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Thursday, 29 October 2015
Diary 29th October 2015
Well today was quite an interesting day. hahahah.
I first while in bed was wondering, how to figure out the video on Budget 2016. Like I recorded it on TV and deleted it on the TV. So now I would be left with Trying to run the Recording i I have on the Drive ie on the Lappy, while at the SAME TIME trying to record. So I said something has to be done. hahaha. So while sleeping and thinking, I decided to look up or Google The Budget 2016 Speech. And read bits of it WHILE recording my video. Oh BOI. This is the cause of the delay in terms of publishing my diary entries.
Another item, I was thinking of was Appearing on eh Late Late show - The World's Longest running chat show discussing my Coming out but more importantly my BOOK. Yeah you's heard me. hahaah.
So afterall the thinking and doing yadedadadad I got up. Following was my plan for the day
Haircut
Cineworld
EuroGiant
Lidl
Tesco
Home
However as you'll soon gather. It wasn't too be, well at least the last bit. hahaah. So I set about getting rid of my mop of hair. Awwwwww :(. hahaha. Well the welcome I got. IT was unreal. hahah. I told him of my whereabouts. He was most not impressed. Which I was a bit frightened, but anyways, we left on a very good note. He greeted me "and the prodigal son returns". He even went as far as saying "when you go to your folks, tell them this your Darling son". hahaha. What a laugh. WHen I checked in via Swarm(formerly Foursquare), I was last there December '14. I since got my haircut back in February of this year, with Grafton Barber when I was charged €18.
So then quickly onto Cineworld, to see Hotel Transylvania 2(Review here). Then shortly afterwards, I was wanting to get my Pumpkin +Inflatables Stanescu however it wasn't to be. hheheeh.
Then onto Lidl to get my groceries, and Tescos for the butter. Again asking both of em if they sold Swiss Army Knife. I was looking everywhere for em. As I had lost mine. hehehe. While looking for it, I was wondering why the weird faces I was getting. It must be illegal or something. So onwards to my folks. I had hoped to visiting em on Saturday ie Halloween Night. But that said, I was wanting the knife badly as I had planned for a shower, shaving etc.,etc., Dad had told me that Mary, Laura O' Shea and Mary's mother Eileen were up visiting them. So I arrived when they left. Had a nice cuppa tea. Dad was cutting my nails, however extremely soar, so I decided against him cutting my toenails. heheeh.
I first while in bed was wondering, how to figure out the video on Budget 2016. Like I recorded it on TV and deleted it on the TV. So now I would be left with Trying to run the Recording i I have on the Drive ie on the Lappy, while at the SAME TIME trying to record. So I said something has to be done. hahaha. So while sleeping and thinking, I decided to look up or Google The Budget 2016 Speech. And read bits of it WHILE recording my video. Oh BOI. This is the cause of the delay in terms of publishing my diary entries.
Another item, I was thinking of was Appearing on eh Late Late show - The World's Longest running chat show discussing my Coming out but more importantly my BOOK. Yeah you's heard me. hahaah.
So afterall the thinking and doing yadedadadad I got up. Following was my plan for the day
Haircut
Cineworld
EuroGiant
Lidl
Tesco
Home
However as you'll soon gather. It wasn't too be, well at least the last bit. hahaah. So I set about getting rid of my mop of hair. Awwwwww :(. hahaha. Well the welcome I got. IT was unreal. hahah. I told him of my whereabouts. He was most not impressed. Which I was a bit frightened, but anyways, we left on a very good note. He greeted me "and the prodigal son returns". He even went as far as saying "when you go to your folks, tell them this your Darling son". hahaha. What a laugh. WHen I checked in via Swarm(formerly Foursquare), I was last there December '14. I since got my haircut back in February of this year, with Grafton Barber when I was charged €18.
So then quickly onto Cineworld, to see Hotel Transylvania 2(Review here). Then shortly afterwards, I was wanting to get my Pumpkin +Inflatables Stanescu however it wasn't to be. hheheeh.
Then onto Lidl to get my groceries, and Tescos for the butter. Again asking both of em if they sold Swiss Army Knife. I was looking everywhere for em. As I had lost mine. hehehe. While looking for it, I was wondering why the weird faces I was getting. It must be illegal or something. So onwards to my folks. I had hoped to visiting em on Saturday ie Halloween Night. But that said, I was wanting the knife badly as I had planned for a shower, shaving etc.,etc., Dad had told me that Mary, Laura O' Shea and Mary's mother Eileen were up visiting them. So I arrived when they left. Had a nice cuppa tea. Dad was cutting my nails, however extremely soar, so I decided against him cutting my toenails. heheeh.
Thursday, 11 December 2014
Diary 11th December 2014
I met Maureen for our monthly. Had a great chat n lunch. Heheh. She told me she saw my sex site on her Facebook under people you may know. She asked if I liked showing my "little friend" off hahaha. But the embarrasment that came about. hahaah. WE cahtted about Romania.
Headed home. Got my hair cut. Headed on into town to outhouse to write cards. I was as usually distracted. However they was some form of an event on alrite. An information session. Heheg. I continued to write. There was a patron of which I can't think of his name. Brendan O' F says if he cud get in. The guy says u can squeeze in. Or anything. Hahah. Brendan asked the patron if he could squeeze in. THe patron replied, you can squeeze in OR "anything". ahahah.
I encountered a few familiar faces. Of which Niall was one, of whom, I hadn't seen since Pride n Andrea since the bitching debacle. Haha I invited Andrea to re-add me on Facebook if he so wishes.
So then it was time to meet Emil for the film Penguins of Madagascar(Review here). Great flick. Heheheh. Great to see him too. So whit this in mind we both dispersed. I bumped into O' Farrell. We all dispersed.
Headed home. Got my hair cut. Headed on into town to outhouse to write cards. I was as usually distracted. However they was some form of an event on alrite. An information session. Heheg. I continued to write. There was a patron of which I can't think of his name. Brendan O' F says if he cud get in. The guy says u can squeeze in. Or anything. Hahah. Brendan asked the patron if he could squeeze in. THe patron replied, you can squeeze in OR "anything". ahahah.
I encountered a few familiar faces. Of which Niall was one, of whom, I hadn't seen since Pride n Andrea since the bitching debacle. Haha I invited Andrea to re-add me on Facebook if he so wishes.
So then it was time to meet Emil for the film Penguins of Madagascar(Review here). Great flick. Heheheh. Great to see him too. So whit this in mind we both dispersed. I bumped into O' Farrell. We all dispersed.
Saturday, 26 July 2014
Diary 25th July 2014
Well after a great sleep yesterday, I got up with a slightly happier mood,(I have Patch to thank - heheeh). I got up, with a view of doing the News Bulletins from July 24th and free up space. However it wasn't to be. I showered. Getting rid of all the hair, that I had let overgrown over several days to a possibly week. So then I headed on with my first errand of getting my haircut. There was an auld lad in front of me. I vaugley recognised him. When it was confirmed he's an accountant for Jim Markeys across the road, I remember seeing him there alrite. The accountant customer was asked what he does for a Friday ngiht. His idea, is very simpley and elegant. Pub then onto another pub, for music and the he simply hops into a taxi. Twas great to see a bubbly guy(barber). We remembered dear old Kevin, Who was my manager in Spar in Drumcondra where I used to work, when I was a kid for pocket money. heheeh. He even remembers Don - my nemesis. Wow, talk of bringing up my past. It was amazing. My birthday of this year has brought up some happy BUT painful memories. Ain't that abnormal. So with such a happy face(for once - at least)
So then I headed back thinking I had a bit of time, but as it happens, I didn't have that much time. It was my plan to see How to Train Your Dragon 2(Review here), as the last time,So then I popped my head into the Outhouse, literally. As the film was starting at 6pm. I saw Brendan S. Great to see him. Then I headed onto the Cinema, for my peaceful time. heheehe. I was late for the beginning. But as it happens, I wasn't as late as I thought I was. It was really effective alrite as I said in my review.
I then headed back to the Outhouse where I was greeted by Dave. I had hoped to get a sandwich. However, Dave explained that there aint no Lettuce and JUST Tomato. So I jsut left it and got my Green Tea of Raspberry. Ohmmmmm So scrumptiouslioucious. as I don't take their Tea anymore(cause I first keep forgetting to bring my soya and they don't have it and secondly my wish of weight loss and not only that the discovery that Soya brings upon Man Boobs as mentioned by one of my FB Mates). I had asked Dave, that can it be done, whereby I bring my OWN green tea, and they just give me the hot water. He was a bit apprehensive about it. So he just recommended that I ask Joe. So we just left it at that. Now, as I don't take their tea for Men's Night, which they get for free(some arrangement in advance is made), I had to bring my Green Tea in a Paper cup. Which I didn't mind. So ownards I headed on up. Great to see a lively bunch. heeheheh. Patrick, Brendan S, Brendan O' F, Eddie, Ken(who left shortly after I arrived), Peadar, Bernard, Ollie and a few others I couldn't recall their names, BUT obviously recognsied. Patrick brought up a story he heard on Liveline(Joe Duffy on RTE Radio 1). Whereby he heard a woman from Donegal. A guy went into a bar in none other than a Budgie Smuggler, from what I gather is a swimwear or underwear that only covers ONE side of your cock. Something like that. But it ain't what I thought. Eitherway it was featured on the Liveline. Shame I didn't see the guy. hahahah. mmmmm. So then Brendan O' F later on told me that his mother was asking for me. I can't tell you how happy that made me feel. The feel that ANOTHER mother was asking for me. heheeh. Its kinda weird come to think of it that my mother asked me to send her love to all when I was at the Andre Rieu Satellite Concert last Saturday. Brendan S, then told me that he put O'F and myself and whoever else on a Restricted List. Its a feature on FB. I never got the jist of it. He put it in lamens terms. This means that if he posts anything public, then we'll get the post. He was under the da illusion that he posts too much. He was told something of this. I told him that that's wrong. and they's nothing but a lier. I told him, that my sis posts BUCKETS(which I don't mind - obbbbbbv), but that he hardly posts at all. I have him on the Notifications.
So then onwards to my next film. I headed this time with O' Farrell to see Transformers: Age of Extinction(Review here). Before we went in, O' Farrell asked me which Hepatitis, I had, whether it was B or C. I explained that I contracted it along time ago in Romania. BUT, that it got "activated", when I "drank myself to death" a few years ago while I was enduring Homophobia. I used drink as a coping mechanism. NOT that it didn't work. However that's another story for another day. So then we headed in. We unfortunately had some unpleasant experience. There was a family of god only knows how many. They were all UNDER 12(considering the film was 12A Certification provided by IFCO). The Mom n Dad were there. The Dad sat beside me and the Mom down with the kids. They were making noises. As if it wasn't bad enough the screen in question hadn't turned on the 3D aspect of the film. IT was all blurry. But getting back to the kids, CLEARLY the film was not suitable for 7 or 8 year old kids. How they got through is beyond me. I will bring it up with the staff next time I go to the cinema. Brendan had to go out to seek a staff member. The staff member had a talk with the parents and the kids themselves. This didn't stop one of em throwing somethings at Brendan. He got really mad. Saying "Obey your parents". I "will have you thrown out of the theatre". So then we headed on WITHOUT confronting the ill fated family. They should have had a babysitter or if they couldn't afford or they couldn't find a babysitter, just do without it. Oh I ain't letting Cineworld away with it. I will notify the staff and/or Management.
So after some unpleasantness, I left O' Farrell to Luas and then as I got a bit lost myself I just went towards Capel St., of which I couldn't find Panti Bar. Kinda weird, as I haven't been there since last year for Géilí - last year's Pride Events(2013). I happened to bump into Joe from the Outhouse. Was great to see him. I vaguely recongised Noel Gannon. Which is kinda weird, didn't think he was that small. But eiterhway, he didn't recognise me at all. Joe says to me, Not norm to see me in these parts hahaha. I felt like spilling my guys about my dear Mother(Romania), but ietherway, was great to see him. He made a suggestive move to suggest I was looking for a bit of actions, not Panti I'll be looking for action. hahahaah. I had one Vodka & DASH of Coke. Twas lovely. Slightly stronger than what you'd get in the George. Another gay bar.
So then I headed on towards home. I was looking for Barber that Frank my barber had mentioned. On the way, I happened to come across an Internet Cafe or at least what used to be. I recall the days, on a Sunday, whereby I'd sneak out via lies to my folks to go to the Internet Cafe on a Sunday when me Pops would be looking at the match. It was a ritual with me. I used to go their to print stuff off from Ros na Run and of course to surf as well. Now in those days we had the 56K modem(ahhhh memories), there was no such things as Facebook, NOT even Bebo had existed when I was growing up.
NEWS
It has been announced that all 116 passengers Algeria Airlines all have perished.
US President Barack OBama, has hit back at Ireland's Tax Inversion. Ireland's Corporate Tax is 12.5%. From my understanding, Obama is stating that US Companies who come over here, are actually paying at Irish Rate NOT the home company's country. It first started when it was found that Apple(Being an American company) was actually paying IRISH Tax Rate NOT their own country's rate.
So then I headed back thinking I had a bit of time, but as it happens, I didn't have that much time. It was my plan to see How to Train Your Dragon 2(Review here), as the last time,So then I popped my head into the Outhouse, literally. As the film was starting at 6pm. I saw Brendan S. Great to see him. Then I headed onto the Cinema, for my peaceful time. heheehe. I was late for the beginning. But as it happens, I wasn't as late as I thought I was. It was really effective alrite as I said in my review.
I then headed back to the Outhouse where I was greeted by Dave. I had hoped to get a sandwich. However, Dave explained that there aint no Lettuce and JUST Tomato. So I jsut left it and got my Green Tea of Raspberry. Ohmmmmm So scrumptiouslioucious. as I don't take their Tea anymore(cause I first keep forgetting to bring my soya and they don't have it and secondly my wish of weight loss and not only that the discovery that Soya brings upon Man Boobs as mentioned by one of my FB Mates). I had asked Dave, that can it be done, whereby I bring my OWN green tea, and they just give me the hot water. He was a bit apprehensive about it. So he just recommended that I ask Joe. So we just left it at that. Now, as I don't take their tea for Men's Night, which they get for free(some arrangement in advance is made), I had to bring my Green Tea in a Paper cup. Which I didn't mind. So ownards I headed on up. Great to see a lively bunch. heeheheh. Patrick, Brendan S, Brendan O' F, Eddie, Ken(who left shortly after I arrived), Peadar, Bernard, Ollie and a few others I couldn't recall their names, BUT obviously recognsied. Patrick brought up a story he heard on Liveline(Joe Duffy on RTE Radio 1). Whereby he heard a woman from Donegal. A guy went into a bar in none other than a Budgie Smuggler, from what I gather is a swimwear or underwear that only covers ONE side of your cock. Something like that. But it ain't what I thought. Eitherway it was featured on the Liveline. Shame I didn't see the guy. hahahah. mmmmm. So then Brendan O' F later on told me that his mother was asking for me. I can't tell you how happy that made me feel. The feel that ANOTHER mother was asking for me. heheeh. Its kinda weird come to think of it that my mother asked me to send her love to all when I was at the Andre Rieu Satellite Concert last Saturday. Brendan S, then told me that he put O'F and myself and whoever else on a Restricted List. Its a feature on FB. I never got the jist of it. He put it in lamens terms. This means that if he posts anything public, then we'll get the post. He was under the da illusion that he posts too much. He was told something of this. I told him that that's wrong. and they's nothing but a lier. I told him, that my sis posts BUCKETS(which I don't mind - obbbbbbv), but that he hardly posts at all. I have him on the Notifications.
So then onwards to my next film. I headed this time with O' Farrell to see Transformers: Age of Extinction(Review here). Before we went in, O' Farrell asked me which Hepatitis, I had, whether it was B or C. I explained that I contracted it along time ago in Romania. BUT, that it got "activated", when I "drank myself to death" a few years ago while I was enduring Homophobia. I used drink as a coping mechanism. NOT that it didn't work. However that's another story for another day. So then we headed in. We unfortunately had some unpleasant experience. There was a family of god only knows how many. They were all UNDER 12(considering the film was 12A Certification provided by IFCO). The Mom n Dad were there. The Dad sat beside me and the Mom down with the kids. They were making noises. As if it wasn't bad enough the screen in question hadn't turned on the 3D aspect of the film. IT was all blurry. But getting back to the kids, CLEARLY the film was not suitable for 7 or 8 year old kids. How they got through is beyond me. I will bring it up with the staff next time I go to the cinema. Brendan had to go out to seek a staff member. The staff member had a talk with the parents and the kids themselves. This didn't stop one of em throwing somethings at Brendan. He got really mad. Saying "Obey your parents". I "will have you thrown out of the theatre". So then we headed on WITHOUT confronting the ill fated family. They should have had a babysitter or if they couldn't afford or they couldn't find a babysitter, just do without it. Oh I ain't letting Cineworld away with it. I will notify the staff and/or Management.
So after some unpleasantness, I left O' Farrell to Luas and then as I got a bit lost myself I just went towards Capel St., of which I couldn't find Panti Bar. Kinda weird, as I haven't been there since last year for Géilí - last year's Pride Events(2013). I happened to bump into Joe from the Outhouse. Was great to see him. I vaguely recongised Noel Gannon. Which is kinda weird, didn't think he was that small. But eiterhway, he didn't recognise me at all. Joe says to me, Not norm to see me in these parts hahaha. I felt like spilling my guys about my dear Mother(Romania), but ietherway, was great to see him. He made a suggestive move to suggest I was looking for a bit of actions, not Panti I'll be looking for action. hahahaah. I had one Vodka & DASH of Coke. Twas lovely. Slightly stronger than what you'd get in the George. Another gay bar.
So then I headed on towards home. I was looking for Barber that Frank my barber had mentioned. On the way, I happened to come across an Internet Cafe or at least what used to be. I recall the days, on a Sunday, whereby I'd sneak out via lies to my folks to go to the Internet Cafe on a Sunday when me Pops would be looking at the match. It was a ritual with me. I used to go their to print stuff off from Ros na Run and of course to surf as well. Now in those days we had the 56K modem(ahhhh memories), there was no such things as Facebook, NOT even Bebo had existed when I was growing up.
NEWS
It has been announced that all 116 passengers Algeria Airlines all have perished.
US President Barack OBama, has hit back at Ireland's Tax Inversion. Ireland's Corporate Tax is 12.5%. From my understanding, Obama is stating that US Companies who come over here, are actually paying at Irish Rate NOT the home company's country. It first started when it was found that Apple(Being an American company) was actually paying IRISH Tax Rate NOT their own country's rate.
Friday, 18 July 2014
Diary 18th July 2014
Well today, I had plans to get my haircut, then to see How to Train Your Dragon 2(Review will be provided in due course). So then I woke up again later than anticipated. It was around quarter past 8 when I realised it would be too late to get to the cinema for the Transformers(Review here) at 8.45. So I just left it, and took to the bed.
While sleeping, I relaised that while looking at Dawn of the Planet of the Apes(Review here) I had forgotten to mention that I was seeing a white shadow constantly. I kept looking at a person I thought was getting up and down. ie another view of someone following me. Possibly my Mother????
I received word and a vicious look from my Mom(fostered one) when I turned down a birthday pressie from them. I explained to my sis last Sunday, that I can't accept anything off them, as when my Dad goes to pay by Credit card,he jokes to the salesperson, I guess Ill have to pay. Something like that. Now my sis has explained she can easily stand up to him, by saying "I have the cash etc., etc., ". But my naivety won't let me stand up to him IN FRONT of the sales person or anyone one else or even on his own.
Also for reasons UNTIL after my Birthday(23rd of this month), I cannot give any heads up in case something happens until after that date. I was speaking to a relative last month via email just a general chat. Now when he said in the email and I quote: "Is this your email adress <email_address>". I said obviously duhhhhhh. Like when u receive an email from someone, their email appears in the FROM field. He's an Information System analyst aka he knows everything about computing. So why he ask such a dumb question???If he does look up my email on Google or whatever, he'll come across the Blog here and Wordpress tooo. If he does, then the event may be forcibly occurred on the 23rd. Or whenever. I know to some of yee, this particular paragraph may be a bit worrying or just simply non-nonsensical. But stay tuned over the next few days. It will become clearer to u.
I was chatting to a mate of mine in US(Indiana). A shocking revelation has come alite. In that, in Indiana anyways(not sure about the whole) uses the British System in distance ie Miles. Yet in Ireland we use KM for distance. Considering Ireland is Britain's neighbor, we actually use a different system. hehe
News
Up to 100 AIDS researchers and Activists were heading to a International AIDS Conference in Australia
189 Netherlands
42 Malaysia
28 Australia
12 Indonesia
9 UK
4 Germany
4 Belgium
3 Philippines
1 Canada
1 New Zealand
1 Ireland(From Dublin, living in Western Australia for several years). She was only coming home from Dublin to Austrlaia. She came home for a visit. Sr. Philomena Tiernan - A Catholic Nun. of Irish Decent, based in Sydndey. She was on retreat in France.
1 Hong Kong
1 ?
It has been found that a member(Glen Thomas) of the World Health Organisations was also onboard. As well as a Real Estate agent(Albert Risk) in Australia
Euth Lang was amongst those a prominent Dutch AIDS researcher was amongst the group of delegates en route to the Conference in australia.
Cor Pan was travelling with his GF(Natayy Tull). He posted a pic of the Plane on his FB joking "If the plane disappears, this is what it looks like". More than likely he was referring to the missing Plane MH370(the one that appeared back in March 8th - and still missing)
While sleeping, I relaised that while looking at Dawn of the Planet of the Apes(Review here) I had forgotten to mention that I was seeing a white shadow constantly. I kept looking at a person I thought was getting up and down. ie another view of someone following me. Possibly my Mother????
I received word and a vicious look from my Mom(fostered one) when I turned down a birthday pressie from them. I explained to my sis last Sunday, that I can't accept anything off them, as when my Dad goes to pay by Credit card,he jokes to the salesperson, I guess Ill have to pay. Something like that. Now my sis has explained she can easily stand up to him, by saying "I have the cash etc., etc., ". But my naivety won't let me stand up to him IN FRONT of the sales person or anyone one else or even on his own.
Also for reasons UNTIL after my Birthday(23rd of this month), I cannot give any heads up in case something happens until after that date. I was speaking to a relative last month via email just a general chat. Now when he said in the email and I quote: "Is this your email adress <email_address>". I said obviously duhhhhhh. Like when u receive an email from someone, their email appears in the FROM field. He's an Information System analyst aka he knows everything about computing. So why he ask such a dumb question???If he does look up my email on Google or whatever, he'll come across the Blog here and Wordpress tooo. If he does, then the event may be forcibly occurred on the 23rd. Or whenever. I know to some of yee, this particular paragraph may be a bit worrying or just simply non-nonsensical. But stay tuned over the next few days. It will become clearer to u.
I was chatting to a mate of mine in US(Indiana). A shocking revelation has come alite. In that, in Indiana anyways(not sure about the whole) uses the British System in distance ie Miles. Yet in Ireland we use KM for distance. Considering Ireland is Britain's neighbor, we actually use a different system. hehe
News
Up to 100 AIDS researchers and Activists were heading to a International AIDS Conference in Australia
189 Netherlands
42 Malaysia
28 Australia
12 Indonesia
9 UK
4 Germany
4 Belgium
3 Philippines
1 Canada
1 New Zealand
1 Ireland(From Dublin, living in Western Australia for several years). She was only coming home from Dublin to Austrlaia. She came home for a visit. Sr. Philomena Tiernan - A Catholic Nun. of Irish Decent, based in Sydndey. She was on retreat in France.
1 Hong Kong
1 ?
It has been found that a member(Glen Thomas) of the World Health Organisations was also onboard. As well as a Real Estate agent(Albert Risk) in Australia
Euth Lang was amongst those a prominent Dutch AIDS researcher was amongst the group of delegates en route to the Conference in australia.
Cor Pan was travelling with his GF(Natayy Tull). He posted a pic of the Plane on his FB joking "If the plane disappears, this is what it looks like". More than likely he was referring to the missing Plane MH370(the one that appeared back in March 8th - and still missing)
Friday, 6 June 2014
Diary 5th June 2014
Well I got up quite early after a long hibernation period. Poor Todd wasn't around as it happens, he wasn't well. I got his message this morning when I woke up.
I have been looking at TV alnight. So I instead got up and got my haircut. I asked the Barber of advice relating to let my hair grow downwards to see how it would look. My sis said that my hair grows too thick, likewise the barber. He did say however, let it grow for several months. So I got it cut. With which of course, I'm delighted.
So came home, to get ready for tonights films, kinda sad cause I'll be saying good bye to my wonderful son who has been the thrill of my life. Well at least I have him as my son on my Facebook. heeheh. I first popped into the Outhouse, On my way, I came across Laurence(Albanian guy). He was standing on Granby Row. I understood he was waiting for someone. But he said as it was too hot or too strong, the Sun I mean, he said he'd stay in the shade while waiting for the pedestrian lights. Ie Green man. He walks in the shade. NOw after seeing him, I felt better in myself. In that throughout the whole day, I felt down. Not sure why. Perhaps my sis' relationship or more so, that I have given up on the information grabbing from my folks relating to my sis etc., or it could be the mixed feelings of O' Farrell etc., I still fail and think to myself on a constant basis, "Why the hell did I not go to the Outhouse, during my days of homophobia. ". Like I rang GLEN, my ex told me about GLEN, and YET NOT the OUTHOUSE. WHY SO. Outhosue has saved me umpteen tiems. So I onwards I went to the Outhouse. Got myself a cuppa tea. I saw David and some guy chatting. David said hi, BUT not a peep outta the other guy. Quite rude I says. I first thought it was Dayne. But I knew Daynes wouldn't be ignorant like this guy. He just turned round, and NOTHING. I must be a piece of shit or something. However when my pic(which I took of my new haircut) goes up on FB, I'm pretty sure 700+ friends or even my closest will say otherwise. So then I went to the first film of the night X-Men: Days of Future Past(Review can be found here). Where there was comic areas(provided by none other than, Logan(Jackman) not a peep out of the audience. Only myself. They must have been dead or something. haahah. So then onwards to my next film Godzilla:(Review here). Saying my last goodbyes hehhe. Awwww. The Barber when I told him about Godzilla being my son, says something quite interesting BUT very true. He says that me having such fictitious ideas, must mean I don't have much to think about. heheeh. He's my precious(Godzilla - I mean). Then throughout the film, I began to think should I call Godzilla Precious. But just remembered that a pet name is actually called Precious from a TV or a Movie. I know, its just come to me. The movie Ice Age 4: The Continental Drift had a whale called Precious by the Granny of the Sid character. Thats just so adorable. So while coming down the escalators for to get the next ticket for Godzilla, I saw O' Farrell. Twas great to see him. He was going to see X-Men as it happens. I had already seen it, he wanted me to go with him. However I was going to see my goodbyes, to my son, BUT at least he's still on my FB. God I'll miss him terribly. haahaha. O' Farrell and myself while in line, agreed to meetup after the film. Of which we did, he got the bus, and I walked back.
On my way home, I had gotten myself two Chinese. One being Fried Rise, Chips and Curry. and the other being Tofu, Curry and Fried Rice. I thoroughly enjoyed the first one from Welcome City. The latter being from Do Son. I kind liked the latter. Now don't get me wrong, I love tofu, but it tasted like meat. On the menu and I said to the girl, that I wanted Tofu. yet it looked like meat. But anyways, the fried rice was separate hence probably why I enjoyed the original.
Archbishop of Tuam calls on responsibility on the Bon Secours Sisters behind the Mother and Baby Deaths of over 700 almost 800 babies sculls found
Gun Fire shoot 3 ppl officers dead and 2 others being injured in News Brunswick. Last time this happened was in 05 where 4 Officers were shot in whats was described as the deadliest attack in over 120 yrs. This is highly unusual in Canada considering High Levels of Gun Ownership.
I have been looking at TV alnight. So I instead got up and got my haircut. I asked the Barber of advice relating to let my hair grow downwards to see how it would look. My sis said that my hair grows too thick, likewise the barber. He did say however, let it grow for several months. So I got it cut. With which of course, I'm delighted.
So came home, to get ready for tonights films, kinda sad cause I'll be saying good bye to my wonderful son who has been the thrill of my life. Well at least I have him as my son on my Facebook. heeheh. I first popped into the Outhouse, On my way, I came across Laurence(Albanian guy). He was standing on Granby Row. I understood he was waiting for someone. But he said as it was too hot or too strong, the Sun I mean, he said he'd stay in the shade while waiting for the pedestrian lights. Ie Green man. He walks in the shade. NOw after seeing him, I felt better in myself. In that throughout the whole day, I felt down. Not sure why. Perhaps my sis' relationship or more so, that I have given up on the information grabbing from my folks relating to my sis etc., or it could be the mixed feelings of O' Farrell etc., I still fail and think to myself on a constant basis, "Why the hell did I not go to the Outhouse, during my days of homophobia. ". Like I rang GLEN, my ex told me about GLEN, and YET NOT the OUTHOUSE. WHY SO. Outhosue has saved me umpteen tiems. So I onwards I went to the Outhouse. Got myself a cuppa tea. I saw David and some guy chatting. David said hi, BUT not a peep outta the other guy. Quite rude I says. I first thought it was Dayne. But I knew Daynes wouldn't be ignorant like this guy. He just turned round, and NOTHING. I must be a piece of shit or something. However when my pic(which I took of my new haircut) goes up on FB, I'm pretty sure 700+ friends or even my closest will say otherwise. So then I went to the first film of the night X-Men: Days of Future Past(Review can be found here). Where there was comic areas(provided by none other than, Logan(Jackman) not a peep out of the audience. Only myself. They must have been dead or something. haahah. So then onwards to my next film Godzilla:(Review here). Saying my last goodbyes hehhe. Awwww. The Barber when I told him about Godzilla being my son, says something quite interesting BUT very true. He says that me having such fictitious ideas, must mean I don't have much to think about. heheeh. He's my precious(Godzilla - I mean). Then throughout the film, I began to think should I call Godzilla Precious. But just remembered that a pet name is actually called Precious from a TV or a Movie. I know, its just come to me. The movie Ice Age 4: The Continental Drift had a whale called Precious by the Granny of the Sid character. Thats just so adorable. So while coming down the escalators for to get the next ticket for Godzilla, I saw O' Farrell. Twas great to see him. He was going to see X-Men as it happens. I had already seen it, he wanted me to go with him. However I was going to see my goodbyes, to my son, BUT at least he's still on my FB. God I'll miss him terribly. haahaha. O' Farrell and myself while in line, agreed to meetup after the film. Of which we did, he got the bus, and I walked back.
On my way home, I had gotten myself two Chinese. One being Fried Rise, Chips and Curry. and the other being Tofu, Curry and Fried Rice. I thoroughly enjoyed the first one from Welcome City. The latter being from Do Son. I kind liked the latter. Now don't get me wrong, I love tofu, but it tasted like meat. On the menu and I said to the girl, that I wanted Tofu. yet it looked like meat. But anyways, the fried rice was separate hence probably why I enjoyed the original.
Archbishop of Tuam calls on responsibility on the Bon Secours Sisters behind the Mother and Baby Deaths of over 700 almost 800 babies sculls found
Gun Fire shoot 3 ppl officers dead and 2 others being injured in News Brunswick. Last time this happened was in 05 where 4 Officers were shot in whats was described as the deadliest attack in over 120 yrs. This is highly unusual in Canada considering High Levels of Gun Ownership.
Thursday, 20 February 2014
Diary 20th February 2014
Today was a somewhat busy day. Following is the scheduled.
- Lidls shopping
- Laundry
- Crina
Mom collected me shortly after 1pm. Before Mom met me, I was very upset over the passing of one of my dear FB Friends: Richard Hancock. He had passed away of natural causes. He was very young(well no matter his age) that's the way I see him. May RIP.
So when I got up, Mom met me and collected Crina afterwards. She was waiting at the steps. I couldn't stop admiring her top she had bought with my voucher I gave her for Christmas. We first dined in the Yacht of which I ordered my salad that I loved.
Then we all headed off to Lidls in Artane. This was a new branch they opened. Twas magnificent. My bill was €25. Twas very good value. For 5 Bread, 5 OJ, 5 Milk, yeah great value. So Mom left both of us home, I helped Crina with her shopping.
Then shortly afterwards when Mom left me home, I started to get things ready for the laundry. So stripped the bed and now its in the laundry. I was as always struggling with bringing the laundry to the shop. Then just literally right around the corner from the shop, I was battling hail stones. I kinda thought thou when I think about it, that one of the clouds in the sun(might I add), had a funny funnel shaped cloud. While right beside it, I saw a cloud shaped like a crystal clear mountain. Either Way Hail stones pouring outta the heaven, I mean like what gives.
So after the Laundry, I tried again to see if I could get my haircut, So I saw that the door was indeed opened so went up and as I was the only customer, he took me in. I asked him what had happened last week, when I attempted to get my haircut. He went onto explain that the place was opened. I said that I couldnt even get in, he said that he was prob getting lunch or something and that he had forgotten to put in a piece of paper to prevent the door from being locked. ANYways I got my haircut, of which I was delighted. He did say will I miss my warmth of the mop, I said that I rarely ever feel either difference. So I came home, in the sunshine might I add - hahaha as it was atoricuos going to the laundry.
I then headed to Crian like I do every week and on a SUnday too. Twas a wonderful and lovely and a comedic visit. WE were looking at Jackass Presents: Bad Grandpa. I most certainly was not impressed with the film, bottom line far too crude. No doubt. So we then looked at The Millers, and The King Of QUeens. Twas a most hearty evening. As I described to her, Instead of me going home crying my eyes out like last week, I was delighted to be walking home with a big happy face or as Lisa Simpson "Put on a Happy Face".
One thing I would like to point out thou, whenever I'm with Crina, my fam(minus the relatives), I feel like the young shy guy(well Crina feeling like a normal guy - depends on the mood I guess), BUT whenever I'm with my mates ie Brendans or anyone in the OUthouse ie THE GAY COMMUNITY(I am GEORGAN, not a shy guy. I have been feeling like this ever since I came out. ie like as if there was 2 GEorgians. I'm gonna have to bring this up with my Therapist on MOnday, see what he makes of it.
Another group of people I feel very comfortable around with ie being Georgian would be my FB mates. I've known a gud few of em be they allies or the LGBT Community. One person I have been in several contacts in recent years is my dear friend Karen Love. I have known her for several years now. How we met(FB) was actually through Cafe World. I recently regained contact with her. I thought she had lost her job or something. But anytime I'm chatting with her I feel am in NYC there and then. Shes an ally of gays. She ain't gay herself, but fights for our rights. Im proud to call her a bestie.
Another group of people I feel very comfortable around with ie being Georgian would be my FB mates. I've known a gud few of em be they allies or the LGBT Community. One person I have been in several contacts in recent years is my dear friend Karen Love. I have known her for several years now. How we met(FB) was actually through Cafe World. I recently regained contact with her. I thought she had lost her job or something. But anytime I'm chatting with her I feel am in NYC there and then. Shes an ally of gays. She ain't gay herself, but fights for our rights. Im proud to call her a bestie.
Thursday, 13 February 2014
Diary 13th February 2014
WEll today was to be a very busy day for me. The following is what was in store for me.
Haircut
Aldis or LIdls
Outhouse
BRidewell Garda Station
Jewellers
Corrigan's PHarmacy
Crina
Now tell me I ain't sitting on my ass all day let alone sleeping my life away. hahaha. So before I headed on my long awaiting day, I had brekkie first while waiting for Rory O' Neill(aka my true inspiration Miss Panti, PanitBLiss) on Ireland AM(Ireland's version of Good Morning AMerica). However due to the ongoing controversy of the GSOC(Garda Siochana Ombudsman Commission) and the ongoing Weather problems, the program had to concentrate on those issues instead of Rory. So with that in mind, I headed off on my errands as I put it.
So off to Drumcondra to get my haircut, however when I got their there was no one, which I found strange. Maybe the weather is playing havoc with them getting to work or something.
So onto my next assignment(hahha). I decided to go Domonic Street, as I wasn't sure which Aldis or Lidl would appear, I just went with the flow. As it happens it was my fav Aldis was on my path. So I got sugar for my sis.
THen onto BrideWEll Garda Station to report my bike being stolen as advised by Clontarf Garda Station last . THe Garda on duty was most helpful. I gave a brief description. I was slightly nervous. But who isn't.
So then onto the OUthouse, for a cuppa tea before my long journey home well Crina's. Afterall I had walked an hour so far, which was so tiring. When I arrived at the OUthouse, no one was around to serve tea, I was advised that there is training for staff going on atm, so then I decided to head off, but just as I was getting ready, a staff member came round. However as I was gonna be late for Crina, i decided to just to head off to her place.
As I was on my way to Corrigan's Pharmacy to get stuff for myself, I only realised that I was suppose to go to the Jewellers. Never fear, Ill attempt to on Sat. So I made my way very tiring way up Drumcondra, Griffith Ave., then Malahide. I was exhausted after walking another hour. Thats a total of 2 hrs, and thats not even near my place. Aww well as my site(DailyMile.com) asks me how am I enjoying the exercise an d to quote myself "Loving every moment of it". So I arrived of course safe and sound, but still physically exhausted. So as I was getting my stuff, I asked the pharmacist, would I be ale to use Soya milk INSTEAD of cow's milk in Complan. I loved Complan until it started playing up my lactose intolerance. She said yes of course. So with a happy smile, I bought one and said thats gonna be my dinner from now on. Can't wait to start on the stuff.
I arrived at Crina's with a very nearly collapsing legs. I was that exhausted. Like I wasn't even in the Outhouse for 5mins, when I was told it may be nearly a half hour to wait for a cuppa tea. Obviously nothing can be done. We had a great laugh. Overall it was a very mixed visit. For this segment, for the protection of my sis, I will just give a synopsis. I was taking pics of myself using the front camera of my Sammy. She thought I was taking a pic of herself, which I'd never do without permission. This goes to everyone. So make a laugh, she asked that I show the pic of "herself". I made it out to be so serious - hahaha. Really it was a pic of myself facepic. But I made it so serious that she was serious. So when I showed her, we cursed like hell at me, it was unreal. We had a great laugh. But however the night turned sower to a certain degree, again stressing protection. SHe told me that she had told the two culprits(Mom n Dad) about my bike being stolen. I was shocked and appalled, to hear of such. I thought she was joking or pising with me. Somehow I kinda knew she would tell them. But whats even worse, is not her, its him. He actually knew that I was lying,so why the hell can he not be man enough and say to my face and say, I know you're telling a lie(which he hates - who does), Aww well Im just gonna have to go ahead with the lie. And just pretend Im still the hero in all of this. However nothing was prepared for what was about to happen. My sister in the past has explained that in the past, when she's withdrawing(of which for protection I will not go into), she comes out with all sorts of abuse - of which int he past I have accepted and I was grand. I'd just ignore it. That said, this time round was totally different, which was this time, my inflatable snowman and snowy(pics of which are on my Facebook acc) that took her electricity by storm. We had discussed this in the past, of which I acknowledged and compensated her via a gift of some form. Just can't recall it exactly. Again I don't condone what she exactly she said. Again my POPs is who I condone. I was made out to be the selfish one in this instance. I was deeply hurt, and very teary on the way home. WE are all in hard times, yet my dad had the cheek to say to her that I should have paid her back every cent(well at the very least half of it). Again WHY THE HELL DOESN'T HE HAVE DA BALLS TO COME TO MY FACE AND SAY IT. WAit I forgot, I'm the SENSITIVE TYPE. Im sure my sis told him that he did by getting me a gift, but he said STILL I DON'T CARE. So he paid her.
When I got home, I was shaking violently(not seizure type - the general). It took me several minutes that a wonderful visit was met by a hurtful ending. Now she obviously didn't mean any of it, however as I have said in my previous posts, confrontations etc., WORDS DO HURT and ARE POISONOUS.
Haircut
Aldis or LIdls
Outhouse
BRidewell Garda Station
Jewellers
Corrigan's PHarmacy
Crina
Now tell me I ain't sitting on my ass all day let alone sleeping my life away. hahaha. So before I headed on my long awaiting day, I had brekkie first while waiting for Rory O' Neill(aka my true inspiration Miss Panti, PanitBLiss) on Ireland AM(Ireland's version of Good Morning AMerica). However due to the ongoing controversy of the GSOC(Garda Siochana Ombudsman Commission) and the ongoing Weather problems, the program had to concentrate on those issues instead of Rory. So with that in mind, I headed off on my errands as I put it.
So off to Drumcondra to get my haircut, however when I got their there was no one, which I found strange. Maybe the weather is playing havoc with them getting to work or something.
So onto my next assignment(hahha). I decided to go Domonic Street, as I wasn't sure which Aldis or Lidl would appear, I just went with the flow. As it happens it was my fav Aldis was on my path. So I got sugar for my sis.
THen onto BrideWEll Garda Station to report my bike being stolen as advised by Clontarf Garda Station last . THe Garda on duty was most helpful. I gave a brief description. I was slightly nervous. But who isn't.
So then onto the OUthouse, for a cuppa tea before my long journey home well Crina's. Afterall I had walked an hour so far, which was so tiring. When I arrived at the OUthouse, no one was around to serve tea, I was advised that there is training for staff going on atm, so then I decided to head off, but just as I was getting ready, a staff member came round. However as I was gonna be late for Crina, i decided to just to head off to her place.
As I was on my way to Corrigan's Pharmacy to get stuff for myself, I only realised that I was suppose to go to the Jewellers. Never fear, Ill attempt to on Sat. So I made my way very tiring way up Drumcondra, Griffith Ave., then Malahide. I was exhausted after walking another hour. Thats a total of 2 hrs, and thats not even near my place. Aww well as my site(DailyMile.com) asks me how am I enjoying the exercise an d to quote myself "Loving every moment of it". So I arrived of course safe and sound, but still physically exhausted. So as I was getting my stuff, I asked the pharmacist, would I be ale to use Soya milk INSTEAD of cow's milk in Complan. I loved Complan until it started playing up my lactose intolerance. She said yes of course. So with a happy smile, I bought one and said thats gonna be my dinner from now on. Can't wait to start on the stuff.
I arrived at Crina's with a very nearly collapsing legs. I was that exhausted. Like I wasn't even in the Outhouse for 5mins, when I was told it may be nearly a half hour to wait for a cuppa tea. Obviously nothing can be done. We had a great laugh. Overall it was a very mixed visit. For this segment, for the protection of my sis, I will just give a synopsis. I was taking pics of myself using the front camera of my Sammy. She thought I was taking a pic of herself, which I'd never do without permission. This goes to everyone. So make a laugh, she asked that I show the pic of "herself". I made it out to be so serious - hahaha. Really it was a pic of myself facepic. But I made it so serious that she was serious. So when I showed her, we cursed like hell at me, it was unreal. We had a great laugh. But however the night turned sower to a certain degree, again stressing protection. SHe told me that she had told the two culprits(Mom n Dad) about my bike being stolen. I was shocked and appalled, to hear of such. I thought she was joking or pising with me. Somehow I kinda knew she would tell them. But whats even worse, is not her, its him. He actually knew that I was lying,so why the hell can he not be man enough and say to my face and say, I know you're telling a lie(which he hates - who does), Aww well Im just gonna have to go ahead with the lie. And just pretend Im still the hero in all of this. However nothing was prepared for what was about to happen. My sister in the past has explained that in the past, when she's withdrawing(of which for protection I will not go into), she comes out with all sorts of abuse - of which int he past I have accepted and I was grand. I'd just ignore it. That said, this time round was totally different, which was this time, my inflatable snowman and snowy(pics of which are on my Facebook acc) that took her electricity by storm. We had discussed this in the past, of which I acknowledged and compensated her via a gift of some form. Just can't recall it exactly. Again I don't condone what she exactly she said. Again my POPs is who I condone. I was made out to be the selfish one in this instance. I was deeply hurt, and very teary on the way home. WE are all in hard times, yet my dad had the cheek to say to her that I should have paid her back every cent(well at the very least half of it). Again WHY THE HELL DOESN'T HE HAVE DA BALLS TO COME TO MY FACE AND SAY IT. WAit I forgot, I'm the SENSITIVE TYPE. Im sure my sis told him that he did by getting me a gift, but he said STILL I DON'T CARE. So he paid her.
When I got home, I was shaking violently(not seizure type - the general). It took me several minutes that a wonderful visit was met by a hurtful ending. Now she obviously didn't mean any of it, however as I have said in my previous posts, confrontations etc., WORDS DO HURT and ARE POISONOUS.
Wednesday, 12 February 2014
Diary 12th February 2014
Today was to be a busy day to day, as in, I was suppose to go and get my haircut and to report my Bike being stolen to Bridewell Garda Station. However, I just didn't have the energy to get up for 3pm. :(.
As the weather was outrageous, my alarm kept going off waking me up hence my energy levels were very low. Then someone rang my doorbell once then went. Then I kept hearing a bang bang constantly, couldn't figure it out. So I just tried blanking it outta me mind. So while this was going on outside, I was thinking about me ex, which I have been of recent times. Don't know why. I then wanted to proclaim my love to him, but instead of saying I Love You Keith, I actually said Sean a guy I have been chatting to for a while now. I was thinking like this as I have been feeling unloved and very lonely of late. While I welcome my sister's new found friendship very much, and her depression hasnt been of da best, I have been feeling unloved with my folks lies don't help. As explained yesterday, I didn't ask them, why do they want me in their lives, if they can't accept their son etc.,
Usually if i'm going to the cinema with my mate Brendan O' F, we would arrange the night before or at least I'd get a missed call when I wake up and then we arrange. However when I didn't see anything, I was thinking sure I'll leave Dallas and Knots Landing(let the Box fill up - hence they don't get recorded) and just sleep it out, as I don't want to go to the cinema on me own AGAIN. As I said to Brendan S in the Outhouse last week, its grand if you want to be on your own, or with someone, depends on your mood etc., But low and behold I was delighted when Brendan O' F rang me, to see if I was up to see the film. Iniitally we were gonna see Dallas Buyer's Club, but becuase he's a homophobic ass(based on a true story), I wasn't in the mood for more crap coming out of a non education ass, so we diecided to head to see RoboCop. Review here.So I proceeded to head to the cinema (by walk hahaha). He rang me to remind me that the film begins at half 8, of which was no probs, as I'd be there by quarter past, at the very least. So when I arrived, who should be there but my other bestie Brendan S. So as the half 8 showing was an iMax showing, I didn't have enough cash for iMax, and besides I told em, the fact that the RoboCop iMax was not the best I've encountered in therms of iMax, and not only that we weren't given glasses the last time I was there last Friday night. I then learned from Brendan O' F, that it was actually iMax 2D, which I never heard of. But anyways I'm getting sidetracked, bottomline is, that we all decided to go to the 2D version which was jsut as good. This was at 9.15. So we all headed to the Cafe Bar where there's alcohol. So we just chatted quietly like tree bachelors etc., Brendan S, brought up a very intriguing topic, in that whenever he sees an attractive guy or seeing a guy he likes or whatever, he gets a hornball(hardon). I found it quite interesting, as I explained to em, that whenever I was with my ex, I never got a hardon, only if he were in his undies or whatever. But out and about nope never. So then Brendan S, asked a question which I made it into a joke. He said its a personal question and can he ask us both(Both Brendan O' F, and myself). So as a joke, I said to Brendan S, you want to know how big our dong is. We all had a great hearty laugh. Even as I right this, I am breaking my shite laughing. hahaha. I understood Brendan O' F knew my joke, but I told him anyways. So when we all settled down, we got serious and the question that Brendan S wanted to ask us, was actually interesting "When you look for a guy, what do you look for. Personality or Looks?". Brendan O' F replied with something simple but elegant. He would go with personality as natural. So then Brendan S asked me, what about you George, which would you prefer, I began by replying with a question which was "Must you have a sexual attraction to a guy that you find attractive emotionally or at the very least is it normal to have emotional attraction to a guy, than to have a sexual attraction". I then told the lads that with ex and I, there was no sexual intimacy. Although me ex would hint towards me several times. Brendan O' F asked me was it that the lack of knowledge or that you weren't attracted to him. I immediately said to him automatically lack of knowledge.While we were chatting, Brendan S, what does it mean when someone has the butterflys, which I've had several times. Brendan O' F replied "if your nervous about something". For me if i'm nervous I say wrong things, garbled, me heart pumping etc., We all left with the thought of the question I had asked em to the actual screen. Brendan O' F on the way told me that it yeah that it is normal. I asked Brendan O' F before the film, began the exact same thing we were discussing before we headed up, and his reply was, well if there's no sexual attraction but just emotional attraction, he proceeded to say, that its probably just a friendship that it will end up. Which took me a while to get use to the idea, in the end actually agreeing with him. As I have heard that it when you're with someone, that you need emotional, INTIMACY amongst other items.
Overall twas a wonderful evening full of advice, laughs,(where I get da laughs from me Da's jokes). Great night out was had by all.
As the weather was outrageous, my alarm kept going off waking me up hence my energy levels were very low. Then someone rang my doorbell once then went. Then I kept hearing a bang bang constantly, couldn't figure it out. So I just tried blanking it outta me mind. So while this was going on outside, I was thinking about me ex, which I have been of recent times. Don't know why. I then wanted to proclaim my love to him, but instead of saying I Love You Keith, I actually said Sean a guy I have been chatting to for a while now. I was thinking like this as I have been feeling unloved and very lonely of late. While I welcome my sister's new found friendship very much, and her depression hasnt been of da best, I have been feeling unloved with my folks lies don't help. As explained yesterday, I didn't ask them, why do they want me in their lives, if they can't accept their son etc.,
Usually if i'm going to the cinema with my mate Brendan O' F, we would arrange the night before or at least I'd get a missed call when I wake up and then we arrange. However when I didn't see anything, I was thinking sure I'll leave Dallas and Knots Landing(let the Box fill up - hence they don't get recorded) and just sleep it out, as I don't want to go to the cinema on me own AGAIN. As I said to Brendan S in the Outhouse last week, its grand if you want to be on your own, or with someone, depends on your mood etc., But low and behold I was delighted when Brendan O' F rang me, to see if I was up to see the film. Iniitally we were gonna see Dallas Buyer's Club, but becuase he's a homophobic ass(based on a true story), I wasn't in the mood for more crap coming out of a non education ass, so we diecided to head to see RoboCop. Review here.So I proceeded to head to the cinema (by walk hahaha). He rang me to remind me that the film begins at half 8, of which was no probs, as I'd be there by quarter past, at the very least. So when I arrived, who should be there but my other bestie Brendan S. So as the half 8 showing was an iMax showing, I didn't have enough cash for iMax, and besides I told em, the fact that the RoboCop iMax was not the best I've encountered in therms of iMax, and not only that we weren't given glasses the last time I was there last Friday night. I then learned from Brendan O' F, that it was actually iMax 2D, which I never heard of. But anyways I'm getting sidetracked, bottomline is, that we all decided to go to the 2D version which was jsut as good. This was at 9.15. So we all headed to the Cafe Bar where there's alcohol. So we just chatted quietly like tree bachelors etc., Brendan S, brought up a very intriguing topic, in that whenever he sees an attractive guy or seeing a guy he likes or whatever, he gets a hornball(hardon). I found it quite interesting, as I explained to em, that whenever I was with my ex, I never got a hardon, only if he were in his undies or whatever. But out and about nope never. So then Brendan S, asked a question which I made it into a joke. He said its a personal question and can he ask us both(Both Brendan O' F, and myself). So as a joke, I said to Brendan S, you want to know how big our dong is. We all had a great hearty laugh. Even as I right this, I am breaking my shite laughing. hahaha. I understood Brendan O' F knew my joke, but I told him anyways. So when we all settled down, we got serious and the question that Brendan S wanted to ask us, was actually interesting "When you look for a guy, what do you look for. Personality or Looks?". Brendan O' F replied with something simple but elegant. He would go with personality as natural. So then Brendan S asked me, what about you George, which would you prefer, I began by replying with a question which was "Must you have a sexual attraction to a guy that you find attractive emotionally or at the very least is it normal to have emotional attraction to a guy, than to have a sexual attraction". I then told the lads that with ex and I, there was no sexual intimacy. Although me ex would hint towards me several times. Brendan O' F asked me was it that the lack of knowledge or that you weren't attracted to him. I immediately said to him automatically lack of knowledge.While we were chatting, Brendan S, what does it mean when someone has the butterflys, which I've had several times. Brendan O' F replied "if your nervous about something". For me if i'm nervous I say wrong things, garbled, me heart pumping etc., We all left with the thought of the question I had asked em to the actual screen. Brendan O' F on the way told me that it yeah that it is normal. I asked Brendan O' F before the film, began the exact same thing we were discussing before we headed up, and his reply was, well if there's no sexual attraction but just emotional attraction, he proceeded to say, that its probably just a friendship that it will end up. Which took me a while to get use to the idea, in the end actually agreeing with him. As I have heard that it when you're with someone, that you need emotional, INTIMACY amongst other items.
Overall twas a wonderful evening full of advice, laughs,(where I get da laughs from me Da's jokes). Great night out was had by all.
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