Diary 26th August 2014

Well what a day I had. Twas amazeballs. I got up at midnight, as I heard shouting in my apartment building. I would take it that the partner cheated on the woman. He was speaking softly, meaning perhaps that he's admitting. I ain't sure.

I was to meet my Aunty(Nun) as per our monthly meetups. I last saw her at the Pride Parade. Then the last meetup in question was back in June. And the last time I saw her was when I nearly gave such a reaction to a wee fright I gave her. It was the reaction that got me in stitches. So anyways, I made my way. I first popped into An Post for the Dole, then across the road for to transfer funds over. Then I set about meeting my Aunty in KC Peaches. (Review here). Oh, we had quite alot to discuss. hahhaa. When I was putting down the tray, My aunty put the tray behind the plant. There was a waiter coming out, I was trying to tell the waiter the "tray" is behind the plant. Maureen had to help me out. Dunno why I got such loss in words. I was even pointing to the waiter, "what do you call that", He didn't know. But knew the humour. Twas hilarious. I just got a loss of words.
Of late, I have been feeling very lonely. I don't have my mom(Marianna), although I do have a separate FB account for her, just so that I know shes in my life, secondly, no guy wants to go near a Hepatitis B guy. And so it has come for time for me to announce, that I have been seeing a guy(well we've yet to meet). I started chatting with him a few months, then I told him, I was going through a rough patch, and so he came back into my life recently. And continued our friendship. He has since portrayed he'd like to get to know me. I of course told him of my hep B and his wording NOT mine"Takes me more then that to keep u away from me (wink) if this isn't love that I don't know what love it (wink)". WE haven't officially announced anything. WE're taking things very slowly. However the reason I bring this up is that, I told my Aunty, that if there were to be any relationship, that I do not wanna hear any bull of homophobia from what I endured the last time. Including age difference etc.,
WE were also discussing my sis hospital expereince. She's in hospital for Pancreatisitis. and other mental difficulties. And now we're as a family after learning devastating news, that she was Raped via Rape Drug. She told Mom n myself, that the ex had injected her while she was asleep. Hence the bruising etc., The reason I bring this up, I explained to my aunty that there's a RIGHT way of explaining the wrong and the WRONG way of explaining the wrong. If you start saying, she deserves it, or she looking for attention or whatever, WRONG, that's WRONG. You support the person continuously, true and true etc.,
Then finally before we dispersed we then discussed Marks Woods adoption and wondered he was adopted as a baby, and yet I was 8 before I was adopted.
Then I had told her that the only way to learn a language is quite simple go to the country, converse with a person who has the language you are learning and most important in my opinion is to read and speak the language in your mind. Read signs etc., E.g today on the way to Maureen, I encountered "Trinity College, Dublin, Nursing and & Midwifery". I then read that in Irish: "Coláiste Tríonáide, Baile Atha Cliath, Altranais(Nursing) & Chnámhas,,,,(Midwifery)). Then I read another sign: "Grafton St., " Shr Grafton" etc., etc., Then I only remembered that I remember reading Irish for Summerhill(Cnoic on tSamhriadh) and Ballybough(Baile Bochta).Baile Boctha is literally meaning Poor Town. Then my friend O' Farrell told they could be taking it from the English and just "Irishing" it. .... eg

Then the two of us headed onto one of my errands of collecting  my glasses. A new pair I was getting for free, as the previous kept breaking in half. etc., When the sales clerk was giving me my new ones, I had asked him to have a look at the old ones, as they were breaking. Then he gave em back to me, and asked if I'd like em to be cleaned etc., Very caring he was.

Then we both dispersed and said our good byes, I wanted to get my 5 milks, I have decided since last week to restock my fridge VERY SLOWLY thou, due to funding concerns. So I then decided to head onto Tescos in JErvis. My friend Christopher of whom I say at March of Marriage on Sunday also suggested Sunflower in Butter. So with that in mind, I looked for it, couldn't find it. And if I did find it, it DOES have milk. So not sure if he had right name. Then again, he couldn't remember the name of the brand anyways, he did say its far cheaper than normally. But eitherway, I as me sis would put it: "BINGED" on getting about 10 cartons of milk, ranging from Soya to Almond(5 of them), Hazelnut, Coconut(mmmmmmm) etc., etc.,

So then I headed onto the Outhouse. I got myself green tea ie Peppermint. mmmmmm. Then on my way out, I encountered the magazine, GCN in which I submitted a letter of an LGBT Divided, of which I submitted to the magazine.I noted the magazine has a new issue. To my surprise my publication wasn't available. SO I said I'd email the editor and see what up?. But then throughout my struggle on the way home with the milk, that perhaps one of my mates whom I told, about the publication apparently don't agree, and emailed the editor to NOT publish my content. I guess we'll never know.  However I will email him and see what happens. If it so happens that it was indeed a person who has emailed behind my back to stop the publication of my content, then I shall seek Legal advice or whatever, maybe GLEN or somebody.

So then I arrived home, with a quickie of a toilet break to head off on my next errand. I then got ready and headed on off to my sis place. She's currently in hospital as I said above. She wanted me to check the post. Of which I did. On the way to the hospital, I encountered my old friend Michael Byrne's house who was in my High School class. Apparently he has emigrated or at the very least moved out.

I then arrived at the hospital, when I arrived, I was in the queue, and I was wondering how am I to get to see her. So as I saw a few people "sneaking in" to the area where my sis is, I said I'd try my hand. So I went to the Nurses station, and to see where she is. She was on a trolly ASLEEP. I did try to wake her. However as the Visiting Hours were for half 6 to half 7, I said i'd leave her. Considering I had arrived late.

So on my way home, I continued to looking at the Irish language signs. One such was Drom Áláinn(Dromawling). Again the name literally means "Lovely drums", however the English is quite similar to the Irish in terms of what you see on the page.

I was then on the way home, when I said I'd pop into Mom and Dads. I then immediately got a thought that the Mulligans would be there, and they'd see the TShirt, I was wearing "which bears the slogan: Feck off out of my life. I'm with Team Panti" and that Mom would be very nervous. And then Kathleen(one of the Mulligans) would say "Remember the little agreement we had" and then I would overhear and be very disgusted. The agreement that the Mulligans would be relating to Gays. Int hat Kathleen NOT in favor of em. and wanted Mom to do something. And as Mom went to PRide(where I blurt out to all), Kathleen then threathens here with the agreement????

Diary 21st August 2014

Well shortly before I went to bed(which was quite late), Mom popped down to me with grub. I was eating the Baps as she calls it, there was Beet Root. Its official I WON'T be going near it with a barge pole. I never stopped shitting from it. There must be some form of lactose in it. Oh don't get me wrong, the taste is lovely(obviously WITH something else).

So shortly after my short sleep, I got up almost late(nothing's new, hahaah). I then headed on to meet Brendan S. Then Searson rings me to say that Brendan O' F will  be joining us. WE would be seeing Into the Storm(Review here). During the movie I told Searson that I would be seeing Take 2 of X-Men: Days of Future Past(Review here). So then O' Farrell headed on home. Searson then says that he was heading onto the Outhouse to get a coke soda and to relax. These words went through me. Just about as I was about to queue up, I decided to leave X-Men, considering I've seen it a few times, and went to back to the Outhouse. Searson treated me to a cuppa,(of which I owe him - hahah). We chatted. So then I went back to the cinema for to see Guardians of the Galaxy(Review here).

So then after the film, I got a text, from BOTH Brendans that I get through to Brendan O' F. So then I got through in the end, and it was found that O' Farrell wanted to come by my place and hang out. Or perhaps to stay over night. However, I explained to him that as it endured flood damage, that it was impossible. So then he invited me to his place. I said that I was tired. Considering I only got 2hr sleep - haahaha. Then I joined with him to McDonalds where we chatted for a bit.  I had asked him, what did Searson mean when he said to check my "Inbox". I had thought that it was to do with Facebook messages or Email. But it was actually BEFORE the days of Android,  the way it displayed your SMS. So if you received a text, it would appear in Inbox, likewise if you sent a message, you would find em in Sent Items. Ahhhh memories. I also expressed my disgust at the Cops the way they treated my sis' rape especially when it occurred twice within a week. As I said and I'll say again, if your naked in front of a person or drunk outta ur mind, YOU'VE NO RIGHT TO BE RAPED. You have a right to your digintiy.

Albert Reynolds Dies at age 81
 Former Taoiseach
 Led FF to 2 Coalition Govt
 Minister for Post and Telegraph, Industry........
 Dealt with X Case and Beef Tribunal
 Replaced Charley Haughey due to Phone Tapping scandals. Reynolds replaced him
 Tributes have been pouring in from current Fianna Fail leader Mícheál MArtin

He paved the way for Peace in Northern Ireland duing the Troubles
 "Peace first, Politics Next" famously sayed

Diary 16th August 2014

Well after a wonderful slumbers sleep, I woke up fresh a a daisy. NOt even a peep of a tiredness. hahaah. I set about meeting my friend Ronan for to see Guardians of the Galaxy(Review here). So I set about heading off. When I arrived, I couldn't find him anywhere.

In the meantime, I set about returning the 9 missed phonecalls from my Aunt(Nun), one from my sis and another from Mom. When I got through eventually, to one of em, I most certainly was not prepared for what was down the road for me. It would appear my sis is again in hospital. She was in resus. So possibly an overdose or alcohol. More than likely Alcohol. Either way, she revealed before the phone was taken off her, that she was raped again she said something like "3 Days". I said "For fuck sake" not again. I repeated this several times out loud on the street, tearing up. I just can't understand, why she would go back to such a monster. Then during the phonecall, it hit me, saying that she told me too that she wanted me as a favor to go and attack him or beat him up. Of which I obviously refused. So that can only mean one thing as I said to my Pops on my way home tonight, that that's NOT love talking one bit. So then I expressed to Maureen that something has to be done. So Maureen's phone went dead because of the communication in hospital cut us off. Something like that. So then I rang Mom, and she said that the Guards CAN'T do anything about the rapes. I said again tearing are you fucking kidding me. I said, I don't care whether she was drunk, or drugged up or whatever. Mom had told me that that was the Guards' "Attitude. I will have further info when I get the true facts. I shall myself be going to the guards for advice on what they think. Cause I think on The basis the woman is drunk or whatever that they can't do anything. Absolutely disgusting. So as of shortly before midnight/tomorrow 17th August, my sis is in the General hospital safe and sound awaiting a psychiatrist.

So then after a bit of upset news, I went to Starbucks to get myself a LARGE cuppa tea, Lord only knows I'd need it. And some from of a Panini. Twas absolutely gorgeous. So then I set about heading off to kill time, as Ronan hadn't arrived. So I went to Lidls. And had a quickie look around. And so that Kelkin now make Pasta. Who knew. Not Stanescu anyways. hahaha. So then I looked at the ingredients. Its Wheat Free. But from my knowledge, Pasta is made from Eggs Yolk. So then I decided does Kelkin ACTUALLY make Pasta from Eggs, or NOT. From what I can gather, and knowledge on my best friend Google, I saw that they do. So now as I said in my yesterday's blog entry(LINK INSERT HERE) that I'll have to change my pasta brand. What's new. hahaha.

So then I headed on towards Tescos, in Jervis St, Shopping Center, however they were closing up, so I just headed onto Cineworld. I got my tickets. NOTEING that my discount of BOTH the Food and Tickets for iMAX. For iMAX My ticket is now 6 extra on top my subscription. So then I got to see my babe in his undies. During the film, I was thinking that I'm gonna volunteer for the Dublin Rape Crisis Center. As you can gather from the name, they support family and friends and of course the victim of the sexual assault. Like my sis has been raped in the past, but TWICE in less than a week, that's a bit much. I looked up their site and decided. So the weekend of the 9th of October, I'll be busy.  Just as the movie started, who should come out and say hi, BUT Ronan, my mate who failed to show up for 6pm. So as the cinema has allocated seating, he had to back to his seat. Allocated seating in the cinema means whatever seating you have, YOU MUST sit in the seating given. So after the film, after much hurahh and great laughter, I met Ronan outside. Was great to see him. He explained his absence at 6pm that he had anxiety Disorder and Depression. I was most compassionate to him, considering I could relate to him. So was so cool to hang out with him. So then I left him to the bus stop and the bus came, and I headed on home. While walking on the way with ROnan to the bus stop, Ronan was telling me that his name "Ronan" means Seal. So then he said something that he's addicted to his comics whereby Marvel comes in the picture, I then said if somebody were to get rid of em, he'd be devastated naturally. He then compared it to my Puppies: Sammy and Patch.