Showing posts with label drag. Show all posts
Showing posts with label drag. Show all posts

Monday, 29 September 2014

Diary 29th September 2014

I had forgotten to mention that when I came home yesterday, I went to charge up my cell phone and suddenly I couldn't find my charger. As my phone came from the States as in the packaging at the very least, I couldn't find the two prongs. To date, I still can't.

So then I got up eventually. I got ready for the PDC Course. I then headed onto the Outhouse or the course. WE discussed two main topics Relationships and Boundaries.  When they were discussing the Relationships, all I could think of were the relatives who never accepted me. When I arrived, there were only 6 ppl including myself. I arrived late. Nothing knew. hahhaah


The topic was What makes a GOOD relationship

Friendships
Family
Understanding
Trust
Love
Loyalty
Boundary
Respect
Yourself
Aged Realistic
One of the class colleagues' point was of interest, we all listened with interest, in that his point was Age. That guys dress and act NOT their age. ie a 40 yr old guy acting and dressing like a 20 yr etc., He then mentioned that its actually a medical condition known as Biomorphism.

The definition of a Relationship is as follows: "Emotional connection or an involvement"

Then they drew a diagram.

Embryo/womb - Micro
Then you meet the family - Mezzo
Education/Community etc., - Exo
Bad World/Work/Internet/ etc., - Macro

Fear of a Relationship
Fear of begin hurt

WE all take advice etc., You are you. True to yourself. You're the only person who knows you.

If someone asks how are you or whatever, or how are you feeling. IT all depends on context etc., So if eg. if you mad busy, you would have to turn him down until your free, or if you know the person in question, you would have a more calmer attitude towards him.

Bottomline Everyone's different, acknowledge it. Unconditional love essential in conflict.

What are the good things in a relationship.

Mutual Respect
Good balance
Compromise
Love
Communication
Clear/Good Communication
Honest
 Confusing thoughts

Then it came to break time, on my way in I was very not as such suicidal but more so wanting to do a slice n dice on myself. Considering will be covering ourselves now for the Winter. hahaha. So wise words during the break was said to me. In the form of that I'm only punishing myself. Wise words was actually coming from Bernard himself. Here I was trottling along the street, crying me heart out, well not distressing, but any idiot on the street, would know what's up. So after such wise words, I headed in with a positive tude as in I saw Declan and David and the Brazilian guy, whom I was a bit surprised. He wasn't one bit shy but was very quick to say to us, that he doesn't introduce himself with his name. Ah well, to each is their own.

Then it was time for the Boundary part of the lesson. Which was short, considering we had less time after the break. heeeh.

So then shortly before the class finished, we were treated to Rau Puaul's(A US famous Drag Queen) track. His infamous quote being: "If you don't love yourself, how the hell can you expect to be loved". Twas most inspirational.

Friday, 4 April 2014

Diary 4th April 2014

PS: WARNING THIS POST CONTAINS NSFW CONTENT POST

Well I got up today very exhausted, like considering I had walked 17km yesterday between seeing Maureen, then the cinema, so yeah quite busy alrite. So as a result, it was my intention to go and see Mupppets Most Wanted before the Golden Girls Night and then afterwards see Divergent. However as I was totally exhautsted from all the walking, I decdieed to stay on in bed. So even with that I was outta of it. So eventually I got up and showered. I have decided that instead of wanking my Jnr., all the time, that I try and get my ball sack like those in the porn. Literally speaking their balls are swimming in da Juice(wink wink). So gonna try and get that like mine. However there's one thing I do wanna mention, I saw on my Facebook Newsfeed, that there was an Irish GAA star, not sure if he's retired or not, but it was found out that he's doing gay porn. Now whether he's doing it for cash purposes or that he's gay or bi or whatever, but unfurnaly he's getting alotta stick for it. But the reason I mention it, is that would you believe it, he appeared on the site that I download my gay porn. I was more than delighted. He's quite hot actually. I was studying his moves to see whether he is gay or if he was straight that he would be reluctant in doing the gay porn acts. But quite surprisingly he actually knows quite alot. So perhaps you never know. I'm actually referring to "Fergus" his apparent gay porn name. He is a well known Irish GAA Tyrone Football star. Again i'm not sure if he's retired or not.

So when I eventually got up, I headed onto the Outhouse event The Golden Girls Night. I was impressed with the turn out. But a few things bothered me. It was €10 to get in. Which I didn't mind, but thought I was gonna get something like tea or wine or whatever. But instead they's weren't' free. Perhaps on my part. But the noise levels was just out of this world. The layout of the event was quite simple. A quiz and an episodes of the show. Even throughout the epsidoes which I was very surprised, they were talking, not looking but talking, That infuriated me. However all of this was very well compromised with the Drag Show of the night. The Drags were dressed as Dorothy, Blanche, Rose and Sofia. Our very own Joe was an extra in the show. The Drags did an episode of the show. If I quite remember it was the Pilot episode. It was quite good. I really enjoyed the Drag Show. The episode would be running in the background while the drags would lipsync it. Twas quite impressive. The acutall video wasn't shown for obvious reasons. hahah. Bravo to those who took part in the show. I was very bemused to learn that the Golden Girls was part of a 2005 study in relation to LGBT. The LGBT audience were the highest viewers out of the general population. Like Blanche's Gay brother I think, Dorothy's lesbian college friend. The words that came out of an 80+ yr old lady - Estelle(who sadly is no longer with us). She was asked in the show by Dorothy "How would you feel if one of your kids were gay". She replied "I wouldn't love them no less than I love them now".