Diary 10th February 2016

Well my first port of call was to get up. hahaha. I listened to voicemails. One was Fairview Medical Center(my GP surgery) telling me I had forgotten to collect my Medical Cert for my Injury Benefit. The other voicemail was Mom telling me she had found my Passport. Well what a gleam that came outta me. hahaah.

So I set about getting my Medical Center. While there I was there writing my card and obviously collecting and signing my Medical Center. There was a patient there commenting on my scratch cards which was a birthday present for my Aunt. She also mentioned that she loves the Telly Bingo show where the Declan the presenter used to dress up in Drag etc., She is known as Veda in The George. The lady was saying twas a shame that Declan was forced to cut down on the dressing as a girl or Drag as it "was great craic". Twas lovely. hahha

Then I headed to the post office to go and get the card Registered. I had arrived at 17.29 which the Post Office closes at half 5 on the dot. The proprietor asked me what do I want. I said to register a letter. She wanted to tell me the system is closed, however she said instead "Give me the bloody letter". Granted I arrived late, but for her to say that to a customer!!!!!. haahahah. As I said to my sis, she always pisses me off. Ever since she gave out stink to me, of accusing me of "scratching my arse", etc.,e tc., She has disliked me. hahaah. If she took the time to "Get to know me", however she's just too judgemental.

So then I moved on to Mom and Dad's to go and collect my Passport that Mom had told me. hahahah. I was over the moon. I had turned my place upside looking for it for several weeks. hahaha.

So then I went onto Store St Social Welfare to drop in my Medical Center. heheheh. On the way, thou, I encounter a motorbike with Fat wheels. I was admiring it, then afterwards, I got the willies, that it could be in use or whatever in gangland killings.

So then I came back home to get ready for tonight. O' Farrell rang me to know if I were interested in seeing Spotlight with him in Rathmines. I told him that I had smuggled my sleeves into Cineworld so that I could bite on it as the film was playing. I told him I only saw it as it was up for the Oscars 2016. So then I headed on off to Cineworld to see Star Wars. Before thou, I wanted to give my new GoPro camera a go. However it didn't have any SD card in it. hahaaha. 'twas a shame. hahahah.

WEll I unpacagked my Google Nexus 9 tablet. heheheh. Well the amount of System Updates, from Android Lollipop 5.0.1 to 5.0.2 to 5.1.1 then a few small System Updates and then the Mother of a Android Marshamellow 6.0.1. OH boi.

Diary 21st November 2015

Today was a fairly quiet day. I was going to go to the cinema, however as they're ain't that much films out at the moment, I wasn't gonna go and bother. hahah. As I said to Ailish n Noel that Cineworld is gonna be packed to the gills with all the Geeks and Nerd etc., etc., for Star Wars film. hahaha. So that said, I decided to head instead to Ailish n Noel's instead. However that said thou. When the alarm went off at 8.15pm, I turned it off so that I could get up at 8.35pm, however for some strange reason, I couldn't find the phone, so I looked at my other phone the Lumy reported the time at 9.07pm, so what the hell happened, like wtf. hahaha. SO I got up at 9.15 instead and apologised to both of em, like I still fail to understand what exactly happened. haahha.

So with this in mind, I headed on off to Ailish n Noel's as part of my monthly schedule. We chatted had a lovely Lemon sponge Cake. ohhh it was heaven. mmmm. Then part of the chatting we were yaking about Dad's brother and my sexuality. I had said that they literally are Anti-Gay and possibly would never change. Although as Alish puts it, if I were to be around them like I was with Mom's side of the family, then perhaps, but no I've no plans on coming out to them. Although only a handful knows like Maura(Dad's sister in law) and Criona(Dad's Sister's daughter aka Niece). I was trying to recall what his relatives were saying about Gay people, of which I couldn't remember. I then got talking about Christmas and she brought a wonderful memory of whereby on the 8th Dec every year, Dad and I would do the Trimming of the tree and Mom n my Sis would go to into town for pressie shopping. Everytime Dad would be righting cards, I would be very board. There was no such thing as Facebook let alone Internet. So when Dad would be doing the cards, I would be thinking to meself, awww wanna do more decorations etc.., etc., I told them of my "two new jobs", they understood like Mom n Dad yesterday that if there's NO basic wage, then it ain't secure. She even thought if it were legit. hahaah. Ailish told me that Michael Gill called up to her father Brendan. And what a reaction I got. I hadn't heard his name in years. hahaahah. He had called up to Brendan on his way to the airpor. I asked how is he related to Brendan. He his Brendan's First Cousin aka Michael's Mother and Brendan's Father are brother n sister.

Diary 21st November 2015

Diary 29th October 2015

Diary 29th October 2015

Well today was quite an interesting day. hahahah.

I first while in bed was wondering, how to figure out the video on Budget 2016. Like I recorded it on TV and deleted it on the TV. So now I would be left with Trying to run the Recording i I have on the Drive ie on the Lappy, while at the SAME TIME trying to record. So I said something has to be done. hahaha. So while sleeping and thinking, I decided to look up or Google The Budget 2016 Speech. And read bits of it WHILE recording my video. Oh BOI. This is the cause of the delay in terms of publishing my diary entries.

Another item, I was thinking of was Appearing on eh Late Late show - The World's Longest running chat show discussing my Coming out but more importantly my BOOK. Yeah you's heard me. hahaah.

So afterall the thinking and doing yadedadadad I got up. Following was my plan for the day

Haircut
Cineworld
EuroGiant
Lidl
Tesco
Home

However as you'll soon gather. It wasn't too be, well at least the last bit. hahaah. So I set about getting rid of my mop of hair. Awwwwww :(. hahaha. Well the welcome I got. IT was unreal. hahah. I told him of my whereabouts. He was most not impressed. Which I was a bit frightened, but anyways, we left on a very good note. He greeted me "and the prodigal son returns". He even went as far as saying "when you go to your folks, tell them this your Darling son". hahaha. What a laugh. WHen I checked in via Swarm(formerly Foursquare), I was last there December '14. I since got my haircut back in February of this year, with Grafton Barber when I was charged €18.

So then quickly onto Cineworld, to see Hotel Transylvania 2(Review here). Then shortly afterwards, I was wanting to get my Pumpkin +Inflatables Stanescu however it wasn't to be. hheheeh.

Then onto Lidl to get my groceries, and Tescos for the butter. Again asking both of em if they sold Swiss Army Knife. I was looking everywhere for em. As I had lost mine. hehehe. While looking for it, I was wondering why the weird faces I was getting. It must be illegal or something. So onwards to my folks. I had hoped to visiting em on Saturday ie Halloween Night. But that said, I was wanting the knife badly as I had planned for a shower, shaving etc.,etc., Dad had told me that Mary, Laura O' Shea and Mary's mother Eileen were up visiting them. So I arrived when they left. Had a nice cuppa tea. Dad was cutting my nails, however extremely soar, so I decided against him cutting my toenails. heheeh.

Diary 16th October 2015

Diary 16th October 2015

Not bad a day today. hahaaha. It started off with me hearing a knock on the window, twas my sis calling down to me earlier than anticipated. So we had a chat and she did her downloading. hahahah. Whilst the chatting, about her nemesis Ailish and Noel, I was pointing out to her that it's Noel's birthday on 24th Oct, then all of a sudden out of the blue a memory of my dream just came flashbacking. It was the most weirdest ever. Had I never said anything about Ailish or Noel, It prob would never have came out hahaha. But was just freaky shit it was . The dream in particular was that Brendan Doherty(Ailish's father) comes towards me while he wearing his suit and tie. It has got me thinking the whole day whether or not anything "happened". You'd never know.

Then I went back to sleep for about an hour or so. I keep forgetting to turn off the alarm from Sammy. He woke me up at 19.11. So I went to sleep again for the CORRECT time, hahaah of 19.15. So then afterwards got up. hehehe. I was to meet Emil for to see Pan(Review here). I wanted to get a paper ie the Independent, however they had none left. Then I went onto a shop behind the cinema to see if they sell any papers. So then I went to the Outhouse for a brief second. Now O'Farrell lives a voicemail, I ring him back. No answer. Then I head up to Men's Night, few said hello including himself, yet he doesn't attempt to catch hold of me. hmmmm. So then I headed back to the Cinema to meet Emil. hahaha. We chatted briefly. He was tired and exhausted.

Then after I left Emil, I decided to check out if the bronze statue of Mrs. Brown is there. I had seen it on the Mrs. Brown's D' Movie Facebook page. However it wasn't to be. So I headed on home.

When I got home, I wasn't feeling myself mentally in this case with all the going's on with O' Farrell more so and then the Food vibe. Maureen suggested that I should go up to em and ask them for to help em. Otherwise I'd regret it when they "go". However when Ireland AM celebrated Star Wars release for Christmas this year, I was ecstatic and feeling happy.

Diary 16th September 2015

Today was very mixed in terms of feelings of my innerself. It all started when I rang my folks before going to bed to find out if they are seeing Darragh off before he returns to Australia. I rang Mom it went straight to Voicemail. Then I rang Dad, I felt so unwanted. There was someone in the background. I understood it to Mom. However I have since learned it was Dad's sister Bridie. However I still felt so used and abused on the phone. Now obviously he didn't say anything but that's just it. He didn't say anything.

So then moving on, I went to sleep. Then I got up. After the treatment, perhaps I may be reading too much into Dad, I ain't sure. Only time will tell. If it continues, then its looking increasingly likely that I have lost the Dad of when I first met him in 1993, when I came over from Romania. So if that were to be the case, I'd have to Rename one of my +Puppys Stanescu or something, or maybe buy another Puppy and name him after my Dad(for reasons of privacy, I shan't be divulging his name).

So then I headed up to Darragh to say my goodbyes. I was very tearful seeing him off. After we hugged. I have always looked up to him. I enjoyed my time with him. haahahha. Was great seeing him. After All, I hadn't seen him years, even before he emigrated back in '11 I think. Well before I came out, I still don't recall seeing him.

So then afterwards, I went back down to Mom and Dads. When I arrived, Dad was looking at the news, while Mom was getting grub ready. Dad and I went into the kitchen for the grub. We were discussing Irish Water. His attitude was wow, mindblowing. So then, when he left the room to do an errand for a neighbor, I questioned Mom, what up with his tude. She explained his brother down in Meath, has a higher pitched voice just like Dad himself. So then I headed back home. While getting my bike, we bumped into Ailish and Noel. I was ecstatic seeing em. hahahah. I repeated to myself on numerous occasions, "you'd to wonder why a family, has a relatives in the family tree". hhaaha. Mom asked me if I knew what Gender Fluid means. I said yes of course. hahaah.

On the way home, I remembered I was suppose to be going to a meetup for the Animal RIghts Group Meetup group. I was shocked that I completely forgot about it. I was to meet em in Accents where I used to meet for Gay Church of which it now has been disbanded. It was run by Brendan O' F and Scott.

So then I headed back home for a few minutes then shortly I headed to tescos to get butter. ONwards to the Outhouse was my next place of socialising. It was a great atmosphere. It was a Transgender Night. Like it is every Wednesday. I was chatting with David, George and Stan. You may remember George, the guy whom I said to him last Halloween when I came into Men's Night dressed up as Pumpkin Man, "Don't have a heart attack man, I don't want it on my conscious.". hahaah. We were talking about 007 and James Bond, and of course Mrs. Browns Boys.

I then went to Cineworld for to see Hitman: Agent 47(Review here)

NEWS

Eircom has been rebranded to Eir. Eircom has had a history of PR related disasters. In 1993 Eircom took over Telecom Eireann when it was privatised.

The Bill will be debated in the Dáil. After the delayed Legal Loopholes and the Appeals of two citizens, the bill has been finally approved. So now it has to go through the Dáil. etc., etc.,

The Water Conservation Grant, has been paid to over 160,000 customers who registered with the Utility.

Diary 8th September 2015

DREAM

One of the dreams, I had was quite interesting, but at the same time troubling. I'm in a queue for a job or something. I'm wanting to apply for a job BUT while MARRIED. I ask about SameSex, the employer whistels a tune, and then I notice the word Jesus, so I just assume he's a bigot and not a chance I'll get a job.

Next and final dream, was most weird, but very disturbing. Its as follows. I'm on a bus tour with kids. This particular kid keeps messing and although we've arrived at our destination makes the bus go further down a road to a bridge. I with my Driving skills, step on the Gas(Accelerator). Even as a I right and recall this dream, its as vivid as if I were dreaming right this second. So I drive the bus back towards where we were suppose to stop, however we are forced to stop. We stop outside a restaurant and we notice the road where we were on initially is actually a place where Food is delivered to the restaurant. There is a crate(wooden) of lettuce and vegetables and then to wash the food it is emptied into the water then sent to the restaurant. I then see the food again and this time it is emptied and I exclaim: "What a waste of food". So the food is emptied crates again and we see the road again, as the road itself is visible and turned around.

END OF DREAMS

What a day today turned out to be. I had been on the Facebook before going to bed onto Darragh my cousin on my Dad's side. I had apologised to him for my outburst last year for getting involved in my business on FB when he had said to me stop airing my dirty laundering on FB, something like that. I replied to him to Fuck off. So I apologised for that outburst blaming it on my depression. So then I also asked if I could re-add him as a friend on my Facebook. So he accepted and he asked if I could help him do fencing. I initially turned him down with a view of sleeping until it was time for my dole which An Post closes around half 5 and I wake up at five to 5. However my body woke up and 11.54am ie five to midday. I was rethinking of whether I should stay on or not. It was a lovely day out. So I got up. GOt a voicemail from Maureen saying that Dad was doing gardening of shredding, something like that.

So then I headed up to Darragh's with a view of helping him with fencing. I initially actually messaged him on FB first. But no answer. So I just went up just in case he was sleeping or whatever or maybe he left the cell inside the house and he himself working outside. But as it happened no one was there. I even jumped up and down at the side gate to see if he was there. But couldn't see anyone.

So then, I rang Dad to see if he wanted help. he said he had started if I recall. So I headed to my folks. When I arrived, Mom and I hugged with here being teary. Dad had nothing to say. We just chatted in general. I noticed that the garden had been done, but the hedge on the balcony had not been done. So I said what gives, Maureen had told me otherwise. So then I said that Darragh was onto me relating to Fencing. I said to Dad he hadn't aged a bit. hahaha. So I just had a meal(back to square one - says I to meself). So in future, I'll strictly keep to visiting my folks once a MONTH, like I do with AIlish and Noel. Like after all that's happened, as I said to my sis, later tonight, I've lost all respect for my pops. He really pushed me. Just before I headed off to Darragh's for the fencing, Dad asks me if I had enough money. Now he gave me €100 of which I gave to me sis, yet he asks me. I'm getting mixed signals........

Darragh in the mean time, had messaged me saying the offer is still there. So I told Mom n Dad that I wanted to help Darragh. So back to Darragh, when he messaged me saying that he still is around. He was leaving his girlfriend Sarah to the Airport. So I spent a few hours with Darragh. Darragh had emigrated to Australia a few years ago for no jobs reasons. He's home for a weeks. He had an encounter with his next door neighbor Maureen. He was helping a neighbor across the road with a leak in the pipe. The main reason I was half thinking of the fencing was one I wanted to sleep but on the other hand, I REALLY wanted to see him. Afterall, I haven't seen him since he emigrated even before then. hahaha. It was really great to see him.

So then we finished up around 4.34. Just in time for the dole. Then into the Bank, while getting change, Brian who works in Kennedys was curious if all i'm gonna be getting is the change. So I'll attempt to change in the future either from the Post himself OR when I go to put in Money into the savings and the TV License stamps.

Then SmallChanges. As Darragh paid me, I used his cash on food in SmallChanges. hahahah. Great shop it is. Got myself different flavors of Cheese VioLife and also enquired about SATCHED soup instead of Cans. He checked if they were vegan as there was no label "Suitable for Vegans"

Then I came back to watch a documentary on how the replacement Twin Towers that was sadly Terroisitically Attacked in Sept 11th 2001. It went to document how it all came about the World Trade Center Memorial and One World Trade Center. Twas quite emotive to look at actually. So then afterwards, I watched Mrs. Brown's Boys. heheeheh.

I then headed to my sis. I initially met her in Centra to get grub for myself. We headed to her place. Had a grand ould time, full of laughter with Comedy of course with Everybody Loves Raymond and Golden GIrls. hahahah.

NEWS

Alexander Pacteau has been sentenced to 23 years to jail. He was charged a month ago. He was charged with the murder of KAren Buckley. Karen from Cork, moved to Glasgow, UK a  few years ago for to study Nursing. She was on a night out. She disappeared for several days. She was found on a banquet after 4 days missing.

Transgender people or People who identify as Transgender can now get a Gender Recognition Form, following the passing of the Marriage Referendum in May, and the President signing it into law last week. The Marriage Referendum paved the way for Transgender Equailtiy as well. So now if you wish to change your Gender in the eyes of teh law, you must apply to the Department of Social Protect with a form

The makers LucasFilms who makes the Star Wars saga, has been given the all clear to continue filming more on Skelling Micheal in CO. Kerry.

Diary 7th August 2015

Well today was my first day without the Citizenship application etc., So I was to head to Ailish and Noel's as they are busy tomorrow. So I said I'd go and see Ant-Man(Review here) and then onto Ailish and Noel's. However it wasn't to be, as I was exhausted mentally and physically especially physically from all the getting up early bit etc., etc., So I eventually got up and then headed up. I chatted about the Bray, Powerscourts, Veggie Meetup in Milanos(Review here) and in Sova Butcher(Review here) yesterday.

Diary 12th July 2015

I got up slightly later than scheduled for my sis as my constipation was really bad today. Never have I seen the likes. It took 20 mins BEFORE going to bed which was half 11 this morning and 20 mins when I got up for my sis, hence why I was delayed. The constipation was caused by my Vegan Muesli.

So then I got ready and headed off to my sis. heehehe. My folks had come home from the wedding of my mom's friend's daughter to drop off a chinese. We had met the daughter a few times if even that. To the point as I said to my self and my sis, that she could be considered a "stranger", as we haven't even seen her, everytime her mother being my mom's friend, came to visit us at Christmas or whatever. Even living at home, we hardly saw the daughter. When we all went down to the mother's place in Ashborne, we'd hardly see her. We only saw her once or twice if even that. heheheh.

So then my sis and I, were looking at Pinnochio(Review here) and I noted and asked her a "stupid" question of which I was asssured welcomly ie it ain't a stupid question. I asked why do animals have tails. Not only does it keep their asses clean ie from infections etc., but it tells of the physiciatry or the mental state. I was quite amazed. And reminded her that New Zealand passed a law or a Bill, whereby Animals have "Feelings" otherwise known as Sentient. She went on to explain if the dogs have their tails up there happy otherwise if its down there not well mentally etc.,etc.,

Diary 16th June - Bloomsday

Well after a horrible night with my legs, I got up struggling. for 12.15, which I was suppose to get up for, so I got up forcingly for 3.15. My plan was to go to NCI, then the Dole then the folks. After a big tidy up yesterday, and my NSFW photo shoot, I headed to bed around 1pm. Which I went out like a light. However i woke up around 2ish in the morning. I spent around 5hrs, trying to sleep however my legs were aching me.

So eventually, I got up. I had gotten my brekkie ready for eating, however Mom after several missed calls, called down to me. Her plan was to get my dole, NCI then a brekkie out with her. However time was not on our side, more so traffic. So we just left it at the dole. I told her it was my plan to go and visit them. Mom told me they had planned to go up to Kathleen Mulligan as her father Brendan is coming out of hospital(from a mini stroke in November '14) on Thursday.

I then headed onto NCI on my bike. Obviously I was too late. So I left my details with the receptionist. This was the form I got the other day, for to get my Transcript as required for the Springboard Postgraduate course I hope to do in September.

So onto my next was Lidls to get a pressie for Dad, for Father's Day. Technically I was gonna go to EuroGiant, as I had seen something for him. But I thought of the slippers that he might like. However I mixed it up with Aldi. So I got my Vegan OJ and Vegan Bread.

So I was about to get a pressie in Aldis for the slippers, however knowingly they'd be gone, I said I'd pop into Centra beside Lidl which was great, as I got scratch cards and a card. I asked if they sell brandy and the guy said Hennessy. I asked how much is it. He said €13. I said that's good value til he told me its for a nagan. So I said I'd leave it. ahhah.

So then Mom rang me to invite me up to their place. I asked what about Kathleen. She said that Dad and herself are too tired. So I then rang my sis jstu to let her know of my plans. One thing I found infuriating that Maureen whom my sis was with kept asking my sis questions. So I said to my sis to go and pass on my MANNERS onto my Aunt.

I then headed onto my folks. For a dinner. Then helping Dad with Photos ie printing em off then he was curious about his UPC household bill. For a 3mins talk on 11811 it cost him €9 which is abominal.

I then headed onto my sis. We chatted had a great laugh. We watched two movies. 22 Jump Street(Review here) and White Chicks. I expressed my nightmare of the sleep I had last night. Of Todd repeating my ex's actions of NOT being able to go to the Mamma Mia concert being held in July. Also my desire of self harm via boiling water on me via the clothing. but most upsetting was my deflating of my inflatables I did yesterday, as there was no point in keeping em up if they keep going down ie deflating.

TECH

Google has launched Google Web Light. What this means is that if you're on a slow connection or wherever, you will be shown web pages with very little to minimal content such as just text and very LOW qualities images

Facebook have released an app called Moments for Android. I ain't sure if its available for the iOS platform. It allows you share your photos to your friends on FB, Messenger etc. Apparently it ain't available in the Republic of Ireland. Hopefully soon. 

NEWS

6 students have died after an apartment balcony collapsed killing 6 injuring 7.

Donald Trump - businessman worth over $8bn has announced his candidature nomination for the Republican Party for the Presidential race in the US.

Diary 14th June 2015

Well today wasn't as busy as yesterday, as you will gather from the length of the blog entry. My Dad's relatives Anna Mary, her hubbie Fergus, Ruth(Anna's Sister) and her hubbie and Anna's foster child were visiting my folks today, for to thank em for a present or something. As I wasn't in the mood to see them, I stayed on in bed. I find that Anna connects me to Romania, which is still a bit raw. She used to adopt or work with the orphans in Romania, not sure which one thou. So for that I can't see her. Besides I saw a woman on the RTE News relating to the possible BSE scare that's going on at the moment in Ireland. I ain't gonna get into details due to the nature of things and of course my vegetarianism and possibly veganism. The reason I mention this woman is she is the splittling image voice wise as Anna. All I could here is the voice hahaah.

So with the above visit, I jsut slept on hahaha. Then headed onto my sis for a grand old time. hahaah. We then headed back to my place. Where she fell asleep for the night.

Diary 16th May 2015

Spoz to have gone to jobs expo, was too tired. So attempted to get up for Meteor. However queses a mile long in BOTH Three AND Meteor, says I to meself, wouldn't you think the young crowd would use the internet for their querys etc., Then afterwards I head to cineworld, as I was to meet Cineworld Craicheads meetup group. Time was not on my side. ahahah. We were to see Mad Max(Review here). Then afterwards my plan was to head up to the folks as it was too early to see Ailish and Noel, however it wasn't too be, again Time was not on my side. Quite alot of mistakes were made on my party. As in, I was looking for a card, looking for sellotape etc., when I found one, it didn't work to the best.

Diary 11th February 2015

Met up with Maureen. Had a grand auld time. Then I wanted to get notes of jobcare. However they had just finished. And as I had yet to get my dole I didn't have time. So I headed their to get dole. Likewise bank. I cudnt stop smiling at the post office clerk. He's a new fella working for em. At one stage I actually thought he was Aaron Gerrys relation. However it was a different signature. headed on home. Attempted to pay My Sky bill via O2 Money that came NEW in the post. That wasn't to b. So I had to use the cash for the loan money which is due this week. Maureen cud tell I hadn't slept. Cudnt sleep a wink for several hrs. Twisting n turning.

Diary 9th January 2015

Dad and I continued. Packaged completely. Dad got a call from Gerry his Bro. He wanted a lend of a jack saw. I met Siobhan my cuz's bf. I hadn't seen Gerry since Reggies funeral. We then went to Beaumont House(Review here). I took down the lights outside. Packed them up. I then headed to outhouse. First to Lidl as I left my hat behind. Manners of a pig. Racism. Cineworld for Taken 3. Homophobic.

Following is the Facebook Status I posted in relation to the manners of a pig in Lidls in Parnell, Racist remark in the Outhouse and sadly the homophobic treatment, both my friend and I recieved.

I regret to inform you all that yesterday was not the best. Although I helped my folks with decorations, that was grand. By all means.

I popped along to Lidl, on Moore St., to see if my Hat was handed in. I went to a security guard who btw was actually looking at his cell phone, I asked if my hat was handed in, immediately he said no, Not even a budge to see if it were handed in. So after I paid for my kettle, I in a fit of rage, went to a Staff member, who gladly helped and asked around. I wanna thank him. But the security in LIdls' Moore St., clearly NEED retraining.

I then went to the Outhouse for my nightly entertainment. At one stage in the Men's Night, I was racially attacked indirectly. By this I mean, the lads were referring to some guy in the French Attacks or something, and the person(of whom shall remain nameless) said he "should go to the Romanian Orphange". I attempted to intervene by telling "errr hello, I was there", however he failed to listen. My friend who was with me throughout the night, told me that he has been told in the past that I am from Romania, and that he told me that he is actually racist. Despite the person knowing this, he made the remark. I was deeply gutted that I was lost for words. I shall be taking this matter with the Management of Outhouse and the Gardaí. RACISM MUST STOP. It won't stop if I sit back and do nothing.

My mate also came with me to the Cineworld Dublin to see Taken 3. I was most not prepared for what was to happen next. We were BOTH treated to Homophobic abuse throughout the film. It was quite scarey. My mate got the bate thou. We were treated to heckling. Although security was called a few times, that did not stop them. We were both called faggots and my mate was called OTHER names too. I was literally sick to the stomach with the treatment. To the point I actually wanted to vomit in my nachos which I had finished btw. The security guard came with us for protection. We were afraid that they were gonna follow us. So we joined up with two females(whom we would like to thank PROFUSELY), for company. We then left them when we found that the lads disappeared. This continued throughout the night. We both wanted the Cops involved. We were told they were on the way. However we later learned, THAT was not the case. Although Cineworld Cinemas is a VERY LGBT Friendly cinemas, I know many staff who are LGBT Friendly at the very least, some are gay even BOTH male and Female, I was MOST distraught to learn that the Gardai had NOT been called. Again I shall be taking the matter up with the Gardaí. HOMOPHOBIA MUST STOP. People in Republic of Ireland say Homophobia and living as a gay man is grand these days, it's NOT. If you people knew what actually happened. Like we were thrown at. Recorded and more than likely will be published on Facebook. If any of my Irish mates(of those that are left) or indeed international, comes across a video or photo or whatever of BOTH My mate and I, PLS REPORT to Facebook for Homophobic. On the way when I was leaving my friend to his Luas stop, the friend noticed that I was being homophobically looked at. I told him what my mother says to me all the time. HATERS hate SILENCE. I ignore all comments and looks etc.,

Diary 22nd February 2014

Well today I was suppose to be seeing the film Her with Dublin Film Fanatics, however just as I was checking my emails last night(good thing I did alrite), it was cancelled. Not sure why, but anyways. So I decided to have a lie on. I slept like a log. First in a long long time. I had all me blankies, Inflatables and my scarfies. Oh what a lovely idea it was. I had set things up the bed etc., My other bed clothes are in da launders. It was a wonderful sleep. Not even a dream that I could remember. So thats progress I guess. Mom was banging on my door.(Nothing new in that department). SO after a few hrs, I woke up and got up. I then went out to collect whatever she left for me(Being a chinese). Low and behold I looked out my door window and what should I see but my hattie and gloves that I was going crazy over not being able to find it. I had to do without it for several days. Being cold and all. I remembered that I had it when Mom dropped me home after being with em on Tues night for to show her emails etc. After that I couldnt remember. I rang her back to thank her for the grub obv but more so the hat. I was so gleamed to see the hat. I felt she was very cold towards the idea. Not sure why. She explained that the reason the hat couldn't b e found was that there were papers on top of the hat and her relations: Fina, Michael and Silvia had found it when they were moving chairs. Something like that.
So my plan for the night is to relax and look at Dallas, 7th Heaven and the news.