Diary 26th July 2014

PS THIS POST CONTAINS NSFW MATIERAL

Well what a day, I had today. My first of hopefully POSITIVELY and HAPPYness. I woke up groggy after just less than 2hrs sleep. Mom was to collect me for gardening with Dad at 11am. I was only going to bed at around 9ish.

So I got up eventually, I had my morningful of diarrhoea. Then Mom brought me to her place. WE had a bit to eat, with a cuppa tea. Then we got down to business. Dad had first started about 2 hrs ago the Pond Cleaning, which was one of many tasks. I just cleaned up the pond of what was left to cleanup. Then he just refilled the pond. Then the two of us got to shaving the top of the Laurels. He did the snipping, while I did the saving of the ladder from toppling. It rained after a bit. So we both headed inside. While waiting for the rain to clear up, Dad asked me if there was a way, he could look at his matches online. He was told by his hardware guy who looks at the matches online. So I looked up. But was found that ya have to be outta the country and obviously Pay Up. So we both headed back out and attempted take 2. We this time, mulched the toppings of the Laurels that Dad had cut off, We continued and as our last task for the day, I weeded the patio. We had dinner afterwards. Somehow Mom came out of nowhere, discussing my recently troublesings of my Birth Mom(Romania). In this instance is the orphanage. Mom mentioned that the name Negru Voda still actually exists as an orphanage name. I initially was totally against the idea of having a horrific name still connected to present. My point I was making was, its as if one of the Mother & Baby Homes were still around, but just different function. But THEY actually closed BOTH the name and the building. So when Mom mentioned that Negru Voda still exists, EVEN THOU it has a different functionality. I am totally against that. But as it happens, I just did a Google Search, Negru Voda is actually a town name in Constnata County which is a County. I was actually born in Constanta Town, (Country Town of Constanta). Mom then mentioned  the trenches underneath the capital city Bucharest, Cheasusacu in his hey day Dictator had a communal Heating system for the city. But as its now extinct, its now used by Homeless in which they perish. They'd be the forgotten. I  had mentioned about the Four In The Morning, I had experienced to Mom. She mentioned that the only possibility why they were following me or whatever was  that they thought my phone was food. So then Mom dropped me home after the dinner.

When I got home, I was extremely anxious throughout the day, in particular when I was working with Dad, would I be late for my plan or more important TIRED. But luck was on my side for once. hahaha.. So then I headed to bed for a few winks. Considering my back wasn't too bad, I thought he'd be a bitch or as I said my tiredness as in the legs in this case. So I just went to sleep for a further 2 hours. I was to get up for 7ish. However, I was tired as expected, so I snoozed. As the film was for 9, I wasn't gonna miss the start of my plan.

So I put the plan in motion for my BELATED(no thanks to my depression) 30th Birthday plans. I insitnally was  gonna have it on the WEdnesyda, leaving asside the depression and mental health of my state of mind, I decided to leave it for the Fri. As they'd probbably be more aaround over the weekend. But then it was found that I'd have to be up early for the Saturday(which is today) work. Then again, no difference was made anyways, as I went to bed quite late Friday Night going into Saturday morning. hahaha. So all in all, no difference. But eitehrway, I would have needed the energy anayws. So bottomline is as I wouldn't bee sseeing my sis til late eveing on the Sunday, taht I just go and do my belated Birthday celelbs for the Saturday night. So the following was my plan of action as I said to my friends. Panti, Front Lounge and then The Boilerhouse.

So my first port of call was to see My precious Jack Reynor in Transformers: Age of Extinction. Review here. I made a note of what happened last night with Brenden O' F in which there was severe disruption. But my main point was that I told the sales person regarding yesterday's events. He asked if there were adults with them. And I said yeah. He said well if there were adults, there's nothing they can do with admittance. I was actually surprised. Considering, Transformers as someone described recently to me a bit more "darker" than previous sequels. Like the language is for one(The word fuck is used once). For me personally I don't mind the language. I go for the action and the humour and comedy in it. BUT for the kids who are still growing up. If kids today are growing up with such parents. Then there future is bleak. The salesperson did note however, that if they continue being disruptive, to keep pressuring the staff member or just go to the security guy as "they love" throwing ppl out. hahah. I had to laugh at that. I sure will though will be keeping that in mind. I encountered a gay couple(female). The one beside me was playing with her phone, of which was quite annoying. But was kinda used to as Brendan S does the same, so no different. Her partner looked quite like Anne from LGBT Noise. She was clapping continuously and the one beside me stopping her. So its a possibility maybe she has  a disability. I don't know. Then just before the film started, an older gentlemen, obviously knowing them, was saying something about seating. The girl beside asked me, something, of which I didn't hear clearly. I asked she repeat. She said it don't matter. Well it kinda does, as she was in my seat. But thankfully no one ran after me. heeheh.

So onward towards to my next venue which is none other than Panti. I was there yesterday. Twas quite enjoyable. I got my Mjoito. Twas no better than a Vodka's Dash a coke. Twas nice and pleasant. Nice n relaxing too. A woman first danced in front of me, then introduced her self. Couldn't here her with the loud music. She was actually wanting to introduce her friend Carlos. He was quite alrite. However, as I had later plans, I aint was gonna go home with him. He was literally bursting my eardrum, the way he was talking. Sure u couldn't blame it. hahaha. We chatted for a bit. I just stood and sipped my drink. There was a guy beside me, which was quite amusing literally, alone and using his from what I gather my new baby Sammy 2(Samsung Galaxy Note 3). That's what I could make it out to be. heheeh. Tonight's theme in Panti was "Cruise, Chat, Music, Dance". I thought that was nice. Easy going. So like last night, Music stopped at 1am sharp and obviously orders.

So onwards to my next venue: Front Lounge. Boy jasus, it was booming with energy. No question. The noise was deafening. I could hear MORE talking more so than music. That was a let down. Yet Panti was the opposite. ahahah. However, I totally enjoyed the drink. I again had my Vodka and Dash of coke. Vodka in this case was provided by none other than Absolut. They completely support the Gay Rights movements. I was Absolut delighted. heeheh. When I checked into Foursquare into Front Lounge, I noted that my foursquare friend Vincent McCool had also checked in an hour previous to me. I was as the American's put it: "Amaze Balls". I was actually who I thought was beside the actual guy Vincent. I stayed around. My shyness got int he way. I finished the drink, then headed to the Men's Gents. When I came back, I couldn't see site of any of em. Maybe it wasn't meant to be. More than likely he has a Boyfriend. Eitherway, don't care. Would have been ideal to meet my VERY FIRST Foursquare Friend. hahaah. After about my 5th drink, I was stoned off me head. heehhe. Got a great buzz. Or what some would say Tipsy. The last time I was at Front Lounge was with Brendan O' F in New Years Eve 2012. Cause the New Years Eve 2013 I had slept for 48hrs. I had a bit too much. Sure why not, Its not everyday your 30. heheeh.

So then I stumbled tipsy and drunk towards my next and last venue. Of which I was asking people, bouncers, etc., etc., where is Crane Lane. Still couldn't find it. Going around in circles. Eventually about 15 or so minutes, I found it. As it happens its just off Dame St., its parallel to Parliament St. Stupid drunk Stanescu couldn't even tell what was written on the signpost being the street names let alone common sense. hahaha. Eitherway I arrived at the cruising highlight of the night.

PS FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS NSFW FOLLOWS. IF YOUR EASILY OFFENDED - DO NOT REPORT - JUST DON'T READ - DUMBASSES

The Boilerhouse was my next and last venue for the night. The Boilerhouse is a secret place(so to speak) where you can have a sauna, Zacusi and Steam Room. AND an extra ingredient SEX. Its a place where Men go and "cruise" and have sex with men. etc., etc., Men of all ages go to this place. The Boilerhouse is divided into 4 Floors. Of each have different "functions". One floor has CRUISE, Another Zacusi Sauna Gloryholes etc., et.c, etc., I described the whole experience in the Boilershouse as a means of forgetting your problems, then the reality HITS you in the ass. hahaah. I found whether you cruise on the Internet or in Gay bars etc., the same in the Boilerhouse, that guys YOU'RE into they ain't interested in you, BUT guys interested in you THAT I'M not into them. Kinda annoying really. I went into town in night time and came out in the DAY time. It was so cool and awesome. I hadn't been t here since Todd treated me for my birthday a few years ago, in which there I met an Aidan. Can't recall his surname. But he sucked me dry and was sleeping the next day the whole day. I was mentally and physically exhausted. Oh god yeah, I remember this particular aspect of tonight's visit. Prob one I'll never forget. I was going to get my credit card I think to pay for coffee or something. Then this ass of a guy let his cell phone drop on me head. At least he had the decency to apologise for that. So for that, I'm thankful. But the soreness n pain on my head went away after a few minutes to a half hour. The cell phone, from what I saw was Samsung Galaxy S3, possibly the baby I have now, that I'm currently replacing. So I went to the coffee to relax and try and get my head sorted again. It hurt like a bitch. The Server who is a hottie in his pink shorts, stroking his cock. My I wouldn't mind a job like that, imagine guys, seeing all these hotties in front of ya with the towel on thou(Regulation of the Boilerhouse). One aspect thou, I will have to recommend the next time I go back there, would have to be the infuriating  of trying to open my locker. Everytime, I wanted to get something, I would have a hard time opening the locker. Someone actually thought, I was trying to break in or something. Its'a security feature. But a bitch of a feature. While relaxing in the Sauna, I was conversing with the lads. The lads were all surprised of my NEW age and of how Irish I am with the phrases that I have. hahaah. Overall a wonderful experience. A memory now to store. hahaha. Anonymity very high. Which is understandable. Sometimes you have to experience life on your own, even thou it may be a lonesome one. it didn't take me too long for me to unshy myself. E.g da Sauna some lads would be naked obviously with the towel on their shoulders or whatever, So I eventually went into the amenities naked. As I couldn't get anyone in the Gloryhole let alone the cruising, I did the job myself. I fucked meself via 2 fingerings(well attempted - too tight da ass is) and wanked til the cows come home - hahahah. Then I stayed in the zacusssi to wash the "juice" off etc., Visited the amenities several times. haahha. Couldn't get enough of the building. One of the times, I was in the Sauna, I banged me head shortly after the Cell Phone fell on me. Not the best idea for a drunk guy to be getting his head banged. hahaa. Oh and another thing, I was continuously getting lost. Eventually I got it. Jaz for €22 it'd wanna be. hahaha. I even got myself Andrew Christian Undies. YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH. Then when I was looking at the porn, there were older gentlemen assing me, of which I turned em down. They took it nicely. Some not so. But I aint gonna go down the route of having sex let alone a BJ with a guy I don't find attractive. NOT ANYMORE.

NEWS

Many fans of Garth Brooks  came to Ireland despite the actual concerts being cancelled. Some were upset but others were still content with what was provided to them.

Diary 19th March 2014

PS: BEFORE I CONTINUE, I MUST WARN YE, THIS IS AN NSFW POST.

Well today was quite interesting in what I learned. First and foremost, before I go anywhere, I normally get stuff required for where am going. E.g If i'm going to the Outhouse, I take my money, and my lacto free milk. If I'm going to the Cineworld I take my card, money as well. However with great regret, just before i went to bed, I searched everywhere for the card, couldn't find it. So I rang Cineworld Customer Care UK. I shall be getting my card in the post. However with that comes a financial corruption too, next month that is.

So armed with the a bit of sadness, came great happiness that I was able to change my name of the card, of which I only realised a few months ago. So I took the chance of getting them the change my name from George Coffey to Georgian Stanescu. The sooner I have my name changed on all my bills of which there's only 1 or 2 left, the better. I want nothing to do with the Coffeys which is kinda ironic when ya think about it. My uncle was a Coffey. Yet I grieved for  him. I guess I ain't a heartless bastard, as I thought I was. Then again who knows. I have been accused in the past. When ever someone calls me such, I usually reply simply saying "Yeah I know I don't have a papa(birth)". They hate this. I respected my Uncle no doubt. However with their religious beliefs we don't agree. Likewise on my Mom's side. So I've had to make a heartfelt decisions to just stick with my Sister who has been through thick and skin.

So with this new found information, I headed on to Cineworld. While on my way to the cinema, there was a few lads at a take away, and one of em, whipped out his cock. Boy was he a scorcher hottie. mmmmmm. He had it against a window for me to see. He must have been a ginger, as he had ginger pubes. I've felt like going over there and sucking him off. It was quite endowed(if my memory serves me right, that means big right????). Now what I'd like to ask meself first thou, is how da hell did he even know I was gay, maybe the pink watch, maybe with the scarf on me with my trackies. Who knows. I did notice one thing however, that everyone else was wearing some form of light clothing. However one thing, I should point out, that perhaps with my recent dietary change, that my body is colder than normal. My sis went trough he same thing recent months. She'd ask me if It was cold, and I say err no, quiet the opposite. She explained to me, that if you don't take proper diet, you're body ain't warm, ie, Food is Food for your body. Keeping it warm etc.,

So then I reached Cineworld. It took a few attempts for my Membership number to work off from my text. Eventually its all got sorted. Likewise getting the food. I didn't want the staff, seeing my hottie of a guy of my phone and off course, using my App Lock app I have installed. Anyways I got it all sorted, and headed on to see The Grand Budapest Hotel. Review here.

So after the film, I headed onto the Outhouse. I came across my mate Bernard. Twas lovely to see him. He explained about the dreams, I was quite interested to learn about the dreams that I have been having. I learned that dreams a person have, is actually connected to what your eyes see. While Bernanrd was up at the counter to get himself a cuppa tea, I overheard Joyce(she works as a volunteer) saying to him, that there was this guy Friar Allesandro. She mentioned the word "EAT". She was insinuating that Friar Allesandro is a hottie and sexy. Now Joyce who is in her 50+ gave me a great insight that there are actually straight people who are Allys. But fair play to her talking about a hottie of a babe. I just had to input my thoughts on him. I saw Friar Allesandro on The Saturday Night Show last week. He was also on Morning Edition this week. A singing priest. I explained to Bernard that he "came out" as a singing priest. Of which he explained to me that there are singing priests. Well I proceeded to say there's something special about this guy. Like why have him on both major TV shows. Perhaps its the fact that he's a Friar. Eitherway he's a babe. Bernard introduced to me his boyfriend Leon(Pls excuse the spelling).  Outhouse was quiet busy today. There was the Transgender group that is around every Wednesday well at least the last few Wednesday anyways. Most enjoyable seeing all the LGBT. Well Gays, and Transgender. Didn't see any Lesbian or Bisexuals. (Perhaps they could have been there, just not out). Eitherway lovely to see Outhouse so vibrant and busy. They then moved off. I saw David. Twas lovely and wonderful to see him. The last time I saw him(which was Christmas '13) he was telling me he was heading on a cruise in Feb of this year. He had a lovely time. I was sad to hear that OpenHouse(Ireland's HIV POz support network) from what I understood, is shutting down. He went onto explain that the Diocese owns it, and they are shutting it down. If I have misunderstood, pls don't hesitate to correct me.

So then I headed onto to see my 2nd movie of the night and see 300: Rise of an Empire. Review here. Just before the film in question started there was the preview of Captain America: The Winter Soldier. While that was on, people were confused, as to what was going on. This is about my 3rd time seeing 300: Rise of an Empire and everytime I went up, I was warned in advanced in case I was going into the wrong movie, that its just a preview. Of which was grand. But tonight, a member of staff(of which I was very surprise) with one of the customers came up to me and asked if this was a preview or was he at the wrong one. I said in an annoyance tone, that it was just a  preview. The staff member should have known, considering he works there. And secondly the customers should be told about the preview when they go to the screen or even when booking tickets.

However on my way home(great time to be thinking - hahaha), that if a person does not fit in with society or whatever, that we are a minority. SO to list in my opinion of people who are a: those of us who suffer from Mental Health we are discriminated against, sexuality(LGBT), Color of Skin, Race(Ethnicity), etc., If your not satisfiable because of your color of your skin or your sexuality or the country your from(Romania ur considered a ROma, China, Latino etc., or whatever there'll be discriminatory behavior. Now the reason I was thinking like this, is we the minority group should group up together and get together and fight back. Like a good mate of mine on FB a few months ago, did bring up a very interesting topic, namely a black person against our sexuality. Which is kinda funny when you think about it. He compared our civil rights(US anyways) to the Civil Rights Movements in the US, namely the slavery, racial color etc., So for a black person to go round preaching the bible or preaching gay is a sin etc., is quiet ironic don't ya all think.