Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Tuesday, 29 September 2015

Diary 29th September 2015

Twas an interesting day, so far. hahaha.

I was due to go to the Intreo Career's fair iN Dublin Castle. However after a lovely night of sleep, I was unable to get out of bed, perhaps Blankies love me too much, hahahaah.

So I headed back to sleep, however of which I regret doing so. By that I mean, that I had a dream, in which it brought in my Orphanage days and my love for my ex boyfriend into ONE dream.

DREAM

I'm in a kitchen, whereby a group of us, ie group lads are in the kitchen cooking stuff up, THere is an middle age woman there, which is the splitting voice of the Romanian nurse. she apparently homophobic has done something behind my back and talked. Cause I am there crying and more so pouring my heart out to her in saying that I love this lad. etc., This on going for a few minutes.

END OF DREAM

Then afterwards, I met up with my sis for a few minutes. She and I were consoling a friend who was going to a psychiatric appt, I went in with him. And the things that the Psych doctor. Some was interesting, some not. The Dr., had said to go for group therapy. I know my friend don't like that, etc., However one thing stood out in what the Dr. had said. In that she said "crazy" to my friend. I was deeply offended with this. I was making a point in that my friend is actually "normal". and she says to me "What is normal", I couldn't answer. I was simply trying to tell her that EVERYONE's normal in their own unique way.

Then when I came back after my sis, My TV stand broke, so with the loss of TV possibly, I decided to head to my folks. First being my Dole, then the AIB, and of course my weekly Small Changes visit. heehhe(PEADAR). Then afterwards, while trawling my TV up with me, I headed to my folks. However Dad wasn't there as I was told that he was down in Meath. So I tried looking for screws for the TV, to no avail. So then Mom and I headed on home and suggested to me to go and get a takeout with DiLucia's.

NEWS

The Government has announced Capital Plan that is to last 6 years from 2016 - 2021. A total of €42bn will spent on various sectors of the economy. €27BN is to be funded by the State and the remainder by the Commercial Semi- State Bodies Public bodies and Public Private Partnerships. 

  • €10BN Transport
    • €2.4BN Metro Rail Link from Dublin City to Airport then onto Swords
    • It will run from Dublin City Center - Airport - Swords
    • Expected to be completed 2026
    • 19mins from O' Connell St - Airport
    • Trains will run every 2.5 mins
    • 8 Stops will be Overground ie Street Level and 6 Stops Underground
    • €6BN will be invested on Roads
      • €4,4BN will be upgrading existing Routes
      • €1.6BN for NEW projects
  • €3.8BN Education
  • €3BN Health
    • National Children's Hospital at St. James St Hospital
    • Upgrade State run Nursing Homes ie Fair Deal Scheme
  • €3BN Housing
  • Garda Stations
    • Fleet
  • ICT Systems
  • €3BN to support Jobs
  • Social Housing Plan
  • National Broadband Plan
  • Flood Mitigation Measures
  • Energy Efficiency Programs

Diary 29th September 2015

Saturday, 11 July 2015

Song of the Sea

I popped along to see the Irish entry as to why it was Nominated for Oscars 2014. Sadly it didn't get the Oscars, my baby +Inflatables Stanescu movie Big Hero 6(Review here), one the category of Best Animated Feature. I found the plot a bit misleading. The most important downside though it was very LONG drawn out. While the music and the Irish accent was really heart warming and lovely oh and me being the MUSIC man, ahhaah, was absolutely lovely. It was really sad, though when the mother appeared at the end. I felt I was that character of the son Ben.


Friday, 3 July 2015

Mamma Mia

Well what a performance. I travelled along with my mate to the concert. It was fab. The choreography was mind blowing. The theatre productions is based on the Abba songs. The play is abotu a girl Sophie(Niamh Perry) who is marrying Sky(Justin Thomas). However her longing to "be known" ie doesn't know who she is, is bothering her. So she invites 3 possible Fathers, Sam Carmicheal(Richard Standing), Bill Austin(Michael Beckley) and Harry Bright(Mark Jardine). Sophie's  Mom Donna Sheridan(Sara Poyzer) is a bit hot and bothered, in that she doesn't want her daughter to grow up like the way she did. I was moved thou when Donna's Mom "disowned" her for having a child OUTSIDE marriage. So Donna's lifetime friends from Donna and the Dynamite: Tanya(Shubna Gulati - from Coronation Streeets's Sunita) and Rosie(Sue Devaney). So after all the great craic, and laughter, they did a rounding rendition of Mamma Mia and an assortment of other Abba songs. So overall, fantastic performance, brilliantly well done.

Thursday, 30 April 2015

The Duff

Fantastic movie. One word labeling. Is all I could get out of it. Normally I ain't into chick flicks, but I just had to see it cause of my babe. mmmm. The plot is kinda confusing. DUFF stands for Designated Ugly Fat Friend. A highschool student Bianca(Whitman) finds solase and help from hottie Toby(Amell). She seeks help in dating advice etc., from Toby while at the same time Toby seeks help in his studies otherwise if he doesn't get his grades up, he risks looses his scholarship of wrestling, I think. Bianca is interested in Jeffrey. However Toby's ex Madison(Thorne) creates problems for both. However it is found in the end that Bianca falls in love with Toby. Awwwww.


Monday, 29 December 2014

Gnomeo & Juliet

Beautiful love story. The plot surrounds Romeo &  Juliet being Garden Gnomes of course. hahaah. Gnomeo is blue and Juliet is red. The Blues and Reds are against each other.


Friday, 4 July 2014

The Fault in Our Stars

Well the movie was quite interesting but hugely emotional. The plot was quite simple, but complex at the same time. From what I could gather it was initially suggested that one of the lovers, which I will outline in due course, was dying of cancer. However as I rightly pointed out, it was actually both of em. Hazel(Woodley) is dieiing of cancer. Not sure the exact medicinal name. She has an Oxygen Tank to help her around. When she was a kid, she had an episode whereby her lungs were fluidly. She is being put on tablets as an experiment to absorb the fluid in her lungs. So afterwards, we see that she is highly depressed and her Mom suggests a Cancer Support group in an Episcopal church. Here she meets Gus(Augustus Waters - what a lovely name)(Elgort). He's some babe alrite. So precious. He too is dying of cancer. We are introduced with him as in he comes in with a mate of his Isaac(Wolfff). He too has a medical condition, in his case the Eyes. He eventually goes blind. Gus however is dying. His cancer has affected his leg and hence has a Prosthetic leg. Isaac's girlfriend Monica dumps him when he goes fully blind, sighting she can't deal with a person being blind. Gus and Hazel go out with each other and develop romantic feelings for each other. He uses a lovely metaphor with cigarettes. He is about to light the cigarette. He continues that if he DOESN'T light the cigarette that the cancer cannot be made worse "You put the killing thing right between your teeth, but you don't give it the power to do its killing. A metaphor.". So it is revealed that Hazel is book reader ie a book worm. She has this particular book that's of interest to her. She wants to head on over to Amsterdam, where the Author  is living. The scene of where Gus was on the plane and was told that was "his first time". I said to my friend, I can totally sympathize with him. As the plane was taking off, I felt I was actually on the plane. It went right through me. I just have a fear of flying especially with the taking off. Even the thought of it, makes me wanna vomit. I just can't handle it. Ill prob need Valium to control my anxiety. As Gus was taking off, on the plane, I felt his pain and excitement, I was the same. When the plane was moving, he was smiling and excited and likewise myself. When the plane reveed up to take off, He started to get anxious like me. Gus was so me(ahem the plane scene that is). Then he said about the scenery looking out the window. Yep you guessed it. Same with me. Shame I couldn't take pics on the plane. I think these days, you can. Then shortly afterwards they arrived safe and sounds in Amsterdam. They came across Peter Van Houten(Dafoe) who is the book author that Hazel is madly in love with. She wanted to know the ending of the book. He insulted her to the hills with particular reference to her illness. I was so crushed to hear such words. That she is " failed experiment in mutation." HE was such an ass. Gus reveals to Hazel that his cancer has come back with a vengeance. And hence he set up a "Pre-Funeral". He wants her to read a eulogy. Sadly Gus passed away. The cancer ate up his heart, previously his legs went. The scene where she was crying her eyes, lots of emotions came to mind. Namely my mom's death(which obv hasn't occurred) and my exs breakup as my heart was giving out to me  with  the  stress  of  the breakup. 

http://imdb.com/rg/an_share/title/title/tt2582846/

Thursday, 3 July 2014

Walking on Sunshine

Well what a film, Walking On Sunshine was. It was fantastic, exuberant. There was no shortage of Eye candy. But what caught my eye was the fantastic views, photographic chances. What I mean, is that had I had a camera(of course allowable) I would have taken BUCKETS of pics. The sunsets, the beaches. The plot was very simple. WE were treated to a relationship at the beginning that Taylor(Arterton) and Raf(Berruti) were having it off - hahaha. 3 years afterwards, Taylor flies into Puglia, Italy to see her sister Maddy(Scholey). Maddy then reveals that she's actually getting married. Both Taylor and myself nearly choked. What great timing indeed. Then with Whitney Houston's "How Will I Know" Maddy's boyfriend is revealed to be actually Taylor's Summer Romance 3 years ago. As my friend says "Awkward". The film is based on music of the 80s. So we got to hear The Power of Love; How Will I Know(Houston) and Fate. It was also revealed that Maddy's ex love Doug(Wise) is throughout the movie. He serenades her with love which sadly does not come into fruition. When Maddy eventually found out about Taylor's(her sister - might I add) Summer Romance, she was a bit mad over it. Yet Maddy's ex was constantly running after her or serenading. The tag line for the trailer Mamma Mia meets Pitch Perfect. Leona Lewis also made her film debut playing Elena. She was fantastic in it. Great acting. Finally to finish off, just as the wedding was about to commence, the Priest asks the congregation if there is anyone who should oppose the wedding or "Forever hold your peace". Doug stood up. Maddy says without even turning around, to "Sit down Doug". We all had a great laugh. The Priest attempted again. And this time, Maddy then said that she is not in love with Raf but "Is in love with Love". So Taylor attempted to reel Raf's charms by Cher's "If I Could Turn Back Time". She even went on the rooftop to "Reach for the stars" as suggested by Lil(Brand).



http://imdb.com/rg/an_share/title/title/tt2107861/


Tuesday, 15 April 2014

Diary 15th April 2014

It was my intention of waking up at around half 7 yesterday. I just didn't have the energy. So I set the alarm(which now works - hahah) to get up for half 9 yesterday. Fortunately failed again to wake up. So with this in mind, I just stayed on, and said I'd wake up for 12.15 the next day(being today). So with all this time in bed, I had time to think of various issues or as I'd to say to people "Lots of things on my mind".

So one of the items on my mind would be of whether r whether r not to get back with da relatives r not. If so I would send letter/email any way of apologies. If they do accept and Ailish asks me of I'm going out with anyone which she has asked in da past. I would say dis time yes.

Then my next item on my mind: would be the following 4 items
New York
Brendan Eoin O' Farrell
Mark Patrick Henry
Casual

Now I'm a bit lost as to what to do about this. If I go out wit O' Farrell friendship is on the line of which I can't bare that to happen then the money is a big problem of his. However that said his company is a not to be wit. Its with great regret ever since Brendan S, came onto me a few times in the past, that my friend Ronan M Whelan was wright about one thing: Never go out with a friend. As even if you do stay friends, you will become uneasy with him. It is sadly that this is the case with Brendan S. Like I can't stand his phonecalls of ringing me. Cause we spend over an hour chatting as if we were boyfriends, or even a half hour for that matter. As a mate in my opinion I would much rather prefer just strictly text or Facebook Messenger. If of course we are making plans for a meetup or whatever then by all means, I don't mind one bit. But as Brendan O' F puts it, a "social" call I dislike completely.

N besides there's a danger that if I do go out with anyone here that my homophobia days may reoccur. Then again they have got used to the idea of me being gay. So as to date I'm still at a loss. Now that my mate in Cali Sean W(aka Brandon), has unfortunately broken up with his bf, that my feelings for him has resumed. So you can add him to the list. Does this make me a slut of wanting all three. I don't know. I know sluts in terms of sex there's such thing. But in terms of relationships I ain't sure. But one thing I don't stand for is cheating on both parties part. I never cheat on a guy, I never have, I never will.

So after all the thinking, and attempting to sleep from 5am this morning onwards, I was twisting and turning on a consistent basis til i got up. I was due to wake up for half 12(midday - obv duh). I had the above on me mind. But as well as that, I had several dreams all in the one go. Might I add, this was all on a loop ie on a repetitive circle. So instead of half 12, cause of my energy had dooped, I got up eventually at 10 to 5. Cause the post office was closing at half 5.

So I then got up and headed to the post office to get my weekly dosh. Now it was my intention to go home and shower and then do 1 or 2 music videos and obviously Morning Edition. However plans changed as my sis wanted me asap. Not sure why to be honest. But eitherway I headed to her place, slightly earlier than planned. So I had to head home, as she was feeling unwell. Mom came by, and dropped me home to my place but eventually twisted my arm to go to her place. On the way, Mom treated me to a takeaway in DiLucios. I tried out their new menu option Chips Kebabs. I must say it was quite nice and tasty. I haven't seen Dad since the time I wanted to go to Aldis and Lidls to get a few items. This was like almost a month ago. So then I popped up to him and we  had a chat. Afterwards I headed on home. Mom and Dad dropped me home.

So I so far I've been watching the News, watching my latest of Fair City and watching Donal Skehan's HomeCooked series. Boy he's a babe. heeheh.

Sunday, 13 April 2014

Diary 13th April 2014

It was my intention to get up at half 1 in the afternoon. I had gone to bed around 6. Previously I used to go to bed around 8 or 9 in the morning and get up in the evening. But I recently attempted to try and change this. GO to bed earlier and get up earlier. So today I attempted to get up for half 1 in the afternoon. I have been having trouble sleeping immediately like I used to. So gonna keep trying to do so. So eventually today I got up at half 3. Slightly too late for the meetup I was due to go to. Of which the meetup was to see Rio 2. Review will be published in due course, as I had missed some of the movie due to my lateness. So after the movie, I wanted to lodge money into my bank account to get my sis her Birthday gift. Her birthday was last week, but due to my financial troubles and ignorance I finally have put in the order. So she's gonna love it. I felt so ashamed in NOT telling her the truth. But as she's helped alot in the past particularly of recent, I don't mind the amount to buy. I would go the ends of the earth for her.
So on my way to my sis', I took note of the following on Irish city roads.
A country woman driving breaks signs aka not following dem. She wants to turn right but clearly is not allowed. Cars beeping at her. I exclaim she mustn't know DA city as well as she thought. She's from the country side. Co. Galway. Well her car at least.
Then I witness another road rage:
Taxi coming out of a lane way bullishly forces a car who's in his way can't go any further or reverse is forced to reverse. He gestures to the driver who is in the way of the taxi to move up ie move outta my way.

Throughout yesterday i had thoughts of saying goodbye to my sis while a bus runs me down. Yesterday I took the lack of the invitation hard. I even took to Facebook and exclaimed that I'll never have a bf in Ireland - which is quite sad because of the bullying homophobes. Then in my mind I wanted to write on my Facebook telling the whole world that I'm in love with Brendan O' Farrell. There was another guy whom I was chatting to, I was starting to develop feelings for him or as I said to him, that I have "mixed feelings" between  O' Farrell and Mark P H. However throughout the night, my feelings for him was decreasing and decreasing. As firstly he says He likes Ros na Run. I then asked what does he think of Fiach(sexually), he replied: "Whose Fiach". He watched it last year. I understood he meant that he follows it like me. Then the persistent phone calls, and plus for a guy who's looking for a lover or whatever, to be looking for naked pics of myself(of which I didn't mind), My feelings was continuously decreasing. Then again maybe he was horny, cause If I recall he was drinking(2 pints according to him). Either way, If your looking for love, then ask the guy out or whatever JUST not sex. or send naked pics etc., He said "I wanted to go on a date with you last night". My reply. "U had a funny way of showing let alone asking"

Only today I can answer The Falcon's(Antohony Mackie mmmm) question took Captain America(Evans) "What Makes You Happy". Honestly I can now say Cinema and or gardening. Depends on da condition of my back.

On my  way to sis I did a bit of spring cleaning of da phone. In that I disabled(NOT uninstall) apps start up when da phone starts up.  U'd swear it's a brand new phone. But the moment of truth is when I go to update da apps via play store. Let's hope da apps will install smoothly instead of hours.

I eventually arrived to my sis. hehehe
I asked by sis what is she addicted to. She told me(of which i won't divulge for privacy reasons). I replied relatives are an addictive to me. I asked her then how long is she addicted. She said since 18.
We chatted about rels not inviting us. She's been having disturbing dreams of her uncle dieing n seeing her. Which is quite disturbing. I explained it cud b dat she didn't  go his funeral last year. So I suggested dat IF (Of which I said so several reasons for a reason - of which I will get into it in a mo.) dat she go to da anniversary in da summer. Now da reason I mentioned to her if several times is dat we weren't invited to da 80th. Later on mom explained dat another family weren't invited. The Bradys.
We then somehow got onto the topic of Religion. On my way to my sis, I was given a pamplet of Jesus7(A week long of events of where Jesus was for an exhibition on his last days - being held in Maldron Hotel, Parnell St., Dublin City Center). She pointed out that the Bible was written by a human, ie NOT GOD. Now I found this quite interesting. She makes out to be that the Catholics out there are believed that the Bible was written by God. I personally agree with my sis, in that if God really didn't like gays, then he'd have sure away of telling us. In fact there's Homosexuality amongst the Arch Diocese in Rome etc., etc., I told her that a friend of mine Sean W(aka Brandon) posted to me Bible Basher starring Martin Sheehan. He stated three particular items. One being If a Husband and Wife lie beside each other, they should be stoned to death; If you are anywhere near a pigskin like a saya  football or whatever, death will come you're way; If you work on a Sunday(Sabbath Day), you should be stoned. Like seriously honestly... If God actually wrote this particular version of the Bible, then I don't think the Human Race would exist. Afterall, the majority of the population sleep with men, women etc., they work on a Sunday to feed their family's, starving family might I add etc., Footballers in particular America who play NFL(which touches Pigskin football) yeah like seriously a God would write this. Get a life and an education.........Before I left to go home, literally I told her about Brendan's screaming. Of which I fail to understand why it happened in the first.
So I eventually headed on my way home. Twas most encouraging to learn that I have been loosing the weight. I can only thank my wonderful legs for the gift of course thanking God for providing such. So with that in mind, I decided to head home a different route. Twas most enjoyable. My rule of thumb is always go the same route back. So. e.g Home - Sis I go a particular route to her place, then instead of going a different route, go the same route as I did going to hers.
So I got home, I was updating my apps in my sis place then I continued updating 'em at home. However about an hour or so or not even that, I started experiencing connection droppings etc., My phone wouldn't download the apps, in fact it was restarting itself. For a split second, I thought a virus or whatever came aboard my phone. When I was logging in my route from coming home from my sis' on the dailymile site, it wouldn't load. I was sharing posts on my FB, and even that it was cutting out. So I went onto my provider UPC to see if there was any issues in the locality. No surprise that there wasn't. So while I did have the connection for a split second, I applied for Horizon WiFree. Which basically put, puts ur connection in a UPC enabled home. ie if you're visiting a UPC enabled house, you can use your own UPC Account via your own specially made Password. Its a fantastic idea. Then when that was sorted, no surprise the connection went. It was like never before. Eventually it came back up and running.
So with all this excitement(hahaha), I'm going to retire to bed after Lidl's tomorrow morning, as I want to get Spiderman tshirts and clothing. I wanna me babe on me. Even if its just Spiderman in question, I;ll just picture my babe on top. God yesssss.

Thursday, 3 April 2014

The Legend Of Hercules

I popped along to see The Legend Of Hercules. I was most impressed with it. Especially the introduction to the film. I went along with a view of seeing my babe Kellen Lutz. He's a fine stumpen alrite. heeheh. But as far as the plot is concerned twas quite on the challenging side of figurien it out. Normally I don't read up the reviews of a film I go to see for the first time. Now I must admit, I had a sneak preview on IMDB. Link will be provided below as per usual. But from what I could understand in the movie of where I got the plot fully is as follows. Hercules is born as a god like the way Jesus was. as in I think a demi-god like Percy Jackson(Son of Poseidon) to a Queen. The King thinks the Queen had an affair and as naturally is mad. He forces his son Iphicles(Excuse the spelling) and Hebes to wed. However there' s a slight problem, and that problem is my sexy hunk Hercules. Hercules is in love with Hebes. "Even if he is a memory to me, I still love him". I went to the film, as it was described as "Twilight heartthrob... Kellen". By George did that live to its description. He is some heartthrob alrite. So Hercules found out that the King killed his mother ie the Queen. Initially throughout the film, he wasn't acceptance of his Godship not even acknowledging his father was a God(Zeus). So when he had heard of the murder of his mother and now his mentor(the Auld fella - Chiron I think) Hercules goes on a rampage. Overall a wonderful film to a great history lesson. Oh and one more item, the voice of Hercules soooooo sooothing.

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1043726/?ref_=ttfc_fc_tt


Friday, 21 March 2014

Labor Day

I would highly recommend this film. Most heartwarming film I have seen to date. An ex-con is given a second chance. The plot of the film is whereby, Frank(Josh), has just escaped from Jail. We learn it was of Murder. He meets a very frail and fragile Adele(Winslet) and Henry, her son. Together they all slowly get used to each other. Henry has the father that he never had. As his previous father left his mother Adele. The movie is of Cooking nature. In that you get to learn how to make basic dishes such as Peach pie etc., Throughout the movie, there was flash backs of a character whom I was trying to figure out. One scene was where the character was pushing a girl and knocking her out. etc., I then put 2 and 2 together and found out it was actually Frank going through flashes. Initially I thought it was Adele's ex hubbie etc., It all ends a happie ending, in that Frank gets out after serving his time, and goes and sees if he can reconvene the relationship they once had.


Wednesday, 19 February 2014

Diary 19th February 2014

Well today was to be of somewhat busy day. My plan was as follows

Dad
Cinema.

Mom collected me for to help Dad with installing a pipe, for the installation of the Water Meters. It took a few hours to literally boar a hole of 8-10inches. 
While I was getting a bite to eat, Maura Coffey(Dad's sister in law), rang me via Viber. The call quality was atrocious. From what I could make out, she was due to call down to Mom n Dad and myself. However she turned up a few hrs late. She explained that she had things to do. 
When Maura C was down I had memories of da 4 of us(Mom, Dad, Crina and I) visiting them when we were younger and the way id help Maura with computers(for her ICC Exams).  Oh what great memories. times. Even remembering a particular CHristmas party Maura invited us up, and almost every Christmas we went up to her all the time. 
Funny thing when Maura had gone da 3 of us(Mom, Dad, and I) sat for a bite. Dad was elsewhere. Mom was at the counter. Doing stuff. I however, was spreading scarfy across which I thought was cute. I had been playing with scarfy da whole day. Mom looked at me as much to say George very strange behaviour. 

When Maura had come and gone, I decided to head home so to get ready for the film with Brendan O' F. WE went to see Mr. Peabody & Sherman. Review can be found here. I found it hilarious a second time. Found it very entertaining, and of course a history lesson under your belt. Shortly before the film started, Brendan was about to say that Brendan S, had messaged him about something on FB. I took it had something to do with either 2 things: The behaviour of the Taxi Driver, the other night when the two Brendan's went home late after a movie or the behaviour of BRendan S on the phone last night. Full story can be found here. I understood Brendan O' F, knew what I was talking about. As it happens he didn't. It was something entirely different.

So then I headed to the Outhouse, as during the film, I decided to see Jack Ryan: Shadow Recruit, again, mainly because of the two hotties, but more so I wanted to get the music soundtrack via Shazam. I still was getting kept suspended. Clearly its a fantastic movie. Review of Jack Ryan can be found here. When the movie was over, who should I bump into but Eoin(I'm almost sure that's his name), the guy I bumped into last Saturday for the Her movie I was meant to see. Twas wonderful to see him again. I joked "So your following me like Jack Ryan" - hahaha. So we started to walk up Parnell St., towards Gardiner St where he turns off to go home. On the way we were chatting. I just so happened to ask him about his relationship with his folks(namely his mother). He said he has a "Complicated Relationship". I began to think that sounds about right with my one. He was relating to his mother's problem entirely, while I told him mine was in relation to Sexaulity.