Diary 21st August 2014

Well shortly before I went to bed(which was quite late), Mom popped down to me with grub. I was eating the Baps as she calls it, there was Beet Root. Its official I WON'T be going near it with a barge pole. I never stopped shitting from it. There must be some form of lactose in it. Oh don't get me wrong, the taste is lovely(obviously WITH something else).

So shortly after my short sleep, I got up almost late(nothing's new, hahaah). I then headed on to meet Brendan S. Then Searson rings me to say that Brendan O' F will  be joining us. WE would be seeing Into the Storm(Review here). During the movie I told Searson that I would be seeing Take 2 of X-Men: Days of Future Past(Review here). So then O' Farrell headed on home. Searson then says that he was heading onto the Outhouse to get a coke soda and to relax. These words went through me. Just about as I was about to queue up, I decided to leave X-Men, considering I've seen it a few times, and went to back to the Outhouse. Searson treated me to a cuppa,(of which I owe him - hahah). We chatted. So then I went back to the cinema for to see Guardians of the Galaxy(Review here).

So then after the film, I got a text, from BOTH Brendans that I get through to Brendan O' F. So then I got through in the end, and it was found that O' Farrell wanted to come by my place and hang out. Or perhaps to stay over night. However, I explained to him that as it endured flood damage, that it was impossible. So then he invited me to his place. I said that I was tired. Considering I only got 2hr sleep - haahaha. Then I joined with him to McDonalds where we chatted for a bit.  I had asked him, what did Searson mean when he said to check my "Inbox". I had thought that it was to do with Facebook messages or Email. But it was actually BEFORE the days of Android,  the way it displayed your SMS. So if you received a text, it would appear in Inbox, likewise if you sent a message, you would find em in Sent Items. Ahhhh memories. I also expressed my disgust at the Cops the way they treated my sis' rape especially when it occurred twice within a week. As I said and I'll say again, if your naked in front of a person or drunk outta ur mind, YOU'VE NO RIGHT TO BE RAPED. You have a right to your digintiy.

Albert Reynolds Dies at age 81
 Former Taoiseach
 Led FF to 2 Coalition Govt
 Minister for Post and Telegraph, Industry........
 Dealt with X Case and Beef Tribunal
 Replaced Charley Haughey due to Phone Tapping scandals. Reynolds replaced him
 Tributes have been pouring in from current Fianna Fail leader Mícheál MArtin

He paved the way for Peace in Northern Ireland duing the Troubles
 "Peace first, Politics Next" famously sayed

Diary 10th June 2014

After my another hibernation, I got up first looking at yesterday's morning news. Then shortly afterwards I showered. Then I got a call from Mom saying Dad wanted to have a look at an email or something. So Mom collected me. I had a look at the the email that Dad was interested. As it happens Katie Moran had invited him to connect with her on LinkedIn. He also wanted to figure out the Awards from Bord Gais Energy his Gas provider. So I reset his password. We also looked up Springboard. Mom wants me to do a course to keep me occupied. Mom had mentioned that Kathleen was wanting to run after me. I had said to her, that no one was running after me. She said that she had stopped her in her tracks at the Kitchen by saying that he's probably gone around the corner.

So then afterwards, as I had yet to get my dole, Mom dropped me down to get it, I then went to the AIB to lodge my money in via the Numbers (ahem my Bank details, as I have lost my AIB Bank Card yet again. . So I've given up getting a replacement. So Ill just keep to the numbers. )that I got last week.

Shortly before I headed off to my sis, I was checking my notifications on Facebook and noticed that I had received a notification from some woman liking a post I had posted that I was watching Mrs. Brown's Boys on TVTag ON my Inflatables page NOT the Facebook Timeline where it should be going. So I investigated and to my surprise all the posts I have been liking with TV shows and even my Diary entries ie the Blogs from both Blogger and Wordpress were all going there. So I immedleity went onto IFTTT website and disable the Triggers or the Recipes or whatever.  So I have turned off all Recipes. I tested it, and it still went onto my Inflatables. IFTTT is a wonderful site, it describes as "Getting the Internet to work for you". So for e.g Everytime I post a Blog post on Blogger, It automatically posts to my Facebook Timeline.

So as time was not on my side, I got myself ready for the sis' visit. Twas wonderful, to see her. We saw Rio 2 and Two and  A Half Men(Ashton Kutcher). Oh and of course Mike & Molly. I don't really care for Kutcher's Episodes. However when I saw Jake(Aengus T Jones), I got really excited. Twas wonderful. However she reminded me that's older epsidoes. As int eh series he's gone to the Miliary. I was a bit sad. awwww.

So then I arrived home, with terrible aches and pains and possibly diaraoes coming around. I guessed either that my sis put dairy milk in my Tea by accident(duhhh) or most probable cause my Mom's CHEESE Quiche. I felt a bit tired etc., stomach cramps. So that's probably it. How am I gonna tell her, I don't want DAIRY. FULL STOP. SHE NEVER LISTENS. Like the State, when u have a knife in your back they will take u seriously. While I Was with my sis, it only occurred to me that it was possible that I had missed my appointment fo my Hep B Blood Test of which I go for every year. When I came back, I then noticed that it was actually 4th. I don't know what to do, or how I even forgotten about it. What excuse will I use this time round. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. I then continued on the investigation relating to my Inflatables getting my Posts from me Checkin to TV Shows etc., So then I noticed something, a bit of a pattern. In that all the posts that were going to my Inflatables were from Twitter. So then I went onto my Twitter account and noticed another investigative measure. I had enabled Posts to my Inflatables Page from Twitter. Cause everytime I had posted something on my Twitter account, they were all going to my Inflatables Page as well as my Timeline.

NEWS

Government of Ireland: Announces Inquiry of teh Mother and Babies Homes. Bishops apologise

Surviiros of the Ilfated Cork Crash in 2011 have been reliving the horrors by retelling in the Inquest. in which 6 passengers died.

Crew Members of the South Korean Ferry are on trial. Charged with Homicide with Willful Negligence

MH370 Australian talking Monitory now.

Apparently it is illegal to have sexual activiitys if you have an Intellectual Disablilty unless marriage. Criminlisises Sexual Actiivites betweeen poeple wioth INtellectural Disablity unelsss they are marraied to aone another. WOW, just wow. So you're telling me, people who DON'T have an intellectual disability are allowed to have sex, yet with INTELLECTUAL  U can't?????

The Cook Report allegations of bugging on the Garda Ombudsman Commission, has been found no evidence

Diary 14th May 2014

Firstly I showered. Got rid of every hair  I could think of. Namely the chess, arms and legs. Mom collected me for me to help Dad Paint  the railings. We had a bit of a chat first over a cuppa tea. Dad somehow brought up my sis' past (yet again): This time relating to her being a "jailbird". When she was young, she used to get in trouble with the authorities. It was found that it was part of her Personality Disorder, namely Borderline Personality Disorder. He had said something in the line of, that she's paying a visit to all the hospitals, something like the way she used to paying a visit to all the police stations. Why can't he just move on. They ask us to move on????? I felt like saying to him, she had to find solace somewhere. ????????

We then moved on to discuss the winner of the Eurovision Song Contest 2014 which was won by a Transgender person Conchita Wurst. Once again heartiest congratulations to her and her country Austria. She did them proud. Dad had mentioned that the papers refer to her as Transvestite. It was my understanding that a transvestite is a person who dresses up as the opposite sex or something like that ie a Drag Queen.  or a King for that matter. Twas quite a debate. I shall seek advice on the term before commenting further.

My job wasn't too bad. I was first to clean and scrape, then to actually paint. While painting, few people passed by that Dad knew. I knew only one person Pauline from next door to AIlish and Noel the neighbors of the folks. I haven't seen her in years. She got defensive(which is quite a bit weird if you ask me) when I told her that you can get a job in the States namely New York, much easier than getting one here. She also mentioned that I was "lying on the job" a skit of which I didn't take too kindly by way of replying to her saying: I fail to understand. She even mentioned this to Dad by saying George don't understand "lying on the job". The reason I didn't take to kindly was my back was killing me, as I had to get up earlier than normally. Even thou I went to bed slightly earlier.
When I had first started, Dad basically in a round about way of saying, as I didn't turn up, that he had done a lot of painting without me. My reply was simple. As i didn't get a call i assumed he didn't want me. Mom had previously on the way home from the Mater from visiting my sis, said on my voicemail that Dad would ring me with the time to collect me.

So afterwards, we had a grub or bite to eat. Then, I headed back. Mom who dropped me back, wanted to get milk in Spar, so I got myself my babe Soya milk. hahaha.

So I got home, relaxed for a few hours, before heading to see Transcendence. Review here. I went to get my new found fame of Sorbet(after learning they now sell(which has been for awhile now) Dairy free Sorbet). I asked the sales person for the usual. And he asked if I have Lactose Intolerance. He stated that he has it as well. I said in a friendly that we should join forces to set up a club or something. hahaha. So then he went on to say that he himself "forced" himself to have it. Which I found peculiar. To each is their own.

Diary 11th May 2014

I got up without hesitation. Slightly on the groggy side, but nothing major to the report.
I was looking at the news. When I started to get the cramps and then the diarrhea that I have been having for the past few days due to possibly the Lactose Intolerance or perhaps the severe stress I was under in the dreams I was having the week gone past. So eitherway I made my way over my sis.

We were the whole night listening to a recording she had made while her Aunt(Nun) was visiting her. Some points of which I shall be making were quite disturbing to hear. Throughout the recording, I kept hearing the kettle going off. I had understood she was boiling the kettle and then getting a cuppa. But actually she was forgetting to get the cuppa tea. If found that hilarious. hahaah. My folks had expressed an interested in a grand child by my sis meeting someone no matter her gender. But the only problem is as I understand that anyone who has a Mental Illness or Disorder, their child may be taken off them. The person must have been psychiatric in the clear for a minimum of 10yrs. However that said, it is with great regret, that she won't' be able to bear a child because of the mental torture she has been receiving over the years. So its quite ironic to say alrite. Maureen on the recording states that the withdrawing from her life n dat of the folks too would help her in overcome the problems. This by far is the worse that I found disturbing. Considering we've been in their lives for 22 yrs almost. And to say good bye. Best wishes. I compare it to a relationship. The fact of the matter is that don't want to acknowledge any wrongdoing. It would actually be worse in my opinion.
Then towards the end of the recording, when she was going up the steps and going back in from the car(Mom had popped down to her while Maureen(Nun) was there) twas not bad an idea of hearing on the recording her footsteps, going up the steps, closing the main door, closing her own flat door etc.,.
So before I left, she asked which aspects did I find disturbing, and I said the above are the points I found quite distressing. In particular the aspect where Maureen was under the illusion to just say good bye and not hold accountable. Then before we dispersed I had mentioned  to her that my friend Todd, had mentioned that I possibly got Hepatitis B via an STD aka a sexual assault in the orphanage. He has mentioned this in the past.

Now while also listening to the recording, I was at the same time trying to install Foursquare. As on my home screen, the icon that was on the homescreen was dimmed out as much to say that the Foursquare app is either not installed or the SD Card isn't mounted properly. I usually move the apps to the SD card. I restarted the phone to ensure the SD Card was mounted. Still failed to get it to work. So then I went into my App Drawer and it was still dim. So I was left baffling. This has happened in the past to other apps. I tried reinstalling via Play Store. Several attempts were made but failed all attempts. So I did a quick Google search. And I was recommended to uninstall the app, and try again. Of which  I did. And eventually it got installed.

Diary 8th May 2014

Totally unrelated but  here goes

I'm  watching Ros na run. Characters Micheal, Caitriona and hunk Rory. Said to be Realtíns pops. In the show it is shown that Micheál is having trouble keeping up with his bills n repayments etc., . Rory who hasn't been on the soap for several yrs accuses Micheál of being a bad example. I in a fit throw something at TV.

I'm in a restaurant. A guy speaks to me n and if I'd like white coffee. I say I never had one. So I order tea instead. When the guy speaks to me I order white coffee. Brendan O' F acts strangely.

I'm in my old bedroom where sadly Crina had passed on. My aunty (nun) comes over at 1am which is kind of strange. She brings over mikados i say I don't want cause of egg and milk. She then asks if I wrote something nice. I attempt to show her but I breakdown  instead.

James Mulligan and John Ross are told off in a shopping mall.  The two are unrelated. I know James personally but John Ross from the new Dallas. Crina and I  are shopping when all this is happening. We happen to bump into em

Then separately I'm in a dream whereby I'm traveling with a group of people and  are under siege in that many of our fellow travelers are  shot dead. Those who survived the siege are living to tell the story. I'm with one of the survivors other than myself and he/she are telling me their versions of events. When we both look outside the door we realize that his/her pet dog actually heard what owner went  through. Talk about loyalty. The dog literally in front of our very eyes and puts his head in a puddle of water n drowns. I literally break down. And think there  humans out there n maltreating there pets. The above dream n thousands of examples prove otherwise.

I eventually woke up from my hibernation and very vivid dreams. I woke up around 5am with terrible pains in my stomach. I looked up the Internet while in the toilet to see what could be done. It was suggested Dried Toast; of which I made plenny, but to no avail. So it was also suggested to get anti-digestant something like that of which it don't matter as it was in the middle of the night. It was also suggested Banana. Of which I don't take at all. and last but not least; severe stress can cause diarrhea. So then I figured what exactly was the cause of this. The severe stress could have been the dreams that got really viscous well vivid like seriously loosing my sis, and a dog drowning in my very own eyes. Its the Lactose Intolerance that I have could also be a possibility as I did a full glass of Baileys Cream. Then I realised normally if it were to be 8hrs after the event. But the diarrhea started almost 14hrs after me drinking the Baileys. So it could have been the stress of the dreams I was wonder. The more I think of it the better.

So when I eventually got up, I got up around quarter past 10, of which I didn't want Mom dropping me to my appointment of physiotherapy. However by the time I had gotten dressed etc., I was too late. Mom was waiting for me outside. So Mom dropped me down. We arrived slightly earlier. However it was the wrong building. So Mom treated me to a cuppa tea and a Rose bakery which is of gluten free. Preferably I wanted diary free. So I said where's this Thunder Bakery. They said its at the corner, but "we're better". I don't know what stopped me from going to them. However the Bakery had started the order. So I just stayed there. So I brought the stuff to Mom's car and ate and drank the tea. The minute that started, my stomach continued to pain and ache.

Considering the physio, I just had to pray that nothing would occur. So the Physiotherapist started with a few questions. Then the actual physiotherapy started. Examinations of all sorts were being done. For some bizarre reasons when the physiotherapist asked about the "sensation" on my legs, I started to make a sexual gesture. Now picture it guys. I am shirtless and in my shorts. So that was a reason, then another reason He asked me to stand straight and and stand normal as one would say. With my top off of course, he brought down my shorts slightly to get a visual of the hips. Again I felt a sensation sexually. hahaha. It was found that my right side of the body is lower than the left. haha.

So then Mom told me that she was going to drop me home, and then pay Crina a visit. However there was a a disagreement between my sis and Dad. So My sis don't want to speak to either of em. So when I arrived Maureen was there. She left in Mom's car and then headed off. I said I'd stay with Crina. We both went to Strand house. She had an appointment there. While we were waiting for my sis' appt, she bumped into a nemesis of hers. Well she told me, that's Erica. Two words came outta me mouth out in public. "Fuck Off". I don't think she was one bit surprised of my reaction. So then while she was at her appt, I went off to get my charger and get my phone charged up. And personally I also wanted to get rid of any sensation of my diarrhea too. So when I got back, the nemesis "threaten" me well Crina, but asked me to pass on the message. I had told her that I don't know the girl you're talking about. I said if you have any issues with anyone contact he gards or the authority. I am not in a position to get involved. She continued to barage saying that my sis had been giving her number out and her "gaf" address etc., I said that you will have to contact the gards. etc., So we headed to a Sorting office. She had to collect stuff. Then back to her place. etc.,

So then I headed back home., to get ready for tonight's party with Mom, Dad, Ailish and Noel. Ailish had a recent fall at a confirmation last week. And as such Mom and Dad thought it'd' be nice to invite her in for her birthday and throw a party for her in her honor. So with this in mind, I headed to Thunders Bakery in Drumcondra, to get a Apple tart(Dairy Free) for Mom and Dad and Rose(Gluten Free) and a Jam pack for Ailish and Noel. Mom was suppose to collect me for 6pm, and my phone being very low charge, I couldn't ring em. So in the end, Dad called down for me. WE all had a nice hearty convo. Crina was certainly missed, no doubt. Dispite the current disagreements, she still wouldn't have come along anyways with Alish being there. While the night was lovely and heartwarming, Ailish made a very good point while talkeing about one of her relatives. She was saying that one of em is very out going while with her friends, and very in in her self ie shy. I then compared it with me. In that I'm exactly the same. I felt I didn't have much to talk about. Very low key. No doubt.

Diary 7th May 2014

Well it was my intention to go to the GNIB again!!!! hahaah and then to go and see Tarzan as I had missed some of it last week. However I was exhausted. As per normal my legs were giving out. However something different was a miss. In that I was actually able to get outta bed. But just didn't have the motivation. So I just continued sleeping. I then eventually woke up at 6ish, then continued on around 7am. Then hell came to me at 7am, and ocntintued right til I was suppose to get up for 10.15am