Well what a day it turned out to be. Well night time for me. hhahahah. I was to see American Ultra. I expect to see it during the week. heeheh. So I just slept it out. My sleep was interrupted around 5 by Mom for food. So I woke up and collected and ate some of it as I hate the food hard as a rock. Then I went back to bed.
Then at around 11ish my sis called down to me, citing moral support. So I in my good wisdom provided such. I was astonished thou what she told me relating to Mom. She told me that Mom had shouted the name "Faggot" term to her. She being Biesuxual, Mom asked her to choose EITHER gay or straight. Which is ridiculous. My sis was BORN Bixesual, end of. Funny she should mention this however, a mate of my mine on the sex facebook whom my mate tagged me in, FORCED a guy to choose which is it gonna be, GUYS or GIRLS. No one can force another person who to choose. I was quite taken aback by his level of language. Normally I just leave things as be. BUt I had to put my head in.
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Showing posts with label lgbt rights. Show all posts
Saturday, 19 September 2015
Friday, 4 September 2015
Tuesday, 20 January 2015
Diary 20th January 2015
Course. Interview part 2. Yesterday concentrated on strengths and weaknesses. Advised on not using time management as my weakness. Today was S.T.A.R. Tell us abt a time when u were under pressure etc. During a break a course student was telling me about time management. He mentioned cock. I couldn't keep serious. Hahah.
Headed to outhouse. Waiting for O' Farrell. While doing so I was reading an article on two lesbians marrying and her son not accepting his mother. Was very moved by.
got my dole.
Then home. On the way I wanted to check if Drumcondra Credit Union to change DD method to credit card. Not allowed. Looking for Boxty. Mom collected me. Brought me home.
Rang sky. Was delighted in one call to change my payment method My name and my username.
Went to My sis.
Headed to outhouse. Waiting for O' Farrell. While doing so I was reading an article on two lesbians marrying and her son not accepting his mother. Was very moved by.
got my dole.
Then home. On the way I wanted to check if Drumcondra Credit Union to change DD method to credit card. Not allowed. Looking for Boxty. Mom collected me. Brought me home.
Rang sky. Was delighted in one call to change my payment method My name and my username.
Went to My sis.
Friday, 9 January 2015
Diary 9th January 2015
Dad and I continued. Packaged completely. Dad got a call from Gerry his Bro. He wanted a lend of a jack saw. I met Siobhan my cuz's bf. I hadn't seen Gerry since Reggies funeral. We then went to Beaumont House(Review here). I took down the lights outside. Packed them up. I then headed to outhouse. First to Lidl as I left my hat behind. Manners of a pig. Racism. Cineworld for Taken 3. Homophobic.
Following is the Facebook Status I posted in relation to the manners of a pig in Lidls in Parnell, Racist remark in the Outhouse and sadly the homophobic treatment, both my friend and I recieved.
Following is the Facebook Status I posted in relation to the manners of a pig in Lidls in Parnell, Racist remark in the Outhouse and sadly the homophobic treatment, both my friend and I recieved.
I regret to inform you all that yesterday was not the best. Although I helped my folks with decorations, that was grand. By all means.
I popped along to Lidl, on Moore St., to see if my Hat was handed in. I went to a security guard who btw was actually looking at his cell phone, I asked if my hat was handed in, immediately he said no, Not even a budge to see if it were handed in. So after I paid for my kettle, I in a fit of rage, went to a Staff member, who gladly helped and asked around. I wanna thank him. But the security in LIdls' Moore St., clearly NEED retraining.
I then went to the Outhouse for my nightly entertainment. At one stage in the Men's Night, I was racially attacked indirectly. By this I mean, the lads were referring to some guy in the French Attacks or something, and the person(of whom shall remain nameless) said he "should go to the Romanian Orphange". I attempted to intervene by telling "errr hello, I was there", however he failed to listen. My friend who was with me throughout the night, told me that he has been told in the past that I am from Romania, and that he told me that he is actually racist. Despite the person knowing this, he made the remark. I was deeply gutted that I was lost for words. I shall be taking this matter with the Management of Outhouse and the Gardaí. RACISM MUST STOP. It won't stop if I sit back and do nothing.
My mate also came with me to the Cineworld Dublin to see Taken 3. I was most not prepared for what was to happen next. We were BOTH treated to Homophobic abuse throughout the film. It was quite scarey. My mate got the bate thou. We were treated to heckling. Although security was called a few times, that did not stop them. We were both called faggots and my mate was called OTHER names too. I was literally sick to the stomach with the treatment. To the point I actually wanted to vomit in my nachos which I had finished btw. The security guard came with us for protection. We were afraid that they were gonna follow us. So we joined up with two females(whom we would like to thank PROFUSELY), for company. We then left them when we found that the lads disappeared. This continued throughout the night. We both wanted the Cops involved. We were told they were on the way. However we later learned, THAT was not the case. Although Cineworld Cinemas is a VERY LGBT Friendly cinemas, I know many staff who are LGBT Friendly at the very least, some are gay even BOTH male and Female, I was MOST distraught to learn that the Gardai had NOT been called. Again I shall be taking the matter up with the Gardaí. HOMOPHOBIA MUST STOP. People in Republic of Ireland say Homophobia and living as a gay man is grand these days, it's NOT. If you people knew what actually happened. Like we were thrown at. Recorded and more than likely will be published on Facebook. If any of my Irish mates(of those that are left) or indeed international, comes across a video or photo or whatever of BOTH My mate and I, PLS REPORT to Facebook for Homophobic. On the way when I was leaving my friend to his Luas stop, the friend noticed that I was being homophobically looked at. I told him what my mother says to me all the time. HATERS hate SILENCE. I ignore all comments and looks etc.,
Wednesday, 10 September 2014
Diary 9th September 2014
Well today was quite interesting. It all started when I was suppose to get up for 3pm, as I wanted to get my dole etc., on me own. I was due to meet my mom for 4 to get the laundry to the cleaners. However, as I only had less than 3hrs sleep, I was unable to get up for 3 and so I got up at 4. Mom bagging at the door etc., Eventually I got up.
So Mom took me to the launders. I had to bring two bags of clothing. hahaah. So Ill be collecting them next week, as with cash I'll be low on it. hahaha. So then I went ahead to get my dosh. And then into the bank. Then mom invited me up to her place for bit of grub. I said I'd go ahead and pay a visit, as I hadn't seen Dad to welcome him back. He then invited me on a holier like to DOnegal where his sister in law Maura is and of course her hubbie ie Dad's brother. So I was kinda intrigued. He was thinking as the weather would be nice to pay a visit. The last time, I went away with my Dad on our own, all I remember is his large cock, the image. hahaha. But then again, I wanted to see it. So then I began to put another idea into my and his head. In that if my landlord wants to renovate my place while I'm away, he may do so. This has been on my mind for the whole day now.
I then headed to me sis where Mom, dropped me down to her. So then Mom was chatting to her when I was getting a few items for my sis. Mom had mentioned to her that she should quit being "Impotent". Well my golly. My sis was completely insulted. I then told Mom that the likes of her(Mom) would be the cause of Depression and the stigma towards it. I gave an example of the guy in Cork, who killed the twins and then killed himself ie Murder Suicide. Bottomline, Education is the key here. Talk to a person your trust. So my sis was telling us that the hospital has taken Mom off the Next of Kin. And rightly so, cause if Mom's attitude is to stop misbehavin' etc., yeah she clearly can't handle it at her age anyways.
So then both my sis and I went in. I had expressed Dad's attitude towards me and my Mom in Romania, in that every time, I mention her that Dad's anger would show. So then I just thought that I try and connect the dots as to what could he be hiding or whatever. I told her, the night of the Mulligans coming down to the folks, that Dad looked down me top etc ensure, I wasn't wearing an offensive tshirt. The thsirt that I'm referring to is the Miss Panti one in which it reads:" Feck Off out of my life: I'm On Team Panti." Now obviously I ain't against it or whatever, but my folks are. So the way he looked down me top, I began to arsways connect the dots. To date, I've failed so.
Told sis to ensure I Wasn't wearing any offensive TSHirt well according to them hahaha.
NEWS
Ringing Directory Enquires according to The Consumer Association of Ireland has found that it is doubly expensive. E.g €5 per sec. 1min €3.42 11811; 1min €3.40 11890; 1min €5.58 11850; 1sec €2.12 €11811; 1sec €3.40 11890; 1sec €5.58 11850; If you ask to be connected, you will be expected to pay a substantial amount: 10min €15.31 11811; 10min €30.96; 10min €12.31 11890;
Apple has launched iPhone 6 and iPhone 6 Plus. They also launched the Apple Watch. Innovation is key, however its also a problem at the moment since Job's death. The iCloud is also in controversial since the Jennifer Lawrence naked photos were found to have been in breach and the iCloud has been in the blame game. Apple even launched Apple Pay. This allows a user to use their mobile to pay for goods and services.
So Mom took me to the launders. I had to bring two bags of clothing. hahaah. So Ill be collecting them next week, as with cash I'll be low on it. hahaha. So then I went ahead to get my dosh. And then into the bank. Then mom invited me up to her place for bit of grub. I said I'd go ahead and pay a visit, as I hadn't seen Dad to welcome him back. He then invited me on a holier like to DOnegal where his sister in law Maura is and of course her hubbie ie Dad's brother. So I was kinda intrigued. He was thinking as the weather would be nice to pay a visit. The last time, I went away with my Dad on our own, all I remember is his large cock, the image. hahaha. But then again, I wanted to see it. So then I began to put another idea into my and his head. In that if my landlord wants to renovate my place while I'm away, he may do so. This has been on my mind for the whole day now.
I then headed to me sis where Mom, dropped me down to her. So then Mom was chatting to her when I was getting a few items for my sis. Mom had mentioned to her that she should quit being "Impotent". Well my golly. My sis was completely insulted. I then told Mom that the likes of her(Mom) would be the cause of Depression and the stigma towards it. I gave an example of the guy in Cork, who killed the twins and then killed himself ie Murder Suicide. Bottomline, Education is the key here. Talk to a person your trust. So my sis was telling us that the hospital has taken Mom off the Next of Kin. And rightly so, cause if Mom's attitude is to stop misbehavin' etc., yeah she clearly can't handle it at her age anyways.
So then both my sis and I went in. I had expressed Dad's attitude towards me and my Mom in Romania, in that every time, I mention her that Dad's anger would show. So then I just thought that I try and connect the dots as to what could he be hiding or whatever. I told her, the night of the Mulligans coming down to the folks, that Dad looked down me top etc ensure, I wasn't wearing an offensive tshirt. The thsirt that I'm referring to is the Miss Panti one in which it reads:" Feck Off out of my life: I'm On Team Panti." Now obviously I ain't against it or whatever, but my folks are. So the way he looked down me top, I began to arsways connect the dots. To date, I've failed so.
Told sis to ensure I Wasn't wearing any offensive TSHirt well according to them hahaha.
NEWS
Ringing Directory Enquires according to The Consumer Association of Ireland has found that it is doubly expensive. E.g €5 per sec. 1min €3.42 11811; 1min €3.40 11890; 1min €5.58 11850; 1sec €2.12 €11811; 1sec €3.40 11890; 1sec €5.58 11850; If you ask to be connected, you will be expected to pay a substantial amount: 10min €15.31 11811; 10min €30.96; 10min €12.31 11890;
Apple has launched iPhone 6 and iPhone 6 Plus. They also launched the Apple Watch. Innovation is key, however its also a problem at the moment since Job's death. The iCloud is also in controversial since the Jennifer Lawrence naked photos were found to have been in breach and the iCloud has been in the blame game. Apple even launched Apple Pay. This allows a user to use their mobile to pay for goods and services.
Sunday, 7 September 2014
Diary 5th September 2014
Well after just a few hours sleep, I got up with a view of seeing Sex Tape(Review here) with the Best Buddies Meetup group aka Arwin's group. On my way, I bumped into Dave(who works behind the counter in Outhouse) and his friend. He too works their, Just can't think of his name. He was saying that there prob is a bunch of em, outside the Outhouse as they were closed. So I rerouted to pass the Outhouse to see if there was anyone. They all had gone.
I then went onto the cinema. Great to see it lively and bustling. Got my food and headed onto the screen. Was looking for Arwin. So I sent him a quick message just to let him know I was here. ie Checking myself in the Meetup. So he saw me. Then after the film, it was revealed that he had fallen asleep in the middle of the film. He had been at a previous meetup of a someone's birthday. So we all met outside. Had a bit of a chat. Then we all dispersed. Arwin and I headed on home. He lives close by me. So then shortly before I left him as he was quite tired, I had previously asked him, if I could add him on FB, I just couldn't remember if I actually did ask him. But eitehrway, I did ask him if he has any issues with gay people or gay rights etc., etc., Now considering his home country religion is Muslim a good chance. Am only guessing here, anyways, I was quite taken aback with his answer. His reply is he stands for Equailtiy. "If I help a poor person, don't mean I'm rich, likewise gay, If he sees a gay person in trouble and helps, don't mean he's gay.". So I said, cool, I think we'll be alrite. Ahem that his until he has to head off home due to his Visa restrictions of the Republic of Ireland.
I was chatting to a guy on Grindr. Imagine my first hook up in years. We were very close to closing the deal. heeheh. I obviously told him of my hepatitis status. BUT what stopped the meetup was his hairy chess. I ain't into a guy who has hair on his chests.
While surfing on Grindr too, I encountered a profile with an Aids symbol(In his case HIV), and I looked at his profile. I was very intrigued in what I saw. His quote NOT mine: "Seriously fellas, If you ARE going to message to ask questions: HOW I got it doesn't matter! But I'll give you a heads up lads: I didn't catch it licking stamps. AND Yes I'm OK.". I just had to chat to him. I have taken a shine to him. He has helped me in ways no guy can understand. By that I mean, that I'm slowly accepting my hepatitis B. Now this came from a guy who has HIV. He goes through the same stigma I go through, possibly worse. He is what I would call an Inspiration. I wrote back to him, and he said "Thanks fella". He reminded me that MOST guys are vaccinated against it or at least they should have been. I asked him, should I tell guys who I wanna have sex with or to just wait til I find that special guy. Bottomline must I tell of my status with causal sex OR wait til I have the relationship. His answer: "Grey area". He continued on by saying that "I think everybody responsible for their sexual health".
News
2 twin children have been found dead last night. It was then found that another person body has been found not too far from the twins bodies. It has been thought that it was a murder suicide. Now from my perspective, it is of my opinion that the older guy was suffering from depression, something like that. Now it is a possibility that the reason, that he couldn't talk about whatever was troubling him was one word STIGMA. Like my folks even would say it to me and to my sis, when I was battling depression. Oh get over it, or get out and about etc.,e tc., Its the likes of these that make people go physcotic or whatever. Bottomline, GET OUT THEIR AND TALK TO A PERSON YOU TRUST
Largest Dinosaur to ever walk the earth has been found in Argentina. It is thought to have been known as DreadNoughtis(aka Fearing Nothing) Shraanee as a plant eater. It would have weighed 65tonne. 11meter neck and a powerful 9meter tail. Measure 26meters in length
Dr. Martin Drennan , Bishop Of Galway is under fire for his comments on radio. He was referring to allocating money for Amach LGBT in Galway City. that was decided by the St. Vincent De Paul. Dr. Martin didn't want a Catholic Charity organsiation allocating money to an LGBT Group as it goes against the ethos of the Church of which he's a member of. No surprises there considering their past history of the Church.
I then went onto the cinema. Great to see it lively and bustling. Got my food and headed onto the screen. Was looking for Arwin. So I sent him a quick message just to let him know I was here. ie Checking myself in the Meetup. So he saw me. Then after the film, it was revealed that he had fallen asleep in the middle of the film. He had been at a previous meetup of a someone's birthday. So we all met outside. Had a bit of a chat. Then we all dispersed. Arwin and I headed on home. He lives close by me. So then shortly before I left him as he was quite tired, I had previously asked him, if I could add him on FB, I just couldn't remember if I actually did ask him. But eitehrway, I did ask him if he has any issues with gay people or gay rights etc., etc., Now considering his home country religion is Muslim a good chance. Am only guessing here, anyways, I was quite taken aback with his answer. His reply is he stands for Equailtiy. "If I help a poor person, don't mean I'm rich, likewise gay, If he sees a gay person in trouble and helps, don't mean he's gay.". So I said, cool, I think we'll be alrite. Ahem that his until he has to head off home due to his Visa restrictions of the Republic of Ireland.
I was chatting to a guy on Grindr. Imagine my first hook up in years. We were very close to closing the deal. heeheh. I obviously told him of my hepatitis status. BUT what stopped the meetup was his hairy chess. I ain't into a guy who has hair on his chests.
While surfing on Grindr too, I encountered a profile with an Aids symbol(In his case HIV), and I looked at his profile. I was very intrigued in what I saw. His quote NOT mine: "Seriously fellas, If you ARE going to message to ask questions: HOW I got it doesn't matter! But I'll give you a heads up lads: I didn't catch it licking stamps. AND Yes I'm OK.". I just had to chat to him. I have taken a shine to him. He has helped me in ways no guy can understand. By that I mean, that I'm slowly accepting my hepatitis B. Now this came from a guy who has HIV. He goes through the same stigma I go through, possibly worse. He is what I would call an Inspiration. I wrote back to him, and he said "Thanks fella". He reminded me that MOST guys are vaccinated against it or at least they should have been. I asked him, should I tell guys who I wanna have sex with or to just wait til I find that special guy. Bottomline must I tell of my status with causal sex OR wait til I have the relationship. His answer: "Grey area". He continued on by saying that "I think everybody responsible for their sexual health".
News
2 twin children have been found dead last night. It was then found that another person body has been found not too far from the twins bodies. It has been thought that it was a murder suicide. Now from my perspective, it is of my opinion that the older guy was suffering from depression, something like that. Now it is a possibility that the reason, that he couldn't talk about whatever was troubling him was one word STIGMA. Like my folks even would say it to me and to my sis, when I was battling depression. Oh get over it, or get out and about etc.,e tc., Its the likes of these that make people go physcotic or whatever. Bottomline, GET OUT THEIR AND TALK TO A PERSON YOU TRUST
Largest Dinosaur to ever walk the earth has been found in Argentina. It is thought to have been known as DreadNoughtis(aka Fearing Nothing) Shraanee as a plant eater. It would have weighed 65tonne. 11meter neck and a powerful 9meter tail. Measure 26meters in length
Dr. Martin Drennan , Bishop Of Galway is under fire for his comments on radio. He was referring to allocating money for Amach LGBT in Galway City. that was decided by the St. Vincent De Paul. Dr. Martin didn't want a Catholic Charity organsiation allocating money to an LGBT Group as it goes against the ethos of the Church of which he's a member of. No surprises there considering their past history of the Church.
Saturday, 12 July 2014
Diary 11th July 2014
Well after a hibernation period, I got up with a great view of a wonderful day ahead of me. I then got ready for my evening's socialising.
I first popped into the Outhouse. Met up with O' Farrell. There we attempted to converse with 2 women. 1 being a person who is learning English and the other whom O' Farrell told me is Irish teaching the other one. O' Farrell was trying to tell the one who is learning English, that you can say "Je besoin de" which is French for "I need". They compeltly ignored him. I told him, that's ignorant on their part. Compelteply ignorant. Then shortly afterwards, another guy came round. He apparently was a German representing PinkNews a German LGBT Radio, something like that. He was wanting to know how many trucks were on the Parade etc., etc., O' Farrell found that quite strange. So he questioned his authenticity.
So onwards the two of us went to the Cinema to go and see Transformer 4: Age of Extinction. On the way, I initially asked him, what is his definition of the term "Bisexuality". As Sven was behind me at the time of the question, I told him when we were on our way when Sven wasn't with us, why I asked the question. I explained that Sven had told my sis last Tues that Bisexuality was searching for Personality instead of Gender. Something like that.
So after I came home, I have been looking at TV and my sis called round after her appointment for a cuppa. Twas nice having her hear. hehehe.
NEWS
Leo Varadkar(FG) - Minister for Health
Alan Kelly(Labour, Deputy Leader) - Minister for Environment and Local Government
Jan O' Suillivan(Labour) - Minister for Education and Skills
Paschal Donoghue(FG) - Minister for Transport, Tourism and Sport
Charlie Flanagan(FG) - Minister for Foreign Affairs
Alex White(Labour) - Minister for Communications, Energy & Natural Resources
Simon Coveney(FG) - Minister for Agriculture & Defense
Jimmy Deenihan(FG) - Minister of State
Heather Humphreys(FG) - Minister for Arts Heritage & The Gaeltacht
James Reilly(FG) - Minister for Children & Youth Affairs
Jed Nash - SUper Minister at the Department of Jobs
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Richard Bruton(FG) - Minister for Jobs, .......
Francis Fitzgerald(FG) - Minister for Justice, Equality and Law Reform
Brendan Howlin(Labour) - Minister for Public Expenditure
Michael Noonan(FG) - Minister for Finance
Joan Burton(Labour, Leader) - Minister for Social Protection
I first popped into the Outhouse. Met up with O' Farrell. There we attempted to converse with 2 women. 1 being a person who is learning English and the other whom O' Farrell told me is Irish teaching the other one. O' Farrell was trying to tell the one who is learning English, that you can say "Je besoin de" which is French for "I need". They compeltly ignored him. I told him, that's ignorant on their part. Compelteply ignorant. Then shortly afterwards, another guy came round. He apparently was a German representing PinkNews a German LGBT Radio, something like that. He was wanting to know how many trucks were on the Parade etc., etc., O' Farrell found that quite strange. So he questioned his authenticity.
So onwards the two of us went to the Cinema to go and see Transformer 4: Age of Extinction. On the way, I initially asked him, what is his definition of the term "Bisexuality". As Sven was behind me at the time of the question, I told him when we were on our way when Sven wasn't with us, why I asked the question. I explained that Sven had told my sis last Tues that Bisexuality was searching for Personality instead of Gender. Something like that.
So after I came home, I have been looking at TV and my sis called round after her appointment for a cuppa. Twas nice having her hear. hehehe.
NEWS
Leo Varadkar(FG) - Minister for Health
Alan Kelly(Labour, Deputy Leader) - Minister for Environment and Local Government
Jan O' Suillivan(Labour) - Minister for Education and Skills
Paschal Donoghue(FG) - Minister for Transport, Tourism and Sport
Charlie Flanagan(FG) - Minister for Foreign Affairs
Alex White(Labour) - Minister for Communications, Energy & Natural Resources
Simon Coveney(FG) - Minister for Agriculture & Defense
Jimmy Deenihan(FG) - Minister of State
Heather Humphreys(FG) - Minister for Arts Heritage & The Gaeltacht
James Reilly(FG) - Minister for Children & Youth Affairs
Jed Nash - SUper Minister at the Department of Jobs
RETAINED Posts
Richard Bruton(FG) - Minister for Jobs, .......
Francis Fitzgerald(FG) - Minister for Justice, Equality and Law Reform
Brendan Howlin(Labour) - Minister for Public Expenditure
Michael Noonan(FG) - Minister for Finance
Joan Burton(Labour, Leader) - Minister for Social Protection
Wednesday, 9 July 2014
Diary 8th July 2014
My latest dream was centered entirely around my mother in Romania
My thoughts were i keep her as friend n adopted mom as my Mother. When my adopted mom passes on I'll have a second chance of "mom".
I'm with my ex Keith Christmas shopping. We encounter a worker of whom Keith knows. Keith was promised a water gadget a way back. There the worker initially refused. However we were topped on and homophobically attacked. One big guy had him down in a fucking position hence why I shouted fuck off. I knew the guy Keith was in trouble with. The guy who refused to help him with the water the guy asks him were u looking for it a pipe. Now how my mother was brought into this is Keith had told me a thing or two. Ie he found her and found new information as to her whereabouts.
Then my sis comes round n says if comedy can wait. She was wanting help with something. But then saw that I was busy with Keith.
Then when I eventually got up and woke up. I showered. And suddenly further thoughts came rushing though my mind. I obviously come to my folks place up in Griffith Ave., and scream "GET ME THE HELLA OUTTA HERE" ie Richmond Rd., where I live. I have been having recent troubling dreams relating to my Mom in Romania. Dunno why??? But Mom(the one I call REAL mom as shes da one who fed me etc., etc., yeda yeda yeda., So Mom(Ro) and my REAL Mom get together and discuss matters. I then says, my Mom(RO) that you dumped me when you made a mistake or you were married at the time of having me. Thats what I was told. ie had an affair. She says, NO Thats not true. This also makes Searsons point make a bit more sense. When I told him that I given up when my Mom(RO) had an affair, he says that don't make sense at all.
While looking at the News from yesterdays, I got a call from my sis to collect her from Crannog. I was met with a frosty reception from Senior Staff. Knowing they ain't blind, they closed the door in my face. My sis then came out and broguht her home(my gaf). I got her a cuppa tea. heheeh. Then she headed on home to get a few errands to do.
I then got ready to get my dosh - hahaha. As I always do. Literally, I was within a stone's through from the Post Office, when I realsied I had everything BUT my Social Welfare Card, which is required to get my Payment. So that was a big blow, as I was to see Mrs. Brown's Boys D' Movie(Review here) with my sis. So I rang my sis to let her know of a disappointment. So we made arrangements to just go to the Outhouse. I then went to home and cycled in. I introduced her to a few people: Sven(I'm told that ain't his name: Just still can't get it, heheeh), Bernard, David and Joe. WE were a bit disappointed after learning of Sven's views on Bisexuality of which my sis is. He states that Bisexuality is to do with Personality and that they don't care of the gender. Possibility a case of Biphobia(Fear of Bisexuals). As I understand it, Bisexuality is the attraction to BOTH genders, hence BI(meaning BOTH male AND female), a FURTHER divide in the LGBT Community. I went on to explain to my sis, that I might perhaps bring my homophobes over the coming months to the Outhouse in a bid HOPEFULLY change their minds for the Marriage EQuailtiy Referendum. I further went to explain to her, that as a member of the LGBT Community, that we have to do our own part as a member. So then we enjoyed a nice cuppa tea and for myself a cuppa green tea. I left her to the bus stop. I headed on home by bike and then walked to her place.
WE enjoyed a few episodes of Golden Girls and we looked at Muppets Most Wanted. Review here. While looking at it, I started to get my troublesome dreams of my mother in Romania coming back to me again. And of course the crappy Sweetenters that my sis had(as she hadn't any sugar) hahaha, I was gonna go Sweetners route, HOWEVER, I don't think so now. hahaha. I was very quite alrite while looking at the movie a bit distress or whatever. I asked her what were the signs did she go through when a few years ago, she was gonna go see her mother in Romania. She said quite surprisingly the same as me: The feeling of being followed and Dreams. I've been looking behind me an odd time, wondering if my mom is following me to see what are my interests etc., Then wondering what would become of me if I were to have found out that she had died by the time I would have found her. etc., etc.,
NEWS
A Company in Ashers Baking in Northern Ireland has been found to have discriminated to the customer who ordered a gay themed cake. The company which describes as a Christian Company.
ALL Gareth Brooks Concerts CANCELLED. All €32m have to be refunded. 400k fans will be affected. The Refund process will commence tomorrow(Wed). €50m will have been a blow to the local economy. Over 70k fans who were travelling from abroad have also been affected. Such a big blow to the country and local economy.
My thoughts were i keep her as friend n adopted mom as my Mother. When my adopted mom passes on I'll have a second chance of "mom".
I'm with my ex Keith Christmas shopping. We encounter a worker of whom Keith knows. Keith was promised a water gadget a way back. There the worker initially refused. However we were topped on and homophobically attacked. One big guy had him down in a fucking position hence why I shouted fuck off. I knew the guy Keith was in trouble with. The guy who refused to help him with the water the guy asks him were u looking for it a pipe. Now how my mother was brought into this is Keith had told me a thing or two. Ie he found her and found new information as to her whereabouts.
Then my sis comes round n says if comedy can wait. She was wanting help with something. But then saw that I was busy with Keith.
Then when I eventually got up and woke up. I showered. And suddenly further thoughts came rushing though my mind. I obviously come to my folks place up in Griffith Ave., and scream "GET ME THE HELLA OUTTA HERE" ie Richmond Rd., where I live. I have been having recent troubling dreams relating to my Mom in Romania. Dunno why??? But Mom(the one I call REAL mom as shes da one who fed me etc., etc., yeda yeda yeda., So Mom(Ro) and my REAL Mom get together and discuss matters. I then says, my Mom(RO) that you dumped me when you made a mistake or you were married at the time of having me. Thats what I was told. ie had an affair. She says, NO Thats not true. This also makes Searsons point make a bit more sense. When I told him that I given up when my Mom(RO) had an affair, he says that don't make sense at all.
While looking at the News from yesterdays, I got a call from my sis to collect her from Crannog. I was met with a frosty reception from Senior Staff. Knowing they ain't blind, they closed the door in my face. My sis then came out and broguht her home(my gaf). I got her a cuppa tea. heheeh. Then she headed on home to get a few errands to do.
I then got ready to get my dosh - hahaha. As I always do. Literally, I was within a stone's through from the Post Office, when I realsied I had everything BUT my Social Welfare Card, which is required to get my Payment. So that was a big blow, as I was to see Mrs. Brown's Boys D' Movie(Review here) with my sis. So I rang my sis to let her know of a disappointment. So we made arrangements to just go to the Outhouse. I then went to home and cycled in. I introduced her to a few people: Sven(I'm told that ain't his name: Just still can't get it, heheeh), Bernard, David and Joe. WE were a bit disappointed after learning of Sven's views on Bisexuality of which my sis is. He states that Bisexuality is to do with Personality and that they don't care of the gender. Possibility a case of Biphobia(Fear of Bisexuals). As I understand it, Bisexuality is the attraction to BOTH genders, hence BI(meaning BOTH male AND female), a FURTHER divide in the LGBT Community. I went on to explain to my sis, that I might perhaps bring my homophobes over the coming months to the Outhouse in a bid HOPEFULLY change their minds for the Marriage EQuailtiy Referendum. I further went to explain to her, that as a member of the LGBT Community, that we have to do our own part as a member. So then we enjoyed a nice cuppa tea and for myself a cuppa green tea. I left her to the bus stop. I headed on home by bike and then walked to her place.
WE enjoyed a few episodes of Golden Girls and we looked at Muppets Most Wanted. Review here. While looking at it, I started to get my troublesome dreams of my mother in Romania coming back to me again. And of course the crappy Sweetenters that my sis had(as she hadn't any sugar) hahaha, I was gonna go Sweetners route, HOWEVER, I don't think so now. hahaha. I was very quite alrite while looking at the movie a bit distress or whatever. I asked her what were the signs did she go through when a few years ago, she was gonna go see her mother in Romania. She said quite surprisingly the same as me: The feeling of being followed and Dreams. I've been looking behind me an odd time, wondering if my mom is following me to see what are my interests etc., Then wondering what would become of me if I were to have found out that she had died by the time I would have found her. etc., etc.,
NEWS
A Company in Ashers Baking in Northern Ireland has been found to have discriminated to the customer who ordered a gay themed cake. The company which describes as a Christian Company.
ALL Gareth Brooks Concerts CANCELLED. All €32m have to be refunded. 400k fans will be affected. The Refund process will commence tomorrow(Wed). €50m will have been a blow to the local economy. Over 70k fans who were travelling from abroad have also been affected. Such a big blow to the country and local economy.
Thursday, 19 June 2014
Diary 18th June 2014
Well today was to be of a more relax day. I got a message from O' Farrell saying that he's too busy with his family and his dissertation. So with that, I had a thought of whether to bother going out at all etc., For the sake of the Pennys in O' Connell St., I decided to up the antiques. So I then showered got dressed and headed on officially to the Cinewolrd for the film. On the way, I had various ideas. The Outhouse, Pennys etc., etc., I went around the town topless. Twas a lovely day.
So I then headed onto Penny's with a view of buying a sports gear mainly for the Gear Fetish night on Saturday week. as it happens, they had ran out of em as in like the Pennys in Mary/Parnell St aswell. So I said ill leave it altogether. I ain't gonna spend €50 on a t shirt for something I'd wear one night. I had hoped that Gear fetish club would do Trackies as that's a fetish too(well to my understand - haahah).
So it has been decided that I ain't gonna bother with Gear Fetish Pride Night on Saturday at all. I had been undecisive. Well Penny's in O' Connell St helped me make up my mind. So with this in mind, I decided on the way to Outhouse that I pop into Glamworld to see if my Inflatable Cock as they call it for €25. It was unfortunate that it wasn't there. They had been trying to sell it. So I started to go around, and went to Good Vibrations, they didn't have it then the I went into SoHo Books as well. I asked if they just sell books, considering the NAME. He said they sell other stuff DVDs, vibrators etc., and says "WHY". I then asked if they sell Inflatable Cocks and no surprise says NO. He then went onto say about Inflatables Penis on a beach and that's why they are being sold like mad. I said on a BEACH of all places. Says he "Why NOT". I was most not ready for that response. hahaha. But I of course agree hehehehe. They's so adorable. I then went onto another sex shop(Black shop face - can't think of the name). So I went in, there were two guys. One siting down, and the other a non-national. The Non-national didn't know where it was. Either he didn't have English or whatever, so frustrating it was. So I just left.
So then I went onto Outhouse. Twas lovely to see the old gang again. ahahah. When I first went in, Sven('scuse the spelling) greeted me with a ooooh hot kinda greeting, as I went in topless to sign in(for security reasons, you have to sign in in case of fire). So I put my top on and went in. I saw Patrick, Declan Kennedy, David(The quiet person), Noel(First time meeting him), Oliver. I had seen Noel in the past even the name. Just can't quite recall it. hahaha. But eitehr way twas lovely seeing em. The discussion was Pride and today's society. David's argument was that the're no need for showing dicks or asses in Pride casue of kids etc., Noel's argument was that we only get one day a year, to celebrate out diversity. They even acknowledged(Which I was amazed BUT so happy), that Bisexuality and Transgender people are often left out of the loop). Noel even mentioned that a work colleague of his, had asked him, how you know if you;re gay if you never had sex with a woman. His response was clever, "How you know you're straight". Great debate. However, I said to all, just emigrate to the US. hahaha.
And with that I went onto to see how my child is(ahem my son that is. ). I popped into see Godzilla. Review here. I had looked up the Cineworld App to see a film. Apparently I hadn't looked at the film name, as I had understood I was seeing Godzilla at 20 past 8. But that was some other film, so I just went in anyways. I was late by a few minutes. But didn't matter. hahaha. On the way hoem from the cinema, I noted a fire. I went over to have a looksie. It was just some ass burning something like a toy or something. Couldn't make it out. haha
I then headed out like I did a few months ago for my spidey clothes., whereby I stay up til Lidls open the next day(19th June). I got a few clothes and my groceries 5x OJ. I looked in the milk isle for Soya, and to my surprise they don't. They have Lactose Free milk. I asked a floor person, and they obv didn't know what it means when I asked "Dairy-free", by asking me "whats that?" I was getting a bit impatient as they should know the products they are selling. So I said " You know without Diary, not the cow". Something like that. So then I headed onto Aldis as they'd have it. So I got my 5x Soya Milk. mmmmm. This elderly lady, all there as one would say - haahha., was getting a bit worried NOT for the good of my health as I was struggling badly with the two heavy bags but she thought that I would be taking my time by checking all the TWO bagful of prods. I felt like saying to her yes that I shall be checking them out and you will have to wait. She had only 3 items - cherries etc., She wanted to get ahead of me. I said that I ain't that bad. That I Only have 5 milks to get checked ie to pay. I did however say to her, that in the past, that I have had to wait behind a customer who has a whole basketful of products. I then headed onto Tescos. I got my 5x Vegan Butter(Pure) and 2x Yogurt(Soya) and a chocolate flavored milk(soya too). So I asked if they sell Barefoot Wine as I had a taste of it on Monday. The lady kept insisting that I wanted to buy there and then(as its against the law to purchase alchohol BEFORE 11am). I didn't want to buy it. I just wanted to know if they sold it at all. As it happens, they do. So thats good for me. hahaha. Then after Tescos, I headed on home. For a journey by walk that normally takes about half hour, it took me almost an hour and a half. The bags were killing me. Veins sticking out a mile long etc., So eventually after a long haul and struggling I got home.
While I was doing my lasssties of TV shows, before heading to bed, I got a call from a "Microsoft". I remember this quite a few years ago, whereby I got caught in the scam. He would say that my computer is infected by a virus or whatever, and to pay up to get it fixed etc., So to save time, I said "I actually don't have a Microsoft computer". He hung up immediately. As he's ringing International, it actually costs me, so I can't afford it on my UPC bill.
I have noticed in recent days/weeks that I see things but they ain't there in reality. Must be loosing my mind at a young age. hahaha. Eg. I was going through my FB Notifications and saw that a friend of mine had mentioned me in a comment. When I actually saw the comment, it was actually a different friend. Says I to meself: "Could have sworn it was someone else". This has been happening quite alot of late.
Then as I was about to head to bed, I then noted that my RTE 1 O' Clock news was not being recorded. Likewise the Morning Edition too. Was kinda annoyed. It was the infamous Technical Fault - 10 error I get. Previously I have received this, to resolve it, I have to Rebuild the Planner and restart the Box. Now normally I wouldn't have a problem, however the problem this time is that I have to cancel any recordings which currently I'm recording Music on MTV Classic.
NEWS
Rory McIlroy has announced he is to compete in the Olympic Allegiance in the Olympics 2016 in Rio `
King Juan Carlos' son Prince Phillippe has been made King as of Midnight Local time(Which I think means Spanish time). Former King, signed the Bill into Law last night.
So I then headed onto Penny's with a view of buying a sports gear mainly for the Gear Fetish night on Saturday week. as it happens, they had ran out of em as in like the Pennys in Mary/Parnell St aswell. So I said ill leave it altogether. I ain't gonna spend €50 on a t shirt for something I'd wear one night. I had hoped that Gear fetish club would do Trackies as that's a fetish too(well to my understand - haahah).
So it has been decided that I ain't gonna bother with Gear Fetish Pride Night on Saturday at all. I had been undecisive. Well Penny's in O' Connell St helped me make up my mind. So with this in mind, I decided on the way to Outhouse that I pop into Glamworld to see if my Inflatable Cock as they call it for €25. It was unfortunate that it wasn't there. They had been trying to sell it. So I started to go around, and went to Good Vibrations, they didn't have it then the I went into SoHo Books as well. I asked if they just sell books, considering the NAME. He said they sell other stuff DVDs, vibrators etc., and says "WHY". I then asked if they sell Inflatable Cocks and no surprise says NO. He then went onto say about Inflatables Penis on a beach and that's why they are being sold like mad. I said on a BEACH of all places. Says he "Why NOT". I was most not ready for that response. hahaha. But I of course agree hehehehe. They's so adorable. I then went onto another sex shop(Black shop face - can't think of the name). So I went in, there were two guys. One siting down, and the other a non-national. The Non-national didn't know where it was. Either he didn't have English or whatever, so frustrating it was. So I just left.
So then I went onto Outhouse. Twas lovely to see the old gang again. ahahah. When I first went in, Sven('scuse the spelling) greeted me with a ooooh hot kinda greeting, as I went in topless to sign in(for security reasons, you have to sign in in case of fire). So I put my top on and went in. I saw Patrick, Declan Kennedy, David(The quiet person), Noel(First time meeting him), Oliver. I had seen Noel in the past even the name. Just can't quite recall it. hahaha. But eitehr way twas lovely seeing em. The discussion was Pride and today's society. David's argument was that the're no need for showing dicks or asses in Pride casue of kids etc., Noel's argument was that we only get one day a year, to celebrate out diversity. They even acknowledged(Which I was amazed BUT so happy), that Bisexuality and Transgender people are often left out of the loop). Noel even mentioned that a work colleague of his, had asked him, how you know if you;re gay if you never had sex with a woman. His response was clever, "How you know you're straight". Great debate. However, I said to all, just emigrate to the US. hahaha.
And with that I went onto to see how my child is(ahem my son that is. ). I popped into see Godzilla. Review here. I had looked up the Cineworld App to see a film. Apparently I hadn't looked at the film name, as I had understood I was seeing Godzilla at 20 past 8. But that was some other film, so I just went in anyways. I was late by a few minutes. But didn't matter. hahaha. On the way hoem from the cinema, I noted a fire. I went over to have a looksie. It was just some ass burning something like a toy or something. Couldn't make it out. haha
I then headed out like I did a few months ago for my spidey clothes., whereby I stay up til Lidls open the next day(19th June). I got a few clothes and my groceries 5x OJ. I looked in the milk isle for Soya, and to my surprise they don't. They have Lactose Free milk. I asked a floor person, and they obv didn't know what it means when I asked "Dairy-free", by asking me "whats that?" I was getting a bit impatient as they should know the products they are selling. So I said " You know without Diary, not the cow". Something like that. So then I headed onto Aldis as they'd have it. So I got my 5x Soya Milk. mmmmm. This elderly lady, all there as one would say - haahha., was getting a bit worried NOT for the good of my health as I was struggling badly with the two heavy bags but she thought that I would be taking my time by checking all the TWO bagful of prods. I felt like saying to her yes that I shall be checking them out and you will have to wait. She had only 3 items - cherries etc., She wanted to get ahead of me. I said that I ain't that bad. That I Only have 5 milks to get checked ie to pay. I did however say to her, that in the past, that I have had to wait behind a customer who has a whole basketful of products. I then headed onto Tescos. I got my 5x Vegan Butter(Pure) and 2x Yogurt(Soya) and a chocolate flavored milk(soya too). So I asked if they sell Barefoot Wine as I had a taste of it on Monday. The lady kept insisting that I wanted to buy there and then(as its against the law to purchase alchohol BEFORE 11am). I didn't want to buy it. I just wanted to know if they sold it at all. As it happens, they do. So thats good for me. hahaha. Then after Tescos, I headed on home. For a journey by walk that normally takes about half hour, it took me almost an hour and a half. The bags were killing me. Veins sticking out a mile long etc., So eventually after a long haul and struggling I got home.
While I was doing my lasssties of TV shows, before heading to bed, I got a call from a "Microsoft". I remember this quite a few years ago, whereby I got caught in the scam. He would say that my computer is infected by a virus or whatever, and to pay up to get it fixed etc., So to save time, I said "I actually don't have a Microsoft computer". He hung up immediately. As he's ringing International, it actually costs me, so I can't afford it on my UPC bill.
I have noticed in recent days/weeks that I see things but they ain't there in reality. Must be loosing my mind at a young age. hahaha. Eg. I was going through my FB Notifications and saw that a friend of mine had mentioned me in a comment. When I actually saw the comment, it was actually a different friend. Says I to meself: "Could have sworn it was someone else". This has been happening quite alot of late.
Then as I was about to head to bed, I then noted that my RTE 1 O' Clock news was not being recorded. Likewise the Morning Edition too. Was kinda annoyed. It was the infamous Technical Fault - 10 error I get. Previously I have received this, to resolve it, I have to Rebuild the Planner and restart the Box. Now normally I wouldn't have a problem, however the problem this time is that I have to cancel any recordings which currently I'm recording Music on MTV Classic.
NEWS
Rory McIlroy has announced he is to compete in the Olympic Allegiance in the Olympics 2016 in Rio `
King Juan Carlos' son Prince Phillippe has been made King as of Midnight Local time(Which I think means Spanish time). Former King, signed the Bill into Law last night.
Wednesday, 18 June 2014
Diary 17th June 2014
Today's event, was A Pride to Remember. I got up and showered. Got ready. Had a bite to eat. Then I headed on towards the event. My first stop was An Post. Got my dosh. She had a bit of a tude I found, perhaps she never knew I was gay. haha. She being the proprietor Sandra from the time, she mentally abused me over being too late. So with that in mind, as I have lost my bank card, I manually put the money in the account in AIB in question. Then I was due to pop into Scribbles to top up my O2 Money from the cash my folks gave me, however I left my O2 Money card behind. So then I headed onto my event in Dublin City Archive. When I arrived, I was greeted by a wine reception by our good friends BareFoot wines. Beautiful. I had a Rosé. Twas lovely. I recognsie a guy who used to live across the road from me. He mustn't be into me in anyway or form, as I had messaged him on FB and on Grindr, and no reply. We were introduced to the event by Chairperson of Dublin Pride, in turn introduced Toni Walshe(Curator of the Irish Queer Archive) treated to a slide show of the History of Pride Movement.
Main points
1974: 41 yrs ago Pride movement begins
Gay News later changed to Gay Times, Oldest longest running newspaper
Publication of 7 essays
Creating safe spaces, and be themselves. Just like the Outhouse. Its the only safe haven for me. Again WHY THE HELL, DID I NEVER HEAR OF IT WHEN I WAS COMING OUT. It opened in 2005, I came out in 09.
Gay in inverted commas prejudiced.
ed
June 28th protest from justice dept to British embassy on merrion rd
1978 - 1988
David Norris takes his case
Fights
Eventually winning to European courts of human Rights
Irish gay rights movement set up in world cup
Belfast n trinity
Gay switch bord
Tell a friend was used instead of Dublin gay switchboard because in those days the word "Gay" was not accepted and hence was forced to rename to Tell A Friend
Homo social club
1979
Hirschfeld center Ireland's gay n lesbian center, located in the now Temple Bar was a "safe space" for gay people.
Gay rights now
Ar aidgh leis an agóid
Park warden asks group of ppl to move on. No gay rainbow at all.
Murder of Declan Flynn in 83
Clear of queer defendant
1983
March of Declan murder
1st annual gay pride
foundation of GLEN
1997
LORD Mayor REFUSES PRIDE
Cllr Brendan Lynch
2000
Embrace trans ppl. First year that Transgender people were included in Dublin Pride. Up until then it was just LGB(Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual)
Renamed to LGBT minus "ed" so from lesbian gay bisexual transgendered to lesbian gay bisexual transgender.
So after the event, I got talking to a few people. I was introduced to Jamie and his partner Jeff. Jeff just before the event ended, made a good point in that his home country Australia, has the Mardi Gras. Which is actually would you believe it, Gay Pride Downunder. I had heard of it alrite. But never knew it was spoz to be Gay. Then again, I kinda knew it was to do with gays, because of the way they dressed up etc., It has something to do with Businesses and Financial gain out of the whole thing. His point was that Gay Pride is for US, not the companies or whatever. Then we were rudely kicked out of the Library. Just before we got out, I saw Laurence, I hadn't seen him in ages. He has since quit Outhouse,(he used to be a volunteer there). He claims he goes to the cinema quite alot namely the Cineworld. I hadn't seen him there. Yet I go there quite alot.
So then Brendan O' F, Jamie and I headed uptwards the city. Jamie and Jeff(who got married in New Zealand) and Brendan all dispersed. We were with Mark. (I remarked his Nokia XL phone - he obviously didn't know what I was talking about). Brendan, Jamie and I were together and Jeff(Jamies hubbie) and Mark were ahead of us. So we all met at Trinity College eventually from all the talking and walking up and we all dispersed eventually. Brendan headed on home, I headed towards me sis. Jamie and Jeff headed to Smithfield where they r currently living. Mark, I don't know what became of him. hahaah
So I eventually got to my sis. I got her a tea in spar, realising that both C + T (7pm) and Centra(9pm) close earlier. As I had arrived at my sis at half 9, 10. I was surprised thou to see that Centra was still opening at 9pm. We chatted for a bit. Looked at tv shows. Twas a great visit. heeheh. My sis had pointed out thou that because of my outburst with the lassies yesterday. She got a bit concerned of the aggressiveness. Although the girls were int he wrong, I overreacted. I apparently had been storing quite alot of anger, and took it out on the girls.
NEWS
Two Tornadoes devastates the State of Nebraska. Livelihood hugely affected. Governor of Nebraska State of Emergency
Main points
1974: 41 yrs ago Pride movement begins
Gay News later changed to Gay Times, Oldest longest running newspaper
Publication of 7 essays
Creating safe spaces, and be themselves. Just like the Outhouse. Its the only safe haven for me. Again WHY THE HELL, DID I NEVER HEAR OF IT WHEN I WAS COMING OUT. It opened in 2005, I came out in 09.
Gay in inverted commas prejudiced.
ed
June 28th protest from justice dept to British embassy on merrion rd
1978 - 1988
David Norris takes his case
Fights
Eventually winning to European courts of human Rights
Irish gay rights movement set up in world cup
Belfast n trinity
Gay switch bord
Tell a friend was used instead of Dublin gay switchboard because in those days the word "Gay" was not accepted and hence was forced to rename to Tell A Friend
Homo social club
1979
Hirschfeld center Ireland's gay n lesbian center, located in the now Temple Bar was a "safe space" for gay people.
Gay rights now
Ar aidgh leis an agóid
Park warden asks group of ppl to move on. No gay rainbow at all.
Murder of Declan Flynn in 83
Clear of queer defendant
1983
March of Declan murder
1st annual gay pride
foundation of GLEN
1997
LORD Mayor REFUSES PRIDE
Cllr Brendan Lynch
2000
Embrace trans ppl. First year that Transgender people were included in Dublin Pride. Up until then it was just LGB(Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual)
Renamed to LGBT minus "ed" so from lesbian gay bisexual transgendered to lesbian gay bisexual transgender.
So after the event, I got talking to a few people. I was introduced to Jamie and his partner Jeff. Jeff just before the event ended, made a good point in that his home country Australia, has the Mardi Gras. Which is actually would you believe it, Gay Pride Downunder. I had heard of it alrite. But never knew it was spoz to be Gay. Then again, I kinda knew it was to do with gays, because of the way they dressed up etc., It has something to do with Businesses and Financial gain out of the whole thing. His point was that Gay Pride is for US, not the companies or whatever. Then we were rudely kicked out of the Library. Just before we got out, I saw Laurence, I hadn't seen him in ages. He has since quit Outhouse,(he used to be a volunteer there). He claims he goes to the cinema quite alot namely the Cineworld. I hadn't seen him there. Yet I go there quite alot.
So then Brendan O' F, Jamie and I headed uptwards the city. Jamie and Jeff(who got married in New Zealand) and Brendan all dispersed. We were with Mark. (I remarked his Nokia XL phone - he obviously didn't know what I was talking about). Brendan, Jamie and I were together and Jeff(Jamies hubbie) and Mark were ahead of us. So we all met at Trinity College eventually from all the talking and walking up and we all dispersed eventually. Brendan headed on home, I headed towards me sis. Jamie and Jeff headed to Smithfield where they r currently living. Mark, I don't know what became of him. hahaah
So I eventually got to my sis. I got her a tea in spar, realising that both C + T (7pm) and Centra(9pm) close earlier. As I had arrived at my sis at half 9, 10. I was surprised thou to see that Centra was still opening at 9pm. We chatted for a bit. Looked at tv shows. Twas a great visit. heeheh. My sis had pointed out thou that because of my outburst with the lassies yesterday. She got a bit concerned of the aggressiveness. Although the girls were int he wrong, I overreacted. I apparently had been storing quite alot of anger, and took it out on the girls.
NEWS
Two Tornadoes devastates the State of Nebraska. Livelihood hugely affected. Governor of Nebraska State of Emergency
Sunday, 15 June 2014
Diary 15th June 2014
I got up with great excitement to the highlight of the calendar year. The Big Gay Sing in the Bord Gáis Energy Theatre. It was truly an amazing event. It was announced towards the end of the night, that it raised over €35k towards Marriage Equality. We will need every cent of it, to win the Referendum next year. I first met O' Farrell at the NCI and we headed on over to Bord Gáis Energy. This was gonna be a Birthday to never forget for him. I treated him to a Birthday night he'd never forget. So then we were asked to wait outside the auditorium. We had popcorn. The popcorn was not the best quality I've ever had. Very salty and NOT fresh sense of taste, I was getting. We bumped into two guys, one of which we recognised from the Outhouse. Although it took a bit of time for me to recognise him. hehehe. So afterwards we all went into the Auditorium. We waited a few minutes for the Concert to start. The view was a bit disturbing, in that the roof of the above seating was in the way of the view of the concert. So shortly before the concert started, we were informed by the staff, that a row was nearer the view of the view of the stage was available. So we could sit anywhere. We were so lucky, in that the view was much better.
So after a while, the curtain was raised and after awhile we were treated by Ms Panti(aka Rory O' Neill). I've always adored him and inspired by him. The concert got off to a lively start via an onscreen whereby the lyrics were onscreen and we could sing to our hearts content. WE belted out the tunes of The Sound of Music Medley, It was spectacular then a few other tunes. Then Dancing Queen came, more tunes were belted out. Then it came time for an interval. So Brendan went out first to get a coke, and then I followed him, I got Roberts Green Tea. Beautiful it was. Then after went back in with him. The two guys we met(One from being in the Outhouse and his mate) joined us. Ms Panti then paid tribute to Senator David Norris who started the Gay Rights Movement in Ireland. Then after a bit of music, we were treated to a first time LIVE Marriage Proposal. I got so emotional over it (well in the heart). first time a live Marriage Proposal between John(if I can recall his name) and Brad. May I wish them the very best of luck to them both.
Sound of Music - Medley
Cher - Believe - When this was being sung, I was thinking of Jack from Will & Grace and his love of Cher. It was a fantastic rendition.
Lady Gaga - Edge of Glory
Abba - Dancing Queen - All I can think of is my Pops, as he loves ABba.
WE Are Family - Medley
NEWS
Casey Casem has died. He died of Louie Body Disease(a form of Dementia). He was a DJ and hosted America's Top 40. He died at the age of 82. I would have known him, when he guest starred in Saved By The Bell in the earlier episodes. May he RIP.
So after a while, the curtain was raised and after awhile we were treated by Ms Panti(aka Rory O' Neill). I've always adored him and inspired by him. The concert got off to a lively start via an onscreen whereby the lyrics were onscreen and we could sing to our hearts content. WE belted out the tunes of The Sound of Music Medley, It was spectacular then a few other tunes. Then Dancing Queen came, more tunes were belted out. Then it came time for an interval. So Brendan went out first to get a coke, and then I followed him, I got Roberts Green Tea. Beautiful it was. Then after went back in with him. The two guys we met(One from being in the Outhouse and his mate) joined us. Ms Panti then paid tribute to Senator David Norris who started the Gay Rights Movement in Ireland. Then after a bit of music, we were treated to a first time LIVE Marriage Proposal. I got so emotional over it (well in the heart). first time a live Marriage Proposal between John(if I can recall his name) and Brad. May I wish them the very best of luck to them both.
Sound of Music - Medley
Cher - Believe - When this was being sung, I was thinking of Jack from Will & Grace and his love of Cher. It was a fantastic rendition.
Lady Gaga - Edge of Glory
Abba - Dancing Queen - All I can think of is my Pops, as he loves ABba.
WE Are Family - Medley
NEWS
Casey Casem has died. He died of Louie Body Disease(a form of Dementia). He was a DJ and hosted America's Top 40. He died at the age of 82. I would have known him, when he guest starred in Saved By The Bell in the earlier episodes. May he RIP.
Monday, 10 February 2014
Monday, 3 February 2014
Diary 3rd February 2014
Well what an interesting day it has been so far. Thats only 1500hrs like.
I stayed up or as I said I pulled an all nighter like every Monday night for fear I'll b late for the App for my sphyscopheratist. WE chatted like as normal. He was trying convince me to say that having just a yes or no is a very UNHEALTHY item. And another item he brought up was if me pops was against my sexuality that my depression wouldnt go away until I move to the States. Simply put, I stated the following to him: "If my Dad doesn't go towards me: sexuality wise; my depression won't go away for good until I move to the States. " He found this dis heartwarming. My attitude towards him was of complex and confuse method today. I was trying to say: if anyone is agaisnt my sexuailtiy why hang out wit da person. That said, I did say that my parents are like a "magnet", in that if I attempt to block em, they come banging on da door, ie they DON'T take NO for answer. I attempted to tell him this. I even gave him an example of the magnetism. Whereby I had blocked my Aunty, my parents for a few months. NEver seen them in that time frame. But still they wanted to see me. They'd bang at the door, windows, ring me several times, voicemails etc., Not giving a damn about my mental health. It is of my illusion that they need to be educated BADLY. I mean seriously. LIke my mother told me sis that she deserved to be raped, like I don't care whether she had drugs or alcohol or whatever. EVen if she was nude(which obv wasn't da case); NO ONE DESERVES TO BE RAPED. Yet me ma had da bigotry to say me sis deserved to be raped. like WTF. Anyways I'm getting off topic, so back to the psychotherapist; just to shut him up, I had to agree. Cause hes not gonna let go, maybe next week. U never know. Thank god I have me scarfs. AWWWWWW SCARFIES. THey's my life. It is my perception that ill keep a somewhat relationship wit da folks.
But my basic fundamental idea is very simple: Anyone(Literally meaning ANYONE), who is against Marriage Equality, or gay rights or gays or any member of the LGBT or whatever AIN'T NO FRIEND of mine or whatever u wanna call. NO CONTACT WILL BE MAINTAINED. I may be a "black or white" person. But thats' just the way life is. Others can have a "Grey" area in their decision makings. For me as I'm a simple guy like I don't even know how to have sex with a guy, like how pathetic is that. I was advised by a gud friend of mine here in Dublin, to just simply go with the flow, like WTH is that spoz to mean. All I do is just copy a guy. So if a guy grabs my ass I do likewise or kisses me or whatever, I do exactly the same thing.
So then after the appt(like I said INTERESTING), I was suppose to meet my sister(she was attending her apt), for a cuppa tea before I go to sleep. However I got a call from my Mom, to call up to them(well because of the weather, someone would collect me after my appt. All I said after the phonecall was one word. "Fuck". I really wanted a cuppa wit me sis, however that wasnt to be. As it happened, she was required to stay an extra hour. So with me scared outta me wits, I headed out to me Dad's car(PS The phonecall came in BEFORE the apt). As I have been having trouble with my bike lock, I decided to walk to my apt as i was gonna be late than normal. I walked up in the wind n da rain to both the apt and after to my Dad's car, as he had just arrived when I was walking out of the building. So he brought me up to his place. Mom explained Dad wanted a few jobs to be helped with. After a cuppa tea and toast we got down to business. We first snagged the potatoes(taking routs off the potatoes and cleaning em). WHile doing this, he was trying to get my opinion on what had happened yesterday. Namely the protest. He expressed his views, that Rory O'Neill Neill the person at the center of the whole controversy, shouldn't have named names. So armed with this information, all that was going through my head, to ask him what were his thoughts on my sexualltiy as previosuly asked. I personally agree with Rory O' Neill's comments in that to NAME and SHAME those who have done us wrong. So with that I just couldn't wait to get outta there. So my final question to all HOMOPHOBES who done me wrong will be: If they'll b voting yes r no in the Referendum of 2015(However as its a private thing, I mightend be so lucky - but nevertheless I'll try.
So with that I came home to finish off a few things on the computer and headed to sleep til tomorrow morning.
I stayed up or as I said I pulled an all nighter like every Monday night for fear I'll b late for the App for my sphyscopheratist. WE chatted like as normal. He was trying convince me to say that having just a yes or no is a very UNHEALTHY item. And another item he brought up was if me pops was against my sexuality that my depression wouldnt go away until I move to the States. Simply put, I stated the following to him: "If my Dad doesn't go towards me: sexuality wise; my depression won't go away for good until I move to the States. " He found this dis heartwarming. My attitude towards him was of complex and confuse method today. I was trying to say: if anyone is agaisnt my sexuailtiy why hang out wit da person. That said, I did say that my parents are like a "magnet", in that if I attempt to block em, they come banging on da door, ie they DON'T take NO for answer. I attempted to tell him this. I even gave him an example of the magnetism. Whereby I had blocked my Aunty, my parents for a few months. NEver seen them in that time frame. But still they wanted to see me. They'd bang at the door, windows, ring me several times, voicemails etc., Not giving a damn about my mental health. It is of my illusion that they need to be educated BADLY. I mean seriously. LIke my mother told me sis that she deserved to be raped, like I don't care whether she had drugs or alcohol or whatever. EVen if she was nude(which obv wasn't da case); NO ONE DESERVES TO BE RAPED. Yet me ma had da bigotry to say me sis deserved to be raped. like WTF. Anyways I'm getting off topic, so back to the psychotherapist; just to shut him up, I had to agree. Cause hes not gonna let go, maybe next week. U never know. Thank god I have me scarfs. AWWWWWW SCARFIES. THey's my life. It is my perception that ill keep a somewhat relationship wit da folks.
But my basic fundamental idea is very simple: Anyone(Literally meaning ANYONE), who is against Marriage Equality, or gay rights or gays or any member of the LGBT or whatever AIN'T NO FRIEND of mine or whatever u wanna call. NO CONTACT WILL BE MAINTAINED. I may be a "black or white" person. But thats' just the way life is. Others can have a "Grey" area in their decision makings. For me as I'm a simple guy like I don't even know how to have sex with a guy, like how pathetic is that. I was advised by a gud friend of mine here in Dublin, to just simply go with the flow, like WTH is that spoz to mean. All I do is just copy a guy. So if a guy grabs my ass I do likewise or kisses me or whatever, I do exactly the same thing.
So then after the appt(like I said INTERESTING), I was suppose to meet my sister(she was attending her apt), for a cuppa tea before I go to sleep. However I got a call from my Mom, to call up to them(well because of the weather, someone would collect me after my appt. All I said after the phonecall was one word. "Fuck". I really wanted a cuppa wit me sis, however that wasnt to be. As it happened, she was required to stay an extra hour. So with me scared outta me wits, I headed out to me Dad's car(PS The phonecall came in BEFORE the apt). As I have been having trouble with my bike lock, I decided to walk to my apt as i was gonna be late than normal. I walked up in the wind n da rain to both the apt and after to my Dad's car, as he had just arrived when I was walking out of the building. So he brought me up to his place. Mom explained Dad wanted a few jobs to be helped with. After a cuppa tea and toast we got down to business. We first snagged the potatoes(taking routs off the potatoes and cleaning em). WHile doing this, he was trying to get my opinion on what had happened yesterday. Namely the protest. He expressed his views, that Rory O'Neill Neill the person at the center of the whole controversy, shouldn't have named names. So armed with this information, all that was going through my head, to ask him what were his thoughts on my sexualltiy as previosuly asked. I personally agree with Rory O' Neill's comments in that to NAME and SHAME those who have done us wrong. So with that I just couldn't wait to get outta there. So my final question to all HOMOPHOBES who done me wrong will be: If they'll b voting yes r no in the Referendum of 2015(However as its a private thing, I mightend be so lucky - but nevertheless I'll try.
So with that I came home to finish off a few things on the computer and headed to sleep til tomorrow morning.
Sunday, 2 February 2014
Diary 2nd February 2014
I had stayed on in bed, yesterday instead of getting up around 9. I was so upset what was happening to me sis. I had very weird dreams(Of which I cannot remember)
I went along to a protest in which spells out that we LGBT people will not be silenced. Our State Broadcast silenced one of the LGBT ppl: MIss Panti(Firstly my Inspiration; and secondly she does her drag shows in Panti Bar). Saturday Night Show host interviewed Rory O' Neill(Panti out of drag). He named a few homophobes etc., This obv upset a few people. Personally I agree with him. SInce then Ireland has gone major in this topic "Homophobia". At the protest The Guest speakers were as follows
Caroline Early (LGBT Noise)
.....
Senator David Norris
David Carroll BeLong TO CEO
Max Krzyzanowski(Action for Russia)
In the words of Senator David Norris. "We were silence for 2000 years", We gonna kick ppl up da arse.
Ma came down to me to want me to come out with her. I obv refused. So she questioned me relating to my sis' behaviour. I explained that words are poisonous. She is udner the illusion of ""Simply move on". I went on to say how can anyone, move on from the Crhsitmas Day debacle like the Christmas Day debacle as I like to call it. I should rename it to Christmas Day Massacre. I think that actually occured in US.
LGBT Noise: http://lgbtnoise.ie/
ACtion for Russia Facebook Group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/ActionForRussia/
BeLongTo: http://www.belongto.org/
I went along to a protest in which spells out that we LGBT people will not be silenced. Our State Broadcast silenced one of the LGBT ppl: MIss Panti(Firstly my Inspiration; and secondly she does her drag shows in Panti Bar). Saturday Night Show host interviewed Rory O' Neill(Panti out of drag). He named a few homophobes etc., This obv upset a few people. Personally I agree with him. SInce then Ireland has gone major in this topic "Homophobia". At the protest The Guest speakers were as follows
Caroline Early (LGBT Noise)
.....
Senator David Norris
David Carroll BeLong TO CEO
Max Krzyzanowski(Action for Russia)
In the words of Senator David Norris. "We were silence for 2000 years", We gonna kick ppl up da arse.
Ma came down to me to want me to come out with her. I obv refused. So she questioned me relating to my sis' behaviour. I explained that words are poisonous. She is udner the illusion of ""Simply move on". I went on to say how can anyone, move on from the Crhsitmas Day debacle like the Christmas Day debacle as I like to call it. I should rename it to Christmas Day Massacre. I think that actually occured in US.
LGBT Noise: http://lgbtnoise.ie/
ACtion for Russia Facebook Group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/ActionForRussia/
BeLongTo: http://www.belongto.org/
Sunday, 19 January 2014
Dairy 19th January 2014
Mom collected me to head up to see Dad and herself. Like I do every Sunday. We sat down to Dinner. Twas lovely. WE were chatting. Then after that I headed home to see Crina(first to my place). On my mind while I was visiting them, I was interested in finding out what their opinion on the topic of Gay and phase was.
While I was having dinner, Mom noticed the pink watch and my Rainbow colored bands that I was wearing. It is under my illusion and my idea that I ain't gonna hide my sexuailtiy. People do actually come out for a reason. THat is to show the world that you ain't afraid of facing a problem that society want you to keep hidden. Well as long as their breath in my body and every fibre of my being, I'm gonna fight for my rights and those of our LGBT peers. If I have to be the next Matthew Shepherd or Harvey Milk(Which I doubt that), then I shall.
However I decided for Dad's sake to wait til I caught Mom on her own ie leaving me home. So while she was driving I plucked up the courage to see what her opinion was. THis was brought up my yesterday's meetup with the Vegan ORganiser whereby she thinks Gay is a choice etc., As I was quite disturbed, I wanted to see had my mother changed her tude(attitude). It was with great regret that she hadn't. She was under the illusion that as the Catholic Church had separate schools for separate Genders. While I agree to a certain degree, I am strongly against her advice of Gay being a choice ie a PHase. So I decided to ask her in 2014 had she changed her mind since I came out in 2009. However with my heart still crushing. She hadn't. She's still under the illusion that i shall find a lassie. I strongly told her that Gay is not a choice and hence you are born gay. I went on to quote a famous phrase which is as follows.
"Sexuality does NOT define who you have sex with". Sexuality is defined who you want to spend the rest of the my life with, etc.,
So I got out of the car visibly upset.
If there's anything to learn out of homophobia. Its one word. EDUCATION. Clearly people who are homophobic are either that because they ain't out or whatever OR they just don't know what the word mean. Then you have the extra ingredient is that of the Religion.
So I then realised why I have my Inflatables. Its actually because of the homophobia in question. I thought I was using em as a means of coping the loss of Relatives etc., HOwever as I'm loosing love for them, Its more evident its actually coming back to bite me in the ass.
So with that in mind. I brought Wormy, Hammy and Lippy along with me to Crina's.
While I was having dinner, Mom noticed the pink watch and my Rainbow colored bands that I was wearing. It is under my illusion and my idea that I ain't gonna hide my sexuailtiy. People do actually come out for a reason. THat is to show the world that you ain't afraid of facing a problem that society want you to keep hidden. Well as long as their breath in my body and every fibre of my being, I'm gonna fight for my rights and those of our LGBT peers. If I have to be the next Matthew Shepherd or Harvey Milk(Which I doubt that), then I shall.
However I decided for Dad's sake to wait til I caught Mom on her own ie leaving me home. So while she was driving I plucked up the courage to see what her opinion was. THis was brought up my yesterday's meetup with the Vegan ORganiser whereby she thinks Gay is a choice etc., As I was quite disturbed, I wanted to see had my mother changed her tude(attitude). It was with great regret that she hadn't. She was under the illusion that as the Catholic Church had separate schools for separate Genders. While I agree to a certain degree, I am strongly against her advice of Gay being a choice ie a PHase. So I decided to ask her in 2014 had she changed her mind since I came out in 2009. However with my heart still crushing. She hadn't. She's still under the illusion that i shall find a lassie. I strongly told her that Gay is not a choice and hence you are born gay. I went on to quote a famous phrase which is as follows.
"Sexuality does NOT define who you have sex with". Sexuality is defined who you want to spend the rest of the my life with, etc.,
So I got out of the car visibly upset.
If there's anything to learn out of homophobia. Its one word. EDUCATION. Clearly people who are homophobic are either that because they ain't out or whatever OR they just don't know what the word mean. Then you have the extra ingredient is that of the Religion.
So I then realised why I have my Inflatables. Its actually because of the homophobia in question. I thought I was using em as a means of coping the loss of Relatives etc., HOwever as I'm loosing love for them, Its more evident its actually coming back to bite me in the ass.
So with that in mind. I brought Wormy, Hammy and Lippy along with me to Crina's.
Tuesday, 22 October 2013
Rep. Debbie Wasserman Schultz: Explaining "Gay" To Her Children
So it seems ppl in the Republican PArty chose to be bigots. with the exception of this Congress PERson. She chose to educate her child of 4th grade THat ppl who like the opp sex AND the same sex are PERFECTLY NORMAL. Later in the interview, there was an interview on radio on the MArriage Equality debate, the son who at the time was 12 yrs blurts WHO REALLY CARES who ppl really marry. And so she proudlyinly says "My Work Here is done". FAire play to you Congress. Now USE UR POWERS TO GET RID OF da Virus u have amongst ur citizens. I can't even bare to use it, for fears of da nightmares coming back.
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