday's events. He asked if there were adults with them. And I said yeah. He said well if there were adults, there's nothing they can do with admittance. I was actually surprised. Considering, Transformers as someone described recently to me a bit more "darker" than previous sequels. Like the language is for one(The word fuck is used once). For me personally I don't mind the language. I go for the action and the humour and comedy in it. BUT for the kids who are still growing up. If kids today are growing up with such parents. Then there future is bleak. The salesperson did note however, that if they continue being disruptive, to keep pressuring the staff member or just go to the security guy as "they love" throwing ppl out. hahah. I had to laugh at that. I sure will though will be keeping that in mind. I encountered a gay couple(female). The one beside me was playing with her phone, of which was quite annoying. But was kinda used to as Brendan S does the same, so no different. Her partner looked quite like Anne from LGBT Noise. She was clapping continuously and the one beside me stopping her. So its a possibility maybe she has a disability. I don't know. Then just before the film started, an older gentlemen, obviously knowing them, was saying something about seating. The girl beside asked me, something, of which I didn't hear clearly. I asked she repeat. She said it don't matter. Well it kinda does, as she was in my seat. But thankfully no one ran after me. heeheh.
So onward towards to my next venue which is none other than Panti. I was there yesterday. Twas quite enjoyable. I got my Mjoito. Twas no better than a Vodka's Dash a coke. Twas nice and pleasant. Nice n relaxing too. A woman first danced in front of me, then introduced her self. Couldn't here her with the loud music. She was actually wanting to introduce her friend Carlos. He was quite alrite. However, as I had later plans, I aint was gonna go home with him. He was literally bursting my eardrum, the way he was talking. Sure u couldn't blame it. hahaha. We chatted for a bit. I just stood and sipped my drink. There was a guy beside me, which was quite amusing literally, alone and using his from what I gather my new baby Sammy 2(Samsung Galaxy Note 3). That's what I could make it out to be. heheeh. Tonight's theme in Panti was "Cruise, Chat, Music, Dance". I thought that was nice. Easy going. So like last night, Music stopped at 1am sharp and obviously orders.
So onwards to my next venue: Front Lounge. Boy jasus, it was booming with energy. No question. The noise was deafening. I could hear MORE talking more so than music. That was a let down. Yet Panti was the opposite. ahahah. However, I totally enjoyed the drink. I again had my Vodka and Dash of coke. Vodka in this case was provided by none other than Absolut. They completely support the Gay Rights movements. I was Absolut delighted. heeheh. When I checked into Foursquare into Front Lounge, I noted that my foursquare friend Vincent McCool had also checked in an hour previous to me. I was as the American's put it: "Amaze Balls". I was actually who I thought was beside the actual guy Vincent. I stayed around. My shyness got int he way. I finished the drink, then headed to the Men's Gents. When I came back, I couldn't see site of any of em. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. More than likely he has a Boyfriend. Eitherway, don't care. Would have been ideal to meet my VERY FIRST Foursquare Friend. hahaah. After about my 5th drink, I was stoned off me head. heehhe. Got a great buzz. Or what some would say Tipsy. The last time I was at Front Lounge was with Brendan O' F in New Years Eve 2012. Cause the New Years Eve 2013 I had slept for 48hrs. I had a bit too much. Sure why not, Its not everyday your 30. heheeh.
So then I stumbled tipsy and drunk towards my next and last venue. Of which I was asking people, bouncers, etc., etc., where is Crane Lane. Still couldn't find it. Going around in circles. Eventually about 15 or so minutes, I found it. As it happens its just off Dame St., its parallel to Parliament St. Stupid drunk Stanescu couldn't even tell what was written on the signpost being the street names let alone common sense. hahaha. Eitherway I arrived at the cruising highlight of the night.
PS FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS NSFW FOLLOWS. IF YOUR EASILY OFFENDED - DO NOT REPORT - JUST DON'T READ - DUMBASSES
The Boilerhouse was my next and last venue for the night. The Boilerhouse is a secret place(so to speak) where you can have a sauna, Zacusi and Steam Room. AND an extra ingredient SEX. Its a place where Men go and "cruise" and have sex with men. etc., etc., Men of all ages go to this place. The Boilerhouse is divided into 4 Floors. Of each have different "functions". One floor has CRUISE, Another Zacusi Sauna Gloryholes etc., et.c, etc., I described the whole experience in the Boilershouse as a means of forgetting your problems, then the reality HITS you in the ass. hahaah. I found whether you cruise on the Internet or in Gay bars etc., the same in the Boilerhouse, that guys YOU'RE into they ain't interested in you, BUT guys interested in you THAT I'M not into them. Kinda annoying really. I went into town in night time and came out in the DAY time. It was so cool and awesome. I hadn't been t here since Todd treated me for my birthday a few years ago, in which there I met an Aidan. Can't recall his surname. But he sucked me dry and was sleeping the next day the whole day. I was mentally and physically exhausted. Oh god yeah, I remember this particular aspect of tonight's visit. Prob one I'll never forget. I was going to get my credit card I think to pay for coffee or something. Then this ass of a guy let his cell phone drop on me head. At least he had the decency to apologise for that. So for that, I'm thankful. But the soreness n pain on my head went away after a few minutes to a half hour. The cell phone, from what I saw was Samsung Galaxy S3, possibly the baby I have now, that I'm currently replacing. So I went to the coffee to relax and try and get my head sorted again. It hurt like a bitch. The Server who is a hottie in his pink shorts, stroking his cock. My I wouldn't mind a job like that, imagine guys, seeing all these hotties in front of ya with the towel on thou(Regulation of the Boilerhouse). One aspect thou, I will have to recommend the next time I go back there, would have to be the infuriating of trying to open my locker. Everytime, I wanted to get something, I would have a hard time opening the locker. Someone actually thought, I was trying to break in or something. Its'a security feature. But a bitch of a feature. While relaxing in the Sauna, I was conversing with the lads. The lads were all surprised of my NEW age and of how Irish I am with the phrases that I have. hahaah. Overall a wonderful experience. A memory now to store. hahaha. Anonymity very high. Which is understandable. Sometimes you have to experience life on your own, even thou it may be a lonesome one. it didn't take me too long for me to unshy myself. E.g da Sauna some lads would be naked obviously with the towel on their shoulders or whatever, So I eventually went into the amenities naked. As I couldn't get anyone in the Gloryhole let alone the cruising, I did the job myself. I fucked meself via 2 fingerings(well attempted - too tight da ass is) and wanked til the cows come home - hahahah. Then I stayed in the zacusssi to wash the "juice" off etc., Visited the amenities several times. haahha. Couldn't get enough of the building. One of the times, I was in the Sauna, I banged me head shortly after the Cell Phone fell on me. Not the best idea for a drunk guy to be getting his head banged. hahaa. Oh and another thing, I was continuously getting lost. Eventually I got it. Jaz for €22 it'd wanna be. hahaha. I even got myself Andrew Christian Undies. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH. Then when I was looking at the porn, there were older gentlemen assing me, of which I turned em down. They took it nicely. Some not so. But I aint gonna go down the route of having sex let alone a BJ with a guy I don't find attractive. NOT ANYMORE.
NEWS
Many fans of Garth Brooks came to Ireland despite the actual concerts being cancelled. Some were upset but others were still content with what was provided to them.
Monday, 21 July 2014
Diary 20th July 2014
I got up around 7 when I was spoz to be with my sis or at my sis. heeheh. I eventually arrived.
I rang Maureen relating to the "Message from the Environment" or whatever. I first asked her if she knows anything about voicemail whether she knows how to listen to it. She does. She told me that it costs her to listen to her voicemail. So I said that I'd giver her a shortcut to listen to her voicemails on her landline phone. So then I got onto the main topic of teh conversation in which, I asked what exactly did she mean when she said about the environment. As it happens, she just wanted to recommend a course. I told her that I have no interest in it, whatsoever.
Everywhere I walk, whether to film or whatever, I encounter some hot guys fitness. The whole country's gone fitness mad. haahah
Just literally a few yards from me sis, I encountered a dog sticking his head out through a gateway. It frightened the shite outta me. hahhaa. Never seen it before. Now that's a good one thou. hheeh
Eventually I arrived at my sis. WE discussed various topics. Our first discussion was of Celebs being drunk or ruining their lives. I said that I can think of celeb who IS a clean, as in Daniel O' Donnell etc., What I'm trying to say, any "celeb" we hear is either in trouble with the law or whatever.
I was looking around, and saw my childhood crisps that I used to have as a kid as in Burger Bites. When I was a kid in my Elementary School days, if my memories serves me right, I recall, that I used to always ask a guy for burger bites. Something like that. Then Dad a few years later, when I was working for Pauline his next door neighbor, I used to get paid a big bucks. Then as I was spending like a loonie, on Simpsons DVDs etc., he accused me of being a "Parasite". It hurt me at the time. At times it bugs me. Hence why I never accepted cash from any of my folks when they offer. I have to WORK for it.
My sis then brought up an interesting but valid point being that Bread(well white) is made from flour. I knew that Brown bread was made of flour. But white, it never crossed my mind. So now I'll have to start looking for bread that is vegan. As flour u can guarantee there is some form of eggs involved.
Then we continteud our night discussing what a friend of mine told relating to dating friends. He made a very good point. In that if you date a freind of your's and it DON'T work out, then it will compromise the friendship you have had. You will feel awkward around each other. Sadly that is true of one person.
Then we got on the main story of the day: The Mom Debacle. In that Mom has been impossible with my sis. Becuase of the news and hurtfulness of my birthday. It all started last Tuesday, when I told that I didn't want anything off em, and that I have the tickets for the Joseph & The Amazing TechniColor Dreamcoat - which technically I don't.
We did however were looking at Two and A Half Men and Starred Up(Review here). I just had to see Jack's Precious bundle of joy(You all know what I mean. heehehe wink, wink)
NEWS
196 Bodies have found. 100 others have yet to be found.
Three time major winner. Rory McIlroy won for the very first time, of the Open Champion
A woman in the US is sueing tobacco company Reynolds.... America. She claims that the her husband is now deceased. She claims, that the husband was not informed that the tobacco company did not inform the husband or anyone else I assume that there are cancerous risks. She is suiing the company for $23BN. Its an untter disgrace,
Alan's point on TV3's IReland AM was and I quote:
"Did they chain him down, and make him smoke, three packs a day
But, if every researcher, and every doctor in the world tells you, was he in a cacoon,
Did he not read a paper, did he not see anything, in all those years
Did he not see one thing, where it said smoking kills, Do not smoke"
Sinead's point was on the topic: "But they didn't inheritantl say, this will give you cancer and it does"
I rang Maureen relating to the "Message from the Environment" or whatever. I first asked her if she knows anything about voicemail whether she knows how to listen to it. She does. She told me that it costs her to listen to her voicemail. So I said that I'd giver her a shortcut to listen to her voicemails on her landline phone. So then I got onto the main topic of teh conversation in which, I asked what exactly did she mean when she said about the environment. As it happens, she just wanted to recommend a course. I told her that I have no interest in it, whatsoever.
Everywhere I walk, whether to film or whatever, I encounter some hot guys fitness. The whole country's gone fitness mad. haahah
Just literally a few yards from me sis, I encountered a dog sticking his head out through a gateway. It frightened the shite outta me. hahhaa. Never seen it before. Now that's a good one thou. hheeh
Eventually I arrived at my sis. WE discussed various topics. Our first discussion was of Celebs being drunk or ruining their lives. I said that I can think of celeb who IS a clean, as in Daniel O' Donnell etc., What I'm trying to say, any "celeb" we hear is either in trouble with the law or whatever.
I was looking around, and saw my childhood crisps that I used to have as a kid as in Burger Bites. When I was a kid in my Elementary School days, if my memories serves me right, I recall, that I used to always ask a guy for burger bites. Something like that. Then Dad a few years later, when I was working for Pauline his next door neighbor, I used to get paid a big bucks. Then as I was spending like a loonie, on Simpsons DVDs etc., he accused me of being a "Parasite". It hurt me at the time. At times it bugs me. Hence why I never accepted cash from any of my folks when they offer. I have to WORK for it.
My sis then brought up an interesting but valid point being that Bread(well white) is made from flour. I knew that Brown bread was made of flour. But white, it never crossed my mind. So now I'll have to start looking for bread that is vegan. As flour u can guarantee there is some form of eggs involved.
Then we continteud our night discussing what a friend of mine told relating to dating friends. He made a very good point. In that if you date a freind of your's and it DON'T work out, then it will compromise the friendship you have had. You will feel awkward around each other. Sadly that is true of one person.
Then we got on the main story of the day: The Mom Debacle. In that Mom has been impossible with my sis. Becuase of the news and hurtfulness of my birthday. It all started last Tuesday, when I told that I didn't want anything off em, and that I have the tickets for the Joseph & The Amazing TechniColor Dreamcoat - which technically I don't.
We did however were looking at Two and A Half Men and Starred Up(Review here). I just had to see Jack's Precious bundle of joy(You all know what I mean. heehehe wink, wink)
NEWS
196 Bodies have found. 100 others have yet to be found.
Three time major winner. Rory McIlroy won for the very first time, of the Open Champion
A woman in the US is sueing tobacco company Reynolds.... America. She claims that the her husband is now deceased. She claims, that the husband was not informed that the tobacco company did not inform the husband or anyone else I assume that there are cancerous risks. She is suiing the company for $23BN. Its an untter disgrace,
Alan's point on TV3's IReland AM was and I quote:
"Did they chain him down, and make him smoke, three packs a day
But, if every researcher, and every doctor in the world tells you, was he in a cacoon,
Did he not read a paper, did he not see anything, in all those years
Did he not see one thing, where it said smoking kills, Do not smoke"
Sinead's point was on the topic: "But they didn't inheritantl say, this will give you cancer and it does"
Wednesday, 25 June 2014
Diary 24th June 2014
Well I was slightly groggy, nothing major to shout about as one would say. I was to be up for Mom as she was collecting me to get my dosh ie Dole, but more importantly to get my documentation for the Citizenship. It is required that I produce 3 Proof of Residence for the years of 2007, 2008, 2008, 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012, 2013 and 2014. Hence 15 Proof of Residency to be printed off. Mom collected me, headed to Dole. I then headed first before the Post Office to the Clean Freaks to get my laundry done. Then I headed into the Post Office. Then to the Bank to lodge my money into the Bills account, as I like to call it. heheheh So we continued onto the house. As it happens, as it was lovely and nice day, Dad was doing the Hedge. So instead of the above of which mom was disappointed, the above being Citizenship documents, I helped out with dad. Collected the trimmings etc., WE took a break. Sat for a few minutes. He was telling me, that his and Mom's Medical Card are being reviewed and maybe taken away off them. Initially the Threshold was 1400 per week, then it was brought down to 1200 and now as Dad puts it: "Noonan"(Current Minister of Finance TD(Fine Gael) has brought it down to 900 per week. SO if you earn including Pensions, Savings etc., over 900 a week, you are NOT entitled to a medical card. I asked if it would impact on his finances or whatever. He said no. But the distress is a big deal.
So then we continued. WE did mulching. etc., While mulching, we came across Lillys that he had cut down initially before I arrived. When he was mulching the lily's, it became so watery. Normally when the greenery or whatever is mulched, it stays dry and just gets shredded. However with the lilys, it became like as I described it as "Guacamole". I actually became a bit queasy as it was so watery like as if it were shit etc., Even picking it up. I know its just a flower, but imagine out of a flower, to become "Guacamole" kinda consistency....So then we settled down to dinner. At dinner, we were discussing various topics. One such topic being the Older methods of testing a patients Diabetes Sugar intake. As Dad puts it "Ain't this a delightful convo". It was described that in the olden days, Doctors used to have to put their index or some finger into Urine and taste it. If it was sweet in taste, they had diabetes etc., I then invited them along to the Dublin Gay Pride Parade. hehe. Hopefully they'll turn up somewhere along the route.
So after dinner, we tidiyiend up teh garden and headed on inside for a nice cuppa tea.
So then afterwards, Mom dropped me home. I showered(took a few NSFW pics in undies wet - first time for me). Is it normal to find your self hot??????hmmmm ponders Stanescu. So then after a quick photo session, I headed onto my sis. Twas a great visit. We had a nice cuppa chaa. hhahaha. After Mom had told me about Jack(Noeleen's kid(Noeleen being Eileen's Daughter)) and about Silvia(Michael's kid(Michael being Eileen's Son)), I then began to ponder. That if either of em came out gay or lesbian or whatever, that Eileen would make their lives HELL. So the further I began to think or as one would say, "The more I think about it, the more it makes sense". So then shortly before we went out for a walk, I then said to my sis, that I bet Eileen was involved in my homophobia. and that she's vicious. If she can give that face brrrrrrbrrbrb<<<<<shrugs shoulders>>>>>, even the sight of it makes me wanna vomit. We then headed out for the walk. I was getting myself a soya milk(mmmmmm Soya milk.) in a shop, when I went to pay for milk, I got my change(Notes from the clerk, and the coins from a machine). Says I to the clerk, "Is that mine" me chuckling. Never have I done this before. I continued on saying "I thought I'd seen it all". hahahah. It was unreal. hahaha.
I was then on my way home from my sis, when I came across a shop front listing the types of groceries that they sell. I was actually quite shocked to see that one of the types is "Rape". Now I know this is actually Rapeseed Oil kinda thing. But I can only imagine what a person who has been raped by an assaulter etc., Like think about it. Someone gets raped, then they go to a grocery store and they think in their head, "Oh, my I might be raped if I go to a store that has Rape in store. I might even consider mentioning it to someone. I will consult my sis, my mates and my folks about it. See what happens.On my way home and even when walkign with my sis, I was looking at cute guys BUT at the same time looking at what they were, and putting it on my phone. I then said to my sis, that my slownesss or "late bloomer" tends to bother me at times. Like as she puts it, nothing can be done. I told her I ain't ashamed of being gay, BUT beign slow, yeah thats a differnet ball game.
When I was doing my finances ie paying my bills weekly via AIB App, I accidentally typed in €110 in the box to transfer the said amount to UPC. I will contact UPC tomorrow and HOPE TO GOD, they will transfer 100 back to my Bank Account. Cause I need it for my rent.
NEWS
Brian Crowley has been expelled from the Fianna Fáil Parliamentary Party for switching from ALDE to ECR in Europe. It has been found that ECR is actually a RIGHT WING Party int he European Parliament. ie "Homophobic, Racists" etc., et.c, The Irish politicians have nothing better to blame but the Leader of the FIanna Fáil party ie MÃcheál Martin TD. Personally I believe Brian collected over 180,000 votes in the European Elections for a personal gain. But as one Tweet from the Vincent Browne was read out to us, "You don't work for the party, BUT the constituent". I think that's brilliant tweet.
So then we continued. WE did mulching. etc., While mulching, we came across Lillys that he had cut down initially before I arrived. When he was mulching the lily's, it became so watery. Normally when the greenery or whatever is mulched, it stays dry and just gets shredded. However with the lilys, it became like as I described it as "Guacamole". I actually became a bit queasy as it was so watery like as if it were shit etc., Even picking it up. I know its just a flower, but imagine out of a flower, to become "Guacamole" kinda consistency....So then we settled down to dinner. At dinner, we were discussing various topics. One such topic being the Older methods of testing a patients Diabetes Sugar intake. As Dad puts it "Ain't this a delightful convo". It was described that in the olden days, Doctors used to have to put their index or some finger into Urine and taste it. If it was sweet in taste, they had diabetes etc., I then invited them along to the Dublin Gay Pride Parade. hehe. Hopefully they'll turn up somewhere along the route.
So after dinner, we tidiyiend up teh garden and headed on inside for a nice cuppa tea.
So then afterwards, Mom dropped me home. I showered(took a few NSFW pics in undies wet - first time for me). Is it normal to find your self hot??????hmmmm ponders Stanescu. So then after a quick photo session, I headed onto my sis. Twas a great visit. We had a nice cuppa chaa. hhahaha. After Mom had told me about Jack(Noeleen's kid(Noeleen being Eileen's Daughter)) and about Silvia(Michael's kid(Michael being Eileen's Son)), I then began to ponder. That if either of em came out gay or lesbian or whatever, that Eileen would make their lives HELL. So the further I began to think or as one would say, "The more I think about it, the more it makes sense". So then shortly before we went out for a walk, I then said to my sis, that I bet Eileen was involved in my homophobia. and that she's vicious. If she can give that face brrrrrrbrrbrb<<<<<shrugs shoulders>>>>>, even the sight of it makes me wanna vomit. We then headed out for the walk. I was getting myself a soya milk(mmmmmm Soya milk.) in a shop, when I went to pay for milk, I got my change(Notes from the clerk, and the coins from a machine). Says I to the clerk, "Is that mine" me chuckling. Never have I done this before. I continued on saying "I thought I'd seen it all". hahahah. It was unreal. hahaha.
I was then on my way home from my sis, when I came across a shop front listing the types of groceries that they sell. I was actually quite shocked to see that one of the types is "Rape". Now I know this is actually Rapeseed Oil kinda thing. But I can only imagine what a person who has been raped by an assaulter etc., Like think about it. Someone gets raped, then they go to a grocery store and they think in their head, "Oh, my I might be raped if I go to a store that has Rape in store. I might even consider mentioning it to someone. I will consult my sis, my mates and my folks about it. See what happens.On my way home and even when walkign with my sis, I was looking at cute guys BUT at the same time looking at what they were, and putting it on my phone. I then said to my sis, that my slownesss or "late bloomer" tends to bother me at times. Like as she puts it, nothing can be done. I told her I ain't ashamed of being gay, BUT beign slow, yeah thats a differnet ball game.
When I was doing my finances ie paying my bills weekly via AIB App, I accidentally typed in €110 in the box to transfer the said amount to UPC. I will contact UPC tomorrow and HOPE TO GOD, they will transfer 100 back to my Bank Account. Cause I need it for my rent.
NEWS
Brian Crowley has been expelled from the Fianna Fáil Parliamentary Party for switching from ALDE to ECR in Europe. It has been found that ECR is actually a RIGHT WING Party int he European Parliament. ie "Homophobic, Racists" etc., et.c, The Irish politicians have nothing better to blame but the Leader of the FIanna Fáil party ie MÃcheál Martin TD. Personally I believe Brian collected over 180,000 votes in the European Elections for a personal gain. But as one Tweet from the Vincent Browne was read out to us, "You don't work for the party, BUT the constituent". I think that's brilliant tweet.
Tuesday, 6 May 2014
Diary 6th May 2014
The dreams starts off with me showing a couple around looking for a place to stay in my area where I grew up: Drumcondra. I am showing a house where me ex and I stayed. Then we later approach a house. When the door opens a person dressed up in a costume. We later learn when we go into the house that its all in the name of Japanese Tradition. the man takes the head of the costume off and is revealed to be of Irish origin. Yet the house inside is of Japanese. So antoehr couple joins us. They too are looking for a place. The dream then evolves to me showing other couples peopel etc., ie a realtor possibility is what I could be. where to go etc., So then the couples are outta me dreams and turns into a Catch me if you Can game. I later learn the girl who is running after me is Mom's friend's daughter who wants to go out with me, I say that i'm busy. But she insists. So I start going towards the city center. I then start hiding book shops etc., I even go into a Pride shop(to give her the heads up - yet that don't stop her. hahaah). I'm on a floor that's like an escalators cept your not going up or down. But being move from one position to antoehr. Airports have it theses days. I'm on a floor that has loads of lifts. And only realise it with the up symbol, that I have been going up constantly when I never saw the Up symbol. I then go apparently to the top floor where there are Simpson comics and now As GAEilge. I put the comics in front of my face she don't see me and the dream ends when my name is called out, meaning I have won the game, cause she can't find me. hahaha.
So I eventually got up, when I knew I heard "George". hahah. So I proceeded to head to get my dole in Post Office. Would you believe it the person who abused verbally the hella outta me last week served me. She couldn't' stand the sight of me. No doubt. Whether that means that she was wrong when she clearly saw how distressed I was last week. Again I do admit, I was wrong in attempting to get payment the last minute before they close up, HOWEVER she had no right to speak to me in that matter. I told my sis today, that I had hoped that there was another customer with me, then she mightened be so quick to judge let alone berate me.
So after the unpleasantness face was over, I headed on to Ryan's Hardware to get Mould Spray. Its a blessing in disguise. Loving it so much, this is my 3rd bottle. Its used to get the terrible mould problem I have. Nothing can be done. ahaha
So then I headed into Thunders, where I get my delicious jam, to see if they get a gluten free and or Dairy-free(Egg free - for those that think Eggs are NOT dairy). The clerk told me that the Apple Tart is Dairy Free and the Gingers Men are Gluten Free. Personally I've nothing against gluten free. I subconsciously was asking cause I was gonna get my Godmother, Cousin Ailish. Yes you heard me. hahaah. My mom reminded me last week of Alilsih' birthday. Ailsih is Ceoialic ie can't handle Gluten hence the term Gluten FREE.
So then I headed to Tescos to see if my curiosity was gonna kill. I just wanted to see if they had Pure butter. To my happiness and surprise, there was. I also saw Ian(Taxi driver) a regular customer of a pub I used to work in: Kennedy's.
So onwards and upwards I say. hahaha. I headed into Scribbles to get the card and scratch card for Ailish. I realised that I hadn't written the card, I don't have any pens anymore. So I was shitteing meself getting anxious.
So then I decided to head up to me folks to get a pen. Then I remembered that Mom had told me yesterday, "just drop the card in the post box". That could have meant that she mightened be home let alone dad. He could be at the Dental Hospital or whatever. So I said if they ain't home, then Ill head back to my place and right the card, then head back up to Ailish and pop it in there. So when I rang the doorbell, it so happens they were both there. Mom and Dad I mean. So I had a cuppa tea. Then Dad asked that I help out with the Mulching of the leaves he had left over. So when tidying up, I also happened to come across a bucket with a trawl that it so happens he was looking for. He was over the moon, so that he even bought another trawl and yet he lost that one too. hahaha. He also found that one too. Ain't it so interesting. I boasted myself(Not that I do much of that in any shape of form) by saying my my "Ain't I the lucky guy who brings luck with him". hahaha. He possibly found the new trawl when he spotted my watch(which I had left down because of the mulching - might I add the rainbow colored watch) - so possibly what stood out in which he found his other trawl. So then shortly afterwards, I had a cuppa, then shortly before I headed off both Mom and I dropped in Ailish' pressie. Ailish for the first time in a long time, asked me to drop up to her. I then asked her if Noel(her hubbie) had my number. Cause initially back a few months ago, he kept making up escusings me by saying to wright my number down and he'll put it in his phone. Then the next time I called round, he asked for my number again, he genuinely said that he lost the sheet of paper of where I put the number on, and yet he still lost it. So fast forwarding to present, I ensured he had my number. I asked ALisih if he still had my number. So all is cool. However when Ailish asked me to call up to her, I can't remember if Mom was beside me ie so that Ailish could see. Mom has since invited me to a dinner on Thurs evening???? So still at a lost. OH decisions decisions decisions. So afterwards, I headed back to my gaf, relaxed for a few hours before leaveing for my sis.
I got a distressed call from my sis saying that she had received such an abuse from my Paps, and that she'd like my company earlier than normal. So with that in mind, I set about heading off. I then realsied that I had left my Pure butter in Mom and Dad's fridge and that I wanted it badly. So I called up to my sis via my folks and as well as the letter for my citizenship. My mom is trying to sort out the citizenship business too as am I. When I saw the Form 8 Application Form for the citizenship, I nearly fainted and went paile. Dad was looking at me strange. As If I was gonna burst. I was infuriated to believe that all this time I had been waiting 5 yrs, until 2013 to find out that the Application had NOT been sent in. I mean like WTF right???? Then I also realised, why have we been submitting Documentation otherwise. Another problematic field. So onwards and upwards I says.
So I arrived at me sis. WE chatted about what exactly happened. I couldn't talk her out of OD. I mentioned that even I'm in her presence that should eliviate the need to dice herself. and OD for that matter. But sadly it didn't . She was that distressed. However a lovely quote did come out in the end. "You're an Angel in disguise, you're hard to find and I'm lucky to have found you and I'm not letting go of you. " That really touched me and moved me. She wanted to got to ER. So she first came to my gaf for a cuppa. WE noticed a disturbing sign,on an election poster of a previous Party Minister. With words "Fag" and a mustache drawn on him. Now personally I ain't sure if the politician is gay or whatever.
So I eventually found myself on my way home while my sis headed to ER.
So I eventually got up, when I knew I heard "George". hahah. So I proceeded to head to get my dole in Post Office. Would you believe it the person who abused verbally the hella outta me last week served me. She couldn't' stand the sight of me. No doubt. Whether that means that she was wrong when she clearly saw how distressed I was last week. Again I do admit, I was wrong in attempting to get payment the last minute before they close up, HOWEVER she had no right to speak to me in that matter. I told my sis today, that I had hoped that there was another customer with me, then she mightened be so quick to judge let alone berate me.
So after the unpleasantness face was over, I headed on to Ryan's Hardware to get Mould Spray. Its a blessing in disguise. Loving it so much, this is my 3rd bottle. Its used to get the terrible mould problem I have. Nothing can be done. ahaha
So then I headed into Thunders, where I get my delicious jam, to see if they get a gluten free and or Dairy-free(Egg free - for those that think Eggs are NOT dairy). The clerk told me that the Apple Tart is Dairy Free and the Gingers Men are Gluten Free. Personally I've nothing against gluten free. I subconsciously was asking cause I was gonna get my Godmother, Cousin Ailish. Yes you heard me. hahaah. My mom reminded me last week of Alilsih' birthday. Ailsih is Ceoialic ie can't handle Gluten hence the term Gluten FREE.
So then I headed to Tescos to see if my curiosity was gonna kill. I just wanted to see if they had Pure butter. To my happiness and surprise, there was. I also saw Ian(Taxi driver) a regular customer of a pub I used to work in: Kennedy's.
So onwards and upwards I say. hahaha. I headed into Scribbles to get the card and scratch card for Ailish. I realised that I hadn't written the card, I don't have any pens anymore. So I was shitteing meself getting anxious.
So then I decided to head up to me folks to get a pen. Then I remembered that Mom had told me yesterday, "just drop the card in the post box". That could have meant that she mightened be home let alone dad. He could be at the Dental Hospital or whatever. So I said if they ain't home, then Ill head back to my place and right the card, then head back up to Ailish and pop it in there. So when I rang the doorbell, it so happens they were both there. Mom and Dad I mean. So I had a cuppa tea. Then Dad asked that I help out with the Mulching of the leaves he had left over. So when tidying up, I also happened to come across a bucket with a trawl that it so happens he was looking for. He was over the moon, so that he even bought another trawl and yet he lost that one too. hahaha. He also found that one too. Ain't it so interesting. I boasted myself(Not that I do much of that in any shape of form) by saying my my "Ain't I the lucky guy who brings luck with him". hahaha. He possibly found the new trawl when he spotted my watch(which I had left down because of the mulching - might I add the rainbow colored watch) - so possibly what stood out in which he found his other trawl. So then shortly afterwards, I had a cuppa, then shortly before I headed off both Mom and I dropped in Ailish' pressie. Ailish for the first time in a long time, asked me to drop up to her. I then asked her if Noel(her hubbie) had my number. Cause initially back a few months ago, he kept making up escusings me by saying to wright my number down and he'll put it in his phone. Then the next time I called round, he asked for my number again, he genuinely said that he lost the sheet of paper of where I put the number on, and yet he still lost it. So fast forwarding to present, I ensured he had my number. I asked ALisih if he still had my number. So all is cool. However when Ailish asked me to call up to her, I can't remember if Mom was beside me ie so that Ailish could see. Mom has since invited me to a dinner on Thurs evening???? So still at a lost. OH decisions decisions decisions. So afterwards, I headed back to my gaf, relaxed for a few hours before leaveing for my sis.
I got a distressed call from my sis saying that she had received such an abuse from my Paps, and that she'd like my company earlier than normal. So with that in mind, I set about heading off. I then realsied that I had left my Pure butter in Mom and Dad's fridge and that I wanted it badly. So I called up to my sis via my folks and as well as the letter for my citizenship. My mom is trying to sort out the citizenship business too as am I. When I saw the Form 8 Application Form for the citizenship, I nearly fainted and went paile. Dad was looking at me strange. As If I was gonna burst. I was infuriated to believe that all this time I had been waiting 5 yrs, until 2013 to find out that the Application had NOT been sent in. I mean like WTF right???? Then I also realised, why have we been submitting Documentation otherwise. Another problematic field. So onwards and upwards I says.
So I arrived at me sis. WE chatted about what exactly happened. I couldn't talk her out of OD. I mentioned that even I'm in her presence that should eliviate the need to dice herself. and OD for that matter. But sadly it didn't . She was that distressed. However a lovely quote did come out in the end. "You're an Angel in disguise, you're hard to find and I'm lucky to have found you and I'm not letting go of you. " That really touched me and moved me. She wanted to got to ER. So she first came to my gaf for a cuppa. WE noticed a disturbing sign,on an election poster of a previous Party Minister. With words "Fag" and a mustache drawn on him. Now personally I ain't sure if the politician is gay or whatever.
So I eventually found myself on my way home while my sis headed to ER.
Diary 5th May 2014
One directions midnight memories is playing in background. In a movie store, I wanna t shirt for the new x men of future past. Two occasion's one i'm in a movie store with t shirts and I'm viewing them. Something happens of which I can't recall but one of the characters of x men saves me. Another incident i'm in some form of a meet up movies possibly. A person in a wheel chair is acting out. X men character????? Perhaps. Getting out of character. I'm with my heart in my mouth and as still as possible. An x men character saves us by pushing the wheel chair in a particular direction so we don't draw direction.
I'm in an estate I wanna say hi to Brendan O' F. He pretends to be talking to someone on the phone. Quite unusual I say. Again n x men character appears.
When I eventually sleep, I hit the pillow up after above dreams with heart in my mouth as I here noises. My sis was gonna call by and let herself in of which I obviously gave her permission. Now when I was about to uncover my face as I always have something on me face while sleeping I suddenly think if she there would I get such a fright to the point i almost faint.
Went off immediately at 7. Up at 9 with above dreams. Since the twisting and turning.. Hoping a jerk off would have worked but no. Perhaps a visit to the Dr. me thinks. 2.5 hrs and still struggling to sleep. Perhaps it was just something else. Although last night was a major boost. Like I actually felt like going back to IT industry field.
As i still lay struggling to sleep began to investigate why I wasn't able to sleep. Could it because Mom's birthday or the finishing up of the psychotherapy. So I went through all my diary entries to help me give me a clue to why I keep failing to hit the pillow. I noticed a trend from Maureen's barraging relating to helping etc. All i know is the mind works in mysterious ways
I then got up after failing to sleep. GRRRRRR. and got ready for Todds. As I wanted to get underwear in Lidls, I headed on my normal route to Lidls. I did note there was very heavy traffic on way to Lidls for 2pm. While I was walking towards Lidls and when I got into it, I noticed quite alot of hotties alrite. mmmmm. There was a guy in front of me wearing pink top n underwear. mmmmmm. The guy had a foreign accent, possibly a Romanian.
I popped into Tescos on Talbot St., while on my way over to Todds. I had popped in to see if they had Pure Butter. (Vegan Butter). I asked this staff member if she sells it. She told me that it was her first day of work and she wasn't sure, so she'd ask someone. I wished the staff member in question, best of luck in her new job. She was most appreciative. I popped into Supervalues same street., and saw that there was an interesting array of Soya products.
I had lost my way over to Todd. I was using the maps feature of Sammy from Sherriff St to his place. Sammy decides to let me get anxious. and crash. I didn't know where to go. Eventually he me let me get it sorted. And eventually found my way.
I finally arrived at Todds. We first had a cuppa first then I got to work. I started off by weeding continued to move pots around. I went to empty some form of water down the pipe. He told me it has been there for years. My eyes started to sting. So it must have been bacteria or something. So I gave it a break, as my eyes were really bad. So I started to swept up leaves in the front of which he asked. He was most appreciative. I relaxed for a bit. He was looking at some trek kinda thing. Beginning with b. We headed to an ATM so that he could get cash to pay me. As it happens to my college, where I used to go. Were then went or separate ways.
I did a bit of shopping in Aldi. I first put things away. 2ndly Then bed as I couldn't sleep before Todds.
I'm in an estate I wanna say hi to Brendan O' F. He pretends to be talking to someone on the phone. Quite unusual I say. Again n x men character appears.
When I eventually sleep, I hit the pillow up after above dreams with heart in my mouth as I here noises. My sis was gonna call by and let herself in of which I obviously gave her permission. Now when I was about to uncover my face as I always have something on me face while sleeping I suddenly think if she there would I get such a fright to the point i almost faint.
Went off immediately at 7. Up at 9 with above dreams. Since the twisting and turning.. Hoping a jerk off would have worked but no. Perhaps a visit to the Dr. me thinks. 2.5 hrs and still struggling to sleep. Perhaps it was just something else. Although last night was a major boost. Like I actually felt like going back to IT industry field.
As i still lay struggling to sleep began to investigate why I wasn't able to sleep. Could it because Mom's birthday or the finishing up of the psychotherapy. So I went through all my diary entries to help me give me a clue to why I keep failing to hit the pillow. I noticed a trend from Maureen's barraging relating to helping etc. All i know is the mind works in mysterious ways
I then got up after failing to sleep. GRRRRRR. and got ready for Todds. As I wanted to get underwear in Lidls, I headed on my normal route to Lidls. I did note there was very heavy traffic on way to Lidls for 2pm. While I was walking towards Lidls and when I got into it, I noticed quite alot of hotties alrite. mmmmm. There was a guy in front of me wearing pink top n underwear. mmmmmm. The guy had a foreign accent, possibly a Romanian.
I popped into Tescos on Talbot St., while on my way over to Todds. I had popped in to see if they had Pure Butter. (Vegan Butter). I asked this staff member if she sells it. She told me that it was her first day of work and she wasn't sure, so she'd ask someone. I wished the staff member in question, best of luck in her new job. She was most appreciative. I popped into Supervalues same street., and saw that there was an interesting array of Soya products.
I had lost my way over to Todd. I was using the maps feature of Sammy from Sherriff St to his place. Sammy decides to let me get anxious. and crash. I didn't know where to go. Eventually he me let me get it sorted. And eventually found my way.
I finally arrived at Todds. We first had a cuppa first then I got to work. I started off by weeding continued to move pots around. I went to empty some form of water down the pipe. He told me it has been there for years. My eyes started to sting. So it must have been bacteria or something. So I gave it a break, as my eyes were really bad. So I started to swept up leaves in the front of which he asked. He was most appreciative. I relaxed for a bit. He was looking at some trek kinda thing. Beginning with b. We headed to an ATM so that he could get cash to pay me. As it happens to my college, where I used to go. Were then went or separate ways.
I did a bit of shopping in Aldi. I first put things away. 2ndly Then bed as I couldn't sleep before Todds.
Saturday, 26 April 2014
Diary 26th APril 2014
I slept like a baby. In that I was due to get up for 3.15. Then I checked my phone to see if any new message from Todd came in which he then told me the weather ain't on our side to do his garden. Which is unsuitable for gardening. I had no dreams, no twisting and turning and yet I was able to get up with no problem. One thing with this experiment was that I had gone to bed earlier last night. Namely 8am.
So I decided to stay on in bed til about half 9 in the evening.
So tonight I have been relaxing with TV and myself and my onesie.
So I decided to stay on in bed til about half 9 in the evening.
So tonight I have been relaxing with TV and myself and my onesie.
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