Diary 28th February 2016

After some weird dreams, I got up and started my spell or marathon of looking at Election 2016 the Coverage of it. 

My sis popped down to do her downloading. After a while, we headed to Centra so that she could get stuff, and we headed back home to my place. Then afterwards we both headed off again, again this time to her place. On the way I saw Liam Mulready. It was unreal. hahaah. LIke the last time I saw him was in Junior Certificate in Rosmini. hahaha. He walked the exact same way as I last saw him except this time with earphones, so perhaps he mightened have seen me let alone heard me. I don't know. A memory came back thou to me. ONe time I was advised by Mom n Dad to get over my shyness to get in with Liam. As I was a shy kid growing up. They had somehow met LIam or perhaps met his folks of which they know now. However there plan was thwarted as I was following him around, and hence he reported me to my folks. AFter that I don't remember. eheheh. Then another time as I write this particular paragraph another memory pops in. In order for me to get up in time for Mass or something, or Easter Sunday, I remember my Mom "answering" a doorbell, of which it was "Liam", and Mom had said to me that LIam gave me an Easter egg, or something and I replied with "Ahh isn't that nice of him". hahaahah. 

So then we headed onto Tescos, to get milk, and then headed to her place. We looked at Cameron Dallas' Expelled movie. It wasn't too bad a movie. However Cameron himself awwww, so precious. 

The way MOm n Dad LIE to me, don't help me. AS I said to my sis, I get anxious because of I can’t handle the truth. Which is truth. HOWEVER I will have to be told anyways. 

Diary 21st February 2016

Well what a day after so little sleep of about 4hrs if even that. hahaah. Although I did get a bit of sleep heheeh. I was due to visit my Mom in hospital between 3-4pm as I understood it was the Visiting hours. However it wasnt too be. hehehe. Lemme explain in detail. heehe.

So I got up eventually after so little sleep due to me going to bed late. hahaha. Then I got up and ready. So I cycled up to my Mom with me leaving around 3.34 when I should have been up at 3.15. hahhaah. I arrived at 3.55pm, so I was very tight. I dropped in, however she was asleep. So I was about to head off when I got a call from Mom to say if I was dropping up to her. So I popped up to her. Was great seeing her. hheeheh. I spent a good hour with her. Then I headed on off home.

I headed on home to get a few things for my sis. heheeheh like my Sleeves, my Green Tea. I then got a few things in Groceries namely milk. I was ecstatic to learn that they sell VEGAN wraps. mmmmm

Diary 4th February 2016

Well I got up in the afternoon, to look at the most anticipated aspect and that is the General Election 2016 Campaign. eheheeh

So afterwards, I then got ready to head out. My first port of call was to get my Rent Allowance and the Basic Supplemental Welfare Allowance. I then put the money into the Bank. However it wasn't adding it. So I just put a basic amount in, as I do like a bit of pocket money. So then I looked closely at the receipt, and it noted that I was being deducted cash for to pay back the moneys I owe them. I was told in January to go back to them, with a LETTER, and then that they would come to an agreement with me. However that wasn't to be.

So then I popped into Gerry. I had a fit of laughing when I asked Gerry how his mother is and his reply being "Vampires don't get colds or flues". Well what a laugh. hahaahah. He made a good point thou relating to General Elections Campaign. He was saying that the shorter the campaign the less "boring" it becomes. or less "daunting".

Then I headed on to my sis to see how she is. I told her of the above SW issue.

Then it was time to head on off to the city to do a bit of shopping. I headed to PC World in Jervis to get my gadget for the GoPro which is a stand kinda thing. However it wasn't to be. So I got replacement gadgets for the GoPro and a Norton Security. heheheh.
So then I headed to Tescos in Jervis to look for Vegan Pancakes. Couldn't find em. So I got Butter instead. So my next place was to head to LIdls. On the way I encountered  Dealz and thought to ask if there was Vegan Pancakes. However that wasn't to be. So I headed into Lidls. Got a few grub.  I then headed into Tescos on Parnell to see if they had any Vegan Pancakes. There they didn't. But got stuff for myself. hehhe. Then onto Aldis, where my foot saved my fall. hahaha. There they didn't know Vegan Pancakes. I then was to go to EuroGiant, where I was reliably informed that they closed at 9, however they were closed around half 8. So I don't know what happened. hahaha. So I popped into Pennys to get more clothes. However I couldn't find any Small trousers anywhere, not even shorts. hmmm I was surprised. I'll try again tomorrow. hehehe.

I then headed onto the Outhouse, where I got myself a Raspberry tea, and a chat. Then it was time for to see Ride Along 2. heheeh

Diary 20th January 2016

Today was a semi-quiet day. hahahah. What I mean by that is simply put I was to go to the Dr.s Appt to be precise the Blood Test. So I headed down their. When I was getting one of the Blood Test I noted one of the tubes wasn't filling up fully. So I joked perhaps all my blood has been taken, hahhaah. But axs it happens its just the structure of the Test Tube.

So onwards to my next errand. Which was to go and get my NDLS Driver's License form filled out my the Cops ie the GArdaí. However I regret to say that as I don't have a passport with me or PHotoID, they weren't able to fill out at all.

So that said, or moving on as one would say, My next errand was to withdraw more money for my expenditure. hahaahah. So I went tot eh ATM only to find out that it wasn't working. So perhaps they were maintaining it or whatever. So I went in. Withdrew. Then I said I may as well ask. When I go to log into my INterent Banking Account, they at times ask me for my Home Phone and Work Phone. Of which my House phone, my OLD phone were in use. So they updated needed information.

Then afterwards, I then headed as I only remembered on my way that I was to collect my glasses. THen on the way I decided to go and get the GoPro aswell while I was at it. hahaah. ON the way of getting my glasses  I noticed this boat like statute I took pics of it, by plenny it. hahaahah. So then I got my glasses refitted. hahaah.

Then on the way back up to PC World where GoPro was to be born, mmmm, I encountered a 1916 Memory Tour bus which by the way costs €20, but anyways I took a few pics of the bus in question and of course the old style bus they are now using for Tourist buses.

I then went to PC World, so then I went to get one and I was told it don't come with a MicroSD card at all, not even a Built-in memory, so I asked what's the recommended size of which I was told 32GB HC. Then I wanted to get a stand for the actual GoPro. I would have had just the bare amount, unfortunately the Insurance was what took it all away. So the salesperson was telling me that I would be able to bring it back if anything happens to it. So to be a smart ass, I asked what if I literally drop it on the ground and stamp on it. Well the laugh I got. hahaha.


So then I headed towards my bike from Specsavers, I encountered Amnesty International. I wanted to subscribe to them, however I was tied for time, So I went to Specsavers, did my business, then I went back to collect my bike, before I head on off, I approached him. I asked that I sign up. He was quite taken aback. Highly appreciative. He's never had anyone approach him, cause normally they approach the people etc.,

However on the way to PC World, I encountered a shop known as Jean Stop, whereby they were selling clothing and of particular type. I was interested in the undies that has "explicit" sayings like "Av ya seen my nuts", "Makin' bacon", etc., etc., So I went with Av ya seen my nuts.

So then I went back on home. In the meantime, I noted thou that it was 13.04 in which my time to finish the recording I had left on while I was out.

So then I decided. to get my food shopping done too. hehehehe. So I rang Mom as she has a car to help me with my soon to realise €145 in Tescos(€71), Lidls(€24) and SmallChanges(€50.55). Then I realised that I had left my Coffee and Cereal behind. So I went back out to Tescos in Drumcondra to SOCALL get my Coffee however they were too expensive as I left behind more coins. hahahah.

So then I popped into Centra to see if I could get any coffee, but as it happens, they didn't have. I then went into Pizza Dog, to get meself some hotfood. While waiting, a woman came in to hand in her CV. The worker who served me, was talking to her. He asks for experience etc., HOWever thou, she was wanting to apply for a driver's job. When the woman left, he told me, a woman driver abnormal, something like that. I didn't like this tone. So I said back to him: "Times are achanging man".

Then I came back home to get some needed rest. hahahah. I then started to undo the shopping that I got. and put them away into Freezer, Fridges and the dry food too. hehehehe

Diary 5th January 2016

Today was fairly cool, cept the self harm, but hey, nothing's new there. hahah.

So then my sis arrived down for her traditional downloading, and more important to see Santi, Snowy and their pappy Father Christmas +Inflatables Stanescu.

Then I was to do my traditional Social Welfare financing etc., So my first port of call was to collect my Medical Cert, then onto An Post to collect my Rent Allowance which would help bring down my DR ie debt with the bank. Then I continued onto Store St., to drop in my Medical Cert. Then I decided to pop into Peadar who works in SmallChanges to hand in his card. heheeh. I never knew he had Irish. Was wonderful.  heheheeh.

So after my errands, I then headed back drenched head to toe to my sis in my place. We then headed off to her place. On the way, I got a few crisps AND my lovely Pinenuts Salad. mmmm.

Diary 13th December 2015

Well today was fairly quiet. Nothing major to report.

I was with my sis for most of the day. I had gotten up for my sis and more so fairly early for to get my Christmas Undies in Aldis in East Wall. So that said I also got pressies too. So then I came back to my sis in my place. I went to put up decorations ie the lights too. eheheheh. Then shortly afterwards, I got severe back pain sharp pain. So I was literally crippled for a few hrs. My sis when we got to her place, offered me Ibuprofen. I just had to take her up on the offer. I then told her that there;s a very strong possibility that I had slept walk. As I had old pillows atop Oneie my +Inflatables Stanescu . Now the weight of the pillows made it impossible for Oneie to start floating around or to be even budged. Yet when I woke up, there he was at the end of the bed, as much as to say that I had pushed it. It also was a contributory factor to my back pain I mean the potential sleep walk. Then we walked to her place, stopping in Tescos on the way. On the way, we bumped into Brendan who used to work as barman in Kennedy's, whcih I think he still is there. I just ain't. hahaha. Then onwards, we then looked at comedy, heheeheh. While doing so, I got another memory back. In this instance, I had bought my sis a doggie. She calls it Geoffrey. Both my sis n I were in town at the Annual Christmas Stalls in Henry St., when I bought it for her. Its also the same day, when I also asked Dad for MY savings aka €1000 at the time with him, He kept asking me "No Mom, I want him to tell me", and his growing voice tone was nerving me, So I remember telling everyone, I'm not gonna bother ie ruining the day for my sis more so. So then I remember Mom had a word with Dad  and he gave in in the end, thereby allowing me to get my €400 gadget which was an Archos media device something like that. Then when my sis n I came home, the amount of crap that came out of Dad's mouth when I told him the price in front of the Kelly's(The neighbors).

Diary 13th December 2015

Diary 12th December 2015

What a busy day it turned out to be.

I was initially supposedly go to the Dublin Ukulele Group or Collective. However I couldn't find em. So I quickly checked the Facebook page. As it happens due to the weather, they cancelled it. Now when I went in it wasn't too bad. However I since learned the weather was really bad earlier in the day when I was in Bed. hahaha. So I took the Opportunity in actually getting a bit of the Christmas shopping. As Ailish later on said and Dad always says to me, Christmas ain't gonna wait for me. So that said, I decided to continue USING my Rent money. I had told Dad yesterday that I do have the Rent cash, which at the time, I did, however Christmas is around. So I went around firstly down the Christmas Stalls on Henry St., then came back up then headed to collect my bike to go and "collect" my Christmas Dinner. However it wasn't to be as they didn't have any to sell. Then I looked around and found some fabulous items. Like my Vegan Butter, i see was there, my Violife, awwwww yeahhhhhh. I then headed on off to the Christmas Market outside the Bank of Ireland. Looked around there. On my way to collect my bike, I went to see if Edmund, Evelyne and Glo(Gloria) from Vegan Ireland were there with their stand of Anti-Fur against Barnarndos selling fur. So as they WEREN'T there, I decided to ask if the cute bunny rabbit is made of fur. I went in their with a shameful face of a betraying back more so, and at the same time, frightened that one of Vegan Ireland might catch me in their. When I went in their, all I could see was dead animals with the amount of fur. Considering its a charity shop, I thought they'd sell ANYTHING, like my sis' teddy which I bought from St. Vincent De Paul, was sold into St. Vincent De Paul hence where I bought it. So when I learned that the bunny rabbit WAS made of fur, I was totally distraught. So with that behind me, I then continued onwards towards the north of the city. Looked around.

So then when I was finished with all the looking and shopping, I came back home, afterwards, wrapping up presents etc.,

Then afterwards, I headed up to Ailish n Noel's as pers schedule. We had a great chat. We chatted about their family and my love or more so pining for em, like Kathleen, etc., etc., Then when Ailsih asked about my birth Mom, I started to get a bit agitated nothing major of course, but still. I asked if I were to be diagnosed ewit whatever, would they think anything differnet and when Noel said "You're one in a million", I felt so wanted, in all my life.

So witht aht said, I headed on back home. heheeh.

Diary 12th December 2015

Diary 5th December 2015

Today was overall a neutral day. By that I mean, a negative AND a positive. My day started off when I was failing to continue sleeping at 5ish. I had awoken after another dream of ISIS. This time, I'm in a room, then the French kill one of ISIS' own and they in turn kill one for the French's.

So I woke up in horror to my new baby Christmas. I then just stayed on in bed, hoping to sleep, but just couldn't. So I then began to plan out of night. It was my intention that I go to see Krampus in Cineworld. However, I wanted company. So I started ringing around. I rang Ronan, - His excuse was he was rehearsing for a play, something like that. Then Andrea - His excuse he was going to a party or something with his Italian friends. However the welcome I got was unreal. heheeh. I was bemused. He said HEY, something like that. He has in the past thou asked for me, indicating he knows something's not up. I then continued ringing Todd. His welcome was not appreciated. haahah. I then went to ring my sis. In the meantime thou, I had got a call from my Mom, inviting me up to her place as she was worried about my place getting flooded.

So then I headed on up to Mom and Dads. On the way thou, I headed to Tesco to look for Vegan Mince Pies puddings etc., etc., However that wasn't to be. So I continued onto, Mom and Dad's. I had a nice meal and chat. Dad fixed up my bike. The brakes wasn't working. Then I headed onto my sis. She was feeling lonely like myself. heeheh. We chatted further. While chatting to her on my phone BEFORE going into Mom n Dad's I got a quick flashback of a nightmare I endured while lviign with Mom and Dads a few years ago. I was doing a AAT Course(Accounting Course) at the time, one night, I woke up when I was actually boxed in the face. And that particular night, I stayed up, and NEVER went back to sleep.

Diary 5th December 2015

Diary 1st December 2015

Well what a day today turned out to be. hahahaah.

It all started off with when Mom banged and rang the doorbell around 10ish to ensure I get up. I ignored of course. I wasn't gonna be bothered with Social Welfare. I had enough of a headache with em. Then I got up around eventually at 1ish instead of 12ish due to leg trouble. So while showering and getting rid of the beard, My doorbell rang yet again. Again it was Mom. I told her not to be bothered with it. I'll go in MY time, and get in touch with her.

I then got ready, headed to An Post, I was distraught to learn that there were no funds for me. I got so teary, that I didn't know what to do. So I rang Mom, let her know of the update, then afterwards,

I headed to Dr., to get my certificate. While there, I peeved off with the ticketing system. The ticket machine was at 36 when I got in, and the Gadget where you collect the ticket was at 34. So it didn't make it sense when my number was NOT called. So I went up and a woman and here kid came in from the cold outside, yet HER number was called, like what gives!!!!!. So I jst queued up behjind her, to ensure I GET called. So I asked for my certificate.

I then headed onto Social Welfare in Kings Inn St., I went to Desk 29 and ask for Member of A Team. I waited for a few minutes. I submitted my certificate and he looked at it. He asked if I had sent in my Bank Details. I had hoped to continue collecting the payments in the Post Office. However it wasn't to be. He mentioned this delayed the payment in question. So he then asked that I send my certificate from now on to Social Welfare in Store St., A member of staff asked how my back was considering the complaint, I kinda know him alrite. I told him he hasn't been the best lately. We then joked about him making out that he's 25. hahaah. Whether the was taking the mikky I ain't sure. When I went to sign the signature, firstly it brought up my NAME issue YET again!!! hence why I went back to my Romanian name ie Georgian Stanescu and secondly the guy commented how fancy the pen is. I told him its Nico's 60th Anniversary Takeaway in Ireland or whatever in Irl. He told me he knew Nico Boroso or whatever. hahaah. What  a small world. So he reassured me that all should be well now. I asked if I were to get my Rent Allowance. He explained when you change over to a new Benefit, that ALL payments are stopped and suspended. Then you will be reinstated, something like that.

I then headed onto Store St., Social Welfare. While I was not impressed with the people that were there, I handed my envelope to a guy, I ensured that he put it somewhere.

So I then headed up to my folks. ehehheh mainly to go and see how Dad is after his flu/cold. Had a nice meal with em,

I then headed back to my sis in my place. Where we had a meal etc., well my sis' takeaway at least, We had many a laughs. ahahaha. Here's one for ya. hahahah. Her face expression was priceless. hahaha. She was atop a table, I asked her to hold Champy +Inflatables Stanescu and she replys "Ok", as much to say she' wasn't unsure. I then pulled it with her falling in tow. It was priceless. hahaha. The laugh I got. ahahah. Her expression was that she thought she was falling on concrete or carpet in my case which could be dangerous. However she was falling on inflatables, cause that's who takes up my floor space. Awwwwwwww. Then we headed to her place stopping by Tescos to get Butter. Then moving onto hers. Again we had many a laugh there too. hahaaha. Now it was with great regret to inform yee all thou, that there was a scene at the begging of a movie K9-11 whereby a character reminded me of a vicious dream i had relating to ISIS in recently, that shook me completely. It was completely unexpected. So it was a good thing I had my Sleeves and rags etc.,with me. heehhe. So I had a good meal at em. Or as the saying "let em rip", or "let em at it". So then it was also with great sadness that my sis had a hip displacement, something like that. She's getting there. God speed, sis, God Speed sis. You're a fighter. I stayed with her longer to ensure her safety and taht she was able to get around. I told my sis during the night, that I'm PURPOSELY gonna get "fat", not obese or anything but to go in January when I go after Christmas to work my calories off etc., in Westwood. aahah.
REmembering a night my sis and I and also my Aunt(MAudy) who was llookign after us while our folks were out. I remember that we were both looking at Causlty or as used to say "Casuty". We were looking at a partiducalr episode. Where a character died or something. I inisntalnyl fell in love with him, ie GAY. hehehehe. Then also playoing a game called Duke Nukem BUT more so DOOM, and then ALSO playing a CD Music disc called Robson & JErome's Unchained Melody etc., etc.,.
Trhought out the night, as I said abotuve when I saw a particualr scene I reacted qutie badly, I told her of my quitting COffee cold turkey FORCEFULLY(As I had none left), she put it down to withdrawels and teh ISIS in the dream, being playng negativilty.

Diary 1st December 2015

Diary 22nd November 2015

Diary 22nd November 2015

Well what a night. Although I didn't have vicious dreams or anything of that sort, the negativity was trying to crawl back. This was evident, by means of talking about Coming out etc., etc., last night with Ailish. Its unfortunate but as one would say, "Nothing lasts forever".

I then got up when I heard my sis at the door. We chatted for a bit. I then afterwards got grub for her and myself. For the first time, in forever, (see what I did there - hahaha), they had no Paper Bags, so I to make do with a box, like the way they do in Lidls. hahahaha. I then went down to Nicos and Tasty Gardens to get myself a takeout. eheheh. We saw Mom briefly. I was very disheartened to learn that my aunt who's not well spoken of Colette that she suffered a Mini Stroke. I was literally speechless. Never thought I'd see the day. I can only wish her a speedy recovery. So then I headed back to her place. heeheh for to see Ted 2(Review here)

Diary 17th November 2015

Well what a day, it turned out to be. I had some weird dreams, but one thing striking is that Sammy +Puppys Stanescu for the second night in a row, ends up at the end of the bed. I ain't sure why? but since the dream I had the other night regarding Sammy being wet etc., Sammy has been at the end of the bed. :(

So with that in mind, I headed on off to sign on, as I realsied last night that today was Sign On day in Intreo in Parnell St., So I headed to get the dole. The two of them Sandra and Niall were BOTH free, normally one of them would gesture to me however neither peep outta of them except Sandra laughing. So I went to her, did my business. Then I headed to the bank, Nothing unusual there. heheehe.

Then I headed to Sign On in Intreo. While waiting, the person behind the window, gestured to me to go to the next window, however there was no one their, so I stayed in line. Then a guy behind me went ahead of me and signed on there. So another guy behind me queued up behind me and I said to him, they ain't got no heads, with the ignorance of them. I was referring to the guy behind the window whom eventually served me. When I was finished signing on, he tells me to be here for 11am tomorrow morning. I asked why and he said you have a cleaning job. Otherwise if you fail to show up, you will loose or suspend your Payment.

So then I headed back up towards Mom n Dads. On the way, I stopped at SmallChanges to get my weekly groceries. When I arrived, Peadar was at the Juice Bar ie the Deli. It had finally been opened. So I wished him a congratulations. I then got my stuff and headed up to Mom n Dads.

So I headed up to Ma n Pa. My main aim was to welcome Mom back from her short trip to Sligo and to return Dad's shopping bag. I had hoped to welcome her back with my sis. Which in the end it did turn out. So I sent an email to Greyhound and Jim Moran on behalf of Dad. While chatting before the meal, Dad couldn't even look at me at my beard. I said its for Movember.

So moving on, I headed on back home, My sis and I went to Centra, to get a few grubs and back to my place. Then headed to her place for a few minutes.

Diary 17th November 2015

Diary 10th November 2015

Today wasn't a great start to my day. First off was my dreams starting up again, however NOT as bad, but still. The dream in question featured a guy I had feelings for who actually exists on my Facebook, then in the dream, I meet his parents, and afterwards, I am called back with cautious results. By this I mean that the Father doesn't say anything, he writes it on a piece of paper. I don't quite recall it, however its quite harrowing, as he don't approve his son's date. Something to that effect.

So afterwards, I got up, I was about to head out to Dole, when my sis called by. She was due to come down to me around 7ish, which would allow me to shower, however it wasn't to be. I was letting her in, when all of a sudden, my alarm goes off. As I don't remember the PIN or whatever, I couldn't knock it off. So my sis was downloading with the alarm in her ear.

So eitherway, I headed out to the Dole. I was just 5mins almost late. So was over the moon, when I got the dosh. hahahha. I then headed to the bank, and afterwards, onto Small Changes. where I saw Peadar continuing his work ont eh Delicatessen. I was a bit disappointed. But hey, hahahaa. I then headed on home.

So when I got back, I was trying to figure out the PIN for the Alarm. I rang Dad to figure out if he has the PIN number, as the day I moved in, I was required to go into Social Welfare and Dad and the Alarm guy was there to set it up. I rang Franky, however as per usual, it was to voicemail. I rang him twice and left a voicemail once.

So we then headed to my sis' place popped into Centra where I came across a familar vegan BRand, Wholefoods and then we headed to Tescos where I needed butter and wanted to get a PEsto Salad with Cashew, however they had none. So we watched Minions(Review here). So afterwards, when I came back to my place, I tried silencing the alarm bell. However I attempted to unscrew the bell, however I was getting nerves via the Wires as the wires were in the way. I was throughout the night, trying to use my phone for to ring Franky my folks etc., however I couldn't the app would crash. I attempted to find out who was ringing me ie Missed calls. Couldn't even get into Voicemail let alone the Phone app.

While going through the emails, I got an email from a newsletter, MakeUseOf which a Tech newsletter. THe email said that "We Miss You" in the subject, which in then said that they had noticed an absence from me reading the newsletter, which I normally go through everyday. THat said I was quite surprised. Like I do log into the account/site. However I rarely actually comment on articles they post, yet they noticed my absence. So with my curiosity, I just had to email the Newsletter Editor. hahaha.

Diary 10th November 2015

Diary 3rd November 2015

Today was fairly quiet. hehehe

My sis popped down to me earlier than anticipated, I then got ready for the dole. Then onto the bank as per my normal schedule. I added an extra €20 ontop my €220. So I'll be left with €10 or so for myself. Afterwards I headed onto SmallChanges, When I arrived there was no activity at the Deli Counter. So I asked Peadar and he told me it was gonna be next week. The fact that I saw a Drumcondra Market sign, I assumed the Deli would be the Drumcondra Market, but it wasn't to be. So then I headed on home afterwards. heeheh.

So my sis being still at home and myself looked at TV. She was tired, so she took a few forty winks. I looked at TV. heehhe. Then I emptied one of the clothing bags that Clean Freaks gives back to me. hahaha.