Diary 10th September 2015

For the very first time, I had a dream, whereby Sammy my +Puppys Stanescu was in my dream. He was just simply sitting in a corner on a chair. What does this signify, I wonder? hmmmm

So then afterwards, I got up headed up to my folks. We had brekkie. I asked about Granola that I had bought. mmmm. Mom says I should steep with cold or hot milk OVER NIGHT. So then Dad and I got onto the job of hedge trimming, and the back ie the Laurels.

Maureen came by. I don't know why exactly. hahaha. But her face expression was the MOST WEIRDEST. Its as if she was telling me that she caused the rift between my sis and I and the Dad and I. Of which I ain't gonna get into. But its a face I'll never forget. That's all I'm gonna say.

So then she left, Mom, Dad and I had a meal. heheheh. I then headed off for home.

So then after a bit of TV I headed onto town for to see Mission IMpossible: Rogue Nation(Review here) with Andrea.

My first port of call was to do a few errands. Namely Aldis for Fruit and Tescos for yoghurt. So that was all's well. heeheh. I then decided about 5mins BEFORE I was due to meet Andrea, that I was going to Pennys. I saw an image on Pennys that I looked at more than once, and posted the image on FB. THe image is that of a guy ie Model for Pennys whereby he's wearing a Beanie hat, Jumper and trousers ie denims. As I was encouraged and did really look nice, I saw that I might as well get it. However it came at a hike of a price tag of which I had hoped to keep the cash for the Friday nights movie. hehehe.

However after all the errands, though I saw that I had finished in Penneys at 18.58 ie almost 7pm. I was to meet Andrea at 6.45. The film being on at 7pm. So I got myself moving. So I rang ANdrea to find what seat he was in as when I went to the Outhouse where I was to meet him, I was told that he was in the cinema. So I headed on over to the cinema and then rang him. He hung up, so I was getting a bit anxious as to where to sit. He told me in the call that he was in  the back. So I just took a guess as to where in the Back he was in. hehehe. So then I went to the desk and asked to be seated in the back. The person at the desk was very helpful. He showed me the screen. There was a one person on their own in seat 7 and another person had two seats taken. So I assumed the person who was on their own, was good chance himself. So I got the seat eventually. But as it happens, he was actually further down. WHen I arrived, I was surprised that their was an elderly woman on her own looking at an action movie. ahhaah. Twas good. THen a couple came up beside us. She instantly reminded me of my mate Karen from Florida. The way she was laughing etc.,

So after the cinema, I decided that I wanted pics for the Wolrd Prevention of Suicide Day Go Orange Campaign. So I went round by Trinity College, Bank of Ireland on College of Green, and the Mansion House. I had hoped that Grafton St which was on the list would be lit in Orange, surprisingly no. Then I headed on home.

NEWS

Northern Ireland's FIrst Minister PEter Robinson has stepped down with Arlean Foauster stepping in temporarily. She is currently a Finance Minister. This was due to the murder of McGuigan. Bobby Story one of  the three arrested for Kevin McGUigan's death has been released. 

Primarks has opened in Boston. IT is the first branch to open in USA. ANother store is due to open in Pennsylvania in NOvember

The Banking INquiry has held its last PUblic INquiry. AJay and MInister of Finance MIchael Noonan were the last two witnesses to be called. The Inquiry is now to compile a report and publish it. 

Diary 9th January 2015

Dad and I continued. Packaged completely. Dad got a call from Gerry his Bro. He wanted a lend of a jack saw. I met Siobhan my cuz's bf. I hadn't seen Gerry since Reggies funeral. We then went to Beaumont House(Review here). I took down the lights outside. Packed them up. I then headed to outhouse. First to Lidl as I left my hat behind. Manners of a pig. Racism. Cineworld for Taken 3. Homophobic.

Following is the Facebook Status I posted in relation to the manners of a pig in Lidls in Parnell, Racist remark in the Outhouse and sadly the homophobic treatment, both my friend and I recieved.

I regret to inform you all that yesterday was not the best. Although I helped my folks with decorations, that was grand. By all means.

I popped along to Lidl, on Moore St., to see if my Hat was handed in. I went to a security guard who btw was actually looking at his cell phone, I asked if my hat was handed in, immediately he said no, Not even a budge to see if it were handed in. So after I paid for my kettle, I in a fit of rage, went to a Staff member, who gladly helped and asked around. I wanna thank him. But the security in LIdls' Moore St., clearly NEED retraining.

I then went to the Outhouse for my nightly entertainment. At one stage in the Men's Night, I was racially attacked indirectly. By this I mean, the lads were referring to some guy in the French Attacks or something, and the person(of whom shall remain nameless) said he "should go to the Romanian Orphange". I attempted to intervene by telling "errr hello, I was there", however he failed to listen. My friend who was with me throughout the night, told me that he has been told in the past that I am from Romania, and that he told me that he is actually racist. Despite the person knowing this, he made the remark. I was deeply gutted that I was lost for words. I shall be taking this matter with the Management of Outhouse and the Gardaí. RACISM MUST STOP. It won't stop if I sit back and do nothing.

My mate also came with me to the Cineworld Dublin to see Taken 3. I was most not prepared for what was to happen next. We were BOTH treated to Homophobic abuse throughout the film. It was quite scarey. My mate got the bate thou. We were treated to heckling. Although security was called a few times, that did not stop them. We were both called faggots and my mate was called OTHER names too. I was literally sick to the stomach with the treatment. To the point I actually wanted to vomit in my nachos which I had finished btw. The security guard came with us for protection. We were afraid that they were gonna follow us. So we joined up with two females(whom we would like to thank PROFUSELY), for company. We then left them when we found that the lads disappeared. This continued throughout the night. We both wanted the Cops involved. We were told they were on the way. However we later learned, THAT was not the case. Although Cineworld Cinemas is a VERY LGBT Friendly cinemas, I know many staff who are LGBT Friendly at the very least, some are gay even BOTH male and Female, I was MOST distraught to learn that the Gardai had NOT been called. Again I shall be taking the matter up with the Gardaí. HOMOPHOBIA MUST STOP. People in Republic of Ireland say Homophobia and living as a gay man is grand these days, it's NOT. If you people knew what actually happened. Like we were thrown at. Recorded and more than likely will be published on Facebook. If any of my Irish mates(of those that are left) or indeed international, comes across a video or photo or whatever of BOTH My mate and I, PLS REPORT to Facebook for Homophobic. On the way when I was leaving my friend to his Luas stop, the friend noticed that I was being homophobically looked at. I told him what my mother says to me all the time. HATERS hate SILENCE. I ignore all comments and looks etc.,

Diary 8th December 2015

Today we did jobs specs. We were required to do job specs on computer. I came across Dublin bus specs. I then headed to home. Lidl then to mom. Mom collected me at the garage. Dad took down the lights. He was soar. So we just put them away. Came home. Took down decorations.

Diary 1st December 2014

Well what a day today it turned out to be. It started HAPPY but ended on a sad(ish) note. I'll explain in due course. First and fore most, I haven't gone to sleep yet. Secondly, I started showering after a month. eheheheh. Shaved my stache off - awwwwww. Well at least it was for a good cause. Movember ie Men's Mental and Physical Health aka Testicular and Prostate Cancers.

Today is actually World AIDS Day. So for that Dublin's Mansion House was holding an event, in that they were launching a Report on Stats etc., So I popped along to it. On the way I noted the amount of homeless people. 2 beside each other and 1 another one elsewhere. Says I to meself, how did the homeless crisis get so bad. Like literally. There was a woman at the event who couldn't stop coughing. She either has cancer or something, cause it was persistent. One of the speakers from Concern Worldwide made a wonderful speech, "HIV is equal to HOPE IS VITAL". I think that's a wonderful quote. So then on the way home, I was reading the pamphlets I had gotten from the event. Lord Mayor of Dublin Christy Burke(Ind) was too ill to open the event.

Today when I got up from my sis, well technically before I headed off to to the above event, I came across MORE shit coming up in the shores. So I rang my landlord Franky(Its what I call him - NOT to himself, just me - heehehe). Nothing knew, it went to voicemail. Literally, as I live and breath, I came across Mom's car to pick me up so that both my sis n I would start the decorations with our Pops. It was totally unreal. As I was coming home from the event above which was 11am on the dot, Mom was parking up. I was totally amazeballs. Like seriously. So Mom brought me up, Dad n I started the decorations, MY sis came up too  and did up the tree and other decorations.

So after such a wonderful day, All the memories of happiness came flooding aback when I used to live at home with the 3 of em.


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Diary 4th November 2014

I had some quite interesting dreams.  Ros na Rún's Liam O' Conaghaile(Darach O' Tuairisgh) is falling for me. Both he and I are taking selfies in the Phoenix Park, Dublin.

I'm in a some park where the Russian's have hired me despite me knowing I'm gay.

ROnan from Kennedy's where I used to work, he's a regular customer. He wants my help after several years. He knows am gay, yet he wants my help after several years?????

I'm in a park with a few others, we all gaze lookingly into the sky, when we see stars or what we think are stars flying. WE look closer and its actually aliens who wanna eradicate the human race. I recognise em from an animated film I've seen. Sadly I'm a victim. They get my by putting a USB 3.0 type plug into my head and am gone.

Just as I was getting up for a bright brand new day, I had a thought of when I was getting treated for depression last year, I had a Dr. from Pakistan asked me on one of the visits how I was feeling. Visibly he could see I was NOT alrite. Yet he was smiling. So then I started to head on home as I knew there was trouble acoming. He started taking off his clothes. SO I ran like an Osteraich. However he caught, considering its'a  small room. And he did the deed. and RAPED me. Now as I right this post, I should have known that Pakistan(assuming he's Muslim) and Gay DO NOT fit int he same sentence. Then again, I was forced to go with him anyways.

So I got up with such a fright from the thought more so, and I woke up to 4 missed calls from Mom. So I listened to the voicemail. She had mentioned the other day, that Dad wants me to help him put up a lamp. So I said I'd do this. To distract myself. When I went up to them, it was no better, as Dad's mood wasn't the best. Well not the normal anyways. hahaah. So I was playing with my cell phone, at the same time of helping Dad. WE had a bit of grub. I brought my own Milk and Green Tea. As I don't trust any of em now, with my veganism. let alone vegetarianism. I said to Mom, "I don't want no cow in me body".

So then Mom dropped me to get my dosh. As I left my Bank Details behind AGAIN!!!!, I wasn't able to lodge my cash in. So I headed back home, and looked at a few TV shows. heheehe

I then headed onto my sis. WE chatted and chatted. We ordered a takeout. I had rang La Costa(the takeaway we ordered from), to enquire about Kebab Tray as to whats in it. The call was not the best. But as it happens, it WASN'T vegetarian, so I gave it to my sis. heeheh. I told my sis, that ever since my coming out, Christmas hasn't been the same. In that my depression is the "Need to be WANTED by FAMILY". You see it all the time on TV, movies etc.,e tc., even friends.

NEWS

Ensure Public Ownership of Irish Water. SIPTU's Jack O' Connor has called for a Referendum on this particular issue. Fianna Fáil' Leader Michael Martin has endorsed and supports the motion. Alan Kelly TD hasn't ruled out a Referendum on the issue. His ministerial colleague Paschal DOnodhgue feels its NOT necessary. It has been announced that a major announcement will be announced within the next few days to a few weeks. The head of IRish Water, Managing Directory John Tierney has apolgiuised. Likewise Minister of Environment Alan Kelly conceeded in defeat of rushing the Bill. 

The introduction of the Water Charges, is to help the Finances of the Country. This will allow for Social Welfare, Tax ?????