Diary 21st June 2015 - Father's Day; Longest Day of the Year(Summer Solstice - Astronomically terms)

Today being Father's Day, as I hadn't given my card to my pops on Wednesday when we went out to Avoca(Review here), I had decided to give it to him on the day. Normally we would celebrate Father's Day or any biggie beforehand hahha on the Saturday ie yesterday or a day before the actual day because of the kids in restaurants etc., however, as I had plans made(On me own, hahaha) I couldn't go out with my family for Saturday. So we pushed to last Wednesday.

So with the above in mind, it was my intention to go to Pro Cathedral to sign the book of condolence and light a candle for the victims of the Berkeley, and then to pop up to Gerry to give his God-Father's Day card, and then to my folks to give my dad's card. However it wasn't to be, as with my legs. So then I got a voicemail from my Mom saying she's be PICKING me up, so I said, ara, I'll just go to the folks and leave it at that.

So Mom picked me up, we headed for a takeout. WE went to DiLucias and I got Udon ie THICK Noodles. haahah. The Noodles were scrumptious. The gravy chips thou were less appealing. Could have done with more gravy. hahaah

My sis then came down, with the shit problem outside my gaf, at the shore. So I says, I'll leave it. My landlord has accused me of using "wipes", First I ain't a woman, I'm gay, and therefore no children exist in my life, well except +Puppys Stanescu  and +Inflatables Stanescu but in human terms, not hey don't exist. hahaha. So it don't make sense why he is accusing me. haahah. So I'm gonna get someone else int he apartment to ring him about the shit problem. Then see what happens. So then I dropped my sis down to her place. We got into deep conversation of which I wasn't expecting. ahahah. I relented about my "depression" and my pining of my mates. I had told the girl from Chicago(Windy City), USA whom I met at last night's Gear Event, that my "former" friend when relating to money issues. I expressed my DELIGHT of seeing my sis on Saturday night ie last night. If she hadn't appeared, I would never have gone out chances as I wasn't sure if they'd accept me or not. So I said, what the hell to do, haahah. So when she appeared, my mind had been made up. I don't think anyone realises the good a person does for another person who is under the weather mentally. I was going downhill again until my sis appeared last night.

The exact same thing happened to me at Christmas, particularly New Years Eve 2014. It was a minute after midnight ie 2015 when my parents next door neighbor texted me "Happy New Year". Well the gleam that came outta me. I had literally was about to self harm, cause a guy couldn't keep his mouth shut. Follow this link for details.


NEWS

The bodies of the 4 victims of the Berkeley Tragedy in California, have arrived back home in Ireland. The victims who were brought home were:

Lorcán Miller
Eoin Culligan
Niccolai Shchuster(Escuse the spelling)
Eimear Walsh

The funerals of the above four, are expected to take place on Tuesday. The remains of Olivia Burke is expected to arrive home to Dublin Airport tomorrow morning.

A memorial of the 9 people has been held in the Historic Black Church, in Charleston, South Carolina. The attack occured when a white male Dylan.. joined the congregation at the back of the church for about an hour, and then opened fire. It was said to be of a Hate crime ie Racial intent. It has been found that a Racial Manafesto was found online.

Diary 12th January 2105

Course. Elevator pitch.

Outhouse. Reported racist remark. Well it was a start anyways hahaah.

Home. Mom dropped laundry. Rang Landlord re shower plumbing problem.

Diary 9th January 2015

Dad and I continued. Packaged completely. Dad got a call from Gerry his Bro. He wanted a lend of a jack saw. I met Siobhan my cuz's bf. I hadn't seen Gerry since Reggies funeral. We then went to Beaumont House(Review here). I took down the lights outside. Packed them up. I then headed to outhouse. First to Lidl as I left my hat behind. Manners of a pig. Racism. Cineworld for Taken 3. Homophobic.

Following is the Facebook Status I posted in relation to the manners of a pig in Lidls in Parnell, Racist remark in the Outhouse and sadly the homophobic treatment, both my friend and I recieved.

I regret to inform you all that yesterday was not the best. Although I helped my folks with decorations, that was grand. By all means.

I popped along to Lidl, on Moore St., to see if my Hat was handed in. I went to a security guard who btw was actually looking at his cell phone, I asked if my hat was handed in, immediately he said no, Not even a budge to see if it were handed in. So after I paid for my kettle, I in a fit of rage, went to a Staff member, who gladly helped and asked around. I wanna thank him. But the security in LIdls' Moore St., clearly NEED retraining.

I then went to the Outhouse for my nightly entertainment. At one stage in the Men's Night, I was racially attacked indirectly. By this I mean, the lads were referring to some guy in the French Attacks or something, and the person(of whom shall remain nameless) said he "should go to the Romanian Orphange". I attempted to intervene by telling "errr hello, I was there", however he failed to listen. My friend who was with me throughout the night, told me that he has been told in the past that I am from Romania, and that he told me that he is actually racist. Despite the person knowing this, he made the remark. I was deeply gutted that I was lost for words. I shall be taking this matter with the Management of Outhouse and the Gardaí. RACISM MUST STOP. It won't stop if I sit back and do nothing.

My mate also came with me to the Cineworld Dublin to see Taken 3. I was most not prepared for what was to happen next. We were BOTH treated to Homophobic abuse throughout the film. It was quite scarey. My mate got the bate thou. We were treated to heckling. Although security was called a few times, that did not stop them. We were both called faggots and my mate was called OTHER names too. I was literally sick to the stomach with the treatment. To the point I actually wanted to vomit in my nachos which I had finished btw. The security guard came with us for protection. We were afraid that they were gonna follow us. So we joined up with two females(whom we would like to thank PROFUSELY), for company. We then left them when we found that the lads disappeared. This continued throughout the night. We both wanted the Cops involved. We were told they were on the way. However we later learned, THAT was not the case. Although Cineworld Cinemas is a VERY LGBT Friendly cinemas, I know many staff who are LGBT Friendly at the very least, some are gay even BOTH male and Female, I was MOST distraught to learn that the Gardai had NOT been called. Again I shall be taking the matter up with the Gardaí. HOMOPHOBIA MUST STOP. People in Republic of Ireland say Homophobia and living as a gay man is grand these days, it's NOT. If you people knew what actually happened. Like we were thrown at. Recorded and more than likely will be published on Facebook. If any of my Irish mates(of those that are left) or indeed international, comes across a video or photo or whatever of BOTH My mate and I, PLS REPORT to Facebook for Homophobic. On the way when I was leaving my friend to his Luas stop, the friend noticed that I was being homophobically looked at. I told him what my mother says to me all the time. HATERS hate SILENCE. I ignore all comments and looks etc.,

Diary 25th August 2014

I hadn't gone to sleep yet. I was looking at the State Funeral of Former Taosieach Albert Reynolds. I was really touched when Fr. Brian Darcy mentioned that before Albert left politics or died, that he would like to see peace in the North. And to see Former British Prime Minister shedding a tear. That was really touching.

Throughout the whole day, I trying to scrape out the ice from my freezer. I had cleaned the Fridge part. But the Freezer was being a "Bitch". ahhaah. So I left it open for a few hours. It still came wouldn't come out. The shelf I mean.

So while the Funeral was on the TV, I was continuing the cleanup of the living area.  etc., etc.,


NEWS

Former Taoiseach Albert Reynolds was laid to rest after a funeral mass in Donnybrook, Dublin. He was laid to rest in the nearby Shangana Cemetery, Shankill.

Richard Attenborugh has died at the age of 90. He's best remembered for Gandhi in which it won 8 Oscars. For me personally, I'd have remembered him quiet well in the Jurassic Park Blockbusters series. He was the brother of Nature Documentary David Attenborough.

ESA(European Space Agency) has a launched an investigation in which an orbit went horribly wrong in that it went into the WRONG orbit. They were launched into the WRONG orbit. They blasted from French Ghiana.

Hundreds turn out for Black teenager Michael Browne who was shot by a WHITE Cop Darren Wilson in a confrontation over two week ago. It sparked several nights of rioting.

French President has literately "sacked" his government over Austerity measures.

Diary 19th March 2014

PS: BEFORE I CONTINUE, I MUST WARN YE, THIS IS AN NSFW POST.

Well today was quite interesting in what I learned. First and foremost, before I go anywhere, I normally get stuff required for where am going. E.g If i'm going to the Outhouse, I take my money, and my lacto free milk. If I'm going to the Cineworld I take my card, money as well. However with great regret, just before i went to bed, I searched everywhere for the card, couldn't find it. So I rang Cineworld Customer Care UK. I shall be getting my card in the post. However with that comes a financial corruption too, next month that is.

So armed with the a bit of sadness, came great happiness that I was able to change my name of the card, of which I only realised a few months ago. So I took the chance of getting them the change my name from George Coffey to Georgian Stanescu. The sooner I have my name changed on all my bills of which there's only 1 or 2 left, the better. I want nothing to do with the Coffeys which is kinda ironic when ya think about it. My uncle was a Coffey. Yet I grieved for  him. I guess I ain't a heartless bastard, as I thought I was. Then again who knows. I have been accused in the past. When ever someone calls me such, I usually reply simply saying "Yeah I know I don't have a papa(birth)". They hate this. I respected my Uncle no doubt. However with their religious beliefs we don't agree. Likewise on my Mom's side. So I've had to make a heartfelt decisions to just stick with my Sister who has been through thick and skin.

So with this new found information, I headed on to Cineworld. While on my way to the cinema, there was a few lads at a take away, and one of em, whipped out his cock. Boy was he a scorcher hottie. mmmmmm. He had it against a window for me to see. He must have been a ginger, as he had ginger pubes. I've felt like going over there and sucking him off. It was quite endowed(if my memory serves me right, that means big right????). Now what I'd like to ask meself first thou, is how da hell did he even know I was gay, maybe the pink watch, maybe with the scarf on me with my trackies. Who knows. I did notice one thing however, that everyone else was wearing some form of light clothing. However one thing, I should point out, that perhaps with my recent dietary change, that my body is colder than normal. My sis went trough he same thing recent months. She'd ask me if It was cold, and I say err no, quiet the opposite. She explained to me, that if you don't take proper diet, you're body ain't warm, ie, Food is Food for your body. Keeping it warm etc.,

So then I reached Cineworld. It took a few attempts for my Membership number to work off from my text. Eventually its all got sorted. Likewise getting the food. I didn't want the staff, seeing my hottie of a guy of my phone and off course, using my App Lock app I have installed. Anyways I got it all sorted, and headed on to see The Grand Budapest Hotel. Review here.

So after the film, I headed onto the Outhouse. I came across my mate Bernard. Twas lovely to see him. He explained about the dreams, I was quite interested to learn about the dreams that I have been having. I learned that dreams a person have, is actually connected to what your eyes see. While Bernanrd was up at the counter to get himself a cuppa tea, I overheard Joyce(she works as a volunteer) saying to him, that there was this guy Friar Allesandro. She mentioned the word "EAT". She was insinuating that Friar Allesandro is a hottie and sexy. Now Joyce who is in her 50+ gave me a great insight that there are actually straight people who are Allys. But fair play to her talking about a hottie of a babe. I just had to input my thoughts on him. I saw Friar Allesandro on The Saturday Night Show last week. He was also on Morning Edition this week. A singing priest. I explained to Bernard that he "came out" as a singing priest. Of which he explained to me that there are singing priests. Well I proceeded to say there's something special about this guy. Like why have him on both major TV shows. Perhaps its the fact that he's a Friar. Eitherway he's a babe. Bernard introduced to me his boyfriend Leon(Pls excuse the spelling).  Outhouse was quiet busy today. There was the Transgender group that is around every Wednesday well at least the last few Wednesday anyways. Most enjoyable seeing all the LGBT. Well Gays, and Transgender. Didn't see any Lesbian or Bisexuals. (Perhaps they could have been there, just not out). Eitherway lovely to see Outhouse so vibrant and busy. They then moved off. I saw David. Twas lovely and wonderful to see him. The last time I saw him(which was Christmas '13) he was telling me he was heading on a cruise in Feb of this year. He had a lovely time. I was sad to hear that OpenHouse(Ireland's HIV POz support network) from what I understood, is shutting down. He went onto explain that the Diocese owns it, and they are shutting it down. If I have misunderstood, pls don't hesitate to correct me.

So then I headed onto to see my 2nd movie of the night and see 300: Rise of an Empire. Review here. Just before the film in question started there was the preview of Captain America: The Winter Soldier. While that was on, people were confused, as to what was going on. This is about my 3rd time seeing 300: Rise of an Empire and everytime I went up, I was warned in advanced in case I was going into the wrong movie, that its just a preview. Of which was grand. But tonight, a member of staff(of which I was very surprise) with one of the customers came up to me and asked if this was a preview or was he at the wrong one. I said in an annoyance tone, that it was just a  preview. The staff member should have known, considering he works there. And secondly the customers should be told about the preview when they go to the screen or even when booking tickets.

However on my way home(great time to be thinking - hahaha), that if a person does not fit in with society or whatever, that we are a minority. SO to list in my opinion of people who are a: those of us who suffer from Mental Health we are discriminated against, sexuality(LGBT), Color of Skin, Race(Ethnicity), etc., If your not satisfiable because of your color of your skin or your sexuality or the country your from(Romania ur considered a ROma, China, Latino etc., or whatever there'll be discriminatory behavior. Now the reason I was thinking like this, is we the minority group should group up together and get together and fight back. Like a good mate of mine on FB a few months ago, did bring up a very interesting topic, namely a black person against our sexuality. Which is kinda funny when you think about it. He compared our civil rights(US anyways) to the Civil Rights Movements in the US, namely the slavery, racial color etc., So for a black person to go round preaching the bible or preaching gay is a sin etc., is quiet ironic don't ya all think.