Well what a day its been. As I said yesterday. I was looking at TV throughout the day. When all of a sudden there was a loud bang in the sky. It was actually a Jet engine ie an Aeroplane. I've never heard of such thing ever happening. It must have been flying really low or something.
Then I started my next section of tidying the bottom of my bed. This is the result of the flood back in August Bank Holiday weekend. The same weekend I was with Daniel and Brendan O' Farrell. While doing so, I decided to look at my fella's Facebook page, which he's on my sex account.
Boi was I not expecting such. The first thing that appeared was that some guy had posted and tagged Christopher(my baby) saying that he enjoyed the DATE. Now only one word spells out to me. CHEATING. I was totally distraught. Only for my puppies and Inflatables, I wouldn't know what would happen. And Christopher replied to his apparent fella now, "Awww thanks sweetiexxxx". So I immediately in a fit of rage, Shouted at him by means of text and said the following: Firstly i said: "I don't think we're gonna work out. Best wishes in the future". He replied why? I then proceeded to shout at him by means of text: "Cause I just saw your FB and you cheated on me. Even thou we never met. Still hurts Like A BITCH". He replied saying He didn't cheat, we never met up. Bottomline, is you don't start saying in the chats on the Internet, "I love you" etc., exchanging roses etc., and then to say I didn't cheat. etc., etc., I proceeded to say to him, that I had to drag stuff outta him. I actually brought this up with Brendan yesterday. I mentioned to him, that Christopher is looking for a bf. And that's very shy. ie HE can't open up to people. Yet he can go up to Dublin(He's from Co. Meath) and make out in the middle of the city. Now what does that say to u.
So I removed him from my Viber, WhatsApp and as a Contact. Now my heart is breaking, but not as bad as the time with Keith. Afterall I was with him for 9months. With this fella for a week or so. I was beginning to develop feelings for him. BUT when he started to distance himself. He had asked me to be his bf. But I felt, that it should take things slow. Apparently he wanted it to be quick. SO I ain't sure. Another thing is that he's NOT begging. So apparently maybe he was a fake. Searson did try and warn me. While O' Farrell wished me every happiness. Sure look where that got me. hahaah
I also removed Mark Henry too the guy from Louth. On the foundation of him accusing me of cheating on my ex(Keith). He don't know me. So he had no right to say such. He saying that it ain't normal taking pics of guys on TV and in a chipper when I took a pic of the cute lad. mmmm. Even showing his undies. Now that's' hot. But anyways, the point being, is that he didn't like that I was doing so. As well as coming onto me INAPPROPRIATELY. So I decided to remove him too
So as well as to contend with guys stigmatizing me over Hepatitis B now I've to contend with this. I can honestly tell you guys and gals my viewers and reader of the this blog, that my future Husband to be is over in America. So I'm gonna try a suggestion. That I put up on ALL my profiles that I have Hepatitis B. Give a brief understanding.
So bottomline, I have my Puppies and Inflatables who'll NEVER leave me. My sis is living in a hospital these days. The two Brendan's have their own lives.
NEWS
Donald Tusk of Poland has just been voted as the newly elected EU Counsel President and Italy's' Federickee Margarini has been voted as EU's Foreign Policy Chief.
Penn State and University of Central Florida(UCF) started their Supebowl Season here in Dublin's very own Croke Park Stadium. Penn State won by a landslide. Up to 20,000 American Football fans cheered on their college teams. Some came by Boat, others by plane. Its the first time the teams have played OUTSIDE the States. Inside the stadium, was full of the Penn Lines and Florida Nights colors, ie the team colors. They battled it out for the Dan Rooney Trophy. PEnn State came out on top with a win.
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Sunday, 31 August 2014
Friday, 21 February 2014
Diary 21st February 2014
Today was of somewhat interesting day. I showered and headed off to Cineworld to see Mr. Peabody & Sherman. Review here. I had previously booked it online. However when I arrived at the ATM machine in the cinema, it didn't recognise it. So I had to queue up for the ticket. I asked the staff(which happened to be the staff member who wished me a Happy New Year earlier this year) and he said that the booking was "Auto-Cancelled", which I never heard of. He went onto to explain that as I wasn't on time, the booking was automatically cancelled. Not that it didn't bother me. So anyways, I went ahead got my ticket, then headed to the screen to see the film.
After the film, I went to the Outhouse to relax while I was waiting for B. O' F. I got myself a cuppa tea. DK, came down to me to say that BS, wanted to see me ie chat. Men's night has been moved to the LIbrary. I was in the cafe. So I went up to the library. In a joking format(me being an Irish lad, getting my humour from me Da, ) I said that am holding you all to hostage. Patrick wanted to know what was going on, hahha. So BS, came out to me and chatted. He apologised profusely for what had happened. He went onto to explain his reasons. Which was fair, and accepted his explanation. He explained that due to his CP, that he tends to say things without thinking. I replied, while that is acceptable, at the same time, you have to take in the feelings for the other person. So then he went on to say that he needs time apart(you'd swear we were a couple or something). We ain't. I just don't get it. We are friends. I had hoped BESTIES. He went onto say that for him to get time apart, that he may remove as a friend(Facebook, i take it). I was secretly crushed when I heard this. He also went on to say if not removed on FB then to cut down on the contact ie texting or calls etc., He did say one valuable thing alrite. Which was that with the names on this blog, that could harm is reputation or ppl in the OUthouse might know who Brendan S, that sorta thing. So from now on, I'll only use Initials. E.g Georgian S will now become G.S. etc, etc.,
I then headed to the cinema again, this time for A New York's Winter's Tale. REview here. But before I headed off, I asked about the CCTV aspects. The receptionist told me, to just simply call during the week and ask to see the CCTV footage from the 7th. I met B. OF, in the cafe bar. I asked B. OF advice on the above matter, and simply put he said that BS was going a bit too far in terms of removing me as a friend or whatever. I explained to B. O'F, that B.S. wanted a bit of space from me, he said more or less, still its a bit too much or "silly". We then went up to see the film.
I then headed to Crina's to drop up my dinner that Mom had given me, last week, Tues I think. So I got to do the route, I wanted to do the last time. But was delighted that I actually got to do the route. I went up with BOF as far as O'Connell St. He had to get the bus there. So we departed there, I continued onto Talbot St., AMiens St., North Strand Rd., Fairview, Howth Rd., We chatted for a bit.
After the film, I went to the Outhouse to relax while I was waiting for B. O' F. I got myself a cuppa tea. DK, came down to me to say that BS, wanted to see me ie chat. Men's night has been moved to the LIbrary. I was in the cafe. So I went up to the library. In a joking format(me being an Irish lad, getting my humour from me Da, ) I said that am holding you all to hostage. Patrick wanted to know what was going on, hahha. So BS, came out to me and chatted. He apologised profusely for what had happened. He went onto to explain his reasons. Which was fair, and accepted his explanation. He explained that due to his CP, that he tends to say things without thinking. I replied, while that is acceptable, at the same time, you have to take in the feelings for the other person. So then he went on to say that he needs time apart(you'd swear we were a couple or something). We ain't. I just don't get it. We are friends. I had hoped BESTIES. He went onto say that for him to get time apart, that he may remove as a friend(Facebook, i take it). I was secretly crushed when I heard this. He also went on to say if not removed on FB then to cut down on the contact ie texting or calls etc., He did say one valuable thing alrite. Which was that with the names on this blog, that could harm is reputation or ppl in the OUthouse might know who Brendan S, that sorta thing. So from now on, I'll only use Initials. E.g Georgian S will now become G.S. etc, etc.,
I then headed to the cinema again, this time for A New York's Winter's Tale. REview here. But before I headed off, I asked about the CCTV aspects. The receptionist told me, to just simply call during the week and ask to see the CCTV footage from the 7th. I met B. OF, in the cafe bar. I asked B. OF advice on the above matter, and simply put he said that BS was going a bit too far in terms of removing me as a friend or whatever. I explained to B. O'F, that B.S. wanted a bit of space from me, he said more or less, still its a bit too much or "silly". We then went up to see the film.
I then headed to Crina's to drop up my dinner that Mom had given me, last week, Tues I think. So I got to do the route, I wanted to do the last time. But was delighted that I actually got to do the route. I went up with BOF as far as O'Connell St. He had to get the bus there. So we departed there, I continued onto Talbot St., AMiens St., North Strand Rd., Fairview, Howth Rd., We chatted for a bit.
Wednesday, 19 February 2014
Diary 19th February 2014
Well today was to be of somewhat busy day. My plan was as follows
Mom collected me for to help Dad with installing a pipe, for the installation of the Water Meters. It took a few hours to literally boar a hole of 8-10inches.
Dad
Cinema.
Mom collected me for to help Dad with installing a pipe, for the installation of the Water Meters. It took a few hours to literally boar a hole of 8-10inches.
While I was getting a bite to eat, Maura Coffey(Dad's sister in law), rang me via Viber. The call quality was atrocious. From what I could make out, she was due to call down to Mom n Dad and myself. However she turned up a few hrs late. She explained that she had things to do.
When Maura C was down I had memories of da 4 of us(Mom, Dad, Crina and I) visiting them when we were younger and the way id help Maura with computers(for her ICC Exams). Oh what great memories. times. Even remembering a particular CHristmas party Maura invited us up, and almost every Christmas we went up to her all the time.
Funny thing when Maura had gone da 3 of us(Mom, Dad, and I) sat for a bite. Dad was elsewhere. Mom was at the counter. Doing stuff. I however, was spreading scarfy across which I thought was cute. I had been playing with scarfy da whole day. Mom looked at me as much to say George very strange behaviour.
When Maura had come and gone, I decided to head home so to get ready for the film with Brendan O' F. WE went to see Mr. Peabody & Sherman. Review can be found here. I found it hilarious a second time. Found it very entertaining, and of course a history lesson under your belt. Shortly before the film started, Brendan was about to say that Brendan S, had messaged him about something on FB. I took it had something to do with either 2 things: The behaviour of the Taxi Driver, the other night when the two Brendan's went home late after a movie or the behaviour of BRendan S on the phone last night. Full story can be found here. I understood Brendan O' F, knew what I was talking about. As it happens he didn't. It was something entirely different.
So then I headed to the Outhouse, as during the film, I decided to see Jack Ryan: Shadow Recruit, again, mainly because of the two hotties, but more so I wanted to get the music soundtrack via Shazam. I still was getting kept suspended. Clearly its a fantastic movie. Review of Jack Ryan can be found here. When the movie was over, who should I bump into but Eoin(I'm almost sure that's his name), the guy I bumped into last Saturday for the Her movie I was meant to see. Twas wonderful to see him again. I joked "So your following me like Jack Ryan" - hahaha. So we started to walk up Parnell St., towards Gardiner St where he turns off to go home. On the way we were chatting. I just so happened to ask him about his relationship with his folks(namely his mother). He said he has a "Complicated Relationship". I began to think that sounds about right with my one. He was relating to his mother's problem entirely, while I told him mine was in relation to Sexaulity.
Wednesday, 12 February 2014
Diary 12th February 2014
Today was to be a busy day to day, as in, I was suppose to go and get my haircut and to report my Bike being stolen to Bridewell Garda Station. However, I just didn't have the energy to get up for 3pm. :(.
As the weather was outrageous, my alarm kept going off waking me up hence my energy levels were very low. Then someone rang my doorbell once then went. Then I kept hearing a bang bang constantly, couldn't figure it out. So I just tried blanking it outta me mind. So while this was going on outside, I was thinking about me ex, which I have been of recent times. Don't know why. I then wanted to proclaim my love to him, but instead of saying I Love You Keith, I actually said Sean a guy I have been chatting to for a while now. I was thinking like this as I have been feeling unloved and very lonely of late. While I welcome my sister's new found friendship very much, and her depression hasnt been of da best, I have been feeling unloved with my folks lies don't help. As explained yesterday, I didn't ask them, why do they want me in their lives, if they can't accept their son etc.,
Usually if i'm going to the cinema with my mate Brendan O' F, we would arrange the night before or at least I'd get a missed call when I wake up and then we arrange. However when I didn't see anything, I was thinking sure I'll leave Dallas and Knots Landing(let the Box fill up - hence they don't get recorded) and just sleep it out, as I don't want to go to the cinema on me own AGAIN. As I said to Brendan S in the Outhouse last week, its grand if you want to be on your own, or with someone, depends on your mood etc., But low and behold I was delighted when Brendan O' F rang me, to see if I was up to see the film. Iniitally we were gonna see Dallas Buyer's Club, but becuase he's a homophobic ass(based on a true story), I wasn't in the mood for more crap coming out of a non education ass, so we diecided to head to see RoboCop. Review here.So I proceeded to head to the cinema (by walk hahaha). He rang me to remind me that the film begins at half 8, of which was no probs, as I'd be there by quarter past, at the very least. So when I arrived, who should be there but my other bestie Brendan S. So as the half 8 showing was an iMax showing, I didn't have enough cash for iMax, and besides I told em, the fact that the RoboCop iMax was not the best I've encountered in therms of iMax, and not only that we weren't given glasses the last time I was there last Friday night. I then learned from Brendan O' F, that it was actually iMax 2D, which I never heard of. But anyways I'm getting sidetracked, bottomline is, that we all decided to go to the 2D version which was jsut as good. This was at 9.15. So we all headed to the Cafe Bar where there's alcohol. So we just chatted quietly like tree bachelors etc., Brendan S, brought up a very intriguing topic, in that whenever he sees an attractive guy or seeing a guy he likes or whatever, he gets a hornball(hardon). I found it quite interesting, as I explained to em, that whenever I was with my ex, I never got a hardon, only if he were in his undies or whatever. But out and about nope never. So then Brendan S, asked a question which I made it into a joke. He said its a personal question and can he ask us both(Both Brendan O' F, and myself). So as a joke, I said to Brendan S, you want to know how big our dong is. We all had a great hearty laugh. Even as I right this, I am breaking my shite laughing. hahaha. I understood Brendan O' F knew my joke, but I told him anyways. So when we all settled down, we got serious and the question that Brendan S wanted to ask us, was actually interesting "When you look for a guy, what do you look for. Personality or Looks?". Brendan O' F replied with something simple but elegant. He would go with personality as natural. So then Brendan S asked me, what about you George, which would you prefer, I began by replying with a question which was "Must you have a sexual attraction to a guy that you find attractive emotionally or at the very least is it normal to have emotional attraction to a guy, than to have a sexual attraction". I then told the lads that with ex and I, there was no sexual intimacy. Although me ex would hint towards me several times. Brendan O' F asked me was it that the lack of knowledge or that you weren't attracted to him. I immediately said to him automatically lack of knowledge.While we were chatting, Brendan S, what does it mean when someone has the butterflys, which I've had several times. Brendan O' F replied "if your nervous about something". For me if i'm nervous I say wrong things, garbled, me heart pumping etc., We all left with the thought of the question I had asked em to the actual screen. Brendan O' F on the way told me that it yeah that it is normal. I asked Brendan O' F before the film, began the exact same thing we were discussing before we headed up, and his reply was, well if there's no sexual attraction but just emotional attraction, he proceeded to say, that its probably just a friendship that it will end up. Which took me a while to get use to the idea, in the end actually agreeing with him. As I have heard that it when you're with someone, that you need emotional, INTIMACY amongst other items.
Overall twas a wonderful evening full of advice, laughs,(where I get da laughs from me Da's jokes). Great night out was had by all.
As the weather was outrageous, my alarm kept going off waking me up hence my energy levels were very low. Then someone rang my doorbell once then went. Then I kept hearing a bang bang constantly, couldn't figure it out. So I just tried blanking it outta me mind. So while this was going on outside, I was thinking about me ex, which I have been of recent times. Don't know why. I then wanted to proclaim my love to him, but instead of saying I Love You Keith, I actually said Sean a guy I have been chatting to for a while now. I was thinking like this as I have been feeling unloved and very lonely of late. While I welcome my sister's new found friendship very much, and her depression hasnt been of da best, I have been feeling unloved with my folks lies don't help. As explained yesterday, I didn't ask them, why do they want me in their lives, if they can't accept their son etc.,
Usually if i'm going to the cinema with my mate Brendan O' F, we would arrange the night before or at least I'd get a missed call when I wake up and then we arrange. However when I didn't see anything, I was thinking sure I'll leave Dallas and Knots Landing(let the Box fill up - hence they don't get recorded) and just sleep it out, as I don't want to go to the cinema on me own AGAIN. As I said to Brendan S in the Outhouse last week, its grand if you want to be on your own, or with someone, depends on your mood etc., But low and behold I was delighted when Brendan O' F rang me, to see if I was up to see the film. Iniitally we were gonna see Dallas Buyer's Club, but becuase he's a homophobic ass(based on a true story), I wasn't in the mood for more crap coming out of a non education ass, so we diecided to head to see RoboCop. Review here.So I proceeded to head to the cinema (by walk hahaha). He rang me to remind me that the film begins at half 8, of which was no probs, as I'd be there by quarter past, at the very least. So when I arrived, who should be there but my other bestie Brendan S. So as the half 8 showing was an iMax showing, I didn't have enough cash for iMax, and besides I told em, the fact that the RoboCop iMax was not the best I've encountered in therms of iMax, and not only that we weren't given glasses the last time I was there last Friday night. I then learned from Brendan O' F, that it was actually iMax 2D, which I never heard of. But anyways I'm getting sidetracked, bottomline is, that we all decided to go to the 2D version which was jsut as good. This was at 9.15. So we all headed to the Cafe Bar where there's alcohol. So we just chatted quietly like tree bachelors etc., Brendan S, brought up a very intriguing topic, in that whenever he sees an attractive guy or seeing a guy he likes or whatever, he gets a hornball(hardon). I found it quite interesting, as I explained to em, that whenever I was with my ex, I never got a hardon, only if he were in his undies or whatever. But out and about nope never. So then Brendan S, asked a question which I made it into a joke. He said its a personal question and can he ask us both(Both Brendan O' F, and myself). So as a joke, I said to Brendan S, you want to know how big our dong is. We all had a great hearty laugh. Even as I right this, I am breaking my shite laughing. hahaha. I understood Brendan O' F knew my joke, but I told him anyways. So when we all settled down, we got serious and the question that Brendan S wanted to ask us, was actually interesting "When you look for a guy, what do you look for. Personality or Looks?". Brendan O' F replied with something simple but elegant. He would go with personality as natural. So then Brendan S asked me, what about you George, which would you prefer, I began by replying with a question which was "Must you have a sexual attraction to a guy that you find attractive emotionally or at the very least is it normal to have emotional attraction to a guy, than to have a sexual attraction". I then told the lads that with ex and I, there was no sexual intimacy. Although me ex would hint towards me several times. Brendan O' F asked me was it that the lack of knowledge or that you weren't attracted to him. I immediately said to him automatically lack of knowledge.While we were chatting, Brendan S, what does it mean when someone has the butterflys, which I've had several times. Brendan O' F replied "if your nervous about something". For me if i'm nervous I say wrong things, garbled, me heart pumping etc., We all left with the thought of the question I had asked em to the actual screen. Brendan O' F on the way told me that it yeah that it is normal. I asked Brendan O' F before the film, began the exact same thing we were discussing before we headed up, and his reply was, well if there's no sexual attraction but just emotional attraction, he proceeded to say, that its probably just a friendship that it will end up. Which took me a while to get use to the idea, in the end actually agreeing with him. As I have heard that it when you're with someone, that you need emotional, INTIMACY amongst other items.
Overall twas a wonderful evening full of advice, laughs,(where I get da laughs from me Da's jokes). Great night out was had by all.
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