Diary 26th August 2014

Well what a day I had. Twas amazeballs. I got up at midnight, as I heard shouting in my apartment building. I would take it that the partner cheated on the woman. He was speaking softly, meaning perhaps that he's admitting. I ain't sure.

I was to meet my Aunty(Nun) as per our monthly meetups. I last saw her at the Pride Parade. Then the last meetup in question was back in June. And the last time I saw her was when I nearly gave such a reaction to a wee fright I gave her. It was the reaction that got me in stitches. So anyways, I made my way. I first popped into An Post for the Dole, then across the road for to transfer funds over. Then I set about meeting my Aunty in KC Peaches. (Review here). Oh, we had quite alot to discuss. hahhaa. When I was putting down the tray, My aunty put the tray behind the plant. There was a waiter coming out, I was trying to tell the waiter the "tray" is behind the plant. Maureen had to help me out. Dunno why I got such loss in words. I was even pointing to the waiter, "what do you call that", He didn't know. But knew the humour. Twas hilarious. I just got a loss of words.
Of late, I have been feeling very lonely. I don't have my mom(Marianna), although I do have a separate FB account for her, just so that I know shes in my life, secondly, no guy wants to go near a Hepatitis B guy. And so it has come for time for me to announce, that I have been seeing a guy(well we've yet to meet). I started chatting with him a few months, then I told him, I was going through a rough patch, and so he came back into my life recently. And continued our friendship. He has since portrayed he'd like to get to know me. I of course told him of my hep B and his wording NOT mine"Takes me more then that to keep u away from me (wink) if this isn't love that I don't know what love it (wink)". WE haven't officially announced anything. WE're taking things very slowly. However the reason I bring this up is that, I told my Aunty, that if there were to be any relationship, that I do not wanna hear any bull of homophobia from what I endured the last time. Including age difference etc.,
WE were also discussing my sis hospital expereince. She's in hospital for Pancreatisitis. and other mental difficulties. And now we're as a family after learning devastating news, that she was Raped via Rape Drug. She told Mom n myself, that the ex had injected her while she was asleep. Hence the bruising etc., The reason I bring this up, I explained to my aunty that there's a RIGHT way of explaining the wrong and the WRONG way of explaining the wrong. If you start saying, she deserves it, or she looking for attention or whatever, WRONG, that's WRONG. You support the person continuously, true and true etc.,
Then finally before we dispersed we then discussed Marks Woods adoption and wondered he was adopted as a baby, and yet I was 8 before I was adopted.
Then I had told her that the only way to learn a language is quite simple go to the country, converse with a person who has the language you are learning and most important in my opinion is to read and speak the language in your mind. Read signs etc., E.g today on the way to Maureen, I encountered "Trinity College, Dublin, Nursing and & Midwifery". I then read that in Irish: "Coláiste Tríonáide, Baile Atha Cliath, Altranais(Nursing) & Chnámhas,,,,(Midwifery)). Then I read another sign: "Grafton St., " Shr Grafton" etc., etc., Then I only remembered that I remember reading Irish for Summerhill(Cnoic on tSamhriadh) and Ballybough(Baile Bochta).Baile Boctha is literally meaning Poor Town. Then my friend O' Farrell told they could be taking it from the English and just "Irishing" it. .... eg

Then the two of us headed onto one of my errands of collecting  my glasses. A new pair I was getting for free, as the previous kept breaking in half. etc., When the sales clerk was giving me my new ones, I had asked him to have a look at the old ones, as they were breaking. Then he gave em back to me, and asked if I'd like em to be cleaned etc., Very caring he was.

Then we both dispersed and said our good byes, I wanted to get my 5 milks, I have decided since last week to restock my fridge VERY SLOWLY thou, due to funding concerns. So I then decided to head onto Tescos in JErvis. My friend Christopher of whom I say at March of Marriage on Sunday also suggested Sunflower in Butter. So with that in mind, I looked for it, couldn't find it. And if I did find it, it DOES have milk. So not sure if he had right name. Then again, he couldn't remember the name of the brand anyways, he did say its far cheaper than normally. But eitherway, I as me sis would put it: "BINGED" on getting about 10 cartons of milk, ranging from Soya to Almond(5 of them), Hazelnut, Coconut(mmmmmmm) etc., etc.,

So then I headed onto the Outhouse. I got myself green tea ie Peppermint. mmmmmm. Then on my way out, I encountered the magazine, GCN in which I submitted a letter of an LGBT Divided, of which I submitted to the magazine.I noted the magazine has a new issue. To my surprise my publication wasn't available. SO I said I'd email the editor and see what up?. But then throughout my struggle on the way home with the milk, that perhaps one of my mates whom I told, about the publication apparently don't agree, and emailed the editor to NOT publish my content. I guess we'll never know.  However I will email him and see what happens. If it so happens that it was indeed a person who has emailed behind my back to stop the publication of my content, then I shall seek Legal advice or whatever, maybe GLEN or somebody.

So then I arrived home, with a quickie of a toilet break to head off on my next errand. I then got ready and headed on off to my sis place. She's currently in hospital as I said above. She wanted me to check the post. Of which I did. On the way to the hospital, I encountered my old friend Michael Byrne's house who was in my High School class. Apparently he has emigrated or at the very least moved out.

I then arrived at the hospital, when I arrived, I was in the queue, and I was wondering how am I to get to see her. So as I saw a few people "sneaking in" to the area where my sis is, I said I'd try my hand. So I went to the Nurses station, and to see where she is. She was on a trolly ASLEEP. I did try to wake her. However as the Visiting Hours were for half 6 to half 7, I said i'd leave her. Considering I had arrived late.

So on my way home, I continued to looking at the Irish language signs. One such was Drom Áláinn(Dromawling). Again the name literally means "Lovely drums", however the English is quite similar to the Irish in terms of what you see on the page.

I was then on the way home, when I said I'd pop into Mom and Dads. I then immediately got a thought that the Mulligans would be there, and they'd see the TShirt, I was wearing "which bears the slogan: Feck off out of my life. I'm with Team Panti" and that Mom would be very nervous. And then Kathleen(one of the Mulligans) would say "Remember the little agreement we had" and then I would overhear and be very disgusted. The agreement that the Mulligans would be relating to Gays. Int hat Kathleen NOT in favor of em. and wanted Mom to do something. And as Mom went to PRide(where I blurt out to all), Kathleen then threathens here with the agreement????

Diary 15th July 2014

There was no end to my dreams. Here's just a flavor of what I have been enduring for the past 15hrs of sleep. From 7pm to 3pm the following day. 

I am seeing a pic of myself as a kid and the guy in the middle is "Jimmy" and my sis on the other side. I learn a disturbing secret that Jimmy's father murders his mother. I'm wearing a green top. I was acutally looking at my self as young lad. 

I am at home with my folks and of course with my sis(AS ADULTS). WE are all looking at pics of ourselves when my sis n I were kids. When I see a pic or vid of myself I run out of the back room balling crying. 

Its a possibility that both my sis and i have to b told stuff regarding our stay at the Orphanage.

Arrested and fined 150 of which the Cops pays for me. It was so clear as to being handcuffed. Not sure exactly the crime in question. 

Maureen n Mom meet me in a restaurant of which I introduce porter to Maureen my aunty. 

While messing with by sis in my gaf I cripple my bk that I need to lay on my back for several hrs. 

While waiting for help, life passes me by. The nurse  wants me to point out the pain so George from Kennedys is in swimwear. I ask George to turn around and I show the nurse. One of the ideas or life's mishaps is the idea of where I am going through a set of walls into a lonesome house. This particular house is in an area surrounded by a brick wall in a country side type. The freaky thing about this particular house is that I've dreamt about this particular house in the past.

Now from the back problem of the above, I go straight to a scene of whereby I'm in a hospital due to breathing difficulties. I'm at a corner when I encounter Richard and Hyacinth Bucket (Pronounced bouquet - hahahaha are filming an episode. I says to Richard "go long Richard". He makes a beautiful dish of pasta of which he is blending. Hyacinth's dish is a mess in that when she goes to blend, she pushes the wrong button or something as it is as if she pressed the button to release like slurry. 

I then encounter Mary Byrne in a room. Mary sings a beautiful song and I congratulate her. 

My old school principle passes me on the corridor. And my top part of the oxygen tank dismantles. I have struggling breathing. The principle helps to me to put it back together. And so I breath in the fresh oxygen of from the tank.

So after I woke up and eventually got up. I was looking at yesterday's News Bulletins(14th July) when I saw Mom coming down the steps of the my place. So I went up to greet her. She was wanting to bring me down to get the Dole. I said that I'm going to see Mrs. Brown's Boys: D'Movie with my sis. Mom says that, that may be cancelled as she's got a headache. As it happened it was cancelled. So with this in mind, I set about heading off with Mom to the Dole. Mom was very disheartened to learn when I told her that I don't want anything. I made a sorry ass of an excuse so that I don't get cash or cheque or whatever for the phone etc., etc., You see, I first said to Mom that I have the tickets. She was so annoyed. She even said that the family "lack in communication". She then put it that it don't help when I don't answer the phone. I had explained to her that when I expressed an interest in Joseph and the Technicolor Dreamcoat Theater show that's' being put on in Bord Gáis Energy Theater in August. It never crossed my mind that she and Dad were getting me tickets. So with this in mind, she then asked that I be with Dad on Tuesday(the day before the birthday) so that he can give me a "cheque". It was then found out actually that he wanted to pay for the phone IN FRONT of me at the clerk in town or more than likely in his local O2 store up in Artane. I later revealed to my sis, that I can't allow that anymore. As he has told me that I need to "get my priorities right". I find that horridly annoying. He probs mean well. But I just hate it to the coar. Everytime, he buys something BIG for me, like a new gadget or a new phone or whatever, he passes on a comment to the sales person. Which is HIGHLY embarrassing. I get this sinking feeling. He would say something like, "looks like I'm buying". Something like that. So I got my Dole sorted and my banking. So Mom and I were arguing that I get a takeout. I personally didn't want it. But Mom got it for me anyways. The 3 in 1 was absolutely scrumptious. But the Vegetable Curry, I wouldn't be so quick or as me Da would say, "I wouldn't be first in line" to get the curry. 

When Mom left, shortly afterwards, I saw Maureen leaving food for me and for my sis of which I later learned from her, that I was to drop it down to my sis. We chatted for a bit. When she first saw my place, her reaction was actually interesting. "Jesus, Mary and Joseph". I said Jesus isn't here". When me Da would say Jesus as in being annoyed with me or whatever, I used to say all the time, that "Jesus isn't here". He hated that. I said this to Maureen. She had a hearty laugh. hahaha. She expressed that the environment can cause Depression or whatever. I said "People cause Depression NOT environment". She then told me the story of the Joseph and Amazing Technicolor DreamCoat. It was so interesting. I really can't wait NOW. 

So then afterwards, I headed on to see my sis. We chatted and had a mixture of TV too. WE were looking at the old episode of Two and A Half Men and of course Golden Girls. On the way I got sugar for her, and I saw different flavorings of Green Tea. So I decided to get em. We both tasted the Strawberry flavor. IT was so scrumptious. I expressed my dreams to her. She is very concerned. I also said that I noted that everytime, someone I knew very well or became close to, that I get into a deep state of depression, as occurred since last Thurs when my sis told me about SOD's untimely death. So the two of us, headed on out to get a few groceries. So now I'll be adding the Green Tea to my diet on a permanent basis which is SO cool. heeheh

NEWS

Junior Ministry or Part 2 of the Cabinet Reshuffle was announced by An Taoiseach, Enda Kenny. It was reported that the British Prime Minister, David Cameron(Conservative) announced his Cabinet Reshuffle of BOTH Senior and Junior Ministers(Secretaries) with this, he announced a whole "string of" women in his portfolios. However across the pond here in Ireland, The Taoiseach failed to do such. He himself brought in legislation to change this behavior of having no women in politics. 

Another controversy has arose now. In that newly appointed Joe McHugh TD has been assigned the Minster of State at the Department of Gaeltacht. Now reason being this person is a controversy is that he's been assigned to a minstery of which he has little to no Irish.

Simon Harris TD(FG) - Minister of State at the Department of Finance
The youngest male member of the Dail, and the sexiest(heheeh) replaces Brian Hayes. Who's gones to Europe. He was voted as Dublin's MEP last May. 

Darragh Murphy(FG) - Minister of State for European Affairs

Paudie Coffey(FG) - Department of the Environment

Aidahaon O Riodan(Labour) - 

Kevin Humphires(Labour)

Ann Phelan(Labour) Minister of State, Agriculture

Damien English

Michael Ring TD - Minister of for Tourism & Sport

Joe McHugh TD - Minister for State at the Department of Gaeltacht

Sean Sherlock

The following are the losers ie, they have been demoted. 

Fergus O' Dowd(FG)

Dinny McGinley TD

Ciaran Cannon(FG)(Former PD)

Joe Costello(Labour)

It is with great regret that Garth Brooks has officially announced that he will NOT be playing any gigs in Croke Park this Summer which was due to be held at the end of the month. Garth Brooks himself issued a statement "Crushed is an understatement".