Diary 20th July 2015

So after I got from my sis, I was blowing up some of my +Inflatables Stanescu. I want to do a wee "survey" as to which stays up and which doesn't. Those that don't will be thrown out UNLESS I have another copy of it. hahaha. Then I was uploading pictures of my babes +Puppys Stanescu. So then I started continuing on doing the last of my clothes which is the jumpers. So next week will more than likely be my last of the tidyup, hahaah. And of course catching up and my soaps and then Comedy. hahahah

NEWS

Paul Dunne is about to make history if he wins the Open to gain the Claric Cup. A native from Greystones, Co. Wicklow, If Paul wins the Open, he will become the first Amateur to win the Open since the '30s. UPDATE, it is now has been announced that sadly Paul didn't win The Open.

Greek Banks have reopened since 3 weeks, when they were closed.

FIFA are to hold the next Presidential Election in February 26th next year , after current President Blatter, won the 5th Term but days afterwards, he stepped down. A comedian somehow got into the Conference and threw "fake money" onto the podeoum of where the President was giving a speech.

EBay and Paypal announced in September last year that they are to become two separate companies.

Cuba and the United States have Officially tied their countries, by opening Embassys in each others countries. They last closed the embassy 54 years ago.

Diary 25th June 2015

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Diary 31st January 2015

Spoz to have gone up to Ailish and Noel however Noel texted me "not to worry". Even thou he told me the night before it'd be no problem. Mom then rang me and I asked what up with Ailish and Noel. Mom explained then Teds Father is going and hence Noel was being short.

So I went up to Mom and Dad's instead. Had a ball with em. Hehhrh.

While with em, there was a piece on Doping in Sports in particular Cycling and now Rugby. I fully agree with the journalist. He's being silenced by major corporations and companies etc.,

Diary 15th October 2014

Today, was a quiet day. I was suppose to head onto a meetup, in particular the Vegetarian Meetup in Milanos. Like the other day, I was suppose to go to Umi Falaefel, but didn't bother. I of course cancelled the last minute well in this case.

So I just stayed on in bed. In the middle of the hibernation, I got up for a leak and making room on my box.

Then I got back to sleep and had the following dream.

Am with a group of people. We head into a restaurant. I keep looking at a waiter. He's so brazen. I go to pay .15c and I hand over €1. He gives me no change. I then am writing a review. Clearly it'd be a terrible review I'd be writing.

NEWS

The Budget 2015 "hangover" has occurred. As traditionally, both Ministers for Finance and Public Expenditure(Noonan and Howlin respectively) took to the airwaves on RTE's Seán Ó Rourke to listen to the public on Radio. There has also been confusion in yesterday's Budget announcement whereby Social Welfare recipients and Tax Payers receive €100 off their Water Bill per year and Tax Credits respectively. It was my understanding yesterday, that EVERY single Social Welfare recipient despite there allowance, will receive it. However it has come to my attention that this is NOT the case. Those on the Disability Allowance, Fuel Allowance and obviously if you have the Household Benefits Package will receive. Jobsekker Allowance, and Jobseekers Benefits will NOT be eligible to receive the Water Allowance. This has also come tot he Tax Credits. In order to receive Tax Credit on your Water Bill, you MUST pay the bill, then apply to your local Tax Office and then get the amount off your NEXT bill. The Government will reassure and if needs be change a few things when the Finance Bill comes into force.

U2's Bono has apologized to iTunes for their latest single that was sent to ALL iTunes users. SOme wanted the single BUT others DID NOT.

Serbia and Albania has been charged by UEFA for a Political motivated brawl. Both countries got into a brawl when a flag bearing a "Indigenous" was lowered. A Serbian player took it down. Albania team players were against this, and got into a fist fighting. Serbia have never gotten over the Independence of Kosovo back in '08.

Diary 28th September 2014

PS Again this post contains NSFW content in the form of self harm.

Well unfortunately I regret to inform you all, that my self harm tendencies has continued today. Well after such a long hibernation, thinking sleeping would help to alleviate the urge, I got at half 6. I was due to travel along and pop along to World Vegetarian Day. I went to the event last year. It was quite impressive. This year it was in a different venue. As my depression came back like a camel on its back, I was unable to attend. So I just stayed on, however my urges got stronger and stronger.

So with the time, considering I was due to visit me sis, I got ready and showered. Its there I did my self harming. I don't do it in the traditional sense, whereby I cut veins or whatever. I literally just press down on the skin with the razor, when the pain comes, I relieve and continuing going down on it. And a little skin comes off, then I've done my deed.

So shortly before I finished up the shower, I heard Mom and sis at my door. I just ignored them. However, when I heard my Mom attempting to "breaking in" and entering(I say this LIGHTLY btw), I just had to use the towel around my little junior, and confront my Mom to prevent my door being broken into. My sis could see me getting agitated. So I told Mom to stop it. They both headed off. So as my Mom didn't help me at all, I continued my self harm before I finished completely.

So I then headed off to my sis. We discussed with my recent outbursts on Facebook and of course my Blog here. WE of course also looked at Two and A Half Men. heehheh. Truly most enjoyable, as always. ahahah


NEWS

Japans' 2nd tallest Volcano, has erupted SURPRISINGLY. At least 31 hikers are believed to have perished. Mount Entacké is the Volcano that erupted unsurprisingly. They least expected it. It erupted unexpectedly with an almighty force. It could even be seen from space.

Europe has defeated the USA for the 6th time in 7 Ryder Cups. They won by 5 points. Europe 111/2 and USA 61/2.

Diary 19th September 2014

WEll, what to say about today's entry. heheeh. I woke up with such a sweat and/or fright. I was dreaming about my beloved inflatables. hehehe. I am in a room with Dad sitting in the armchair and Mom beside him. I ask him and Mom, where are my inflatables. I had two. One with a Blue coloring, which in REALITY, I do and another one. They were both at Mom and Dad's armschair. I was looking at em so lovingly. When I turned around etc., maybe at TV or whatever, I turned around to the armchairs and I asked nicely "hey guys, where's my babes, precious or whatever ur having urself. When they refused to give them to me or hand em over, I let out such a scream and I asked for them again. They gave them to me again, eventually. But with such a scream, I woke up in a sweat. And it took alot out of me that I went back to sleep.

So after such an eventual night, I woke up and got up eventful. I then headed  to the Outhouse. Where it was Men's Night every Friday night from 7pm to 8pm. When I arrived, there was a box like outside the Outhouse. Then I read that it's Culture Night. So I continued up to the room, which is located at the Library, where Men's Night is. Quite funnily, my shyness kicked in. By that I mean, I was offered a chair, as I was standing, I thought there was some one else etc., So I eventually finished up on my cell phone. And listened to what others had to say. Another lad joined with us, Cathal. We chatted for a brief period and also with Con. Con was saying he's heading off to Brazil for a few months. I then said that I was heading off to New York to live. And the rubbish that came out of Con's mouth. I never mentioned the word Israel to anyone. As I later said to Brendan O' F, I never bring up a topic, If I don't understand it or whatever. Con had said that America hates Israel or whatever. I said alrite.... except, I never said such. The amount of crap that comes out of people, is just unreal. hahaha. Then Cathal and I were chatting together. And he mention that the name of the Culture Night that was being held int eh Outhouse, was putting him off. ie Katies Party or something like that. Bernard reminded him that there were men at the event. He then said that he's Anti-Lesbian. Now I've never personally heard of them. Its unreal you know. He then said that they hate men, now perhaps he meant that they ain't attracted to men, maybe I'm wrong, WHo knows. hahaah. The two Indian lads that were there last week, one of them clearly still shy, was asking for his other mate, whom I found out the name Edward or Ed for short. He was then offered to move up closer. He was quite disgusted. Whcih I don't get. But anyways. hahaah

So with such delightful conversation, I then headed off with my mate Brendan O' F, to see The Giver(Review here). So after the film, I told him of the above convo with Con and I and Cathal. I told him, that I won't be getting to know him. hahaah.

NEWS

Scotland Votes NO, as in they want to stay in the United Kingdom. British Prime Minister David Cameron has promised as part of his campaign for to stay within the UK, that more powers will be devolved to the Scottish Parliament. It was a 55% to 45%. 84% was the highest turnout in 63 years. Alex Sammond has announced his resignation. He becomes the first High profile casualty of the historic vote.

Dublin City has been chosen to be the Host Nation by UEFA(U...European Football Association) in 2020. The games will be played in the Aviva Stadium. Dublin will play host to 4 games.

Diary 5th August 2014

Well as some of you may know, my place got flooded last Fri/Sat Morning. So with that, I was woken up by my Mom to see a place near where my sis lives. So the two of us headed on down. While the place was nice alirte, I was a bit bemused with the OLD style  cupboards and wardrobes etc., You'd swear I was living in the 80's or something. And then the idea of no Sky Dish permitted, yeah that's gone out the door. Mom went beserk over that I wouldn't move in, because of the Dish not being allowed to be installed.

Then Mom brought me up to her place first as the viewing was for half 2, and my dole would have been too late to get it as they were closed for lunch.

So then I went to get the Dole, and just as I was going into the bank, I saw Don a former work colleague of mine in spar. Then I went to collect my laundry.

Then my sis came to my place. Having a few laughs. heheeh. She got a taxi back to her place.

While doing my nightly administration duties, I keep a record of FB accounts who Page Not Found. And compare that with my sex account. I was quite surprised that one guy I used to know back in my High School Days had actually blocked me. How I found this out was that his account was visible on the sex account but NOT on my other account - gstanescu84. So I sent him a little message, portraying my shock as to he could be a homophobe or something or worse still a racist. Eitherway, I was quite upset to learn of such.

Then when 10am, came my cell phone displays a notification saying that my Dr. Appointment ie Blood Test is at 10am. I literally said "Bollocks". Then I realsied that today is actually Wednesday(well technically tomorrow - as I stayed up over night).

NEWS

Minister for Health Leo Varadkar has delayed the most anticipated "Universal Health Insurance" and described it as being too ambitious for 2019. He would do it in steps depending on Funding. First would be Universal GP Care and the Primary Care. The Opposition parties want the entire plan scrapped citing costly

Possibility of a ceasefire and truce occurring of Israel. Withdrawal of Troops. It is expected to last 72hrs(3 Days)

BCT has officially been shut down. It is the 6th English Language School to be affected.

In the Baby Gammy debacle, it has now been announced that conflict of words and has been exchanging words.

In Sports, history was made when the WOMEN Rugby World Cup won the match against New Zealand.

Diary 20th July 2014

I got up around 7 when I was spoz to be with my sis or at my sis. heeheh. I eventually arrived.

I rang Maureen relating to the "Message from the Environment" or whatever. I first asked her if she knows anything about voicemail whether she knows how to listen to it. She does. She told me that it costs her to listen to her voicemail. So I said that I'd giver her a shortcut to listen to her voicemails on her landline phone. So then I got onto the main topic of teh conversation in which,  I asked what exactly did she mean when she said about the environment. As it happens, she just wanted to recommend a course. I told her that I have no interest in it, whatsoever.

Everywhere I walk, whether to film or whatever, I encounter some hot guys fitness. The whole country's gone fitness mad. haahah

Just literally a few yards from me sis, I encountered a dog sticking his head out through a gateway. It frightened the shite outta me. hahhaa. Never seen it before. Now that's a good one thou. hheeh

Eventually I arrived at my sis. WE discussed various topics. Our first discussion was of Celebs being drunk or ruining their lives. I said that I can think of celeb who IS a clean, as in Daniel O' Donnell etc., What I'm trying to say, any "celeb" we hear is either in trouble with the law or whatever.
I was looking around, and saw my childhood crisps that I used to have as a kid as in Burger Bites. When I was a kid in my Elementary School days, if my memories serves me right, I recall, that I used to always ask a guy for burger bites. Something like that. Then Dad a few years later, when I was working for Pauline his next door neighbor, I used to get paid a big bucks. Then as I was spending like a loonie, on Simpsons DVDs etc., he accused me of being a "Parasite". It hurt me at the time. At times it bugs me. Hence why I never accepted cash from any of my folks when they offer. I have to WORK for it.
My sis then brought up an interesting but valid point being that Bread(well white) is made from flour. I knew that Brown bread was made of flour. But white, it never crossed my mind. So now I'll have to start looking for bread that is vegan. As flour u can guarantee there is some form of eggs involved.
Then we continteud our night discussing what a friend of mine told relating to dating friends. He made a very good point. In that if you date a freind of your's and it DON'T work out, then it will compromise the friendship you have had. You will feel awkward around each other. Sadly that is true  of one person.
Then we got on the main story of the day: The Mom Debacle. In that Mom has been impossible with my sis. Becuase of the news and hurtfulness of my birthday. It all started last Tuesday, when I told that I didn't want anything off em, and that I have the tickets for the Joseph & The Amazing TechniColor Dreamcoat - which technically I don't.
We did however were looking at Two and A Half Men and Starred Up(Review here). I just had to see Jack's Precious bundle of joy(You all know what I mean. heehehe wink, wink)



NEWS

196 Bodies have found. 100 others have yet to be found.

Three time major winner. Rory McIlroy won for the very first time, of the Open Champion

A woman in the US is sueing tobacco company Reynolds.... America. She claims that the her husband is now deceased. She claims, that the husband was not informed that the tobacco company did not inform the husband or anyone else I assume that there are cancerous risks. She is suiing the company for $23BN. Its an untter disgrace,
Alan's point on TV3's IReland AM was and I quote:
"Did they chain him down, and make him smoke, three packs a day
But, if every researcher, and every doctor in the world tells you, was he in a cacoon,
Did he not read a paper, did he not see anything, in all those years
Did he not see one thing, where it said smoking kills, Do not smoke"
Sinead's point was on the topic: "But they didn't inheritantl say, this will give you cancer and it does"

Diary 13th July 2014

As I went to bed QUITE late aka 4pm, a half hour earlier than yesterday - hahaha. It played up on getting to my sis quite late. So I then got up and got ready. Then I ended up at her place. I did appear to be a bit of a distraught ie in grievance as in the death of my Paps, good friend Sean. May he RIP. WE chatted for a bit. Its all we did. Not even a TV show let alone a movie. hahaha.

There were things on my mind. As in when I went in, I was about to burst into tears cause of the grievance. As I said to my sis on FB, "only the good ones are going". I had mentioned that I had hope to have Ailish and Noel over in the Outhouse, but then noted that they NEVER go out and or have a chat. I've always chatted with em in their house. NEVER outside. So I've had to drop them. I shall consider Mulligan(Ailish's Sister) and Eileen(Ailsih's Mom, My Mom's sister) thou. It then occurred to me, that I never had my Aunty(Nun) over at the Outhouse. She claims she ain't a homophobe. So I shall put it to her very soon.

We then chatted about Sean's death and brought many fond memories of him. (which is quite limited). I had remembered him, in terms of me helping him with the Broadband and the Cards that they used to play. My Dad and his friends used to play cards every month or so. They used to play in each others houses. When it was time for our house, my Mom would get a Chinese in for the men, and that we eat the leftovers. However since they have moved on in years, eg. Frank who suffered a stroke a few years ago, then there John Cadogan who sadly passed away a few years ago, then there's Gilbert, who has difficulty in breathing ie Tanks literally every step in his house. So its a pretty sad state of affairs. So they don't play cards anymore.

Afterwards the issue of my Mom in which I brought. Ahem the one in Romania I mean. In that I expressed the "feeling of someone following me" and dark LITERALLY dark shadows. My sis advised that its a possibility that as I have NO contact whatsoever with my birth mother and she the same with me. So my sis was trying to say that someone's trying to deliver news or contact via means of shadows or at the very least the "feeling" of being followed. Even on the way home, I heard something fall, thought it was coins or something. I even put the flash light of my cell phone on to see if anything dropped. But nothing. Then shortly afterwards, I got the "feeling" of being followed again. THANKFULLY no shadow let alone a dark one. Thats freaky alrite. But the feeling is quite scary thou. Ever since the feeling I have been getting, I have had thoughts that my Mom is actually WANTING me, as I expressed to me sis, that I have the need of being WANTED. Of course I have my Mom over hear, BUT when she goes, I'll have my sis of course, BUT NO MOM. etc., etc.,

I explained the Croke Park Debacle of Garth Brooks. I asked my sis who does me Pops blame. He said Garth himself. I somewhat agree. BUT, I actually blame the Promoters and the GAA. Of course he wouldn't blame the GAA. He loves his GAA - hahahah.

Then a delicate topic was brought up. I brought it up as inspired by Touched By An Angel whereby a person was having an episode of Paranoid Schizophrenia. I asked her if there was a way, I could "see" what that person is actually seeing whilst having the episode.

Dad loosing buckets of weight in our opinion cause of the "potential" loss of medical card. As I explained already about his medical card entitlements, my Dad's Medical card will be revoked which will be a big blow if it is being revoked. Now we men, don't like to express our feelings or whatever, clearly by his Weight loss, that's a possibility. Now his Dr., did say thou to loose weight, BUT the amount of weight he has lost, its a bit of a worry. In that he's hardly eating unlike the way he used to. He's even giving me food that he can't fininsh. So my sis n I came to the conclusion that's its a possibility that he's ain't eating as much, so that he can save on Medical Bills, ie Medication etc.,


Shortly before I left my sis, I asked her what does she think of what my friend Todd had said. In that when I was with him at the bar after Mrs. Brown's Boys: D'Movie(Review here) he had expressed on the way to the movie, his concern relating to a post I had put up. He's referring to a Hangman post. In which it states that if you continue to push a person to the limits, he/she may die ie through suicide or whatever. I had denied of such. He said that it must have been on my mind at the time.

Then I had stated that I have lost the mojo, or moxi or whatever when relating to the Citizenship and getting the requirements. I had told her, that I was moving to New York NOT for homophobia reasons, BUT the lack of respect or love from the LGBT Community over hear. Then relating to the Gay Marriage Referendum that  as the Referendum has been moved to Spring of '15, that I've lost the mojo for that too in getting the Citizenship Documents prepped up.

My sis was worried that when she tags a person that her name will appear on her exs page. As I understand, if you block a person, you're name will NOT be visible to that person. As far as that person is concerned, the person will think you've deleted your Facebook Account.

So I arrived home safe and sound, after the weird visioning, I had been encountering on the way home. I found my remote, that I had been searching for a few hours. I had to resort to manual which is a pain. I had to use the buttons on the Box in question.

I finally can now continue to download my gay porn. I had to pause it as my router was reset with the amount of disconnection on a constant basis. It was annoying me. So I reset it and compeltly forgot about my porn connection. I had forgotten how to forward my ports which is required to download Torrents ie gay porn.

NEWS

Germany first to win as a Unified Nation. West Germany won 3 times.. No European nation has ever won the Competition in South America

Bill O' Herlihy bows out after 50 years on TV. Anchored 10 World Cups. The 1990 World Cup was a career highlight. Born in Cork. He started his career with the Cork Examiner.  Moved from Print to RTE CA then to Sport. His Swan Song is gonna be the FIFA World Cup Final 2014 between Argentina and Germany.

It has been announced that Minister for Mental Health Kathleen Lynch(Labour) has been confirmed as to staying in her portfolio with an added responsibility of Primary Care. The remaining Junior Minisiterys will be announced by An Taoiseach Enda Kenny TD on Tuesday.

Pope Francis has been quoted as saying that he intends on finding a "Solution" to the celibacy issue of the Catholic Church.

Diary 10th July 2014

Singing proclaimers songs  via a karaoke style.  Guy who tries robbing my phone stands on such a position for the concert n readys himself for the production.
Woman says if I don't want my phone stolen put it away. I put it down my trousers he attempts to then my I put it in my trousers pocket. Again he attempts to.
In chatting to someone. and I mention my mother in Romania thinking I'm ready. I go manic which i had to awaken myself.

Well I was suppose to see Chef with O' Farrell. Review will be provided in due course. However, I checked my phone, for missed phone calls, or texts and even FB Messenger. Nothing. So I just stayed on in bed and got up later than normal as a result of the dream I was getting of me Ma(Romania). Then I noted, that my box was low on space, so I just watched the Days News Bulletins.

I also forgot to mention that when Todd yesterday after the movies asked me if I was feeling sexy at pride and when I said yeah his reply well "fuck what anyone thinks." Which was  and is my attitude.

News

Its official .We have a South America V Europe FIFA World Cup 2014 Final. Argentina and Germany will go head to head in the final. It will be a repeat of the 1986 final in which Argentina won the final that year and the 1990 final in which the-then West Germany won that year.

A Texan faces per capital murders faces the Death penalty after shooting 6 ppl. After 4 hr standoff. He shot his estranged wife. 2 adults and 3 children were shot dead. 4-13 yrs old were the age bracket. a 15 yr old girl who was shot in da head, alerted the police, is critical in hospital.

The latest in the Garth Brooks saga aka(otherwise known as) Garth Gate. Garth has been offered by Dublin City Council's City Manager: Owen Keegan. He has been offered 3 of the five concerts and the last 2 of the 5 to matinee. As I understand Garth has he himself rejected it and his promoter(Aiken) stating "It's not feasible".

Earlier on he held a press conference where he expressed a "its also under a cloud". He hopes that "joy will eventually shine". He expressed "Everything was rockin'" He continued "Up to 10 days ago, 2 weeks ago, It was nothing but love".Emotionally he stated "Don't sell a show to people and get their hopes up that you're gonna just cancel on em and that's ok". Beggingly he said "and if the prime minister(In Republic of Ireland, we call him Taoiseach - which is Irish for Prime Minster) himself wants to talk to me", he would "crawl, swim". He would even "fly, over there this weekend. Sit in front of him, drop on my knees and beg". 

Expressing being a loser: "Anyone in Ireland, anyone on the planet is sad about this, you're not one billionth as sad as I am". He expresses that he is the  "Real looser" and is just looking for a "simple yes". 

Diary 9th July 2014

As it was so warm out, I decided to dress in my shorts and obv gay colors as in Neon Pink Tank top n Navish shorts. On the way to the Dole ie the Post Office, as failed yesterday. A car beeped at me and called me faggot. Now I took it with a grain of salt, it did get to me for a second, however I then remembered Kevin Costner's quote from Man of Steel. In that he states that "People are afraid of what they don't understand". I alwyas quote this to every living human being. It has helped  me in the past and now today. 

Mom rings me to see of my whereabouts. Now I was on my way home anyways, litteraly I was a stone's through away from my gaf, when she picked me up. To my surprise she did not utter a single word relating to my regout which I was gobsmacked and to this day, I still am. Its a possibility that she has FINALLY(Perhaps I may be coy or speaking toooo soon) We shall see. Ever since I invited her to the Outhouse for Information Session and of course for the big day in question: The Annual Dublin Gay Pride Parade, I have notice a slight change in her attitude. Again I maybe coy, I won't wanna dampen spirits or keep my hopes up or whatever. But as I say to all my LGBT Allies n Friends, I am inviting all my homophobes for one word: REFERENDUM as recommended by The Politics of Pride, Dublin Pride Event. My homophobes says they AIN'T a homophobe. Well Prove it is what I say. By coming along to the Outhouse or whatever. 

Had thoughts of a woman screaming  at my door by following me n preaching crap of hell being cured etc etc. me calling da cops. 

I then headed onto my sis to give her the food that Mom gave me. Had a nice grand auld cuppa tea etc., 

Then I headed on to meet up wit Todd. Twas great to see him. Hadn't seen him ages. We went to see Mrs. Brown's Boy's: D'Movie. Review here. Todd had the most heartiest laugh in the cinema. Twas brill. After the movie, I asked him about Garth Brooks controversy and said he's glad they ain't putting the concerts on as Aiken Promotions in his opinion defrauded Gareth and the legal system. As my friend says Joby says "Law is the Law". I fooly agree with both Joby and Todd. In that they's just got too greedy etc., But more over, that the Law is the Law. 3 Concerts has been played ie One Direction. 

I also told him of my "friend" and his homophobic ways relating to my regout on Pride Day and the such negativity I got from him. His reaction was not what I expected. I'd slap him him in da face. Cause I mentioned to Todd, the three hurtful things that were said. "You should be ashamed of yourself"; when the friend was struggling to say that he's "ashamed of being around me"; "apologise to the Outhouse". He even said "I'll slap you if you apologies to the Outhouse." I then said to him, that I've no intention. As I said to him: and to the friend: "I have WRONGED NO ONE". Shocked n appalled to learn u cannot kiss in da outhouse . I did explain to him, that it is in the safety of the patrons, if "Pervs" comes along. He took it as a joke. Then we were having our drinks. Oh by the way, did I forget to mention, that Todd treated me to drinks. Even though I asked him. hahaha. He had a French Martini and I had my 2 Santa Digna from Spain. Which is a Rosé from Spain. Twas lovely and sweet. We met Cousy from India on our travels. Todd pointed out the three of us have 1 thing in common. In that we's all immigrants. Todd(USA), Coush(India) and I(Romania). On the way home, to his gaf, Todd mentions that Cillain Murphys brother is gay and saw him in the Front Lounge on Pride Day. On the way home, we saw a truck wit funny looking things on its front and was explained to clean tracks of the Luas. 

NEWS

It is now perceived that Gareth Brooks WANTS to reconsider in playing in Ireland. Its of my personal opinion as that of my friend too, that as my other mate on Facebook says "Law is the law". The Promoters wanting to change things etc., etc., or use BULLY boy tactics. 

Brazil SHOCKING exit out of the FIFA World Cup of 7-1 to Germany. Loads of World record were broken. Like several goals within minutes of the game.

Diary 30th June 2014

Well after a struggling getting up, I eventually got up. I was to meet Mom to go and get a bit of Tint on my glasses, the old ones, so to make the glasses that look like Sunglasses.. heeheh, considering the great weather we're having. WE were told that it'd be a few days before they are ready. Mom was a bit apprehensive because of the darkness. However all was resolved and left. hahhaa. So Mom treated me to the nearby restaurant, which it only opened recently. Absolutely lovely it is. I enjoyed my time with Mom. I have been getting great with Mom of late. heehhe.  I told her about the Inflatables incident yesterday in Trinity College when I thought a cardboard sign for a cafe, I mistakened to be an Inflatable. She was most shocked about it. I took it as a harmless mixup. But she took it serious. In that she thinks my Inflatables are having a negative effect on me. She explained that as I've had them for more than a few months, that I will start "seeing" Inflatables on signs etc., I was litterly speechless. So she advised that I deblow them down. I can't or as Aaron Paul Johnson in Godzilla says: "I can't, I can't" do that to me babes. They's so precious. So afterwards, Mom dropped me off at my sis.

We were chatting and chatting as per normal etc., haha. Looking at TV. WE had a nice topical discussion relating to the recent events of the homophobia and pride etc., I have been thinking of collaborating both my gay lifestyle with family. HOWEVER, it will be on a very slow process. I then headed off. And shortly before I left to head on home, I exclaimed that I cannot remember the last time, I left her place around midnight. She has been seeing her boyfriend, and hence, she goes to his place slightly early.

NEWS


David Gillick is to hang up his Spikes.European Indoor Championship. Represented Ireland in Olympics and World Championship levels. He did a series of cooking healthy options on TV3's Ireland AM. Officially he announced the retirement today. Although he has no intention to date, to retire from Gaelic Football. He currently plays for Tyrone(I think  - Pls correct me if I'm wrong)

Oscar Pistorious is told he did not have Mental Disorder when he shot his girlfriend, Reeva Steenkamp in Pretoria, South Africa

Luas(Dublin's Light Rail Tram) has celebrated its 10th Birthday. Former Minister for Transport Seamus Brenannan(Fianna Fáil) - who sadly is no longer with us)

Collisions of Cars and Luas have increased

Cross City Luas is currently being constructed. 

More Non - EEA adults are becoming Irish Citizens. EEA is comprised of EU + Norway, Iceland and Lichtenstein

Diary 23rd June 2014

Well what can I say about today. As I said to Searson, it was interesting  BUT productive. . The day started off with me, struggling to get out of bed, as I was as sick as a dog(well technically exhaustive from last nights events). For a split second, I was gonna leave the whole thing and just stay on in bed. However as you will gather, It was a good thing that I didn't. As I had an amazing time. So for the 1st time in several days possibly a week now, I wasn't able to shower, as I was gonna be late. You see, today I was to go to another Dublin Pride Event, whereby I bring along Family and friends(who aren't LGBT) ie Mom, Dad et.c, to the Outhouse as an Information Session. Well last Friday when I was with the folks, I invited them to the Information session today. With regret, Dad couldn't make it(due to a Dr's Apt), however Mom was able to make it. It was my plan whereby, I be there in the Outhouse and Mom just bump into me or whatever. Or as I said to her on the phone, to be "Just herself". However, as I explained already, things didn't go to plan, however that didn't dampen my spirits of the day. Mom in the meantime, was inside in the Outhouse. I gave her a buzz, just to let her know I'm on my way. So eventually I arrived and she was sitting there having her cuppa tea. heheeh. When I arrived, I asked about the Information Session as to where is it etc., Tiffany was there. She said she'd send someone down. So we chatted and chatted. Áine, the person that Tiffany sent down, came down and then it was then I realised what the term "Information Session" meant. I was slightly disappointed, as I had understood it was like a stall type thing. So Áine brought both Mom and I around the place. We saw the Basement, where Golden Girls was held, and Halloween nights is done every year. The Red Room where Pride Events are held such as the one on Saturday etc., and then onto the Library where Men's Night is held every Friday night. So then Mom and I and Áine came back down. We thanked her for her kindness. Mom and I continued to chat further. I introduced Mom to Brendan Searson. She was delighted to have met him. Searson could tell how nervous she was. Considering her first time in Outhouse let alone LGBT facility. Mom after about an hour or so, headed on off home.
So Brendan and I then continued to chat further. Brendan had told me that there was an Launch of the BelongTo Photo Exhibition starting at 6. So the two of us headed on towards the venue at the National Photographic Archive. Brendan had never been on the Rosie Hackett Bridge where O' Farrell and I went on last month. So we sat, took a few pics and reflected.. O' Farrell had rang me when I was with Mom earlier on. He wanted to meet up. When I said I was still with my Mom he says: "Oh". As much to say he was surprised considering what I had been telling him in the past about her. Searson and I trekked our way towards the National Photographic Archive in Temple Bar.
We arrived and lo and behold who was at he Exhibition but O' Farrell. heheeh. I met several VIP Figures. Colm O' Gorman - Amnesty International. He recognnsied me from 7 years ago when I canvassed for him when he was running as Progressive Democrats. I was overwhelmed that he actually remembered me. Then I met Dominic Hannigan from the Labour Party. He's a TD. David O' Caroll, Director of BelongTo. He thought I had met him in person. I also met Fintan(whom, Searson was talking about him for a few days) from Sinn Féin, as it happens I had met him back in either the Political Debate or the Pride to Remember. Can't remember which. Such a small world indeed. heehhe. So then we had a few speeches and the Guest of Honor being Colm, spoke a few words. Then afterwards Both Brendans and I headed for a nice cuppa tea. Nice and serene indeed.
So O' Farrell headed on home. And Searson and I headed back towards Outhouse. Searson was going to go to a movie, however Searson treated me to a cuppa tea(Green Tea). How nice of him. SO we chatted and chatted. We bumped into a few people. Bernard, then Declan, then Mark. SO as you can gather a busy and very productive day. So shortly before we were all kicked out of the Outhouse as it closes at  10 Mark gave us all a great laugh. Me in particular. As a joke Mark had said that Brendan has a secret side to him, in that he does drag known as "BReda, The Bitch". What a laugh I had. Great hearty laugh. Mark was showing us pictures of his out door activities. I was most impressed by that Mark goes out cycling to Howth every single day at 6 in the morning. The last time I attempted it, I was with the DublinFreeWheelers in which my muscles were gone out the door with the pain like almost 40km to cycle. hmmmm

NEWS

Derval Ó Rourke has hung up her running boots and has announced her retirement. Former World Champion announced her retirement today. She represented her country for over a decade. She won 5 Championship medals including Gold in the 60 metre at the World Indoor Championships 2006. She took silver int he European 100m in Gothenburg, Barcelona, Spain. The Bronze medal at the European Indoor Championship was her last one. 3x Olympian she has left a great legacy upon her retirement

Ireland South MEP Fianna Fáil's Brian Crowley has left The Aldi(The Liberals Group) in the European Parliament and joined European Conservative and Reformist Group - The ECR,

A Sudanese woman sentenced to death for abandoning her faith has been released from prison. Mariam Ebreham. The sentence was sparked by International Outrage. She was considered Mulsim even thou she was brought up by Orthodox Christian and marrying a Christian man. She gave birth while in prison

Diary 20th June 2014

So after yet another hibernation period(however I can now tell why I had a hibernation this time). Me body aching all over as if I had done a days work. For a walk that took a half hour to actually and hour and a half. I was aching in my muscles. Or as my ma would say" Muscle you've never used". haahah. So eventually I got up, when I saw the red light on my box meaning the 1'o clock news was recording. Next minute when I actually get up, Its gone. So perhaps its ran out of space. Lord I hope so and nothing else freaky. So I showered. And one name has been involved in my mind for the past few minutes to an hour. My mom's sister Eileen. I will have to ask my Mom if Eileen knows about my mom's work colleague being gay and the gay couple in the US. Cuase if she don't, then it would explain the homophobia, I got. Like that time, my sis and I were waiting outside the Hughes' (Ailish and Noel)household to get a coat for my Uncles funeral(which started my depression). Eileen gave the most wickedest of eyes u could think of. Even in my own home(where I was reared too). She clearly is against gays. No question of it.

So after the shower, I listening to my voicemails. Two were of interest to me. One was from an English number which I found out eventually. She said "Sad day for England". Meaning England must have been kicked out of the world cup and also about a bike or something. I've a feeling its either the Mulligans(WHICH I DOUBT IT) or Possibly my good mate and I refer to him as smiley Andy Palmer. And the other voicemail of interest were my folks. They came back from a holier in Wexford. Mom said on the voicemail they were in Courtown, Co. Wexford and on a boat(fake btw) and remember my sis steering the wheel. And another memory of my mom remembering too was the time my sis sang "Galway Girl" with a group in Ashtown/Ashdown Park Hotel just outside of Gorey, Co. Wexford.

So after the voicemails checking, I then set about heading off to Tescos and Lloyds Pharmacy. I got 6 or 7 Shaving Creams and 3 4 Pack Yoghurts, 3x Barefoot Wines(One for my folks - to welcome em home), 2x Butter(Vegan -  Pure) and Compost for me pops. So I called up to em. Boy what a reaction I got. hahaha. Twas priceless. I had my top off and a compost bag on me soldier and introduced myself as follow: "Farmer George here delivering the goods for my Pops." When I said the same quote to Dad, he actually thought it was for myself. Says I to him, what do I need it for. hahaha. So I told em of my adventures to the Big Gay Sing, then to the Politics of Pride and Marriage Equality and A Pride to Remember hence where I got the wine for them. We discussed my bday, which being the 30th I'm marking it with my new phone. So after awhile, I headed off. Before I headed off, I had asked Mom if Eileen(her sister) knew about mom's gay(male) colleague and Dad's two Lesbian relatives(who got married ie Gay Couple). TO my surprise yes Eileen does know. and secondly she didn't care, and what I wasn't even prepared for was that Mom told me that Eileen didn't mind, in that she was impressed by her JOB, not her label. I was most impressed. So why da hell is Eileen giving me looks. hmmmmmm. PONDERS. Mom dropped me home. So instead of me staying in for the night, considering it was quite early, I decided to head to the cinema.

So with that in mind, I headed on towards the Outhouse first to put in time as the film I was to see was at 10.20. However when I arrived, I was too late in getting a cuppa. So I just headed onto Men's Night int he Library. Lo and behold I came across O' Farrell. Twas great. So we both headed to see X-Men: Days of Future Past. (Review here). So after the film, I headed with O' Farrell to Harcourt St., where its on his way to his place. I then  was saddened and still am, when O' Farrell told me that the George is closing down and being baught by an English company Westerone. Something like that. And its gonna be converted to a restaurant. I exclaimed its gonna be a sad day for the Gay Community. Considering the straights have em everywhere, yet the LGBT have only 3 venues. The Dragon, Front Lounge and Panti Bar and the Dandelion which goes Gay on Tuesday nights.

NEWS

Niall Collins TD has been marred in controversy when it was found that he had submitted a letter for to quash a conviction of a guy was delaying with drugs conviction. Now first and foremost he is the Justice Spokesperson for his party Fianna Fáil. He submitted the letter for "compassion" reasons just because he felt sorry for the family. What a load of bull me thinks. "Conceeds He erred with court intervention"

England kicked out of World Cup at group stage for the first time in 50 yrs. Italys Loss against Cost Rica posed a threat to England. England previously themselves had been doing poorly in their previous game against Uruguay.

Diary 16th June 2014

Today was after a wonderful concert last night, it was time for my next event which was a lively and most interesting debate. My next event being Politics, Pride & Equality - The Debate. From what I gather bottomline, the Politics of Marriage Equality. That was the basic line. So I got up, showered and got dressed. I was on my way over to Dublin City Library, where the event was being held, I was late by almost a half hour. Despite me being in that very building for more or less the same debate that was on last year, I still failed to locate the building. I asked a few people. Some were ignorant, some didn't actually didn't know it.What can ya do. But then I realised that the building was slightly older and I also noted the brand new Pearse Street Station. Boy I was gobsmacked. Absolutely lovely it is. So when I realsied and admired the new front, I went ahead inside to the Debate.

Adam Long Chaired the debate.

Following are the people who were on the panel.

Grainne Healy - Chair of the Marriag Equality group
Catherine Byrne - Fine Gael TD for Dublin South Central
Senator Ivana Bacik - Deputy Leader of Seanad (Labour)
Senator Averil Power - Fianna Fail
Cllr Chris Curran - Chair of Sinn Fein LGBT and Dublin Councillor
Cllr Roderic O'Gorman - Dublin Green Party Councillor

I recognised Tiernan from Glen and William.

The following are the proposals and ideas that were discussed at the debate.

It was proposed that the Labour Party is far more in favor of Marriage Equality more so than Fine Gael by the media. I can quite agree with him.

Senator Powers was asked something relating to the papers, and her response was 85% DON'T believe in the newspaper

It was also suggested that personal  stories of the LGBT Community around the country will help the Yes side and help the campaign. If ever I was asked to get involve. There's no question, that I will be participating. After all, I was abused left right and center. No remorse., they go on LIEING, there way through to me, being hypocrites that they are. Like they know gay people yet they treated there own, like trash,

What was also suggested, was that we need to focus on the YOUNG people who actually support Same Sex Marriage and hence should get out and vote. However the majority just don't bother with referendums. Its the Older Ppl who vote in all weathers that we have to drive the message to them, to vote Yes in the Gay Marriage referendum. Currently USI is working on a campaign in colleges to get them to vote int eh Gay Marriage Referendum

Most importantly though, is the  cross party support for the Referendum.

WE also have to be visible. Visibility is a major key. Instead of being closeted or even just keeping quite, get out their, be who you want to be, and force people to say, "There is such thing as Gay People" etc.,
Get friends talking etc about the issues that are faced by LGBT people on a constant daily struggle.

Getting equality we need to market European wide. Boris Dittrich has stated will help out in any way he can. Civil partnership was brought out in The Netherlands. It was the first country to bring it.

One fear facing the referendum is that of the gay couples have no family. We need to satisfy all the Fears out their.

Then onto the issue of Gender Recognition.
Currently its 18. So the panel agreed it should be brought down to 16, as medically speaking that's when the puberty kicks in and besides medically we have the right at 16 anyways. Gender recognition when person has changed gender. Denmark became the first country Europe for gender recognition and as such moves further and further away from sex, sexuality and gender model

In 1990 WHO(World Health Organisation) took Gay, Lesbian off da "mad/bad" list. - Grainne

Other points made at the Debate was:

Would it change constitutions of marriage r family if the Referendum were to be passed.
Constitution does not define marriage currently

"U start where u r. "
We  need to put up armor for the things in the campaign
LGBT who r coming out n hearing the negativity in the course if the campaign
If we lose the fight and the Referendum is defeated, it will send us back to the "stone age".
As one member of the floor said, "We cannot afford to wait 10  yrs" let alone 40 to pass a legislation.

Instead of telling the No side what they can do with their facts and figures, WE can give them this as quoted by Chris Curran cllr. "Forgive them Lord for they don't no what to do. "

Using bullying tactics will result in strong no, its unfortunate but true. One member of the floor, had stated if we start yelling out about the Priests, and Catholicism covering up Kerry Babies, Mother and Home, etc., etc.,

Wording will need to be un confusing like the seanad switching lied to confusion n hence was defeated. Yes this needs to be done, right from day one. Unlike the Seanad referendum, it was blamed on the Wording of the Question on the Ballot Paper. It lead to confusion and hence was defeated.

Lgbt in da workplace educators
As long as the kids doing well in school the parents "don't give a damn about the sexual Orientation"(Sen power) of the educator

Can it be repealed the section 37 r removed. Recommended to change instead
Remove religious from school. That'd b brill. Let's move on.
Homonegativty

Homophobia: Tim from Amnesty who was on the floor, pointed instead of talking homophobia relating to fear and bullying etc., why can't we manifested it towards denying rights

Openness n being open opening minds.

So as you can see, a quite compelling debate. Quite interesting.

So Brendan O' F and I headed on home, and dispersed. While I was on my way home, I came across a bunch of girls, probably going to a party or whatever, were wanting to mess with me, by putting a cup ontop of me head. So I reacted quickly by swishing by hand  and prevented them from doing their action. Perhaps they were wanting to just piss me off or perhaps with the TShirt: "Smile if you're Gay". Nobody, and I sincerely mean nobody gets away with bullying or whatever u wanna call. I was hidden and kept my mouth shut  for too many years

NEWS

Michael Schumacher has woken up from his several month coma. Has left the hospital too. He went into a coma around Christmas '13 when he hit his head off a rock in the French Alps. After 170 days in Coma he has left the hospital. He is to continue his rehabilitation.

Tal Afar is the latest town, to fall victim to ISIS -  The "New" Al Qae Haeda. Even Al Qae Haeda is fearful of their methods.

Diary 13th June 2014

I was due to get up to see my son Godzilla. Review here. However the alarm never wen toff and hence was far too late in getting to the film. However there was a different in this sleep hibernation as I'd like to call it. In that I was actually prepared to get up even thou it was too late(half 10 when I got up, which I instead stayed on. hahaha). The reason why my alarm failed to get me up was that Poddy(iPod) was in mute mode, of which while I was trying to get the quote from the film, Maleficent. Review here. and hence why I had to mute the Poddy.

NEWS

ISIS - Islamic State in Iraq Syria. Originally known as The Islamic State of Iraq. World;s most dangerous G-HAdest('SCuse the spelling) organisation. ITs methods are so extreme even AlQae HAda('Scuse the spelling) has distanced themselves from it. From what I understand, to set up Islamic State in the Middle East. They've taken over Allepo - Baghdad. Abu Bakar Al-Baghdadi has taken over the ISIS head since 2010. He's been known as the "New" Osama Bin Laden. " He claims to be direct descendant tot he Prophet Mohammad. Also known as ISIL -

Irish government warned NOT to get ease up on Austerity. Irish Citizens hopes up of the Budget 2015 have been "unhelpful". They may need more than €2BN as initially thought. They have been warned by the European Commission.

One of the stadiums being used in the World Cup in Brazil has yet to be finished.

Surcharges and Hidden fees on Credit or Debit Cards are being banned as am from today with the new EU Consumer Directive. "Today, Europe is putting an end to consumer rip offs online." - Commissioner for Consumer Affairs(Correct name - to be researched)The name of this new law is called Directive 2011/83.; Long cooling off periods for online shoppers. and end to the pre ticking of boxes when your purchasing a product or service online.


Franz Bechenbower(Scuse the spelling) German World Cup Winning Player and Winning coach has been banned for 90 days by FIFA for failing to cooperate in the Investigation to the corruption scandal of awarding the to the 2018 and 2022 to Russia and Qatar respectively.

Diary 11th June 2014

I had made plans to go and see my son Godzilla with Todd, however he wasn't feeling himself. SO we decided to leave it until he's ready. He has this desperate cold. So as with anything, of which I've notice

A very cinematic dream in that my dreams based in a cinema. At one stage we were at an IMAX movie requiring a feedback. The movie was set on a ship with the monster being the enemy. I had negative feedback for the film. As I was approaching the feedback box in my mind I was approaching a church that had a crematorium in it. Then at another stage i leaving the imax n for fun tapped a member of staff s shoulder. Might add he s an elder. So I then go or towards the exit. N get inline for a ticket. I note they now sell microwavable popcorn. Somehow drink gets spilled. The  pours in the microwavable popcorn anyways. 

Another  aspect of the dream that i realize I'm in a 3d film. So I say of fuck. Then I feel a 3d glasses down the site of the seat. They r very elegantly. 

Then another aspect but so weird is that I'm sitting down n im in different areas. Its indescribable. Like one minute I'm in one place the next am else where

Then separately to cinematic dreams I then recall memories of me ex in his friends 30th birthday. M my first time staying up till 5am. Wondering what we did afterwards

Then that illfated night The front lounge 

 We went to Temple Bar Hotel where we were to try my first experience of sex. However due to my ongoing stress of homophobia at home, I wasn't able to "perform". My Jnr., kept going soft. We went to Front Lounge where I got severely drunk(never have I done this before). We were to go to Break For the Border(Dublin's TUES gay bar) But since moved to Dandelions.

The drinking episode i had with my ex in front lounge the night i also met Rory Cowan aka Rory Brown (MRs. Browns boy s Rory) for a pic n all. I  remember asking Keith who is this Rory u want a pic of as i had never heard of him. Keith described him off course I'd hoi to the wrong guy haha. So we drank the night away. I was getting very tipsy. But didn't care. I just continued. Then we were all told to finish up as it was last orders. So Keith n I headed to our hotel. Where on the way I kept falling. Some guy approaches us n says something about bf. I can't recall it being derogatory. We were supposed to go to the Break for the Border but unfortunately Keith had shoot himself literally as the new Bulmers Recipe has taken a toll on him. So we're just headed back to the  hotel. Then all of a sudden i stated to cry outrageously skulking all my guts out on the homophobia etc. I remember him saying stop or I'll start. He hates seeing the love of his life suffering. We surefooted to make love the next night but my junior was too stress like his owner.  The next day after the drinking episode we headed to the Jameson distillery. There was a tasting session. I just couldn't handle anymore drink. I remember testing a bit n either give the rest to Keith or leaving it behind.

Can i promise u one thing. We the people of the Republic of Ireland are gonna fight u all. Uve ruined me for life. I can't stop sleeping, can't stop thinking of my ex. Only I get to have a say not u in my relationships.  

NEWS

It has now been found that the  Cook Report which was published  yesterday, actually found no evidence in the Garda Bugging in which GSOC, brought up back in February of this year. Former Minister of Justice Alan Shatter was found that he had told the truth. So now from my perspective that GSOC either the staff, and or the Organisation will need to look at the themselves, as they are after making two Senior positions UNTENABLE, namely Former Garda Commissioner (Martin Callinanan) and Alan Shatter. They both resigned or stepped down, because of the GSOC. 

Reform Alliance Group has just published Proposals. Reform Alliance which consists of TDs who left their respective political partys because of their Party's Policies. Eg. Lucinda Creighton TD, left the Fine Gael party because of the Abortion Laws. etc., etc.,, Consists of 5 Fmr., Fine Gael TDs and Two Senators. Denis Naugten, Senator Fidelma

European Commission is to investigate Apple's Tax Break. Californian Governor Jerry Browner, poked fun claiming if Apple were to pay the same tax as they pay in Ireland to pay such a low tax in Cali, USA that Californian would be its own State Country. They are also investigating Fiat in Luxembourg and Starbucks in the Netherlands.

Lack of Regulations of Smartphone Apps, caused Berlin, Madrid, Paris, London to come to a standstill. All caused by App Uber.

2 Months ago a late 1800s Trinity College Gate, was rammed down.  and has now been reinstalled. a 68 yr old man has been in arrested and later released.

The World Cup Host country is further in tormoil with its poor work load and poverty.

The World Cup Governing Body: FIFA has been accused of corruption. 

Diary 1st June 2014

My plans for today was to be of a busy one. I got myself ready to do my first trip out to DublinFreeWheelers first meetup(well me anyways) to Howth head, Howth. We met up at the Dublin Convention Center). While we were waiting to head off, I was chatting to a guy Yuriean from Venezuela. He has very good english for a person who's been here for a month only. He goes to NCBA(Business Administration course). So we started our long haul of a journey. I had been in the past cycled the Clontarf front I had a bit of trouble. So when we were doing the Clontarf, I had been struggling. So we continued. We all encountered a hill, of which we were warned. By jasus it was a tough one. It was suggested on the way that it is a "boring" hill. As it was an ongoing up hill battle. But we got there in the end. WE stopped by a nearby restaurant for refreshments. Twas lovely and pleasant. It was suggested that we did about 19km to Howth. It was lovely and pleasant to sit in the sun that eventually came out. We then set about heading back to the Convention Center where we all met. When we arrived back, we were seeing crowds of people at the Quays. I was then told it was to do with the Tall Ships for exhibition purposes. So Yuriean and I set about heading home. He told me he was living in Dublin 1. I told him, that's a large area. So he then told me that he's in Summerhill. I said that's practically beside me. So we both headed off and we dispersed. Swapped numbers.

I then came home, relaxed for a bit. I had got a call from Pops telling me that my sis would be calling to them instead of her to place and that I was to call up to them. Now a couple of things were going through my mind, BUT one thing's for sure. That if anything were to happen, that we as a family would pull together and offer our help in any way or shape of form. As it happens it was so that she told us that she had been diagnosed with Clinical Depression(Worst of its kind - as described by herself). I was kinda under the illusion that there's problems with the two of em, however it wasn't to be. Eitherway, I'm glad that things are happy for em. as I said, I'm happy if she's happy. We all had a nice meal.

So I've decided that I just do the cycling with a group. I can tell you, I won't be cycling as much with the group. They go on quite a journey. I would need to be very fit alrite. No question.

Allegations of wrong doing in fixing election of the 2022 World Cup in Qatar have arisen after Sunday Times publishes evidence. Evidence of $5m was paid by Former FIFA's Official. Electing a country that is not Football friendly and weather were factors, hmmm