Diary 31st March 2015

Nothing much was done. I headed to me sis.

Diary 30th March 2015

A guy on my sex Facebook page, added me, then immidelty messaged me, oh you ur gay, freak. Something like that. So instead of giving him my mouth, I instead decided to annoy him on great advice by Barry from the Outhouse, to turn it into a compliment. haahah. Fabulous advice. haahah. I then immediately blocked him, just in case he starts to report my pics etc.,

Shortly before I went to bed, I recorded a video of myself singign Let It Go. I was quite nervous alrite. hahaha

Diary 29th March 2015

Today I got up with a view of seeing Mom and Dad to give the Ruby Presents I was spoz to get yesterday. However my legs gave way, in that they were like a ton of bricks. I literally couldn't move em at all. No matter all the alarms etc., I just couldn't. So in the end, I got up around 7ish headed to my folks then onto my sis. Where we enjoyed Two and A Half Men.

Diary 28th March 2015

Got up for Ruby Celebration with Parents and my sis. hehehe. Headed to Green Land Cafe(Review here). Then onto my folk's house. Then to My sis'. I left my keys behind. Nothing's new. hahaah. Then onto the cinema, to see Cinderella(Review here). As it happens, I was the last customer to see the film. The audience was packed to the door as one would say. ahahah.

Green Land Cafe, Fairview

Food was wonderful. I have been to Green Land Cafe in the past, both with my sis and my mother. Today, my Pops joined us for the first time. Parking was a breeze. Situated close by where I live. We ordered our food. The service was a disgrace. I totally enjoyed my food, no question, am sure my clan the rest of them, can agree. But, never have I had such a service disgrace. Firstly, We received our starters ie the Soup which was initially supposedly be Vegetable Soup, however we since were told it was Tomato and Basil Soup. I didn't mind either. Then when the soup was given to us, the waitress never put knives and forks or even a spoon. Were we expected to eat like monkeys or what?, When we requested the knife, the waitress started to get a bit nervous, I could tell. Which don't get me wrong, I felt for her, but like come on for a PROMINENCE place? with prices quite high??? So my mother said, we'll hand out the knives and forks. Then came the main course, Both my parents received the dish. And then my sister. So when it came to my order, I ordered a VEGETABLE Ciabbata which is a vegetarian dish. I received a different order with MEAT. I was totally disgusted. My mom and my sister stopped me from eating it. I thought the white pudding was actually Hash brown. I was totally disgusted. So bottomline.

Food exquisite, Service CRAP.

Cinderella

The film starts off with a new born Ella(James) and as she grows up, and a very joyous young daughter to a Mother(Atwell) and Father(Chaplin). Sadly the mother or as the story starts with "Sorrow", passes away. Her mom leaves her with these wise words: "Have courage and be kind". The father asks for Ella's permission for "Happiness". The father wishes to remarry. Hence the evil stepmother(Blanchett) and her two step sisters Anastasia(Grainger) and Drizella(McShera) one being "Intelligent" and the other "good looking". Sadly the father then passes away,  So Ella is then made out as a slave. During one of her chores, she is in a fire pit. Something like that. She is then called "Cinder", Ella, hence the name of the film. She runs out on the horse and encounters a Stag(Male deer), that is being hunted by the Prince(Madden) and his crew. Cinderella reminds them: "Just because it's what's done doesn't mean it's what should be done" Wise words as I says on my Facebook. Then afterwards, the prince goes back to his father, the King and tells he would like to extend the ball invitation to "outside the noble". So Cinderella hears of this, and wants to go to the ball, however, the Evil Stepmother doesn't want her to. She attempts to sneak. So the "Hairy Dogfather", ahem Fairy Godmother(Bonham-Carter) appears and transforms her mice into Horses, a pumpkin into a Carriage, and 2 Lizards to Frontman. The Fairy godmother(Bonham-Carter) asks if she has an object, Cinderella replies "dont know what that is". The Fairy Godmother warns that the spell will be broken by "stroke of midnight". Cinderella and the Prince are dancing and walking the grounds of the Castle, when the stroke of midnight occurs, so the spell begins to be broken. So Cinderella runs out on the Prince. The prince attempts to search for her and extends a Royal search. Through the help of her pet mice and her BEAUTIFUL voice, he finds her. The film ends on a Happyily every after with "Have courage, Be kind... and Believe in MAGIC".

So overall a very emotive film, with great comical performances by the Goose, especially when the human says "I can't drive the carriage, i'm a goose". ahahah. Very well done. The music in it, fabulous. I can see it will do very well. I would expect an Oscars 2016 nomination. No doubt.

Diary 27th March 2015

Not much exciting done today. I headed to the Outhouse. Not much exciting in relation to Men's night. However there was a Jazz event on alrite. The place was all like as if it were Christmas again. ahahah. I then went along to Cineworld for to see Cinderella. However it was booked out. I then went to see Run All Night(Review here). I had to wait for a bit. So I got myself a Cocktail Sex On The Beech. Not the best it was. I found the guy behind the counter I know quite distant. He knew I was there, yet he served the other customer ahead of me. As if someone had said something abt me.

Run All Night

Not bad a film. Quite confusing thou as how the son Mike(Joel Kinnemean) from RoboCop was caught in on the act to the point he is now a fugitive. So in short Shawn(Harris) is running after Mike(Kinneman) because Mike was spoz to have shot Jimmy's son Danny. From what I could gather, Danny(Halbrook) WANTED to get back on the game in relation to drugs, even asking his pops in front of the Albanians. So yeah quite confusing. Oh and Mike and Jimmy don't get on for fyi.

Diary 26th March 2015

I was to meet O' Farrell primarily to give his birthday pressie. I met him in the Outhouse. I heard a doorbell ring. I ignored it. I knew it was Maureen. I then headed off to meet him. On the way, I wanted to get a present bag as I like to call em. hahaah, however Maureen had rang me. I wanted to tell her a few things relating to what happened to my sis. Control your words etc,  I then headed  off to the Outhouse, as I was too late to buy the present bag. Both Brendan and I headed on off to McDonalds for a bite to eat. I had checked in via Facebook with O' Farrell as per normal. Both of us, had said I wonder when Todd will say something hahah. AS O' Farrell puts it, we were "guessing" when we'd hear something. heeheh. He don't like McDonald's. Todd, I mean. We both were at the Brendan's bus stop and bumped into Barry(Walsh), who sensibly recommended we turn comments negative to positive etc.,

Diary 25th March 2015

When I got up, I did a few selfies of myself, I got ready to head to get my dosh, and what I saw, was not expecting. The shit from the shore was coming up again. So I contacted my landlord, and left him a voicemail. Then afterwards, I headed to get my doshh.

Came back to head to my sis. Before I headed, it was slightly high the shit, I mean, was slightly higher. So I contacted him again. I headed to tescos to get my sis some tobacco. And while looking around, I encountered some vegan products. I was well chuffed.

So I headed off to me sis. We chatted and saw Big Hero 6(Review here). I was amazed by how my sis was able to tell that Professor Callaghan was behind the mask. I amongst others thought it was Crane.

FlightRadar 24. Saw this on one of my current affairs program relating to German Wings Air crash.

While trying to check into my Inflatables Puppys Land, I couldn't find it. Cause Facebook says it was uncategorised incorrectly. So they took it donw. I republished it. so I tried again. Well have to wait til next time. haha

Diary 24th March 2015

While doing the recording, as I do on my PVT(Pinnacle Video Transfer), my recording NEVER recorded. So I tried recording on the USB that came with HP Lappy in Dec, but that didn't work. So I had to transfer ITS contents and format as FAT32, to try and get it to work. It did work. However I spent over an hr almost looking for the WHITE USB I bought last year sometime. Couldn't' find it.

So I continued with my Facebook as per normal. Then when I started doing the films, I continued my cleanup. Despite the fact that I was doing the cleanup for a brief period at the beginning although it was a quickie, I couldn't find it. But when I started doing the cleanup big time ie ACTUALLY throwing stuff out, low and behold I came across my USB that I had purchased recently. I'm  over the moon.

Diary 23rd March 2015

Went to the AIB to lodge money in so that I don't get charged by the bank. Then to Tescos to have a looksie at the Oreos. I was advised on a Vegan group that they are Vegan. Well the Original at least. heheeh. I was well chuffed. hahaha. I was spoz to go to the Pop up shop in the Outhouse, then Westwood then my sis. Apparently the alarm never went off, as I never set the alarm. :(. I was well pissed off alrite. So I just headed from Tescos, straight to Tescos then sis.

We were looking at Annie and Mamam Mia. eheheh. Both were fabulous. Esp Annie. I then told my sis, that I'll be going to Westwood, when my moxie returns. hahaah.

Diary 22nd March 2015

Very quiet day today. Although i normally go to my sis on a Sunday, we both left it, so taht she could rest.

Diary 21st March 2015

Today was the day that my sis came home from the hospital. Twas great. So I stayed with her for a few hrs. heeheh

Diary 20th March 2015

Again nothing much was done today. Today's only errand was that I get the meds for my sis on behalf of her. She was physical unwell to collect em herself. As it happens she was in St. Vincent's (GENERAL) University Hospital not the psychiatric one that's up the road from me haahah. The one that's up he road from me is also called St. Vincent's. I visited her along with Mom.

I popped along to the Outhouse and to cineworld to see Home(Review here).

Mom collected me for to bring me to my Aunt to help with her computer. When we arrived we were treated to a beautiful meal of Thai Soup, Pasta, and Tea. I particularly enjoyed the Mint jam. mmmmmmmmm. While at table Mom mentions cock when she sees a cock on the table in my Aunts. The laugh I got, more so the nerves. hahaah. We then headed to see my sis in the hospital. I continue to warned and will continue to telling Mom n my Aunt to control their  words. They got so nervous in the hosp - Which I can't understand. For e.g. Maureen asking the SAME questions on a continues basis. I mentioned this to both of em on the way back.
So to get back on me prob, heheeh, Maureen suggested that I go up to Mom's for a cuppa. So Mom says there's no point in me going up to her if all I'm doing is drinking tea. That hurt me. So I didn't take her up on her offer of going up to her house.

I then headed off to the cinema to see Home. Where I bumped into Anthony from the Dublin Gay Men Chorus. I then encountered the rest of the clan. Billy had an issue of Gay Times Naked Issue 2. Which was completely hot. heeheh. I said that I have that on my phone, as I'm subscribed to em. heheeh.

Diary 19th March 2015

Today wasn't that busy. I booked the tickets for to see Mamma Mia with Todd. So can't wait. Or as I says on Facebook, "It's Gonna be Epic"

Started the day off with me struggling to get outta bed. hahaa. Despite me going to bed EARLIER, I still failed. hahaah. Then again the fact that I got up in such a fright when I saw on my cell 2 missed calls, from Mom. I thought I was late. I was to be collected for 11. This was 10 to 11. Mom brought me up. I helped Dad with installing his new Water Butt. hahaha. We had a nice meal then. Afterwards we got the mowing done. heeheh.

I then headed to Corrigans to collect my sis' meds as shes currently in the Hosp. On my way to the cinema, I encountered James who has crutches. So then I headed onto Cineworld to see Kingsman. Shortly I headed to Euro Giant to get a looksie. And saw Ducky's twin Baby. awwww.

Diary 18th March 2015

Dad collected me for to get rid of his electrics that are left overs.

We then headed out to Airside. We went to PC World, Homestore + More, and Woodies DIY. We first went to TGI Fridays. In PC World, the woman didn't know what I was talking about when asking about my sis' pressie. It really irked me. Then Dad asked about his cartridges. She was gonna sell him a different cartridge that MIGHTENED work went. I joked that eveyrones in a pissy mood cause of the glorious weather. hahaha. We then headed back for a cuppa.

Then I headed on to meet Dublin Movie Maniacs. However couldn't see any one. I looked for a member of whom I didn't recognsie. He had no profile pic. So that didn't help. So I headed onto see the X+Y(Review here). I later learned that the admin Adam, you all may remember hahahah. But anyways, I got a notification stating that the Meetup had been cancelled. He clearly needs to get his priorities straight. The film was starting at 6.10, and he cancelled at 6.40. Now I was at the film. It had just started. Its no wonder he's changing names etc., etc.,

I then headed to the the outhouse. Where I encountered it being lively and buzz with the Transgender meetups. I bumped into Jimmy and Declan. Jimmy explained to me about the Alan Turing. etc., It was quite fascinating. He explained other than he was gay, that he had bit into an apple with Strichnie(Cyonide - the tablet that kills you in 30s). This is the Apple logo. I was overwhelmed.

X+Y

Very emotive film. During the seen when Nathan(Butterfield), poured his heart out to his Mom, when his Mom(Hawkins) was wondering why he couldn't' connect with her and could connect with his pa. His pa had died at the beginning. Nathan had been diagnosed with Autism of some form. I felt for him. Really did. Then throughout it should another mate of his who has some form of the autism perhaps the same, but of self harm. So that got to me too. Overall a wonderful film, but VERY powerful. The plot was simple, but VERY complex. I'll explain, The plot being a childhood math prodigy goes to compete in IMO(International Mathematics Olympiad). He meets a Chinese girl on the way. We were all left wondering WHO won the competition was it China, UK(where Nathan's from), Australia etc., etc., Thats the only shame. But like I said of a different. You have to be VERY well mentally well in my opinion.

Diary 17th March 2015

Got up early enough with a view of watching yesterday's News. Mom rang me to know what I was up to. I said I'd be heading to my sis. However she told me she was still in the hospital. I understood she was going home. So Mom collected me and we both headed in to visit her.  We chatted for a bit.

Mom brought me to a restaurant. On the way, Got meself Vegan Butter. Then to the restaurant known as The Food Room(Review here).

Then onto their place. Mom and Dad's I mean. eheheh. I asked Dad about the Govt's new initiative about Health Insurance. ie Universal Health Insurance. The Govt is trying to bring down the Public numbers and get onto the Private market. As during the economic crash, Alot of people went off the Health Insurance(Private). So the new initiative is if your 35yrs + AFTER 30th April, if you apply for the FIRST time, you will be charge 2% per annum, extra. Something like that.

The Food Room

Most impressed with The Food Room. I was asked what I would like. The girl didn't know anything about Veganism. So I was put onto someone else. By golly, did she not know her stuff. She asked if I would like honey or no honey. As some vegans take honey. However honey is from an animal ie Bees. SO I said No thanks. I was amazed to the point I even asked if she herself was Vegan. She wasn't. I was blown. I would however have to point out the price, is quite exorbitant alrite. 

Diary 16th March 2015

Boy did I really miss my phone. I was wanting to take a pic of a Plane of where Sue Ellen and Palm in Dallas were on, then there was my babe Evan from Ros na Run. And of course my precious Inflatables. So I had to use the Lappy as the camera. The quality, I never realised was that crappy. Then I realsied its just a webcam. hahaah

Diary 15th March 2015

Celebtrating Mother's Day. Mom collected me and my sis. We then headed to takeout DiLucias. and Noodle King(aka Top Rice). Afterwards we bumped into Eileen, Fina, Michael and Silvia, Ailish and Noel. eheheh. Great to see em all. We then continued with all the celebrating. I told em of the film I saw yesterday, Fiddler on the Roof. Dad was there singing some of the songs. Mom including. Aww it was heaven. It was unfortunate thou that my sis was feeling unwell. I headed to her place. We discussed for a few minutes relating to Facebook revelations etc., etc., I assumed that its Computer Software that is stating whether Photos are pornographic or not. They are NOT one human dealing with such. It was unfortunate thou, that I left my keys in Mom's car. I was looking for em for a few mins, then, I rang them Dad left me home. Then shortly before I left the car, I started to look for the menu, which I later realsied I had left my cell phone too. hmmmm

Home

Very cute film. Boov is a family of aliens, or more so species of aliens. Last year the Animated Short showed that Oh(Parsons), kept making mistakes "64 mistakes". He kept blowing up planets that they were to settle on. They found one - Earth. Great music unreal. Not the normal Musical score like Hans Zimmer, but more so pop music. Music suited the film. So great film overall. The film tells the story that the Boov aliens have settled on Earth. They move the Humans to Australia(Of all places - haahah). Oh being the alien in question keeps making mistakes. While trying to make friends, he encounteres a friend Kyle. He sends the invite EVERYONE not just Kyle. Oh states why can't they have the send all button away from Send button etc., etc., So Oh has put them in further danger with Gorg. It is found thou that at the end that Gorg is after something that the Boov or Captain Smek(Martin) stole. So then Oh bump into Tip(Rihanna) which Tip won't let Oh "into the out now". because Tip's Mom(Lopez) was taken by Boov. So the film surrounds GOALS by two main characters Oh and Tip. Tip wants to find her Mom and Oh wants to UNDO his mistakes. Tip and Boov bond, when they hang out. During one of which being Oh is too hot, so he jumps into the ocean, Tip gets mad or "Sad/Mad" as she got worried. Then another classic scene is when the car has been broken down, Oh learns a VALUABLE lesson in that  "Your mistakes is what makes you human". He does so when he realises that the mistake BOOV made by stealing the Gorg's yolk(honestly don't know what it is) which we are explained to that Gorg is the LAST of his species and the yolk that Gorg wanted back what was his livelihood etc., etc.,So overall fantastic film, very moving, no doubt especially to those whose adopted or fostered etc., etc., such as myself.

Diary 14th March 2015

I was initially told that Mother's Day would be celebrated to be picked up around midday Saturday, being today. But then I was then I was then told, that would be moved to 5pm. So I said, that I actually had plans made previously. So then we cancelled plans of the Mother's Day meetup.

Headed to meet Eoin and co, for the Cineworld Craicheads meetupgroup. I learned that its 200/yr and NOW 24/yr. I  never realsied they had to pay JUST to host a group. You could do so on FB for free. But anyways. I also learned that Freud(Sigfried & Freud) of which I understood he was referring to characters Father of the Pride. Neither knew what I was talking about. Freud is the father of Phsycoanalysis etc., according to Eoin, invented Mother's Day 50 yrs ago. Perhaps at the time, to appreciate your mom or whatever., But these days commercialism ie Hallmarks. Something like that.

I then headed onto AIlish n Noel to drop Ailish' gift. hehehe

Diary 13th March 2015

Dreaming of Maureen dead. Then when I woke up to take a leak I realised she wasn't. If she hadn't bullied my sis the way she did I wudnt b dreaming of such. Or even hesitant in meeting her.

Went to meet Andrea. I had a few errands to do first. To get Present Bag and Wrapping Paper for Alilish' n Mom's Mother Day pressies. Changed my €2 scratch card that my mate Barry gave me for Christmas. I  then headed onto Outhouse where I learned valuable advice on how to deal with homophobic abuse by verbals means. One word for yeee all, Smile and obviously silence. As I said in my previous post, Haters Hate Silence. Take your abuse as a COMPLIMENT. Then met Andrea for to see Chappie(Review here)

Diary 12th March 2015

I was suppose to go to the cinema to see Big Hero 6(Review here) and Kingsman(Review here). However I was totally exhausted. Namely as I went to bed late but more so because I was in Newbridge yesteday.

Chappie

What a wonderful but heartfelt film  Tells a story of a robot known as Chappie, help's save the world. He's known as a Black Sheep. Ie "different". The plot is quite simple but at the same time VERY difficult to understand coding. Chappie became to being when he was fighting with the the human police, he was shot with a rifle by Hippo(Auret). So as such Chappie is put aside. Deon(Patel) is working on a piece of code that will upload human consicnece to a robot. So Deon steals a Guard Key. Vincent(Jackman) is hot on his tale thou. Making up stories etc., Vincent even goes as far as to DISABLE the whole lot of the Robot Police. While on the other hand, another storyline exists. That Chappie was "Stolen" by Ninja and Yolandi to help them with a heist to get money for to give back to Hippo. Etc. So very well loved by all, very heartwarming film. 

Diary 11th March 2015

Headed down to meet my ex Keith in Newbridge. I haven't been out of the city in years. Although yesterday, Dad did mention that I had been down in Meath a few times But asides from that, I hadn't been down. So I set about heading to Bus Áras to get the bus down. We headed off,. We past the Red Cow Inn. Great memories came out of there. When I was friends with Alan and Noel from Whitehall College, We had a Christmas Night out. On the way back, I had asked Noel if he lived in "there" which turned out to be a Museum. The laugh we got. hahaha. So then onwards we went. Never realised the amount of car dealers out that way.  Apparently there's such a town known as Kill. heehe.

So I met Keith in Newbridge. We headed to Eddie Rockets. Great memeories were arisen. My main purpose of the visit was to get pressies for Ailish, Mom and Brendan O' F. Twas wonderful. hahaah

Then we headed to see Chappie. He was very indecisive of seeing a film let alone Chappie(Review here). We eventually went to it. We had a dessert in Brambles. etc.,

Then I headed home. As I was waiting at the bus stop, my soar throat came back to haunt me.

Diary 10th March 2015

Mom collected me. Almost sure she'd have forgotten. Dole n bank. Collected laundry. Dad saying "you can't say that" when I asked him abt the Muslim ppl. Mom saying she's fed up listening to neggers relating to bishops negative comments. Then onto My sis.

Diary 9th March 2015

Technology not working. PVT, sky box restarted etc. What a night. haahah. First my PVT(The device I use to record programs to files for use on a computer). He literally wouldn't record. I later learned it was the USB Device I was using. Then it was the Sky Box the set top box I use for my TV shows. haha. What was going on with him was, I was recording a TV show or film at the time, on the PVT when all of a sudden, the sky box decided to restart. So I couldn't do anything. As it happens, I was also recording an important TV show or something.

Diary 8th March 2015

I had arrived quite considerably late to my sis. She was none too happy about that. I headed on to see her. We mainly look at Kenan and Kel. What bothered me at the time was how the Mental Health Stigma is affecting my close mates the two Brendan's. One being a whore(sort of) and the other being a money skyvii etc.,

Diary 7th March 2015

I popped along to see Big Hero 6(Review here) and Kingsman: The Secret Service(Review here). I was bit a saddened that I was to have gone up to my folks. It was my plan originally. However as I had seen my folks already during the week cause of my cold, I didn't see the point. So I headed on. After Kingsman, I bumped into Eoin, from the Meetup Group: Cineworld Craicheads. He was however on a meetup for an anniversary of Cinema Breakfast Club. Cause I had said to him that considering "Breakfast", at about 11pm??? While chatting with  him, I found him unusually cold towards me. I don't know why.

Diary 6th March 2015

I was spoz to meet Todd for to see Chappie. However finance was on my mind. But as luck would have it, he sadly was called in late or as he puts it "Emergency at work". So I just stayed on in bed. heheh.

Diary 5th March 2015

I was just getting up. When Maureen popped by. I again reminded her to "control her words", etc., and NOT to be bringing up my sis' Birth family, I even told her that Mom knew not to say anything YET Maureen did.

So I looked at my TV. Then brought the linen to the laundry. I had intended to withdraw 50 from Post , but I had forgotten the laundry so I had to leave it. I then continued onto town. Where I was to meet Barry for to see Jupiter Ascending(Review here). On the way, I bumped into a former JobCare colleague of mine. I never knew he was from the Drumcondra/Dorset area. Beforehand thou, I had a nice relaxing time in the Outhouse. Said my hellos, then while I was uploading my babes, I uploading via the Apps in question when I went to upload pictures, However I strangely found that some pictures were missing from the Apps uploading page, So I tried sharing from the Gallery App, and it was found that its much QUICKER. heheeh. Ronan asks me whats up, and I said "Uploading my babes". heeheh. He looked at my quite funny.

So I headed to meet Barry. Just before the film, he told me that he had broken up or "Fizzled off" his relationship with a guy. I kinda thought this was the case as he was all over me and flirting with me like he used to in the past. During the credits he attempted to come onto me and I replied with "Nah its cool". Well the face of shameful that came outta me. hahaah. Let alone himself.

Diary 4th March 2015

I spent the day recording News, Dallas and Knots Landing. And watching Captain Philips(Review here). While doing so, I was uploading pics to my sex FB Acc. I got a prompt in the middle of the upload to relogin, and says I to mself, oh dear. It first reported twice that a photo had been deleted,(of which they never told me which) and secondly that I had been blocked for 7 days from tagging and uploading photos. Of which I don't understand at all. So I decided to try again and upload 1 photo, it worked likewise, I tried also to upload into an album same, it worked. So I tried bulk uploading as before and it worked. So perhaps Facebook found I wasn't breaking community rules. I was uploading pics of underwear, not porn.

Captain Philips

I can see why Captain Phillips won several Oscars in 2013. It tells the true story of a Captain Phillips whose ship Maesrk Alabama was hijacked by Somali Pirates. Philips(Hank) warns the crew, of the impending hijack. They successfully prevent them, however on the 2nd run, they climb aboard the ship. Captain Phillips himself is put into the Lifeboat, as the plans weren't set out as thought. Very well performed. I actually felt Captain Phillips emotions, me heart racing etc., etc., Well played and acted out. Classic quote aswell: "Look at me, "(Somali Pirate), "sure"(Hanks), "Look at me, I'm the Captain Now"(Somali Pirate). I always repeat this.

Diary 3rd March 2015

Well after a night of dreams and not to mention the cold, I got up to a loud baning on my door, and window might i add. It was my Aunt(NUN) asking me if I had a temperature something like that. I tried ignoring. It was impossible. But she left after abt 15mins or so.

I then headed to get the Dole, AIB then onto eventually Lidl. Before Lidl I headed to Lloyds to fet a few medicaines such as Lemsip, Strepsils etc., I was looking everywhere for the Complan Smoothies. No where. To my surprise it ain't availabel in Ireland yet. I was suprised thou in Lidl, the fitness shorts I wanted were outsold. They were only made available yesterday. Eitherway, I then proceeded to get my White and Brown Bread. I asked the floor staff, if they had brown bread version of the white(Vegan & Vegetarian), the staff member said to put back the white, I said I want it.

Then I realsied it was 4pm, ie to meet my sis slightly earlier than normal. On the way to Lidls, I had come across a Puppy that I was wanting to get for my sis for her birthday in April. So I went back to the shop.

I then headed back home. My sis had been taken into hosp for to see to her pancreatitis. I then headed up with her to the hospital for a few hrs. Dad collected me to go to his place. I spent a few hrs. Dad left me back home.

Diary 2nd March 2015

Dream
Dad screaming and me crying my eyes out

Memory
A memory came back when dad was teaching  me science he threatened to send me back to Romania which technically he cannot do. If parents are not satisfied with the child they contact a Social worker. Only the cops and the govt can deport a person for criminal reasons known as extradition. It can only be done through the courts of a country.

While suffering during recording. I realised I should have been keeping warm. Mom called but didn't get out of her car. It was probably the cold.

Diary 1st March 2015

I was due to go to Westwood, again for the umpteenth time. I failed to go as this time my body wouldn't let me go cause of my soar throat. I got that from sitting in the Jumper which I bite cause it can't be worn outside in public anymore and the Thermal undies last night, when I was spoz to go to the movies last nite. So instead I stayed on in bed. And headed to my sis. It is unfortunate that BOTH of us were on under the weather. Which has never happened. Its usually EITHER. She is currently suffering from Pancreatitis. Me from the soar throat. I had posted a status on my FB saying about my soar throat. I was recommended to go and gargle. Now I tried this (Or as I later learned - spoz to have) when I was with my ex. I remember I had an absis or lack of Fillings ie sensitivity. IT was causing me hell. I was gargling Dad's Hennesy Brandy, and I remember he telling me stop wasting my money. I was like ERRR me health MORE important. Anyways, I then remember my ex Keith feeling sorry as he had the same a few yrs ago. So my sis prepped up the gargling with salt. I attempted the first time, it was alrite. I was surprised that I got it right the first time in years. heeheh. My sis explained that I have been in the past RINSING instead of gargling. I had previously on my way to my sis bought Strepsils. My fav. However they failed to work throughout the night. They would have, if I had NOT bought the takout with BBQ Sauce and my sis' curry chips that she had prepped in oil(which I gave her from my Mom's takeout) and a chicken(Meat free) that was in too much water. So that was our "wonderful" night. hahaah. Shortly before I headed off. I was checking My grindr n youd' never guess what image I saw. I was chatting to a cute guy. He said he was a daddy and he uploaded a pic of his son who is a minor. The pic was someone washing him down naked. His butt was facing the camera. I was apalled. I reported him to grindr.